~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

i just saw the adidas website.
i was looking for sweater cause i wanted to buy it for someone.
then i came across a bikini.
its very nice.
and there was this shorts that is also killing.
hmph and i am saving up for my converse shoe too.
so many things i wanna buy.
hope i can really save up and buy.
anw june is coming to an end soon.
i am going to start my childcare next thurs.
i havent even finished my lesson plans.
sigh.
so many things in my head.
its so annoying.
i wish i can have someone to talk everything out to,
but i know everyone is also busy wid their life.
anw i always have GOD to talk to.
he never fails to be there for me.
and he will never ever think that i am just putting on a facade.
i wish that person really understands.
but i doubt it.
since the person cld say so many things.
sigh.

my neck is really killing me.
since yesterday night i cld not move it.
it really hurts so bad.
i dun know whats wrong.
i cant even move slightly.
arghh.
pls god take the pain away.
i need to do loads of things.

i just found out that my brother had alr started to plan for my parents' 25th wedding anniversary.
now he is looking for a dj for the party.
its actually a surprise one.
hehe.
so cool.
so if anyone knows of any dj pls let me know ok.
now i feel happy yet i dun know if the feeling is true.
i dun know if this is wat i really want.
sigh.
i just spoke to vinod.
when he talk to me i feel that he is also pushing in on me.
but nvm,
if HE can blame me for everything i bet anyone else can also.
its ok i gave my everything.
i hope i am not on the loosing end.
aiyah nvm.
i will just take it as GOD blessings.
i know no matter what happen he will guide me through it all.

Adidas!!