~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

i woke up wid a dream that i knew will never happen.
thats why it was a dream!!
anw i dreamt that someone who WAS actually so close to me,
held me in his arms and kissed me on my cheeks.
saying that it is ok,
i am here.
i was so happy but i know it will never ever happen.
i mean why the hell am i having all these dreams.
ppl are the one who dun want me to be in their life,
so why do i even care??
arghh.
maybe the saying is true.
why u want the most,
thats why u will think is happening.
cause i yearn that so much.
but nvm i am happy wid my life now.

today is uma's last day in s'pore.
she will be leaving tml for m'sia.
so we met her for dinner.
mok and grj were suppose to meet me too but they cld not make it.
its ok soon alrighty??
i met nod in somerset first.
we were talking abt his first day at work.
after some time,
uma came along.
we walked all the way to far east.
uma wanted to eat there so we went.
then we sat outside BK and waited for baby to come.
after he came,
we went up to eat.
i was so full!!
i ate 1 whole plate of thai fried rice all by myself,
then i think abt 1 plate of wanton too.
hehe.
after that i was craving for dessert.
but din wanna eat so much.

after dinner,
we went to sit outside BK again.
we were waiting for sally.
she was heading to town to see uma as its her last day.
we can only see her after 3 months.
sally came along wid her cousin fairus.
hmph i had a good time wid all of them.
i am just tired.
after all the talking and joking,
we left from town.
baby sent me home and then headed to came.
it was his nights off.

i love my baby so much.
his b'day is coming.
i wanna do something for him.
lets see if i got the cash in the first place.
i am to stressed now to think of all that.
i am still doing my lesson plans and not finished yet.
i felt so tired and my head is aching so i decided to go slp.

angel i pray that ya eye will be ok soon.
dun worry so much ok.
i will see u soon.
i will try to make time in my busy schedule for u k.
sister i cant wait for monday.
i miss u so much.
miss all those times when we use to meet and just chat.
sigh.
i am yearning to talk to someone so badly but i guess its never going to happen.
anw i will pray for everyone in my life.
muacks.

baby thanks da.
i cant wait to spend more time wid u.
hugs & kisses!!

Uma's last day in S'pore.