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First Day At Childcare Centre.

i woke up feeling so enhuasted!!
i only slept at one am.
i did all my 6 lesson plans and the newsletter that i am suppose to hand to my K2 parents.
i was cracking my head just to think of the content for the newsletter.
but i like my newsletter.
anw i woke up at 6 am first.
had to wake baby up,
he needed to go back camp.
i slept again.
but i could not slp properly.
i din have a gd slp throughout the whole night.
i kept thinking abt my lesson plans and the newsletter.
about what i can add more or wat i had to change.
argghh.
i have this bad habit that i will keep thinking or even dream abt what i did last before i sleep.
sigh its gd and its bad.
but i am getting used to it.

after getting up,
i took my shower and got ready for childcare.
i kept checking if i had everything i needed.
my heart was beating quite fast.
excited yet scared.
sounds wierd but that was how i was feeling.
excited cause it a whole new thing for me.
and scared cause i need to interact wid parents and the expectations are higher.
i left my hse and headed to childcare centre.
i met jinghan at the bus-stop and walked wid her to the centre.
when i went in the centre i felt much better.
i was familiar wid the environment as i was attached to the same centre in the last semester.
i went everywhere the K2 went.
they bonded wid me well.
i was amazed that they were hugging and playing wid me.
cause when i was wid their class the previous time,
they were not close to me.

anw i enjoyed my time in the centre.
i was wid them for almost the whole day.
i saw them slp and wake up.
there was this boy who just woke up from his slp.
he wanted to pee.
he was half awake and went to the dustbin thinking that its the toilet.
he had his shorts and underwear down alr.
he was about to open the dustbin thinking its the toilet seat when i told him to go inside the cubicle and pee.
he was so cute.
he was still so blur.

i am having confident that i will do well.
i need to do well actually.
hmph.
kinda stressed thinking about the activities for the learning centres,
but i think i have a rough idea alr.
hope i can do everything in time.
i hope my mentor will go through my newletter and lesson plans and tell me if i shld amend anything.
cuase i wanna start on my materials soon alr.
so i dun wanna wait till last min.

after childcare centre,
i headed home straight.
i am darn freaking tired.
i saw vinod, kavi, steph and hakeem on the way home.
they were at SAFRA and i was in the bus.
i went home wash up and crashed on my bed.
i was so tired that i fell asleep as soon as i got on my bed.
sister wanted to meet me for coffee but i was slping so soundly at home.
sorry sis.
baby msged me also but i was slping.
i woke up at 7 pm,
having the craving for crab.
so i headed to 24 hours and bought it.
i saw ange on the way.
so cute la she.
anw after that i came home and had my share of the crab.

i was chatting wid sister.
she never fails to lighten up my spirits.
i feel so much better after chatting wid her.
and i cant wait for monday.
if everything goes well,
i will be meeting her for dinner!
yay!
baby is so busy wid camp.
tml he has some commando parade or something like that.
sigh.
din really talk to him much.
but its ok.
i know he still cares.
it does not affect the relationship.

i am tired of listening to all the bickering.
i am tired of hearing the suspicions and arguments.
i cant go though this anymore.
its flowing like water.
i feel i am being involved in it so much that i am becoming the same!!
now i know what i should do.
it just takes a little just to bring my spirits down,
but the people ard me who loves me so much never fail to bring it back in place.
if u are not going to help yaself no one will.

baby i am so sorry for all that has been happening and happened.
i know i am the cause for most of the things.
i am really sorry mama.
i know u tahan alot,
but i promise everything is going to change k.
i wanna be wid u.
cause u are the only person who can kiss everything away.
the most understanding guy who loves me so much.
i love u too my dada.
i will not let u down ever again.

ok i am going to turn in now cause my chest is hurting so much.
i think maybe i am thinking so much or its either that i ate too much of crab.
so i am going to hit the sack and blog tml.
hope u enjoyed reading.
anw i had a terrific day despite being so tired.
i look forward to more excitement tml.
love u all.
muacks.

getting ready for childcare.
have to get back to my taking pics hobby.


before bbq wid sec sch friends.
waiting for baby at home.
he taking so long!!