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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

welcome to my life.

A single sunbeam is enough to drive away many shadows.
St. Francis of Assisi (submitted by teds314)

i agree totally wid the inspiration phrase.
so true!!
it just takes a little light to shine away all my bad times.
and that is whats happening now in my life.
like i said god never fosakes me.
i love him so much.
i just wanna say thank u to all the people who have been by my side guiding and helping me.
so thanks so so much.

lilBeautifulangel12:53 PM

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

top up!

If you look at zero you see nothing; but look through it and you will see the world.
Robert Kaplan

today i was resting at home as my head was so painful and i felt like vomiting.
sigh.
i took medicine and went to slp a while.
i got up feeling better so i headed to bbdc to top up my account.
mok said he wanted to come meet me and send me home,
but he finished his stuff in sch so late so i said no need.
so i headed home.
i am feeling so good abt my life.
i just need fresh air always.
cause alot of ppl are polluting the air ard me.
but i have my loved one to help me clear those polluted air and freshen it up.
thanks alot.

alot of things running thru my mind.
keep fit, clearing the dark clouds in my life,
trying to make myself occupied, other stuff in life.
kinda tired of thinking.
so many confusion and things to think abt.
mok its been long since i chatted wid u n laughed my guts out.
anw i know u are busy wid stuff.
its ok.
i understand.

being loved is the best feeling u can have.
its even better than when u love someone.
and i feel so loved.
by many ppl actually.
and i am very very fortunate.
i love my life,
although it has complications and probs i have to hurdle through,
i am still loving it.
so thanks to everyone.

lilBeautifulangel9:39 PM

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Monday, August 28, 2006

another boring day.

It is better to be a lion for a day than a sheep all your life.
Elizabeth Kenny

for me i am a lion to ppl who deserve to be treated as such.
but other than that i am tame and very friendly.
dun try to mess wid me cause u have not seen that side.
no one has also.
anw being a sheep all ya life is not going to help u either.
u cannot listen to everything ppl say n just follow.
u have to be bold and stand up on ya own.
u have to be strong.
so just be bold and strong enuff to stand up for yaself.

stayed at home for the first half of the day.
after that i got ready and went to meet my mum at the hospital.
went to visit my uncle.
i was suppose to go to bbdc n put money for my account but i was tired.
i have to go tml.
cause next monday is my second attempt for tp.
scared but trying my best to be confident.
missing baby badly alr.
he said he was feeling giddy and all in camp.
worried for him.
i have so much to think about.
alot of matters weighing on my shoulder.
i have to find a job as my daddy is going to lose his job in another 2 months time.
i need to help save up money.
and my parents 25th anniversary is also coming up.
sigh.
i am letting GOD show me a way while i help myself also.
sometimes i feel that i cannot say what i really think or feel.
cause it is not for ppl to know and also its hard to say it out.
arghh hate when i have to feel like that.
my emotions are running wild.
have mixed feelings abt many things.
arghh.
damn it.
anw things are going ok on the whole.
helping my bro wid his work and just being a bum at home.
and also reading the book i bought.
i am so in love wid it.
and like i said before i love the author.
ok i am going to read book or watch tv.
tired of using com alr.
take care.

*updated.
i dun know why things are going in this direction for me.
but i am taking it strongly.
like i said before i will stand strong no matter what happens.
baby thanks for being there for me.
i love u so much.
no matter what i'll stick by ya side.
like what the song in my blog says.
i am right.
i dun feel any guilt or harbour any hard feelings cause i did not do anything wrong.
i keep saying this from the start,
i will stand strong no matter how hard u try to bring me down!!
like what mok said abt himself,
shoot him 6 times also he will be standing.
i will to cause i have ppl who loves me ard me and they really care for me so much.
esp my family & baby's family!
ppl will support the right & justice.
GOD and my guardian angels are by my side.
HE knows what is happening everywhere.
i am not scared of anyone.
even if anyone betrays me its ok cause they will get their retribution.
missing baby's family alot.
going down to their place this week.
have so much to talk to mummy & daddy abt.
i love them so much.
mummy & daddy sure shows me alot of love n care.
they are there to listen to my probs n all.
thanks.
see i stand stronger wid all these ppl by my side.
anw they have done a great job in bringing up baby.
i am so happy he is how he is now.
i love him so much.
muacks da.
oh thanks reena for the chat today.
made me feel so much better.
love u loads.

The Blind and the Blond
A blind man walks into a bar, taps the man next him, and says, "Hey, wanna hear a blond joke?"

The man says back to the blind man, "Look buddy, I'm blond. The man behind me is a 400-pound professional wrestler and he is blond. The bouncer is blond. The man sitting over to your left is also blond. Still wanna tell that blond joke?"

The blind man is silent for a moment and then says, "Nah, I wouldn't want to have to explain it five times."

Iron Phone
A blonde with two burnt ears went to the doctor, who asked what had happened.

"The phone rang, and I accidentally picked up the iron."

"What about the other one?"

"They called back."

Which of my Friends
The sailor came home from a secret two year mission only to find his wife with a new born baby. Furious, he was determined to track down the father to extract revenge.

"Was it my friend Sam", he demanded.

"No !" his weeping wife replied.

"Was it my friend Jim then?" he asked.

"NO !!!" she said even more upset.

"Well which one of my no good friends did this then?" he asked.

"Don't you think I have any friends of my own?" she snapped.

lilBeautifulangel3:40 PM

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

Jokes!!

*these are the jokes from the website!!i'll share them if its really nice ok.enjoy these for now.

With the Babysitter
A boy is home with his babysitter on a stormy night when the boy says "Usually on a stormy night mommy lets me cuddle with her". The babysitter responds with "OK". They are cuddling when the boy says "Usually mommy lets me take a bath". The babysitter says "ok". The boy is in the tub when he says "Usually mommy gets in with me". The babysitter says "Really? ok". They are in the tub when the boy says "Usually my mommy lets me touch her bellybutton" The babysitter says "Really? ummmmm ok".

Then the babysitter says "Hey that wasn't my bellybutton!" The boy says "That wasn't my finger either."

That's Not Going to Help
One day a boy approached his mother with a question. "Mom, how come every night I hear you and daddy fighting and yelling, but when I look in your room you're on top of each other?"

His mother ,very surprised, replies; "Honey you know how fat daddy is, I'm jumping on top of him to help him lose weight".

The boy knows that's not working and tells his mother why...

"Mom that's not going to help, because the lady next door comes by after you leave for work, and blows him back up again!"

Apples and Oranges
A young teenaged girl was a prostitute and, for obvious reasons, kept it a secret from her grandma. One day, the police raided a brothel and arrested a group of prostitutes, including the young girl. The prostitutes were instructed to line up in a straight line on the sidewalk. Well, who should be walking in the neighborhood, but little old Grandma. The young girl was frantic.

Sure enough, Grandma noticed her young granddaughter and asked curiously, "What are you lining up for, dear?" Not willing to let grandma in on her little secret, the young girl told her that some people were passing out free oranges and that she was lining up for some.

"Mmm, sounds lovely," said Grandma. "I think I'll have some myself," she continued as she made her way to the back of the line. A police officer made his way down the line, questioning all of the prostitutes. When he got to Grandma, at the end of the line, he was bewildered. "But you're so old... how do you do it?"

Grandma replied, "Oh, it's quite easy, sonny... I just remove my dentures and suck 'em dry!"

lilBeautifulangel8:38 PM

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Another Week Of Missing My Baby!!

Yearn to understand first and to be understood second.
Beca Lewis Allen

in my life i always make it a point to talk to the ppl ard me.
esp those who are extra quiet and seems to be disturbed.
i just am a person who can talk so much.
and normally ppl come & tell me their probs as though its written on my head "come tell me ya probs".
that happens alot of time to me.
when i am listening to others,
i lend my ears so that they can throw their probs and all.
its not abt the advice which matters,
but letting them have someone they can talk so that they can vent their frustrations.
i rather understand and help someone else rather than seeking for someone to help me.
try to understand someone first before u want someone else to understand u.
but sometimes when u really understand that person and love them so mucuh,
they will never understand u.
maybe even blame u for all the things that happen.
sometimes it happens cause of the assholes who influence them to think like that.
but i cant blame them!!
all i can pray is that GOD will open their eyes one day.

today is my last day of the week i can see my baby.
cause he will be off to camp then i cant see him.
its also hard to talk to him for a long time cause he has stuff to do in camp.
anw i stayed at home earlier in the day.
woke up, ate, took medicine and slept.
but before i slept,
vinod called and irritated the hell out of me.
bloody monkey.
but he shared jokes wid me from the net which made sense!!
some of it actually!!
i will share wid u one of the jokes later.
erm or maybe 2 jokes.
anw after all his nonsense i tried to slp.
baby called and said he was coming to see me.
yay.
baby came and see me.
spending time wid him makes me feel so gd.
talked to him abt certain stuff.
i just love to talk to him.
he makes everything seem so gd.
after that i helped my bro wid his work.
then went to buy food.
yummy.
watched miss vasantham.
i think the 2 who went out deserved to be in the competition.
sigh what to do.
anw teh rets of the night i am just going to read a book.
will check out if there are anything nice to watch on tv.
if there isn't i will turn to my book.

before i go off i wanna share wid u some stuff i laughed abt when i was having a conversation wid a dear friend.
he will not mind this.
but pig u better be grateful i am not writing ya name.
firstly instead of cup of milk he said cup of bread!!
then for swimming u supposed to flapper ya legs!!
last time his ambition was to be a pussytute!!
haha.
anw he said that he used to correct the eng of the dumb ppl he was wid,
casue they speak broken eng.
since he mixed ard so much wid them,
he got addicted to the same eng as them.
and now when he speaks to me i correct him.
so he is blaming the ppl he was wid.
erm actually a specific grp of ppl but i cant say that.
haha.
darling learn some more ok.
muacks.

anw this is an updated para.

i watched life isnt all ha ha hee hee.
thanks sister for introing me this series.
its nice n i liked it.
u shld all watch it.
hope u like it like i do.
bye!!

*pls dun be an ass.if u dun like me just let it be like that.i was nice to u but u showed a diff side.keep off.before i really show u the diff side of me.i really think that u are so fake!!dun think just cause u know my bro and my friends i will let u off.i dun care.get a life!!

lilBeautifulangel5:41 PM

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

My Wonderful Saturday!!

The man who removes a mountain begins by carrying away small stones.
William Faulkner


this phrase has made me realise that u need to take one step at a time to solve a problem.
the small steps makes the solution more appropriate.
u will not act on impulse but really think and slowly act.
i am taking things one step at a time.
for me this year has been a rollercoaster ride and still is,
but i am taking it slow.
i am happy i have my family, friends and esp baby.
i am loving every single day as it comes.
i have actually learnt how to appreciate things more and also my relationships i have wid ppl.
live each day as it comes,
u will enjoy it better.

today i stayed at home the whole day.
was suppose to go hospital to visit my uncle but my parents were tired and also my uncle is still not recovered from the op.
later in the afternoon i went to transfer money to baby.
he needed to repair his bike.
sigh.
this month both of us have been really tight wid money,
but its still cool.
after that i came home n slept.
after i woke up,
i went to bath n all.
baby came and met me.
yayness.
i was so happy.
we went to bukit merah to deposit money first then came back to TB and ate at 24hrs.
we headed to the playgrd and sat there.
was talking abt so many things and all.
i felt so good being in baby's arms.
was telling him everything from mok to aswad to my probs to many other things.
anw i love being wid him.
all alone just us.
after that we met stephen a while.
i told stephen i was taking weight gainer milk and the first thing he asked me was,
"when u started taking??"
then i said today and i also knew why he asked me that question.
cause if i had said i took it long time back n still taking,
he will laugh n say its not working.
but i only started today.
see how it goes.
my bro bought for me.
so sweet.
after that baby sent me home and i gave him the thing i made for him for our 23rd anni.
he was so happy.
i love baby so much.
muacks da.
thanks for being wid me.
although it might not be the whole day or even half of it,
i enjoyed every bit of it.
oh ya baby injured his neck.
its swollen.
one mark looked like love-bite but its his knuckle mark.
so poor thing my baby.
i helped him massage.
he was in pain.
i love u dada.

*mok u ah injured leg during game still can go n dance then now say u superman ah??
can survive 6 shots of a gun and all.
dun be an ass ok.
stay at home & rest.
u dance some more u know what i will do.
limping now rite??
dun listen to me la.
anw i will like to pray for my friend geets who is under hse arrest as she has chicken pox.
and she has a exam in a week or 2.
hope she gets well before that.
dun worry gal cheer up.
i went thru all that when i was in pri3,
at that time i din know how to really enjoy n all.
so much better than ya case la.
haha.
sorry u will get well dun worry.
muacks.

anw i am looking forward to:
#daddy's b'day on the 1st sept
#traffic police test on the 4th sept
#my class outing to the zoo on the 6th sept
#family chalet on the 5th - 8th sept
#sec bro's b'day othe 18th sept
#lastly my 2 year anniversary on the 24th sept (my cousin joavan's b'day too!!)

so many event in sept.
haha.
loving it all.
oct is more packed!!
more b'days including mine!!

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Unable To Identify Themsleves!!

alot of us will want to be original and have our own style.
but alot of others just love to copy others and wanna be someone else!!
i mean why is it impt to copy others??
u can be yaself and follow trend.
you dun need to think that u are some celebrity!!
and doesnt mean u dun follow the current fashion means u r a looser!!
u are just being yaself.
ppl who call themselves some other name or think that they are some celebrity are much lower and a bigger looser than who wanna be themselves!!
alot of ppl love to brag and talk so much but nothing happens after that.
or they just cant keep their damn word.
haha.
i can recall someone telling me something but blogs,
but that person ITSELF never keep its word!!
all talk and no action.
full of bull.
anw gd luck to all of u who thinks so highly of yaself.
if u think that this entry is for u then go ahead.
i am just writing an entry about a general issue which is so common today.
so if u wanna think u r so famous in my blog.
be my guest!!
then u will confirm fit in the category of ppl i mentioned above.
enjoy.

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Friday, August 25, 2006

Inspirational Quotes.

from today onwards i am going to put an inspirational quote after every of my daily post.
you can read and ponder abt it.
i feel that its so useful for me so i wanna share wid all of you.
hope u enjoy and learn something new.

24thAugust: Inspiration Quote
Don't let life discourage you; everyone who got where he is had to begin where he was.

25thAugust: Inspiration Quote
There are no more hours in a bad day than in a good one!


go check these stories out.
its real good inspirations.

  1. In My 'Happy Place':
  2. Flowers for a Newborn Child:
  3. You Become What You Want to Be:


lilBeautifulangel11:40 PM

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Hospital Visit!

before i slept in the night i was talking to mok a while.
that bum ah so funny.
he was arguing wid his sister and talking to me wid his mouth so full.
he really sounded so funny.
after a short while of talking to him,
i went to slp.
i found out some stuff from a friend.
i teared.
sometimes i am just sad how things have turned out.
but i guess its just the way life goes.

i kept waking up for short intervals.
these days the intervals are much more closer together.
sigh.
dun know whats happening also.
anw i woke up and had very bad cramps.
arghh.
my sweet bro bought food for me but the pain was too intense that i cant eat much.
after that i took medicine and vomitted everything out.
yucks.
i went to slp.
feeling so much better after waking up.
mum called and said she was going to the hospital.
my uncle just had an operation today.
he had a lump in his colon.
so i headed to the hospital.
he is still weak so we din stay long.
my family, uncle roy and andrew bro went to eat at the railway station.
i am so tired.
feeling weak cause of the medicine.
baby came out for nights out but he din have enuff tiem to come see me.
its ok i can see him tml.
really missing him so much.
wish he was here today wid me through my freaking painful hours.

just got home.
i am tired.
the book i am reading is nice.
very interesting.
reading as much as i can.
everytime i am free i take it and read.
i used to be a freak in reading books.
one after another.
then when i came to poly it just seems like i dun have time for novels and all.
sigh.
so now i take the opportunity to read.
ok now going to head to read again.
(",)

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

i miss..

Happy 23rd Anniversary Baby!

i miss ya hugs,
i miss ya kisses on my forehead,
i miss kissing u,
i miss ya touch,
i miss u playing wid my hair,
i miss u holding my hands,
i miss being in ya arms,
i miss u riding us ard in ya bike,
i miss the way u make me laugh,
i miss the way i joke wid u,
i miss the way u make fun of me,
i miss the way u compliment me,
i miss ya smell,
i miss all those times spent in the chalet,
i miss it when u have so much time to go out wid me,
i miss when i can talk to u whenever i want,
i miss the times when i get to see u almost everyday,
i miss going out wid u,
i miss being alone wid u and just being in ya arms,
i miss doing nothing wid u,
i miss laughing wid u,
i miss acting cute wid u,
i miss not 'friending' u,
i miss u being there for me,
i miss ya comforting words,
i miss cute smile,
i miss the way u look at me,
i miss the way u call me baby,
i miss the way u say nothing and make me smile,
i miss the way i feel so gd in ya arms,
i miss the way u make everything seem so gd,
i miss the way u kiss every of my worry & pain away,

most of all i miss so much of u!!
i love u so much lala.
muacks my guardian angel.

lilBeautifulangel9:47 PM

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What's Wrong Wid S'poreans??

i just saw the results show for s'pore idol.
and i am not sure wat s'pore is voting for!
i really have no idea.
i mean it clearly shows that this competition is not based upon talent but abt how popular u are.
thats is really full of crap!!
some of those who have been voted out actually sings better than those who are currently in the list.
i am really so disappointed.
s'pore just really threw away a real dream of a person who can sing and keeping those who really cant make it.
arghh.
i dun know what to say alr.
its really not abt talents anymore.
i bet they are still going to vote according to what they like and not who has the ability to really sing.
so let it all please u.
i hope in the end u all make the right choice!!


my baby love.
missing u so much.
come back to me da.
muacks.
happy 23th anniversary dada.
loving u always.

lilBeautifulangel9:03 PM

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Feeling So Sick!!

i could not slp in the night.
just dozed of for a few mins tts all.
i tried to slp in the afternoon also i cant!!
dun know whats happening to me!
suppose to meet misha n go for some interview but i dun feel so gd.
felt like fainting n very giddy!!
no one was at home wid me which made me feel worse.
arghh.
hate not having something to do.
i was suppose to go to baby's hse to teach nessa but she is sick too.
i miss mummy,daddy n nessa.
so long never go there cause of my busy schedule!
and baby comes out during the weekends which is so short also.
nvm i'll make it a point to go see them this weekend.
anw i went to meet my mummy in tbp to buy story book.
i could not stand the lonliness at home.
n i was dying of boredom so at least i will have a book to read.
i think at this rate i will finish the book faster.
i bought Judith Mcnaught's book.
i love her books.
the way she describes and writes is very interesting.
anw if anyone of u have any other author to recommend pls tell me ok.
i am feeling giddy alr.
going to rest now.
take care.
missing babk so badly now.
really wanna be in his arms.
i am feeling very short-tempered and tempremental since yesterday.
dun know why also.
arghh i am kinda stressed now too!!
ok ok i am going to rest.
muacks.
baby come back soon.
love u da.

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

A Big Step Taken!!

recently i found out that my friend (more like acquaintance) is pregnant.
she has been quite some time alr.
i found out through friendster and all.
anw i am not talking bad abt her or going to run my mouth.
i really think that she has taken a very big and major decision in keeping the baby.
i know she has very gd company of friends who are really there for her.
my purpose of this entry is to show how brave and wise her decision is.
i mean it takes more courage and determination to keep the child than to abort it.
even if the person is young or unwed or watever,
it is so much better not to abort the child.
i mean its ya fault and mistake that u did that you are now conceived!!
so dun blame on the child and say that its his/her fault.
i am not talking abt anyone in particular now.
i know it will be hard to raise the kid all by yaself wid or widout support,
thinking abt how ppl might go abt talking & so on.
i understand tat feeling,
but everyone still talks even if u are not pregnant.
its just ppl's nature for that.
anw its the decision u make that matters.
it will either break or make u a better person.
u may think that an abortion is the right decision now,
but later in life u might suffer or regret!!
even if i was in such a situation,
i will definately keep the child.
i wld not be bothered if i have support or not cause i will seek help from support grps.
to me the child matters most.
lately i have been reading news that teenagers have actualy abandoned their new born babies at stairs and all.
lastest one is in a box in the ntuc!!
i mean how do u have the heart to do that??
arghhh!!
its our mistake and we have to face it.
we cannot just throw it away like.
i will confirm take responsibility for my actions.
anw gal i am happy u made a wise decision.
i will be praying for u and ya baby.
have a normal and safe delivery ok.
i'll keep praying for u.
muacks.
god bless u always dear.
just remember that u have great friends who are beside u and GOD who is always watching n guiding u.


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updated pics 2

my uncle valentine's tombstone in norway.
nice picture!!
my cousins, nieces and nephews.
all in norway!!
so grown up!!

elias & aunt monica.
missing them so much.
they live in norway!!

sharon & me. yayness!!

mok & me!! for me exam is over!!

damien enjoying the moment!!

damien and kavi enjoying the time of their lives!!

snap snap!!

it was supposed to be a funny pic. taken when mok was here in TB.

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Uploaded pics!!

my mum said my dad wanted to take wid this statue.
daddy&mummy.
taken wid some statue.
in their cabin.
so much nicer than ours last time.
in the cruise.
whoohoo.
mum & dad before they left for cruise.
barney&me. our b'days are coming up!!
my husband & me.
he still owe me a dance!
all smiles for the cam.
wid my cousin from norway.
yummy.
my bro gets kisses from me!!
intoxicated!!
alcohol drives u nuts!!
but in my case i am naturally crazy!!
mike,mary&me.
i love u both.
family pic wid the b'day boy!!
naeus,joel&me.
i am still waiting for that trip!!
joel,mary&myself.
i love them so much.
jerome and me.
after so long.
getting uncle's card ready.
preparation was good.
maxi wanted to sayang cheru but everyone was scaring him.
but i got a snap of it.
my small boy.
love him so much.
maxi really carried me off the ground.
no joke!!
cheru's back.
yay.
but he is old.

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Monday, August 21, 2006

Telemarketing!!

today had work.
took a cab there as i din know where it was.
work was ok.
just feeling so cold in the office.
was calling up ppl on the list and asking them some stuff.
then i made prank calls to my parents, vinod and mok.
haha..
i enjoyed it all.
i have to work for the next few days too.
i came back and ate wid my family.
i feel so loved.
then i decided to use my second bro's laptop.
it is quite slow but at least i am blogging.
felt so wierd and out widout blogging.
i had to catch up wid some of my friends blog n all.
i feel i am missing out so much things.
arghh hate the feeling of not having my lappy.

i have to still go thru it till my com is ok.sigh.
aiyah.
so i am going to watch a movie now abt some blind woman and all.
so will try to blog tml.
take care.
love every single one in my life.
love u all so much.
whatever it is think before u do anything!!
muacks to all.
baby be in my arms now.

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

Family gathering!!

i slept a while.
after that i got ready and went to my uncle's house.
baby was supposed to come meet me a while.
then when i went outside i saw him!!
i was so so happy!!
i love u so much baby.
i missed u the whole week.
its so sucky when u are in ya new camp but its making us stronger n i can see that.
i love u n i love u so much!!
today its only family gathering.
my aunts and mother cooked for my uncle.
when we arrived there,
most of them already ate cause we came late.
but i still enjoyed my day.
andrew bro helped me to upload my pics.
so many pics.
yay.
then we stayed and watched miss vasantham.
cheru my uncle's dog is back.
he went missingfor abt 2 weeks.
he is so old now.
so skinny and all.
when i was much younger,
he was ard alr and was so hyper!!
always running ard n all.
but now he is so slow and old.
his spots are much lighter and his fur is shedding so much.
sigh.
but i am so happy to see him after so long.
when i was leaving my uncl's hse,
baby was alr leaving from telok blangah also.
sigh thought i can meet him a while more.
muacks baby.
my weekend was superb!!
i loved it so much!!
had so much of family time!!
and also wid baby a while.
i wanna spend next weekend wid my baby.
i am missing him so so much!!
i love u so much dada.
now i am going to rest tml i have work.

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Uncle's 55th Birthday!!!

today is my uncle's birthday.
the whole day i stayed at home and just rested.
then i got up and got ready to go to the pub.
i was supposed to be there earlier as i was suppose to help out wid the phototaking.
the place was quite small.
as time went by,
my family members came.
we were all waiting for my uncle to come.
we were all so excited.
i was so excited.
then when my uncle came,
he was so SHOCKED!!
he was looking ard and trying to figure who looks familiar and all.
he was so cute!!
anw we started to cut the cake and take pictures.
my cousin agnes came fro Norway.
after so long then i am getting to see her.
she is sexy!!
we ate, drank and danced!!
i was enjoying so much.
mike's fav song dailamo kept repeating itself.
but he was so happy and we were too.
he danced and all to the song.
it was so funny and enjoyable.
i really had a wonderful time.
wish baby was here wid me.
he was supposed to come but he is not feeling well.
poor lil baby.
anw he is resting at home.
we left at about 1 plus.
my second bro drank so so much!!
he was so cute la.
act like a child like that.
i am missing so many people now.
sigh.
now my exmas are over,
no more school which means i cant see many ppl.
sigh sigh.
but its ok.
i can at last have some free time!!
ok we took so many pics and all but i cant upload it now as i am using my bro's computer!!
arghh wish i can show all of u the pics.
anw as soon as i can get done i will upload it all.
so see u soon.
muacks to all.

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Friday, August 18, 2006

Exam!!

today i had my OB exam.
one & only exam for the sem.
i woke up at about 8 plus.
i got ready and all and headed to sch.
met misha there to study.
i havent started a single thing actually.
yesterday night tried to study a while but i was havig terrible chest pain.
dun know why also,
so i went to slp.
i could not slp the whole night too.
anw i went to sch and studied for like about 3 hours plus.
i pushed myself so much.
of course wid the help of misha and mok also.
they constantly telling me to focus and loose it.
the time drew closer,
it was soon time to go for exam alr.
when we were given time to read the paper,
i was so happy!!
whatever i studied came out.
most of it actually.
i quickly started to write and do as much as i can.
i was really happy wid the paper.
i met mok a while after the paper.
then my IEP grp met up and discussed abt the project topic.
the topic we came up wid seems really fun.
hope sue agrees to it.
after that i headed home.
then followed my parents to the hospital to see my uncle.
he is having some lump in his colon.
i'll pray that nothing serious happens.
we ad dinner in the hospital kopitiam.
quite ok la the food.
i am now home feeling so drained and tired.
not enuff slp.
thanks for all the wishes and prayers.

oh ya i forgot my parents came back today & i was so happy that they are back.
they came back all by themselves.
so sad that there was no one to fetch them back.
wish i had nothing so i could fetch them.
anw i am glad they are back safely.
love them so much!!
muacks!!

missing baby so much.
arghh.
come and give me a hug da!!!
muacks.

tml is my uncle roy's 55th surprise b'day party.
i hope and pray that it all goes well.
wanna make him so happy.
will blog soon.
see ya!!

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Mok's Trip To Telok Blangah!!

today i woke up and was suppose to go to work.
i had a very bad feeling and also a bad dream.
so i decided not to go to work.
cause i alr planned to send my parents off to their cruise but the work din allow me to.
i found that sending my parents off was more impt than the money or what.
so i din go.
i slept again and woke up later.
i ate macs for breakfast.
then went to rest again.
after i woke up and got ready to send my parents.
i am feeling sad.
i dun know how to them.
but i was controling it all the while cause i dun wanna spoil their mood or what so ever.
anw we went to eat delifrance.
yummy food.
then mummy and myself,
we walked ard the shopping mall to find my uncle a card.
but din managed to.
so it was time,
i sent them to the departure place.
was waiting for them until they were out of sight.
i am feeling lonely now.
i dun know why but its just this feeling.
i want them to have a safe and enjoyable trip.
i am already missing them so much.
aiyah anw mok said he was coming to see me near my place since i din go work.
so he came and met me at TB.
he actually alighted at the SPC before my place.
i meant the one at pasir panjang.
when he called me n told i laughed so much.
haha.
then i directed him well.
after that i was talking to him on my house phone and i actually left the house wid the cordless phone.
i realised after i locked the door.
then we went to eat at 24 hours.
ate chicken rice.
after that we had loads of fun talking and all.
it was really so nice.
i enjoyed myself.
we then headed to the playground in front of kavi's block.
i called kavi n he said he will be there.
i just enjoyed myself so much.
wish baby was there to enjoy it also.
anw i was laughing so much that i nearly fall off the stone seat.
haha.
i hope mok enjoyed himself.
thanks for coming down here just to see me monkey.
and ya friend looks good eh??
haha..
so funny la.
thanks alot for everything ok.
muacks.
mummy called!!
she was checking up on me.
she sounds so happy.
yay.
i am glad.


*baby, mummy and daddy: i am missing u so so so so much!!!
mok: thanks for everything. really enjoyed myself so much.

there are actually so many things i wanna write abt but currently i cant remember.
all i know is that i enjoyed myself so so much cause mok and kavi really made me laugh so much.
thanks alot!!
oh ya took pics wid mok but cant upload now so will do it soon.
tata.

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Leaving On The Cruise!!

Super Star Virgo!!

me & mummy.
after eating at delifrance.

daddy & me.
thanks for being there for me.

takimg pics before they board the ship.
missing them already.

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

First Day At Work!!

i woke up early in the morning 5 am.
i had to head to shangri-la hotel for some work.
its some IBM event held there.
i had to dress in formal wear.
i took a cab there.
the driver was freaking crazy!!
he drove like an insane person.
arghh.
anw we were kinda late.
met misha there.
the place was cool and nice.
never been inside it actually.
infact i never been to a local high class hotel before.
anw work was good.
had a lot of fun.
quite relax and all.
but i could not take the aircon.
arghh 11 hours in an aircon place.
was just killing me.
then we had good food.
and i really mean good.
yummy.
after all the work i headed to tekka wid misha.
before leaving we took pics in the toilet.
so beautiful.
haha.
i went tekka to do my eyebrow.
then after that headed home.
was so darn tired.
spoke to my cousin andrew on the way back about my uncle's surprise party this sat.
cant wait.
i know he will be so happy when he knows about it.
i am so freaking tired.
so i am going to go slp.
tml my parents are going on star virgo cruise.
i am going to miss them so much!!!!

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Shangri-La Pics!!

the flowers used to deco the registration table.

before leaving the house.
at 6 am in the morning.

whoohoo.
they had sofas in the toilet.
its velvet!!

that is the cubical door if din know.
cool eh??

misha and me.
we had the camera on timer.

pretty flower.
beautiful smell.

deco flowers.
fresh fresh fresh.
strong lily smell.
smells like jasmine.

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Monday, August 14, 2006

My Last GoodBye!!

today i headed to sch first to hand up my FP assignment.
i was early at the bus stop.
i waited for the bus for 30 mins.
and when it arrived it was packed like sardines!!
so i decided to take a cab although have to pay another 2 extra bucks.
i was waiting for a cab till 8.50am when i saw the next 61.
it was too late for me to take alr.
so i still waited for the cab.
i was so freaking late alr.
arghh i was praying so hard for a taxi to come,
and thank god it came!!
BUT we entered the expressway and faced wid a JAM!!
arghh how unlucky can i be on this day.
it was alr 9 am.
i am suppose to hand it my assignment by lastest at 9.15am.
sigh the uncle was so nice he drove a little faster so that i can reach there asap.
i passed up my work and then headed to childcare centre.
i took 61 and guess who i saw??
i saw shaun.f and reena.
oh my i am seeing u both after sooo long!!
so happy to see u both.
thanks for making me smile although it was just one bus stop.

reached the centre feeling all relieved and happy,
cause today is my last day.
on the other hand i was feeling sad too.
will miss all the kids esp the little ones.
anw i made use of my time wisely.
took many many pics.
i also gave my class sweets.
and not forgetting the teachers too.
i am so thankful that they were there wid me through my journey in the childcare centre.
always looking out if i needed anything and to be of assistance.
thanks for everything.
and also my 2 other friends jinghan and mandy!!!
thanks a million.
i love all the teachers and children in the center.
i thank god for allowing me to go there again.

on the way home i found a job.
actually my bro's friend geets found it for me.
she over heard me saying i needed a job n all,
so she asked me.
the work starts tml at some hotel.
they are having some event.
work is from 7am to 6pm.
formal wear and all.
arghh but it will be good as i will be working wid misha.
yayness!!
cant wait for it.
then can earn some cash!!!
yummy.

i am missing baby so much.
i am going to be wid him this weekend.
i cant wait.
my uncle's 55th birthday is this sat too.
my cousin asked me to be his photographer.
i cant wait to see all my cousins too.muacks love u all.
will see u all this sat.
oh ya mok has gotten to knwo teh CRAZY side of me alr.
dun worry mok.
ask vinod he will tell u all abt it.
baby i love u.
can u come here??
i wanna slp in ya arms.
miss tat alot!!!

now i am going to turn in ok.
gd nite.
maucks.

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My Last Day In Childcare!! Sad Sad.

this angel is so sweet.
she has her own piggie!!


aloy and me.
my last pic.


shamus dear and me.
he was so happy to take a pic.


zhihan.
always sitting on my lap.


my K2 class.
joys and cries.
i am going to miss them all.


jager's "hi fi" will be missed terribly by me!!
love u loads.


utkash cut his hair!!!
preparing for the NS.


mandy's boy n me.
i think he will be a handsome young man!!


nursery and me.
not all of them but at least some!


ben ben purposely did that.


see that cheeky smile??
he always gives that!!


kennethchoo and me.
i realised that he looks exactly like his mum!


naomi and me.
she just woke up but i still love her loads.


my personal fav.
joey.
i will be back to see u ok.
will be missing ya regular big hugs.


kee en and me.
smart toddler!!


roypeh and me.
i liek this pic cause he looks so nice when he smiles!!


betrice said i look sweet today.
thanks!!
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