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Friday, June 30, 2006
loosing trust.
have u ever felt u trusted someone so much and one day u found out that the person has been lying or doing something behind ya back.
today i just found out something and i am really hurt.
i just had this feeling to see my friends' phone.
i know it rude but i went to see the msges.
and i saw someone who i trusted so much msging something i never even thought abt.
i felt so angry and very very upset.
i just left the place that i was in.
i feel so cheated.
i mean i really trusted the person so much and never knew he wld ever say that.
no matter how much he wants to annoy another party he shld not have said that.
maybe i am just to harsh but pls i have feelings too.
this incident really got me thinking.
if u can msg this once..
saying that u are going clubbing wid a malay gal,
there might be many more times.
i really trsuted u so much but i get this in return.
i am sick of all of it.
trying and trying again is a very wrong thing to do.
i shld have just given up the previous time.
cause i am tried.
i am tired of fighting and arguing.
i am tired of starting anew.
i am tired very very tired.
i told u many times before,
that i have no strength to carry on like that.
i am not in the best health to go through all this but i guess u dun care and understand.
so go ahead.
do whatever u want from now on.
i really give up.
thanks for everything though.
and to the person whose phone i saw the msg in,
i am sorry i used it in such a way.
i am really sorry.
but pls dun protect ya wonderful friend anymore alr.
i just cant take anymore alr.
all of u just leave me along ok.
i have so many things to attend to now.
so just buzz of.
ps. thanks mok. what u said really made me smile so much. muacks.
and grj i love u loads. i know u are there for me.
today i just found out something and i am really hurt.
i just had this feeling to see my friends' phone.
i know it rude but i went to see the msges.
and i saw someone who i trusted so much msging something i never even thought abt.
i felt so angry and very very upset.
i just left the place that i was in.
i feel so cheated.
i mean i really trusted the person so much and never knew he wld ever say that.
no matter how much he wants to annoy another party he shld not have said that.
maybe i am just to harsh but pls i have feelings too.
this incident really got me thinking.
if u can msg this once..
saying that u are going clubbing wid a malay gal,
there might be many more times.
i really trsuted u so much but i get this in return.
i am sick of all of it.
trying and trying again is a very wrong thing to do.
i shld have just given up the previous time.
cause i am tried.
i am tired of fighting and arguing.
i am tired of starting anew.
i am tired very very tired.
i told u many times before,
that i have no strength to carry on like that.
i am not in the best health to go through all this but i guess u dun care and understand.
so go ahead.
do whatever u want from now on.
i really give up.
thanks for everything though.
and to the person whose phone i saw the msg in,
i am sorry i used it in such a way.
i am really sorry.
but pls dun protect ya wonderful friend anymore alr.
i just cant take anymore alr.
all of u just leave me along ok.
i have so many things to attend to now.
so just buzz of.
ps. thanks mok. what u said really made me smile so much. muacks.
and grj i love u loads. i know u are there for me.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
head is killing me.
i was so busy so i could not really update.
i have loads of materials to prepare for my childcare.
this week i have to implement my first lesson plan alr.
and next week my field supervisor will be assessing me.
anw i am still feeling upset for some reason or another.
i din go to childcare today.
my head was hurting like hell.
so i decided to go to the doc.
the doc gave me some medicine for my neck and also my headache.
the doc also found that there are 2 bones in my neck which is much bigger than the other.
he suggested that i go have an x-ray.
maybe on sat morning i'll go.
anw baby came and gave me a surprise visit.
he tried to make me sleep but he slept while making me slp.
so cute la he.
he slept like a baby.
then he went to his aunty's hse to sleep.
now i am going to continue to prepare my materials.
i have alot to do.
so i am going to do that stuff now.
i have loads of materials to prepare for my childcare.
this week i have to implement my first lesson plan alr.
and next week my field supervisor will be assessing me.
anw i am still feeling upset for some reason or another.
i din go to childcare today.
my head was hurting like hell.
so i decided to go to the doc.
the doc gave me some medicine for my neck and also my headache.
the doc also found that there are 2 bones in my neck which is much bigger than the other.
he suggested that i go have an x-ray.
maybe on sat morning i'll go.
anw baby came and gave me a surprise visit.
he tried to make me sleep but he slept while making me slp.
so cute la he.
he slept like a baby.
then he went to his aunty's hse to sleep.
now i am going to continue to prepare my materials.
i have alot to do.
so i am going to do that stuff now.
Monday, June 26, 2006
leaving this world.
today i went to sch.
sch started after 2 weeks of hols.
term break.
sharon and misha did not come for the first class,
they went to do our DAC project.
i could not go as i have missed so many classes before.
anw during class i found out something.
my friends' ex bf just passed away.
he actually met in a bike accident 2 days ago.
and he was unconscious.
then today he was transfered to another hospital where he was on life support.
the doctor yesterday said that there is very slim chances of him to survive as his head is injured very badly.
and there is internal bleeding.
then today he suddenly passed away.
i still cant accept the fact that he is dead.
i mean i knew him.
my friend is really so upset.
i know she still loves him so much.
i am sad too.
i am so scared cause my brothers and also baby is riding bike.
i really cant imagine loosing any one of them.
i know i will not be able to take it.
may god bless his soul.
and guide his family members.
he is only 19 years old.
when i think of it,
i wish i could have done something.
pls pray for his soul and all those affected.
sch started after 2 weeks of hols.
term break.
sharon and misha did not come for the first class,
they went to do our DAC project.
i could not go as i have missed so many classes before.
anw during class i found out something.
my friends' ex bf just passed away.
he actually met in a bike accident 2 days ago.
and he was unconscious.
then today he was transfered to another hospital where he was on life support.
the doctor yesterday said that there is very slim chances of him to survive as his head is injured very badly.
and there is internal bleeding.
then today he suddenly passed away.
i still cant accept the fact that he is dead.
i mean i knew him.
my friend is really so upset.
i know she still loves him so much.
i am sad too.
i am so scared cause my brothers and also baby is riding bike.
i really cant imagine loosing any one of them.
i know i will not be able to take it.
may god bless his soul.
and guide his family members.
he is only 19 years old.
when i think of it,
i wish i could have done something.
pls pray for his soul and all those affected.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Singh Jokes.
1) One Singh was enjoying the sun at the beach in America.
A lady came and asked him, "Are you relaxing?"
Singh answered, "No, I am Banta Singh".
Another guy came and asked the Singh the same question.
Singh answered, "No No Me Banta Singh!"
Third one came and asked him the same question again.
Singh was totally annoyed and decided to shift his place.
While walking he saw another Singh soaking in the sun.
He went up to him and asked, "Are you Relaxing?"
The other Singh was a lot more educated and answered, "Yes, I am relaxing."
The Singh slapped him on his face and said, "Stupid, idiot.
Everyone is looking for you and your are sitting over here!"
2) A Singh died and went to heaven.
When he got to the pearly gate Saint Peter told him that new rules were in effect due to the advances in education on earth.
In order to gain admittance a prospective heavenly soul, he must answer two questions:
1. Name two days of the week that begin with "T".
2. How many seconds are in a year?
The Singh thought for a few minutes and answered...
1. The two days of the week that begins with "T" are Today and Tomorrow.
2. There are 12 seconds in a year.
Saint Peter said, "OK, I'll buy the Today and Tomorrow answer, even though it's not the answer I expected.
But how did you get 12 seconds in a year?"
The Singh replied, "Well, January 2nd, February 2nd, March 2nd,etc..."
Saint Peter lets him in without another word.
(3) Jasmeet Kaur caught her husband Santa Singh searching high and low all around his living room.
Jasmeet: "What are you searching for?"
Santa: "Hidden cameras!"
Jasmeet: "And what makes you think that there are hidden cameras here?" Santa: "That guy on TV knows exactly what I am doing.
Why every few minutes he keeps saying 'You are watching the Star World Channel'.
How does he know that?"
(4) Having lost his donkey a Singh, got down to his knees and started thanking God.
A passerby saw him and asked, "Your donkey is missing;
what are you thanking God for?"
The Singh replied "I am thanking Him for seeing to it that I wasn't riding the donkey at that time, otherwise I would have been missing too."
5) Sardar Gurbachan Singh is appearing for his University final examination.
He takes his seat in the examination hall, stares at the question paper for five minutes, and then in a fit of inspiration takes his shoes off and throws them out of the window.
He then removes his turban and throws it away as well.
His shirt, pant, socks and watch follow suit.
The invigilator, alarmed, approaches him and asks what is going on.
"Oye, I am only following the instructions here"!
It says here "Answer the following questions in brief".
(6) Two Singhs were sitting outside a clinic.
One of them was crying like hell.
So the other asked, "Why are you crying?"
The first one said, "I came here for blood test" S
econd one asked, "So? Are you afraid "
First one replied, " No, not that. During the blood test they cut my finger"
Hearing this the second one started crying.
The first one was astonished and asked the other, "Why are you crying?"
The other replied, "I have come for my urine test."
(7) A Singh goes to a hotel and eats heartily.
After eating he goes to wash hands but starts washing the basin instead.
The manager comes running and asks him, "Mr. Singh, what are you doing?"
To this the man replies," Oye, see the board here ---"Wash Basin".
A lady came and asked him, "Are you relaxing?"
Singh answered, "No, I am Banta Singh".
Another guy came and asked the Singh the same question.
Singh answered, "No No Me Banta Singh!"
Third one came and asked him the same question again.
Singh was totally annoyed and decided to shift his place.
While walking he saw another Singh soaking in the sun.
He went up to him and asked, "Are you Relaxing?"
The other Singh was a lot more educated and answered, "Yes, I am relaxing."
The Singh slapped him on his face and said, "Stupid, idiot.
Everyone is looking for you and your are sitting over here!"
2) A Singh died and went to heaven.
When he got to the pearly gate Saint Peter told him that new rules were in effect due to the advances in education on earth.
In order to gain admittance a prospective heavenly soul, he must answer two questions:
1. Name two days of the week that begin with "T".
2. How many seconds are in a year?
The Singh thought for a few minutes and answered...
1. The two days of the week that begins with "T" are Today and Tomorrow.
2. There are 12 seconds in a year.
Saint Peter said, "OK, I'll buy the Today and Tomorrow answer, even though it's not the answer I expected.
But how did you get 12 seconds in a year?"
The Singh replied, "Well, January 2nd, February 2nd, March 2nd,etc..."
Saint Peter lets him in without another word.
(3) Jasmeet Kaur caught her husband Santa Singh searching high and low all around his living room.
Jasmeet: "What are you searching for?"
Santa: "Hidden cameras!"
Jasmeet: "And what makes you think that there are hidden cameras here?" Santa: "That guy on TV knows exactly what I am doing.
Why every few minutes he keeps saying 'You are watching the Star World Channel'.
How does he know that?"
(4) Having lost his donkey a Singh, got down to his knees and started thanking God.
A passerby saw him and asked, "Your donkey is missing;
what are you thanking God for?"
The Singh replied "I am thanking Him for seeing to it that I wasn't riding the donkey at that time, otherwise I would have been missing too."
5) Sardar Gurbachan Singh is appearing for his University final examination.
He takes his seat in the examination hall, stares at the question paper for five minutes, and then in a fit of inspiration takes his shoes off and throws them out of the window.
He then removes his turban and throws it away as well.
His shirt, pant, socks and watch follow suit.
The invigilator, alarmed, approaches him and asks what is going on.
"Oye, I am only following the instructions here"!
It says here "Answer the following questions in brief".
(6) Two Singhs were sitting outside a clinic.
One of them was crying like hell.
So the other asked, "Why are you crying?"
The first one said, "I came here for blood test" S
econd one asked, "So? Are you afraid "
First one replied, " No, not that. During the blood test they cut my finger"
Hearing this the second one started crying.
The first one was astonished and asked the other, "Why are you crying?"
The other replied, "I have come for my urine test."
(7) A Singh goes to a hotel and eats heartily.
After eating he goes to wash hands but starts washing the basin instead.
The manager comes running and asks him, "Mr. Singh, what are you doing?"
To this the man replies," Oye, see the board here ---"Wash Basin".
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Long Long Day.
today is the second day of childcare.
for me it was a tiring day.
cause for the past few days i have not been able to sleep well,
i dun know whats the reason too.
today childcare was ok.
except that we knew who is our field supervisor.
and she is Shiela Ho.
alot of people say that she likes to criticize even though u have done a gd job.
i dun even know whats her expectations.
sigh.
i feel so stressed now!!
i have no idea where and how to start.
baby said that he will help me wid my materials but he will be in camp.
i know he wants to help.
anw after childcare,
i went home and got ready.
then i headed to holland to meet my cousin mary.
we went to eat prata at a coffee shop there first.
then we headed to Breko to have a drink.
i enjoyed my time wid sister.
we just talked and talked.
so many things to catch up on.
i just had a great time.
after all the talking and all,
we headed home.
it was abt 11 plus.
i am so happy.
then when i was on the way home,
it was 12 plus.
and it is my anniversary wid baby.
21 months.
and i realised that sister and mike's anniversary also 24th.
but theirs is 6 months.
so happy for them.
i love sister so much.
thanks for everything love.
maucks.
i came home and talked to baby a while.
then we went to sleep but i cant really sleep alot.
dun know why also.
anw i enjoyed my day so much.
for me it was a tiring day.
cause for the past few days i have not been able to sleep well,
i dun know whats the reason too.
today childcare was ok.
except that we knew who is our field supervisor.
and she is Shiela Ho.
alot of people say that she likes to criticize even though u have done a gd job.
i dun even know whats her expectations.
sigh.
i feel so stressed now!!
i have no idea where and how to start.
baby said that he will help me wid my materials but he will be in camp.
i know he wants to help.
anw after childcare,
i went home and got ready.
then i headed to holland to meet my cousin mary.
we went to eat prata at a coffee shop there first.
then we headed to Breko to have a drink.
i enjoyed my time wid sister.
we just talked and talked.
so many things to catch up on.
i just had a great time.
after all the talking and all,
we headed home.
it was abt 11 plus.
i am so happy.
then when i was on the way home,
it was 12 plus.
and it is my anniversary wid baby.
21 months.
and i realised that sister and mike's anniversary also 24th.
but theirs is 6 months.
so happy for them.
i love sister so much.
thanks for everything love.
maucks.
i came home and talked to baby a while.
then we went to sleep but i cant really sleep alot.
dun know why also.
anw i enjoyed my day so much.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
First Day At Childcare Centre.
i woke up feeling so enhuasted!!
i only slept at one am.
i did all my 6 lesson plans and the newsletter that i am suppose to hand to my K2 parents.
i was cracking my head just to think of the content for the newsletter.
but i like my newsletter.
anw i woke up at 6 am first.
had to wake baby up,
he needed to go back camp.
i slept again.
but i could not slp properly.
i din have a gd slp throughout the whole night.
i kept thinking abt my lesson plans and the newsletter.
about what i can add more or wat i had to change.
argghh.
i have this bad habit that i will keep thinking or even dream abt what i did last before i sleep.
sigh its gd and its bad.
but i am getting used to it.
after getting up,
i took my shower and got ready for childcare.
i kept checking if i had everything i needed.
my heart was beating quite fast.
excited yet scared.
sounds wierd but that was how i was feeling.
excited cause it a whole new thing for me.
and scared cause i need to interact wid parents and the expectations are higher.
i left my hse and headed to childcare centre.
i met jinghan at the bus-stop and walked wid her to the centre.
when i went in the centre i felt much better.
i was familiar wid the environment as i was attached to the same centre in the last semester.
i went everywhere the K2 went.
they bonded wid me well.
i was amazed that they were hugging and playing wid me.
cause when i was wid their class the previous time,
they were not close to me.
anw i enjoyed my time in the centre.
i was wid them for almost the whole day.
i saw them slp and wake up.
there was this boy who just woke up from his slp.
he wanted to pee.
he was half awake and went to the dustbin thinking that its the toilet.
he had his shorts and underwear down alr.
he was about to open the dustbin thinking its the toilet seat when i told him to go inside the cubicle and pee.
he was so cute.
he was still so blur.
i am having confident that i will do well.
i need to do well actually.
hmph.
kinda stressed thinking about the activities for the learning centres,
but i think i have a rough idea alr.
hope i can do everything in time.
i hope my mentor will go through my newletter and lesson plans and tell me if i shld amend anything.
cuase i wanna start on my materials soon alr.
so i dun wanna wait till last min.
after childcare centre,
i headed home straight.
i am darn freaking tired.
i saw vinod, kavi, steph and hakeem on the way home.
they were at SAFRA and i was in the bus.
i went home wash up and crashed on my bed.
i was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as i got on my bed.
sister wanted to meet me for coffee but i was slping so soundly at home.
sorry sis.
baby msged me also but i was slping.
i woke up at 7 pm,
having the craving for crab.
so i headed to 24 hours and bought it.
i saw ange on the way.
so cute la she.
anw after that i came home and had my share of the crab.
i was chatting wid sister.
she never fails to lighten up my spirits.
i feel so much better after chatting wid her.
and i cant wait for monday.
if everything goes well,
i will be meeting her for dinner!
yay!
baby is so busy wid camp.
tml he has some commando parade or something like that.
sigh.
din really talk to him much.
but its ok.
i know he still cares.
it does not affect the relationship.
i am tired of listening to all the bickering.
i am tired of hearing the suspicions and arguments.
i cant go though this anymore.
its flowing like water.
i feel i am being involved in it so much that i am becoming the same!!
now i know what i should do.
it just takes a little just to bring my spirits down,
but the people ard me who loves me so much never fail to bring it back in place.
if u are not going to help yaself no one will.
baby i am so sorry for all that has been happening and happened.
i know i am the cause for most of the things.
i am really sorry mama.
i know u tahan alot,
but i promise everything is going to change k.
i wanna be wid u.
cause u are the only person who can kiss everything away.
the most understanding guy who loves me so much.
i love u too my dada.
i will not let u down ever again.
ok i am going to turn in now cause my chest is hurting so much.
i think maybe i am thinking so much or its either that i ate too much of crab.
so i am going to hit the sack and blog tml.
hope u enjoyed reading.
anw i had a terrific day despite being so tired.
i look forward to more excitement tml.
love u all.
muacks.
getting ready for childcare.
have to get back to my taking pics hobby.
before bbq wid sec sch friends.
waiting for baby at home.
he taking so long!!
i only slept at one am.
i did all my 6 lesson plans and the newsletter that i am suppose to hand to my K2 parents.
i was cracking my head just to think of the content for the newsletter.
but i like my newsletter.
anw i woke up at 6 am first.
had to wake baby up,
he needed to go back camp.
i slept again.
but i could not slp properly.
i din have a gd slp throughout the whole night.
i kept thinking abt my lesson plans and the newsletter.
about what i can add more or wat i had to change.
argghh.
i have this bad habit that i will keep thinking or even dream abt what i did last before i sleep.
sigh its gd and its bad.
but i am getting used to it.
after getting up,
i took my shower and got ready for childcare.
i kept checking if i had everything i needed.
my heart was beating quite fast.
excited yet scared.
sounds wierd but that was how i was feeling.
excited cause it a whole new thing for me.
and scared cause i need to interact wid parents and the expectations are higher.
i left my hse and headed to childcare centre.
i met jinghan at the bus-stop and walked wid her to the centre.
when i went in the centre i felt much better.
i was familiar wid the environment as i was attached to the same centre in the last semester.
i went everywhere the K2 went.
they bonded wid me well.
i was amazed that they were hugging and playing wid me.
cause when i was wid their class the previous time,
they were not close to me.
anw i enjoyed my time in the centre.
i was wid them for almost the whole day.
i saw them slp and wake up.
there was this boy who just woke up from his slp.
he wanted to pee.
he was half awake and went to the dustbin thinking that its the toilet.
he had his shorts and underwear down alr.
he was about to open the dustbin thinking its the toilet seat when i told him to go inside the cubicle and pee.
he was so cute.
he was still so blur.
i am having confident that i will do well.
i need to do well actually.
hmph.
kinda stressed thinking about the activities for the learning centres,
but i think i have a rough idea alr.
hope i can do everything in time.
i hope my mentor will go through my newletter and lesson plans and tell me if i shld amend anything.
cuase i wanna start on my materials soon alr.
so i dun wanna wait till last min.
after childcare centre,
i headed home straight.
i am darn freaking tired.
i saw vinod, kavi, steph and hakeem on the way home.
they were at SAFRA and i was in the bus.
i went home wash up and crashed on my bed.
i was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as i got on my bed.
sister wanted to meet me for coffee but i was slping so soundly at home.
sorry sis.
baby msged me also but i was slping.
i woke up at 7 pm,
having the craving for crab.
so i headed to 24 hours and bought it.
i saw ange on the way.
so cute la she.
anw after that i came home and had my share of the crab.
i was chatting wid sister.
she never fails to lighten up my spirits.
i feel so much better after chatting wid her.
and i cant wait for monday.
if everything goes well,
i will be meeting her for dinner!
yay!
baby is so busy wid camp.
tml he has some commando parade or something like that.
sigh.
din really talk to him much.
but its ok.
i know he still cares.
it does not affect the relationship.
i am tired of listening to all the bickering.
i am tired of hearing the suspicions and arguments.
i cant go though this anymore.
its flowing like water.
i feel i am being involved in it so much that i am becoming the same!!
now i know what i should do.
it just takes a little just to bring my spirits down,
but the people ard me who loves me so much never fail to bring it back in place.
if u are not going to help yaself no one will.
baby i am so sorry for all that has been happening and happened.
i know i am the cause for most of the things.
i am really sorry mama.
i know u tahan alot,
but i promise everything is going to change k.
i wanna be wid u.
cause u are the only person who can kiss everything away.
the most understanding guy who loves me so much.
i love u too my dada.
i will not let u down ever again.
ok i am going to turn in now cause my chest is hurting so much.
i think maybe i am thinking so much or its either that i ate too much of crab.
so i am going to hit the sack and blog tml.
hope u enjoyed reading.
anw i had a terrific day despite being so tired.
i look forward to more excitement tml.
love u all.
muacks.
getting ready for childcare.
have to get back to my taking pics hobby.
before bbq wid sec sch friends.
waiting for baby at home.
he taking so long!!
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
pics pics.
baby and me.
kisses for him.
my eldest bro and myself.
after daddy day dinner.
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hmph..
you want some??
i doubt u can handle it.
my sweet baby.
i am feeling so weak.
i have no idea why.
tml my childcare attachment is starting and i am feeling like such.
this sucks so much.
i was restless and was just so weak.
i just had to lie down for long.
baby was so sweet today.
he had to go to some place due to camp stuff,
and while he was out,
he came and meet me a while in my hse.
so sweet.
love u da.
thanks alot.
that 10 mins meant so much to me.
it definately made me feel much better.
i have yet to finish my lessons plans and not to mention my newsletter.
sigh i have to go and continue wid my work now.
i wil update tml after first day at childcare.
im going to be there from 9-6pm.
so dun miss me too much.
if anything just drop me a msg ok.
baby i love u so much.
thanks for that trip u made just to see me.
my babyboy.
muacks dada.
i wish i can talk to u more.
but i know u are busy.
loads and loads of love still.
~hugss baby so tight~
*big hug*
i have no idea why.
tml my childcare attachment is starting and i am feeling like such.
this sucks so much.
i was restless and was just so weak.
i just had to lie down for long.
baby was so sweet today.
he had to go to some place due to camp stuff,
and while he was out,
he came and meet me a while in my hse.
so sweet.
love u da.
thanks alot.
that 10 mins meant so much to me.
it definately made me feel much better.
i have yet to finish my lessons plans and not to mention my newsletter.
sigh i have to go and continue wid my work now.
i wil update tml after first day at childcare.
im going to be there from 9-6pm.
so dun miss me too much.
if anything just drop me a msg ok.
baby i love u so much.
thanks for that trip u made just to see me.
my babyboy.
muacks dada.
i wish i can talk to u more.
but i know u are busy.
loads and loads of love still.
~hugss baby so tight~
*big hug*
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Uma's last day in S'pore.
i woke up wid a dream that i knew will never happen.
thats why it was a dream!!
anw i dreamt that someone who WAS actually so close to me,
held me in his arms and kissed me on my cheeks.
saying that it is ok,
i am here.
i was so happy but i know it will never ever happen.
i mean why the hell am i having all these dreams.
ppl are the one who dun want me to be in their life,
so why do i even care??
arghh.
maybe the saying is true.
why u want the most,
thats why u will think is happening.
cause i yearn that so much.
but nvm i am happy wid my life now.
today is uma's last day in s'pore.
she will be leaving tml for m'sia.
so we met her for dinner.
mok and grj were suppose to meet me too but they cld not make it.
its ok soon alrighty??
i met nod in somerset first.
we were talking abt his first day at work.
after some time,
uma came along.
we walked all the way to far east.
uma wanted to eat there so we went.
then we sat outside BK and waited for baby to come.
after he came,
we went up to eat.
i was so full!!
i ate 1 whole plate of thai fried rice all by myself,
then i think abt 1 plate of wanton too.
hehe.
after that i was craving for dessert.
but din wanna eat so much.
after dinner,
we went to sit outside BK again.
we were waiting for sally.
she was heading to town to see uma as its her last day.
we can only see her after 3 months.
sally came along wid her cousin fairus.
hmph i had a good time wid all of them.
i am just tired.
after all the talking and joking,
we left from town.
baby sent me home and then headed to came.
it was his nights off.
i love my baby so much.
his b'day is coming.
i wanna do something for him.
lets see if i got the cash in the first place.
i am to stressed now to think of all that.
i am still doing my lesson plans and not finished yet.
i felt so tired and my head is aching so i decided to go slp.
angel i pray that ya eye will be ok soon.
dun worry so much ok.
i will see u soon.
i will try to make time in my busy schedule for u k.
sister i cant wait for monday.
i miss u so much.
miss all those times when we use to meet and just chat.
sigh.
i am yearning to talk to someone so badly but i guess its never going to happen.
anw i will pray for everyone in my life.
muacks.
baby thanks da.
i cant wait to spend more time wid u.
hugs & kisses!!
thats why it was a dream!!
anw i dreamt that someone who WAS actually so close to me,
held me in his arms and kissed me on my cheeks.
saying that it is ok,
i am here.
i was so happy but i know it will never ever happen.
i mean why the hell am i having all these dreams.
ppl are the one who dun want me to be in their life,
so why do i even care??
arghh.
maybe the saying is true.
why u want the most,
thats why u will think is happening.
cause i yearn that so much.
but nvm i am happy wid my life now.
today is uma's last day in s'pore.
she will be leaving tml for m'sia.
so we met her for dinner.
mok and grj were suppose to meet me too but they cld not make it.
its ok soon alrighty??
i met nod in somerset first.
we were talking abt his first day at work.
after some time,
uma came along.
we walked all the way to far east.
uma wanted to eat there so we went.
then we sat outside BK and waited for baby to come.
after he came,
we went up to eat.
i was so full!!
i ate 1 whole plate of thai fried rice all by myself,
then i think abt 1 plate of wanton too.
hehe.
after that i was craving for dessert.
but din wanna eat so much.
after dinner,
we went to sit outside BK again.
we were waiting for sally.
she was heading to town to see uma as its her last day.
we can only see her after 3 months.
sally came along wid her cousin fairus.
hmph i had a good time wid all of them.
i am just tired.
after all the talking and joking,
we left from town.
baby sent me home and then headed to came.
it was his nights off.
i love my baby so much.
his b'day is coming.
i wanna do something for him.
lets see if i got the cash in the first place.
i am to stressed now to think of all that.
i am still doing my lesson plans and not finished yet.
i felt so tired and my head is aching so i decided to go slp.
angel i pray that ya eye will be ok soon.
dun worry so much ok.
i will see u soon.
i will try to make time in my busy schedule for u k.
sister i cant wait for monday.
i miss u so much.
miss all those times when we use to meet and just chat.
sigh.
i am yearning to talk to someone so badly but i guess its never going to happen.
anw i will pray for everyone in my life.
muacks.
baby thanks da.
i cant wait to spend more time wid u.
hugs & kisses!!
Six Classic Affairs
Six Classic Affairs
The 1st Affair:
A married man was having an affair with his secretary.One day they went her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home."Where have you been?" his wife demanded."I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." "You lying bastard!You've been playing golf!"
The 2nd Affair:
A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted.The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy.The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son.He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife, "There's no way I can be the father of this baby. Look at the two beautiful daughters I fathered! Have you been fooling around behind my back?"The wife smiled sweetly and replied, "Not this time!"
The 3rd Affair:
A mortician was working late one night.He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen! "I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz," the mortician commented, "I can't allow you to be cremated with such an impressive private part. It must be saved for posterity."So, he removed it, stuffed it into his briefcase, and took it home. "I have to show you something you won't believe," he said to his wife, opening his briefcase."My God!" the wife exclaimed, "Schwartz is dead?!?!"
The 4th Affair:
A woman was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband opening the front door. "Hurry," she said, "stand in the corner."She rubbed baby oil all over him, then dusted him with talcum powder."Don't move until I tell you," she said. "Pretend you're a statue." "What's this?" the husband inquired as he entered the room."Oh it's a statue." she replied. "The Smith's bought one and I liked it so much I got one for us, too."No more was said, not even when they went to bed. Around 2 AM the husband got up, went to the kitchen and returned with a sandwich and a beer."Here," he said to the statue, "have this. I stood like that for two days at the Smith's and nobody offered me a damned thing."
The 5th Affair:
A man walked into a cafe, went to the bar and ordered a beer."Certainly, Sir, that'll be one cent.""One Cent?" the man thought.He glanced at the menu and asked, "How much for a nice juicy steak and a bottle of wine?""A nickel," the barman replied. "A nickel?" exclaimed the man. "Where's the guy who owns this place?"The bartender replied, "Upstairs, with my wife."The man asked, "What's he doing upstairs with your wife?" The bartender replied,"The same thing I'm doing to his business down here."
The 6th Affair:
Jake was dying. His wife sat at the bedside.He looked up and said weakly, "I have something I must confess." "There's no need to," his wife replied."No," he insisted, "I want to die in peace. I slept with your sister, your best friend, her best friend, and your mother!""I know, I know," she replied. "Now just rest and let the poison work."
The 1st Affair:
A married man was having an affair with his secretary.One day they went her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home."Where have you been?" his wife demanded."I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." "You lying bastard!You've been playing golf!"
The 2nd Affair:
A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted.The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy.The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son.He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife, "There's no way I can be the father of this baby. Look at the two beautiful daughters I fathered! Have you been fooling around behind my back?"The wife smiled sweetly and replied, "Not this time!"
The 3rd Affair:
A mortician was working late one night.He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen! "I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz," the mortician commented, "I can't allow you to be cremated with such an impressive private part. It must be saved for posterity."So, he removed it, stuffed it into his briefcase, and took it home. "I have to show you something you won't believe," he said to his wife, opening his briefcase."My God!" the wife exclaimed, "Schwartz is dead?!?!"
The 4th Affair:
A woman was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband opening the front door. "Hurry," she said, "stand in the corner."She rubbed baby oil all over him, then dusted him with talcum powder."Don't move until I tell you," she said. "Pretend you're a statue." "What's this?" the husband inquired as he entered the room."Oh it's a statue." she replied. "The Smith's bought one and I liked it so much I got one for us, too."No more was said, not even when they went to bed. Around 2 AM the husband got up, went to the kitchen and returned with a sandwich and a beer."Here," he said to the statue, "have this. I stood like that for two days at the Smith's and nobody offered me a damned thing."
The 5th Affair:
A man walked into a cafe, went to the bar and ordered a beer."Certainly, Sir, that'll be one cent.""One Cent?" the man thought.He glanced at the menu and asked, "How much for a nice juicy steak and a bottle of wine?""A nickel," the barman replied. "A nickel?" exclaimed the man. "Where's the guy who owns this place?"The bartender replied, "Upstairs, with my wife."The man asked, "What's he doing upstairs with your wife?" The bartender replied,"The same thing I'm doing to his business down here."
The 6th Affair:
Jake was dying. His wife sat at the bedside.He looked up and said weakly, "I have something I must confess." "There's no need to," his wife replied."No," he insisted, "I want to die in peace. I slept with your sister, your best friend, her best friend, and your mother!""I know, I know," she replied. "Now just rest and let the poison work."
Monday, June 19, 2006
so stressed up wid the work load.
today i was just at home resting.
cause i feel very restless and tired too.
body all aching.
i wanted to slp in the evening but i decided not to as it was a little late alr.
so i started to do the lesson plans.
my head was aching so much,
that i felt so dizzy!!
i was so stressed!!
cant really think straight and decide on an activity.
anw after mummy came back from work,
she asked me to follow her to bukit merah.
so i got ready and waited for my dad.
he came in a cab and fetch us to BM.
we bought some stuff there and ate at Brinda's.
i was so full after eating there.
then we headed home.
i applied this eye mask that i had bought in watsons earlier.
cause my eye bags are getting worse due to the lack of slp.
hope it works.
after the eye mask,
i felt more refreshed.
i continued to do my work.
i took short breaks here and there.
i was chatting wid vinod, mok and angel in a conversation,
where i fought wid mok.
hehe.
i was also chatting wid stephen in another window.
i feel so sad whenever i see him these days.
he is just not himself.
i have been praying for him for a long time alr.
i pray that nothing serious will happen to him.
i know GOD will not forsake him.
he is a gd person and HE will do something to help him.
i wish i can do more than just pray for him,
but sadly thats all i can do.
no matter what i am here for u ok dear.
and i will always love u.
muacks.
i hope i am meeting angel, mok and vinod tml.
before my hectic schedule starts!!
gurpreet i love u no matter what also k.
whips and cuffs u want eh??
i am free every night for u!!
haha.
missing u so much.
i keep getting stuck while i am doing my lesson plans.
arghh.
i am so stressed!!
so much to do and so little time!!
i am going to pass out anytime soon.
sigh.
wish baby was here wid me.
got some info for the surprise,
i hope everything goes well.
main thing is i hope the b'day person will be able to make it!!
i am so tired!!
i cant take it anymore.
i think i will do one lesson plan and then head to bed.
i am going to meet baby in AH tml.
cause he has his appt.
wanna spend some time wid him.
missing him so much alr.
my heart is feeling heavy i dun know why.
arghh.
hate this feeling.
whenever he goes camp i have this same feeling.
maybe i am so used to him being out of camp,
where i can talk and meet him whenever i want to.
but when he is in camp i cant.
sigh i just have to live wid the truth!!
baby will see u soon.
and sis will see u next monday k.
u take care of ya stuff first k.
i am ok with it.
looking forward to it all.
cause i feel very restless and tired too.
body all aching.
i wanted to slp in the evening but i decided not to as it was a little late alr.
so i started to do the lesson plans.
my head was aching so much,
that i felt so dizzy!!
i was so stressed!!
cant really think straight and decide on an activity.
anw after mummy came back from work,
she asked me to follow her to bukit merah.
so i got ready and waited for my dad.
he came in a cab and fetch us to BM.
we bought some stuff there and ate at Brinda's.
i was so full after eating there.
then we headed home.
i applied this eye mask that i had bought in watsons earlier.
cause my eye bags are getting worse due to the lack of slp.
hope it works.
after the eye mask,
i felt more refreshed.
i continued to do my work.
i took short breaks here and there.
i was chatting wid vinod, mok and angel in a conversation,
where i fought wid mok.
hehe.
i was also chatting wid stephen in another window.
i feel so sad whenever i see him these days.
he is just not himself.
i have been praying for him for a long time alr.
i pray that nothing serious will happen to him.
i know GOD will not forsake him.
he is a gd person and HE will do something to help him.
i wish i can do more than just pray for him,
but sadly thats all i can do.
no matter what i am here for u ok dear.
and i will always love u.
muacks.
i hope i am meeting angel, mok and vinod tml.
before my hectic schedule starts!!
gurpreet i love u no matter what also k.
whips and cuffs u want eh??
i am free every night for u!!
haha.
missing u so much.
i keep getting stuck while i am doing my lesson plans.
arghh.
i am so stressed!!
so much to do and so little time!!
i am going to pass out anytime soon.
sigh.
wish baby was here wid me.
got some info for the surprise,
i hope everything goes well.
main thing is i hope the b'day person will be able to make it!!
i am so tired!!
i cant take it anymore.
i think i will do one lesson plan and then head to bed.
i am going to meet baby in AH tml.
cause he has his appt.
wanna spend some time wid him.
missing him so much alr.
my heart is feeling heavy i dun know why.
arghh.
hate this feeling.
whenever he goes camp i have this same feeling.
maybe i am so used to him being out of camp,
where i can talk and meet him whenever i want to.
but when he is in camp i cant.
sigh i just have to live wid the truth!!
baby will see u soon.
and sis will see u next monday k.
u take care of ya stuff first k.
i am ok with it.
looking forward to it all.
Brazil Won!!
brazil 2-0 australia.
woohoo.
i am so happy!!
this is my first proper game that i watched.
i sat through the whole game.
yay!
the game was interesting.
i enjoyed it alot.
except that the aussies kept tumbling on the brazilians.
i was damn irritated wid them.
and during a corner kick or wat so ever,
they kept pulling and tugging wid the brazil players.
first half was 0-0.
i was so tensed,
cause i bet on the game!!
second half was interesting.
Adriano scored in the 49th minute.
it was nice.
then there seemed to be no goals after that.
i was even more tensed.
in the 89th minute,
F.C.G. Fred scored the second goal.
when that goal went in,
i stood up and screamed.
woohoo!!
i won cash.
and i was so happy cause brazil won!!
Ronaldo is going to retire after the world cup.
he seem to be weaker.
he cld not really go through the whole game.
its sad to see him like that.
but he has done alot for the team.
its sad to see him go.
Kaka is cute!!
hehe.
and he plays good.
havent seen Ronaldinho in a very long time.
he played his very best.
his hair seem much much longer than the previous time.
so funny.
Cafu is a very gd captain.
he accepted his fault with a smile and walked away,
while Robinho went to the referee and argued!!
what a dumb thing to do.
the person who was at fault accepted and smiled,
why he so itchy backside wanna argue??
arghhh.
for that he got a yellow card.
Roberto Carlos ran and ran.
he did well in the game.
he really looks like mini-me.
so cute la.
anw we have to say thanks to the goal-keeper cause he did a terrific job.
he looks gd too.
looking quite young.
most of their players are cute!!
yum yum!!
anw all the best to u in the next game.
and i will watch it too.
i won some money from this game!!
yayness.
i will support u all the way.
muacks.
*baby came all the way from home just to see me.
i am so happy.
thanks dada.
he is still feeling a little sick and also weak.
i am praying that he gets well.
the weather is not helping much either.
cant wait to see him next.
muacks.*
woohoo.
i am so happy!!
this is my first proper game that i watched.
i sat through the whole game.
yay!
the game was interesting.
i enjoyed it alot.
except that the aussies kept tumbling on the brazilians.
i was damn irritated wid them.
and during a corner kick or wat so ever,
they kept pulling and tugging wid the brazil players.
first half was 0-0.
i was so tensed,
cause i bet on the game!!
second half was interesting.
Adriano scored in the 49th minute.
it was nice.
then there seemed to be no goals after that.
i was even more tensed.
in the 89th minute,
F.C.G. Fred scored the second goal.
when that goal went in,
i stood up and screamed.
woohoo!!
i won cash.
and i was so happy cause brazil won!!
Ronaldo is going to retire after the world cup.
he seem to be weaker.
he cld not really go through the whole game.
its sad to see him like that.
but he has done alot for the team.
its sad to see him go.
Kaka is cute!!
hehe.
and he plays good.
havent seen Ronaldinho in a very long time.
he played his very best.
his hair seem much much longer than the previous time.
so funny.
Cafu is a very gd captain.
he accepted his fault with a smile and walked away,
while Robinho went to the referee and argued!!
what a dumb thing to do.
the person who was at fault accepted and smiled,
why he so itchy backside wanna argue??
arghhh.
for that he got a yellow card.
Roberto Carlos ran and ran.
he did well in the game.
he really looks like mini-me.
so cute la.
anw we have to say thanks to the goal-keeper cause he did a terrific job.
he looks gd too.
looking quite young.
most of their players are cute!!
yum yum!!
anw all the best to u in the next game.
and i will watch it too.
i won some money from this game!!
yayness.
i will support u all the way.
muacks.
*baby came all the way from home just to see me.
i am so happy.
thanks dada.
he is still feeling a little sick and also weak.
i am praying that he gets well.
the weather is not helping much either.
cant wait to see him next.
muacks.*
Sunday, June 18, 2006
my babyboy.
my baby does everything to make me happy.
i am so happy wid him.
i have to thank him for so many things.
even when he was sick,
he came to see me.
he just wanted to be wid me.
he wanted to make me happy.
and i love him so much.
muacks da.
thanks for every single thing that u have done for me.
u are an angel sent from GOD.
to protect and give me strength for everything i do.
my lovely smelly sexy boy.
u sayang me so much.
just wanna let u know that u are so special to me.
soon u will be so happy i promise!!
go camp properly all k.
muacks.
i always wait for u to book out so that i can be wid u.
u make me smile no matter what.
and i wanna thank u for everything.
love u always.
i am so happy wid him.
i have to thank him for so many things.
even when he was sick,
he came to see me.
he just wanted to be wid me.
he wanted to make me happy.
and i love him so much.
muacks da.
thanks for every single thing that u have done for me.
u are an angel sent from GOD.
to protect and give me strength for everything i do.
my lovely smelly sexy boy.
u sayang me so much.
just wanna let u know that u are so special to me.
soon u will be so happy i promise!!
go camp properly all k.
muacks.
i always wait for u to book out so that i can be wid u.
u make me smile no matter what.
and i wanna thank u for everything.
love u always.
Saturday, June 17, 2006
BEEN tagged!!
I have been tagged!
Rules
#1 Do the following without complain
#2 Choose five people to do this quiz after you finished
#3 Leave a tag on some people tagboards to say he/she had been tagged
#4 Start your post with"I have beem tagged!"before doing this
Your 10 favourites
Favourite colours: black, yellow, blue,
Favourite foods: chicken rice, bbq chicken, stingray, crab
Favourite songs: so sick, temperature, last flight, etc
Favourite movies: mulan
Favourite sports: soccer, rollerblading, running, netball
Favourite season: s'pore dun have 4 seasons, so anything will do.
Favourite day of the week: whenever i get to see my baby.
Favourite ice-cream flavour: vanilla.
Favourite book: cant really remember, but alot of gd books.
Favourite anime/cartoon: care bears, little lulu, and many more.
Your 9 currents
Current mood: sad & disappointed.
Current clothes: sec sch class tee and shorts.
Current desktop screensaver: baby & me. our neoprint.
Current toe-nail colour: not painted.
Current time: 23.33
Current annoyance: pmsing. that time of the month.
Current boy/girlfriend: my babyboy.been there always for me.shawniee boy.
Current book you are reading: nothing. ):
First bestfriend: Joyce. Shameemah,Nisha,Daryl (just a couple of them my kindy)
First crush: J'boy back in kindergarten.
First movie: i dun remember.shld be a cartoon i guess.
First piercing: ears back when i was young.
First lie: too long alr.i cant remember.
First music: mum's lullaby.
First car: toy cars?
First handphone: hehe i cant remember..
Your 7 last
Last cigarette: long ago.hehe just had a puff!!
Last drink: during sec sch bbq.
Last car ride: 06/06/06 the day i failed my tp.
Last crush: my babyboy, who i am happily wid.
Last movie seen: the nun!! stupid movie.
Last phone call: babyboy.
Last CD played: so long ago that i have heard a cd!
Your 6 HAVEYOUEVERS
Have you ever dated one of your bestfriends: i dun think so.
Have you ever broken the law: i doubt it.
Have you ever been arrested:NO!!
Have you ever skinny-dipped: No and i dun think so!!
Have you ever been on TV: yeah a while only la.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: not really..unless its just a greeting.
Your 5 things worn on you
1. tee
2. shorts
3. ring baby bought for me.
4. Hair Band
5. nothing else..too simple la.and of course other stuff under my clothes.
Your 4 things done today
1.Sleep.
2. Eat
3.Surf the net
4. Blog
5. have dinner wid family
your 3 things you are hearing now
1. tamil movie
2. a tamil song
3. so sick
Your 2 things you cannot live with
1. my loved one!! esp family and baby.
2. my personal belongings.
Your 1 thing you would do when you are bored
1. TALK!! non-stop.for those who know me..u will know!!
Tagged people: Bum, laxhmi, nessa, jacq, ziwen!
Rules
#1 Do the following without complain
#2 Choose five people to do this quiz after you finished
#3 Leave a tag on some people tagboards to say he/she had been tagged
#4 Start your post with"I have beem tagged!"before doing this
Your 10 favourites
Favourite colours: black, yellow, blue,
Favourite foods: chicken rice, bbq chicken, stingray, crab
Favourite songs: so sick, temperature, last flight, etc
Favourite movies: mulan
Favourite sports: soccer, rollerblading, running, netball
Favourite season: s'pore dun have 4 seasons, so anything will do.
Favourite day of the week: whenever i get to see my baby.
Favourite ice-cream flavour: vanilla.
Favourite book: cant really remember, but alot of gd books.
Favourite anime/cartoon: care bears, little lulu, and many more.
Your 9 currents
Current mood: sad & disappointed.
Current clothes: sec sch class tee and shorts.
Current desktop screensaver: baby & me. our neoprint.
Current toe-nail colour: not painted.
Current time: 23.33
Current annoyance: pmsing. that time of the month.
Current boy/girlfriend: my babyboy.been there always for me.shawniee boy.
Current book you are reading: nothing. ):
First bestfriend: Joyce. Shameemah,Nisha,Daryl (just a couple of them my kindy)
First crush: J'boy back in kindergarten.
First movie: i dun remember.shld be a cartoon i guess.
First piercing: ears back when i was young.
First lie: too long alr.i cant remember.
First music: mum's lullaby.
First car: toy cars?
First handphone: hehe i cant remember..
Your 7 last
Last cigarette: long ago.hehe just had a puff!!
Last drink: during sec sch bbq.
Last car ride: 06/06/06 the day i failed my tp.
Last crush: my babyboy, who i am happily wid.
Last movie seen: the nun!! stupid movie.
Last phone call: babyboy.
Last CD played: so long ago that i have heard a cd!
Your 6 HAVEYOUEVERS
Have you ever dated one of your bestfriends: i dun think so.
Have you ever broken the law: i doubt it.
Have you ever been arrested:NO!!
Have you ever skinny-dipped: No and i dun think so!!
Have you ever been on TV: yeah a while only la.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: not really..unless its just a greeting.
Your 5 things worn on you
1. tee
2. shorts
3. ring baby bought for me.
4. Hair Band
5. nothing else..too simple la.and of course other stuff under my clothes.
Your 4 things done today
1.Sleep.
2. Eat
3.Surf the net
4. Blog
5. have dinner wid family
your 3 things you are hearing now
1. tamil movie
2. a tamil song
3. so sick
Your 2 things you cannot live with
1. my loved one!! esp family and baby.
2. my personal belongings.
Your 1 thing you would do when you are bored
1. TALK!! non-stop.for those who know me..u will know!!
Tagged people: Bum, laxhmi, nessa, jacq, ziwen!
Friday, June 16, 2006
Sad Sad Sad!!
i bet on all the 3 games.
and i lost everything.
sigh.
$35 just went like that,
but its ok cause i won 200 bucks.
anw i shall just bet today.
hehe really hope i can win today then.
i am so tired.
feeling so restless.
body all aching.
sigh i am going to rest again.
world cup dun seem as fun as the previous one.
dun know why also.
i havent really watched a proper game at all.
anw i went to tekka to meet vinod, uma and sally.
we went to do threading.
after that we walked all the way to ps.
we sat at starbucks and just chatted.
it was fun.
we were actually deciding wat we shld do.
then sally's cousin came.
after sometime,
sally and her cousin left.
vinod, uma and myself were waiting for baby to come.
then we went to eat at BK.
after that baby and i went to TB.
we were planning to go out n all but in the end din.
my tummy was hurting badly.
sigh.
baby said tml we will go.
i hope i will be able to.
anw i love my baby boy.
he is the strongest.
hehe.
oh ya vinod got a compliment from a person who did some job thingy.
the guy siad that vinod really dun look like 21 years old.
and his head got so big.
hahaha...
its the same when mok said the same thing abt nod.
darn funny la.
anw u really dun look ya age k.
like small baby like that.
muacks.
and i lost everything.
sigh.
$35 just went like that,
but its ok cause i won 200 bucks.
anw i shall just bet today.
hehe really hope i can win today then.
i am so tired.
feeling so restless.
body all aching.
sigh i am going to rest again.
world cup dun seem as fun as the previous one.
dun know why also.
i havent really watched a proper game at all.
anw i went to tekka to meet vinod, uma and sally.
we went to do threading.
after that we walked all the way to ps.
we sat at starbucks and just chatted.
it was fun.
we were actually deciding wat we shld do.
then sally's cousin came.
after sometime,
sally and her cousin left.
vinod, uma and myself were waiting for baby to come.
then we went to eat at BK.
after that baby and i went to TB.
we were planning to go out n all but in the end din.
my tummy was hurting badly.
sigh.
baby said tml we will go.
i hope i will be able to.
anw i love my baby boy.
he is the strongest.
hehe.
oh ya vinod got a compliment from a person who did some job thingy.
the guy siad that vinod really dun look like 21 years old.
and his head got so big.
hahaha...
its the same when mok said the same thing abt nod.
darn funny la.
anw u really dun look ya age k.
like small baby like that.
muacks.
Thursday, June 15, 2006
tiring day.
today i sent maxi to PARC.
its his second day there.
it was drizzling a little.
anw when i got back i was talking to vinod and telling him everything that had happened.
he was happy and also shocked that we got things sorted out.
hehe.
after that i tried to sleep a little while.
BUT my wonderful aldest brother came and disturbed me!!
aiyo i am tired of his rubbish.
but i love him still.
baby is sick at home.
i am worried.
he is slping like a lil baby.
poor babyboy.
wish i was there to take care of him.
anw i am darn tired.
my neck still hurts but not as much,
cause mummy massaged it last night.
i watched csi today while i was at home as i missed it last night.
it was nice.
kinda confusing but i still understood it.
i love watching csi.
yum yum.
i learn so many things from it alr.
anw i won toto.
9 and 24 came out.
thats my anniversary.
24th sept.
cool eh?
i won 290 bucks.
but will only be getting 200bucks cause i owe mum alot of cash.
i need to pay my hp bill also.
i hope i win the soccer bet.
hehe i know gurpreet wants me as her scandal.
i knew it.
anw gal i've always been urs since sec sch alr,
so no need to worry.
muacks.
slurps.
i am missing baby now.
wish he was here.
sigh i pray he gets well soon.
i am missing my gals also.
haven been out wid them.
we are suppose to go have seafood,
but till now we haven go yet.
sigh.
soon ok.
reena will meet u soon to have a drink or wat so ever k.
miss u alot.
havent seen u in a very very long time.
muacks to all.
love u so much.
its his second day there.
it was drizzling a little.
anw when i got back i was talking to vinod and telling him everything that had happened.
he was happy and also shocked that we got things sorted out.
hehe.
after that i tried to sleep a little while.
BUT my wonderful aldest brother came and disturbed me!!
aiyo i am tired of his rubbish.
but i love him still.
baby is sick at home.
i am worried.
he is slping like a lil baby.
poor babyboy.
wish i was there to take care of him.
anw i am darn tired.
my neck still hurts but not as much,
cause mummy massaged it last night.
i watched csi today while i was at home as i missed it last night.
it was nice.
kinda confusing but i still understood it.
i love watching csi.
yum yum.
i learn so many things from it alr.
anw i won toto.
9 and 24 came out.
thats my anniversary.
24th sept.
cool eh?
i won 290 bucks.
but will only be getting 200bucks cause i owe mum alot of cash.
i need to pay my hp bill also.
i hope i win the soccer bet.
hehe i know gurpreet wants me as her scandal.
i knew it.
anw gal i've always been urs since sec sch alr,
so no need to worry.
muacks.
slurps.
i am missing baby now.
wish he was here.
sigh i pray he gets well soon.
i am missing my gals also.
haven been out wid them.
we are suppose to go have seafood,
but till now we haven go yet.
sigh.
soon ok.
reena will meet u soon to have a drink or wat so ever k.
miss u alot.
havent seen u in a very very long time.
muacks to all.
love u so much.
Da CAMEL RIDE!!
A new Project Manager was assigned to a new power build in a remote post in the desert.
During his first inspection, he noticed a camel standing up behind the mess tent.
He asked the Construction Manager why the camel is kept there.
"Well sir," was the nervous reply,
"as you know, there are 950 men here and no women.
And sir, sometimes the men have .m-m-m....urges.
That's why we have the camel, sir."
The new Project Manager said, "I can't say that I condone this,
but I understand about urges,
so the camel can stay."
About a month later,
the new Project Manager started having a real problem with his own urges.
Crazy with passion,
he asked the Construction Manager to bring the camel to his tent.
Putting a stool behind the camel,
the new Project Manager stood on it,
and had wild, insane sex with the camel.
When he was done, he asked the Construction Manager,
"Is that how the men do it?"
"Uh, no sir," the Construction Manager replied.
"They usually just ride the camel into town where the girls are."
Happy For NEW Begining!!
"The past cannot be changed,
the future is still in your power."
i am happy that i spoke to baby.
it has really been a long time since i had a long decent talk wid him.
he realised many things,
and so did i.
i am really happy.
being in his arms was amazing.
the feeling i have not had in quite a long time.
i was on the verge of giving up.
actually both of us was on the verge of giving up.
but i know GOD guided us,
and showed us our true feelings.
we may be angry or upset wid each other,
BUT we will always love and care for each other.
i know that will be it forever.
esp for me.
no matter what my feelings will never change.
i am glad we had a heart to heart talk and cleared everything.
we are trying something new wid the relationship.
which is to let go a little.
we cant be clinging on to each other so tightly and not giving each other space.
i know i am bad at letting go,
BUT i am going to try.
i know things will turn out better.
i am just excited to be in love.
hehe.
like its as though something new for me.
baby said that he really understands wat i am going to and he will be there for me.
things are so far going smoothly.
i know that GOD will always guide and bless us.
muacks to my honey bunny sugar baby.
sounds so cheesy.
but i still love him so much.
thank bum for listening to me complain.
actually i dun really think both of us will understand if its not cause of u.
THANKS!!!
my angel for my relationship!!
muacks.
dun be so big headed now k.
but i still love u too.
it has really been a long time since i had a long decent talk wid him.
he realised many things,
and so did i.
i am really happy.
being in his arms was amazing.
the feeling i have not had in quite a long time.
i was on the verge of giving up.
actually both of us was on the verge of giving up.
but i know GOD guided us,
and showed us our true feelings.
we may be angry or upset wid each other,
BUT we will always love and care for each other.
i know that will be it forever.
esp for me.
no matter what my feelings will never change.
i am glad we had a heart to heart talk and cleared everything.
we are trying something new wid the relationship.
which is to let go a little.
we cant be clinging on to each other so tightly and not giving each other space.
i know i am bad at letting go,
BUT i am going to try.
i know things will turn out better.
i am just excited to be in love.
hehe.
like its as though something new for me.
baby said that he really understands wat i am going to and he will be there for me.
things are so far going smoothly.
i know that GOD will always guide and bless us.
muacks to my honey bunny sugar baby.
sounds so cheesy.
but i still love him so much.
thank bum for listening to me complain.
actually i dun really think both of us will understand if its not cause of u.
THANKS!!!
my angel for my relationship!!
muacks.
dun be so big headed now k.
but i still love u too.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
3 things..
list down de 3 names go by:
-mouse
-aggie
-bum
de 3 parts of heritage:
Indian-catholic.
3 things tt scares me most:
-being all alone
-being in big indian grps
-loosing my loved ones
3 everday essential:
-blogging
-talking
-my loved ones
3 things tt ure wearing:
-shorts
-tee
-specs
3 fave bands/singers:
- plus1
- raghav
- maria carey
3 things i want in a relationship:
-TRUST
-Understanding
-Love
2 truths n 1 lie:
-i am attached
- i talk alot
- i have chn
3 physical things abt de opp sex tt appeals me:
-eyes
-smile
-attitude
3 fave hobbies:
-talking
-eating
-taking pictures
3 things tt i wan badly now:
-$$$
-new clothes
-adidas and converse attire
3 places i wana go for vacation:
-hk
-India
-hawaii
3 things i wana try doing:
- go ard to places i like
- bunjee jump
- sailing
3 pple i wana see doing tis:
- bum
- mok
- xp
-mouse
-aggie
-bum
de 3 parts of heritage:
Indian-catholic.
3 things tt scares me most:
-being all alone
-being in big indian grps
-loosing my loved ones
3 everday essential:
-blogging
-talking
-my loved ones
3 things tt ure wearing:
-shorts
-tee
-specs
3 fave bands/singers:
- plus1
- raghav
- maria carey
3 things i want in a relationship:
-TRUST
-Understanding
-Love
2 truths n 1 lie:
-i am attached
- i talk alot
- i have chn
3 physical things abt de opp sex tt appeals me:
-eyes
-smile
-attitude
3 fave hobbies:
-talking
-eating
-taking pictures
3 things tt i wan badly now:
-$$$
-new clothes
-adidas and converse attire
3 places i wana go for vacation:
-hk
-India
-hawaii
3 things i wana try doing:
- go ard to places i like
- bunjee jump
- sailing
3 pple i wana see doing tis:
- bum
- mok
- xp
Adidas!!
i just saw the adidas website.
i was looking for sweater cause i wanted to buy it for someone.
then i came across a bikini.
its very nice.
and there was this shorts that is also killing.
hmph and i am saving up for my converse shoe too.
so many things i wanna buy.
hope i can really save up and buy.
anw june is coming to an end soon.
i am going to start my childcare next thurs.
i havent even finished my lesson plans.
sigh.
so many things in my head.
its so annoying.
i wish i can have someone to talk everything out to,
but i know everyone is also busy wid their life.
anw i always have GOD to talk to.
he never fails to be there for me.
and he will never ever think that i am just putting on a facade.
i wish that person really understands.
but i doubt it.
since the person cld say so many things.
sigh.
my neck is really killing me.
since yesterday night i cld not move it.
it really hurts so bad.
i dun know whats wrong.
i cant even move slightly.
arghh.
pls god take the pain away.
i need to do loads of things.
i just found out that my brother had alr started to plan for my parents' 25th wedding anniversary.
now he is looking for a dj for the party.
its actually a surprise one.
hehe.
so cool.
so if anyone knows of any dj pls let me know ok.
now i feel happy yet i dun know if the feeling is true.
i dun know if this is wat i really want.
sigh.
i just spoke to vinod.
when he talk to me i feel that he is also pushing in on me.
but nvm,
if HE can blame me for everything i bet anyone else can also.
its ok i gave my everything.
i hope i am not on the loosing end.
aiyah nvm.
i will just take it as GOD blessings.
i know no matter what happen he will guide me through it all.
i was looking for sweater cause i wanted to buy it for someone.
then i came across a bikini.
its very nice.
and there was this shorts that is also killing.
hmph and i am saving up for my converse shoe too.
so many things i wanna buy.
hope i can really save up and buy.
anw june is coming to an end soon.
i am going to start my childcare next thurs.
i havent even finished my lesson plans.
sigh.
so many things in my head.
its so annoying.
i wish i can have someone to talk everything out to,
but i know everyone is also busy wid their life.
anw i always have GOD to talk to.
he never fails to be there for me.
and he will never ever think that i am just putting on a facade.
i wish that person really understands.
but i doubt it.
since the person cld say so many things.
sigh.
my neck is really killing me.
since yesterday night i cld not move it.
it really hurts so bad.
i dun know whats wrong.
i cant even move slightly.
arghh.
pls god take the pain away.
i need to do loads of things.
i just found out that my brother had alr started to plan for my parents' 25th wedding anniversary.
now he is looking for a dj for the party.
its actually a surprise one.
hehe.
so cool.
so if anyone knows of any dj pls let me know ok.
now i feel happy yet i dun know if the feeling is true.
i dun know if this is wat i really want.
sigh.
i just spoke to vinod.
when he talk to me i feel that he is also pushing in on me.
but nvm,
if HE can blame me for everything i bet anyone else can also.
its ok i gave my everything.
i hope i am not on the loosing end.
aiyah nvm.
i will just take it as GOD blessings.
i know no matter what happen he will guide me through it all.
NOT worth being IN MY LIFE!!!
since the time u started to think like that BITCH,
you have no space to be in my life.
you disgust me by ya thinking!!
SORRY but i do not bring myself down just to seek attention or ppl's sympathy!!
i have wonderful friends and family who are there for me even when nothing is wrong wid me.
BUT for u to think that i just wanna seek attention,
i am just disappointed.
what did i do for u to think like that.
why did u say the SAME thing as that BITCH!!
i thought u were genuinely there for me,
but now i think about it i dun think so.
now i really think that all these time i was just a burden to u.
u just went wid the flow.
why??
thinking not to hurt me??
u just hurt me deep now!!
for u to say what u said,
you really dun derserve a place in my life.
now u left me feeling like an orphan.
thanks alot for opening my eyes to ya true self.
u demolished everything i had,
what i thought abt u too.
NVM all i can say is that,
u will only think like her CAUSE u stayed under the same roof for quite some time wid her what!!
just leave.
u r not worth anything after what you said!!
you have no space to be in my life.
you disgust me by ya thinking!!
SORRY but i do not bring myself down just to seek attention or ppl's sympathy!!
i have wonderful friends and family who are there for me even when nothing is wrong wid me.
BUT for u to think that i just wanna seek attention,
i am just disappointed.
what did i do for u to think like that.
why did u say the SAME thing as that BITCH!!
i thought u were genuinely there for me,
but now i think about it i dun think so.
now i really think that all these time i was just a burden to u.
u just went wid the flow.
why??
thinking not to hurt me??
u just hurt me deep now!!
for u to say what u said,
you really dun derserve a place in my life.
now u left me feeling like an orphan.
thanks alot for opening my eyes to ya true self.
u demolished everything i had,
what i thought abt u too.
NVM all i can say is that,
u will only think like her CAUSE u stayed under the same roof for quite some time wid her what!!
just leave.
u r not worth anything after what you said!!
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Chilling.
yesterday i went out to be wid my baby.
its been long since just the 2 of us were together alone.
sigh.
but i enjoyed it.
we got to talk abt many things that have been bothering us.
i just love being in his arms.
anw after being wid him,
we headed back to TB.
then we went to SAFRA wid damien and played pool.
we actually wanted to play bowling but then it was very crowded and too expensive.
after that we went home and talked.
i love my baby so much.
today i was just slacking at home.
then baby came and see me near my place.
after that i came back home and rested.
i was watching tamil movie and playing com.
after some time vinod and uma came to TB.
i went down to meet them.
then baby came and meet us.
we went to 24 hours to eat.
i actually ate at home but went down to eat some more.
i am bloated now.
darn i am eating like a pig!!
i enjoyed my day again.
i am happy i chatted wid sister.
she made me realise so many things.
i am going to plan my time,
so that i can spend time wid those i have drifted away from.
i am really sorry.
i know its my fault.
i am just bad at planning time.
i will make it up ok.
thanks for everything that everyone has done for me.
if i have no time or too busy to talk or meet up,
i am sorry cause i am tied up wid projects and assignments.
i know people who are very close to me will understand.
thanks u all.
muacks a million.
will up wid u all soon ok.
take care and god bless.
its been long since just the 2 of us were together alone.
sigh.
but i enjoyed it.
we got to talk abt many things that have been bothering us.
i just love being in his arms.
anw after being wid him,
we headed back to TB.
then we went to SAFRA wid damien and played pool.
we actually wanted to play bowling but then it was very crowded and too expensive.
after that we went home and talked.
i love my baby so much.
today i was just slacking at home.
then baby came and see me near my place.
after that i came back home and rested.
i was watching tamil movie and playing com.
after some time vinod and uma came to TB.
i went down to meet them.
then baby came and meet us.
we went to 24 hours to eat.
i actually ate at home but went down to eat some more.
i am bloated now.
darn i am eating like a pig!!
i enjoyed my day again.
i am happy i chatted wid sister.
she made me realise so many things.
i am going to plan my time,
so that i can spend time wid those i have drifted away from.
i am really sorry.
i know its my fault.
i am just bad at planning time.
i will make it up ok.
thanks for everything that everyone has done for me.
if i have no time or too busy to talk or meet up,
i am sorry cause i am tied up wid projects and assignments.
i know people who are very close to me will understand.
thanks u all.
muacks a million.
will up wid u all soon ok.
take care and god bless.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
THE nun!!
although it was raining,
had a wonderful time with uma, vinod and baby today.
we went to watch 'THE NUN'
which sucked!!
then after that we went to smoke sheesha in arab street.
it was a double date.
i just had a wodnerful time.
i just kept talking to uma.
it was really nice.
she came back to s'pore cause she needs to get stuff before she goes for her m'sian ns.
hehe.
so cute still la.
but i am happy that i could see her again.
anw i had a great time wid u all.
its was nice.
vinod as usual was being an ass.
stupid bum.
he always does stupid things la.
no life!!
but i still love him alot.
uma, vinod and myself.
he thinks everyone loves him.
haha.
but we do.
the four of us.
double date.
smoking sheesha.
baby and me.
i am so in love wid him.
muacks.
i like the effect.
yummy.
vinod wants to lick uma.
hehe.
actually he giving that seductive look.
had a wonderful time with uma, vinod and baby today.
we went to watch 'THE NUN'
which sucked!!
then after that we went to smoke sheesha in arab street.
it was a double date.
i just had a wodnerful time.
i just kept talking to uma.
it was really nice.
she came back to s'pore cause she needs to get stuff before she goes for her m'sian ns.
hehe.
so cute still la.
but i am happy that i could see her again.
anw i had a great time wid u all.
its was nice.
vinod as usual was being an ass.
stupid bum.
he always does stupid things la.
no life!!
but i still love him alot.
uma, vinod and myself.
he thinks everyone loves him.
haha.
but we do.
the four of us.
double date.
smoking sheesha.
baby and me.
i am so in love wid him.
muacks.
i like the effect.
yummy.
vinod wants to lick uma.
hehe.
actually he giving that seductive look.
to the airport.
baby wanted to buy me converse shoes and surprise me,
but there was no size for me.
it was so sweet of him.
i love u so much baby.
anw his granduncle and grandaunty just left for france.
it was a gd 2 weeks.
so fun.
it was nice getting to know them.
i followed all of them to the airport to send them of.
i was darn tired.
cause i did not have proper slp for the past few days.
anw i just came back and am going to crash soon.
thanks baby for everything.
muacks.
but there was no size for me.
it was so sweet of him.
i love u so much baby.
anw his granduncle and grandaunty just left for france.
it was a gd 2 weeks.
so fun.
it was nice getting to know them.
i followed all of them to the airport to send them of.
i was darn tired.
cause i did not have proper slp for the past few days.
anw i just came back and am going to crash soon.
thanks baby for everything.
muacks.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
STC gathering.
i had a blast wid my sec sch friends.
we were eating and drinking and talking loads of stuff.
some of them damn high.
i also met new friends.
anw baby came wid me.
i felt so bad cause he was the only guy.
i cld feel that he was bored during the whole night.
i feel so bad.
sorry dada.
anw i had loads of fun.
it was so nice meeting most of my sec sch friends.
it was just total happiness.
its like how we used to be.
we were also bitching ard and all.
just miss all those days.
anw the ones who were so high entertained us wid their jokes and cuteness.
so cute la.
esp kartika and gurpreet.
anw i still love u ok.
we shld do this more often.
i just enjoyed myself so much.
hope we can meet up soon.
baby and me.
had to take at least one pic wid him.
rathi and myself.
part of the whole grp.
some went missing.
baby was helping us take the pic.
shalini devi and myself.
someone who has been there for me alot.
thanks sweets.
muacks.
shalini.v and myself.
she always allows me to copy my tamil work in sec sch.
thanks a million.
will never forget.
gurpreet and myself.
an angel who is always there too.
she just knows what i am going to say before i even tell her the news.
predictor.
shalini.d, rathi and myself.
top view shot.
wonder what rathi is doing??
~thinks~
grp pics.
the only guy in the pic is prem.
got to know him on that day only.
funny guy.
sharin and myself.
she is a joaner unlike most of us there who are from MM class.
hehe.
but i still love her.
last but not least,
Ms Kartika!!
she is one cute friend esp when she is darn high.
hehe.
will never forget anything.
we were eating and drinking and talking loads of stuff.
some of them damn high.
i also met new friends.
anw baby came wid me.
i felt so bad cause he was the only guy.
i cld feel that he was bored during the whole night.
i feel so bad.
sorry dada.
anw i had loads of fun.
it was so nice meeting most of my sec sch friends.
it was just total happiness.
its like how we used to be.
we were also bitching ard and all.
just miss all those days.
anw the ones who were so high entertained us wid their jokes and cuteness.
so cute la.
esp kartika and gurpreet.
anw i still love u ok.
we shld do this more often.
i just enjoyed myself so much.
hope we can meet up soon.
baby and me.
had to take at least one pic wid him.
rathi and myself.
part of the whole grp.
some went missing.
baby was helping us take the pic.
shalini devi and myself.
someone who has been there for me alot.
thanks sweets.
muacks.
shalini.v and myself.
she always allows me to copy my tamil work in sec sch.
thanks a million.
will never forget.
gurpreet and myself.
an angel who is always there too.
she just knows what i am going to say before i even tell her the news.
predictor.
shalini.d, rathi and myself.
top view shot.
wonder what rathi is doing??
~thinks~
grp pics.
the only guy in the pic is prem.
got to know him on that day only.
funny guy.
sharin and myself.
she is a joaner unlike most of us there who are from MM class.
hehe.
but i still love her.
last but not least,
Ms Kartika!!
she is one cute friend esp when she is darn high.
hehe.
will never forget anything.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
A Fun Day Wid Nessa!
today was a wonderful day spent wid my lil angel.
i met her TB as her family came over.
then we headed to town.
on our way to town then only bella and damien called and said they can come.
kinda too late.
so they din come.
but i still enjoyed wid nessa.
we went to buy the tickets,
then went to eat at LJS.
we just talked and talked.
i just like being wid her.
she is like a younger sister to me.
not like la,
she is!!
she is baby's sister,
so she is mine too.
the movie "She's The MAN" is darn good.
so funny.
we kept laughing through out the movie.
after the movie,
we headed to HMV.
we went to take neoprint.
when we were on our way to go take neoprints,
i saw gurpreet.
yay!!
its been long.
tml i am suppose to see her at the bbq but i am seeing her now alr.
missed her so much.
i had a gd time take neoprints wid nessa.
so fun.
after that we headed to specialist center to drop by sharon's workplace.
then we took a bus back to TB.
baby was alr there in aunt rani's hse.
nessa and i headed there.
we had more fun there.
its just nice.
but i am just so tired now.
after all the walking and talking.
hehe but i enjoyed my day totally.
pictures taken in HMV.
yay!!
our second neoprint.
just loving it.
taken in aunt rani hse.
after our tiring day.
but a very fun and enjoyable one.
i met her TB as her family came over.
then we headed to town.
on our way to town then only bella and damien called and said they can come.
kinda too late.
so they din come.
but i still enjoyed wid nessa.
we went to buy the tickets,
then went to eat at LJS.
we just talked and talked.
i just like being wid her.
she is like a younger sister to me.
not like la,
she is!!
she is baby's sister,
so she is mine too.
the movie "She's The MAN" is darn good.
so funny.
we kept laughing through out the movie.
after the movie,
we headed to HMV.
we went to take neoprint.
when we were on our way to go take neoprints,
i saw gurpreet.
yay!!
its been long.
tml i am suppose to see her at the bbq but i am seeing her now alr.
missed her so much.
i had a gd time take neoprints wid nessa.
so fun.
after that we headed to specialist center to drop by sharon's workplace.
then we took a bus back to TB.
baby was alr there in aunt rani's hse.
nessa and i headed there.
we had more fun there.
its just nice.
but i am just so tired now.
after all the walking and talking.
hehe but i enjoyed my day totally.
pictures taken in HMV.
yay!!
our second neoprint.
just loving it.
taken in aunt rani hse.
after our tiring day.
but a very fun and enjoyable one.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Planning Process!
today i had a wonderful day in school and after that.
in class i was taking pics wid my gals.
we had a fun time laughing at the other gps presenting also.
its just so funny.
the last grp wid ainul and el was gd.
they just made us laugh and laugh.
so gd.
after school i headed home.
my eyes were so heavy.
dun know why also.
after coming home,
baby came to TB.
so i went to meet him.
i love it.
i was suppose to go watch movie wid him but then we din go.
so i asked nessa if she wanted to go tml.
mummy said she cld.
yay!!
i cant wait for tml.
we are going to watch movie.
just the 2 of us.
muacks.
picture perfect.
just loving them to bits.
we just being crazy in class.
actually just me.
my sexy gal and myself.
yum yum.
see i said we were crazy.
anyway its just that misha does not like flash so she sat behind.
nessa and me.
all happy cause tml we are going out together.
yay!!
in class i was taking pics wid my gals.
we had a fun time laughing at the other gps presenting also.
its just so funny.
the last grp wid ainul and el was gd.
they just made us laugh and laugh.
so gd.
after school i headed home.
my eyes were so heavy.
dun know why also.
after coming home,
baby came to TB.
so i went to meet him.
i love it.
i was suppose to go watch movie wid him but then we din go.
so i asked nessa if she wanted to go tml.
mummy said she cld.
yay!!
i cant wait for tml.
we are going to watch movie.
just the 2 of us.
muacks.
picture perfect.
just loving them to bits.
we just being crazy in class.
actually just me.
my sexy gal and myself.
yum yum.
see i said we were crazy.
anyway its just that misha does not like flash so she sat behind.
nessa and me.
all happy cause tml we are going out together.
yay!!
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Utterly Disappointed In Myself.
today is the day.
06/06/06.
i have been waiting for this day for about 6 months or so.
anw for those who are wondering whats up with this date,
its my traffic police test.
anw i could not sleep well cause i kept thinking about the test and was really damn nervous.
many ppl wished me luck for my test.
but it did not give me any more confidence.
i still feel i could do it.
my heart was so painful and i had butterflies in my tummy.
i hate this feeling so much.
arghh.
anw just to cut the story short!!
i FAILED!!
damn disappointed with myself.
actually it was cause of the motorcycle in bbdc itself and my own self la.
sigh.
i was very sad at first.
i called baby and i was in tears.
i felt so useless,
cause i knew i could do it.
anw i kinda screwed it all up.
i was so nervous that i even din do well in my warm up.
aiyah if i was only calm and could think straight.
but its ok.
mummy and daddy was telling me not to worry and ask me to try again.
after some time i got over it.
this felt worse than doing a major exam.
after my test,
i went home first.
then i met baby to eat and went to sch.
baby sent me 1/4 of the way and it started to rain.
so i took a cab to sch.
the weather was so damn shiok.
during class my eyes were just closing on its own,
cause i only had less than 3 hours of slp for the whole day.
after my first lesson,
ziwen gave me something to wish me good luck.
but she thought that my test was in the afternoon and din know it was in the morning.
but its still so swt thanks gal.
i somehow struggled through my classes and headed home.
i slept for abt 2 hours and then went to meet baby.
we went to his aunt's place and ate crab.
i've have been eating crab for the past 2 days and today is the 3rd.
damn nice sia.
shawn's granduncle made the crab.
its so delicious.
yum yum.
dun worry my gals i will still go n eat wid u all.
anw after that i came home and did my part of the project.
a little of the project only.
i also booked my next tp date alr.
(thanks kavi for putting money in my bbdc acc)
my next test is on the 4th sept 2006.
another 3 months.
i really pray i can pass that at least,
so that i dun have to waste some more money.
my family was so supportive and urged me to take again.
they din mock me or watso ever.
i am so happy i have a family that i can reply on so much.
baby was so cute also.
he kept hugging me and telling that he still loves me although i failed.
i love him so much.
thanks baby and my family so much.
i really needed the assurance and support.
i love u all.
anw i have so many things that i have to do and i am so stressed.
i have to finalise my subject web so that i can do my lesson plans.
i have to come up wid activities to put in the learning corner (have some alr actually).
have to think abt my driving.
have other projects to worry about.
a test this fri.
i dun know how i can manage all this.
i really pray that HE gives me the strength to do all this.
i am looking forward to this friday.
i am going to meet my sec sch friends.
yay!!
its a bbq at east coast.
so happy.
cant wait.
baby still cant confirm if he can come.
he might have guard duty.
sigh.
missing all my sec sch friends.
love u all.
maucks.
although i was disappointed in myself for my failure,
i am going to try again and give it my all.
i am not going to give up.
i have come this far and not going to back out last min.
thanks to all who have brightened up my spirits today.
thanks alot.
really appreciate it alot.
anw today's clouds look the same as yesterday.
like some kind of 3D effect.
really amazing and nice.
cant explaing in words.
ziwen made this for me.
thanks alot gal.
its so sweet.
06/06/06.
i have been waiting for this day for about 6 months or so.
anw for those who are wondering whats up with this date,
its my traffic police test.
anw i could not sleep well cause i kept thinking about the test and was really damn nervous.
many ppl wished me luck for my test.
but it did not give me any more confidence.
i still feel i could do it.
my heart was so painful and i had butterflies in my tummy.
i hate this feeling so much.
arghh.
anw just to cut the story short!!
i FAILED!!
damn disappointed with myself.
actually it was cause of the motorcycle in bbdc itself and my own self la.
sigh.
i was very sad at first.
i called baby and i was in tears.
i felt so useless,
cause i knew i could do it.
anw i kinda screwed it all up.
i was so nervous that i even din do well in my warm up.
aiyah if i was only calm and could think straight.
but its ok.
mummy and daddy was telling me not to worry and ask me to try again.
after some time i got over it.
this felt worse than doing a major exam.
after my test,
i went home first.
then i met baby to eat and went to sch.
baby sent me 1/4 of the way and it started to rain.
so i took a cab to sch.
the weather was so damn shiok.
during class my eyes were just closing on its own,
cause i only had less than 3 hours of slp for the whole day.
after my first lesson,
ziwen gave me something to wish me good luck.
but she thought that my test was in the afternoon and din know it was in the morning.
but its still so swt thanks gal.
i somehow struggled through my classes and headed home.
i slept for abt 2 hours and then went to meet baby.
we went to his aunt's place and ate crab.
i've have been eating crab for the past 2 days and today is the 3rd.
damn nice sia.
shawn's granduncle made the crab.
its so delicious.
yum yum.
dun worry my gals i will still go n eat wid u all.
anw after that i came home and did my part of the project.
a little of the project only.
i also booked my next tp date alr.
(thanks kavi for putting money in my bbdc acc)
my next test is on the 4th sept 2006.
another 3 months.
i really pray i can pass that at least,
so that i dun have to waste some more money.
my family was so supportive and urged me to take again.
they din mock me or watso ever.
i am so happy i have a family that i can reply on so much.
baby was so cute also.
he kept hugging me and telling that he still loves me although i failed.
i love him so much.
thanks baby and my family so much.
i really needed the assurance and support.
i love u all.
anw i have so many things that i have to do and i am so stressed.
i have to finalise my subject web so that i can do my lesson plans.
i have to come up wid activities to put in the learning corner (have some alr actually).
have to think abt my driving.
have other projects to worry about.
a test this fri.
i dun know how i can manage all this.
i really pray that HE gives me the strength to do all this.
i am looking forward to this friday.
i am going to meet my sec sch friends.
yay!!
its a bbq at east coast.
so happy.
cant wait.
baby still cant confirm if he can come.
he might have guard duty.
sigh.
missing all my sec sch friends.
love u all.
maucks.
although i was disappointed in myself for my failure,
i am going to try again and give it my all.
i am not going to give up.
i have come this far and not going to back out last min.
thanks to all who have brightened up my spirits today.
thanks alot.
really appreciate it alot.
anw today's clouds look the same as yesterday.
like some kind of 3D effect.
really amazing and nice.
cant explaing in words.
ziwen made this for me.
thanks alot gal.
its so sweet.
Monday, June 05, 2006
Darn Stress.
I feel so scared and nervous.
arghh tml is my tp test.
i have confidence but am still scared.
sigh.
i dun know what to do.
baby went camp and i am missing him so much.
in sch i was like acting mad.
haha kept annoying misha.
so lame la actually.
ok i agree.
but i had a good time.
i miss my baby so much.
in the night i cld not slp as i kept thinking abt it.
arghh.
nvm forget it i am going to go off.
arghh tml is my tp test.
i have confidence but am still scared.
sigh.
i dun know what to do.
baby went camp and i am missing him so much.
in sch i was like acting mad.
haha kept annoying misha.
so lame la actually.
ok i agree.
but i had a good time.
i miss my baby so much.
in the night i cld not slp as i kept thinking abt it.
arghh.
nvm forget it i am going to go off.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Last Driving Lesson.
the sky looks wonderful.
its just so beautiful.
the cloud looks as if its a 3D image.
today was my last driving lesson.
at first i was confident that i will be able to pass my TP on tues.
but after what my instructor told me,
i lost a little confidence.
sigh.
but i am still confident.
i am just nervous and tensed about everything.
anw baby came and pick me up from bbdc.
saw anand there wid his gf i think.
then we headed back to baby's place as his granduncle all was heading there.
everyone was asking me why i din come for the picnic yesterday.
sigh baby din tell me cause he was not going.
but if he din go i wld not have gone either.
but i really wished i went cause many things happened.
hehe.
anw baby, nessa and i planned to go watch movie at CW but the whole family was going to go to aunt ambi's hse.
so baby and i followed too.
it was fun.
i took pics wid nessa and damien.
after that baby sent me home.
i am darn tired.
aiyah.
u know i feel that saying hi to someone was so not appreciated.
why did i even care.
cant be bothered anymore alr.
i tried but then its all wasted.
why did i even do that.
anw thanks baby for everything.
i love u so much.
muacks.
damien, nessa and me.
heading home after going to one of their aunts hse.
babe and me.
at baby's hse just before we leave for his aunts hse.
my cute sister and me.
muacks.
thanks for the talking session today.
enjoyed it.
damien and myself.
he so wanted to take a pic wid me.
haha.
crazy.
its just so beautiful.
the cloud looks as if its a 3D image.
today was my last driving lesson.
at first i was confident that i will be able to pass my TP on tues.
but after what my instructor told me,
i lost a little confidence.
sigh.
but i am still confident.
i am just nervous and tensed about everything.
anw baby came and pick me up from bbdc.
saw anand there wid his gf i think.
then we headed back to baby's place as his granduncle all was heading there.
everyone was asking me why i din come for the picnic yesterday.
sigh baby din tell me cause he was not going.
but if he din go i wld not have gone either.
but i really wished i went cause many things happened.
hehe.
anw baby, nessa and i planned to go watch movie at CW but the whole family was going to go to aunt ambi's hse.
so baby and i followed too.
it was fun.
i took pics wid nessa and damien.
after that baby sent me home.
i am darn tired.
aiyah.
u know i feel that saying hi to someone was so not appreciated.
why did i even care.
cant be bothered anymore alr.
i tried but then its all wasted.
why did i even do that.
anw thanks baby for everything.
i love u so much.
muacks.
damien, nessa and me.
heading home after going to one of their aunts hse.
babe and me.
at baby's hse just before we leave for his aunts hse.
my cute sister and me.
muacks.
thanks for the talking session today.
enjoyed it.
damien and myself.
he so wanted to take a pic wid me.
haha.
crazy.