~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

have u ever felt u trusted someone so much and one day u found out that the person has been lying or doing something behind ya back.
today i just found out something and i am really hurt.
i just had this feeling to see my friends' phone.
i know it rude but i went to see the msges.
and i saw someone who i trusted so much msging something i never even thought abt.
i felt so angry and very very upset.
i just left the place that i was in.
i feel so cheated.
i mean i really trusted the person so much and never knew he wld ever say that.
no matter how much he wants to annoy another party he shld not have said that.
maybe i am just to harsh but pls i have feelings too.
this incident really got me thinking.
if u can msg this once..
saying that u are going clubbing wid a malay gal,
there might be many more times.
i really trsuted u so much but i get this in return.
i am sick of all of it.
trying and trying again is a very wrong thing to do.
i shld have just given up the previous time.
cause i am tried.
i am tired of fighting and arguing.
i am tired of starting anew.
i am tired very very tired.
i told u many times before,
that i have no strength to carry on like that.
i am not in the best health to go through all this but i guess u dun care and understand.
so go ahead.
do whatever u want from now on.
i really give up.
thanks for everything though.
and to the person whose phone i saw the msg in,
i am sorry i used it in such a way.
i am really sorry.
but pls dun protect ya wonderful friend anymore alr.
i just cant take anymore alr.
all of u just leave me along ok.
i have so many things to attend to now.
so just buzz of.

ps. thanks mok. what u said really made me smile so much. muacks.
and grj i love u loads. i know u are there for me.

loosing trust.