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Friday, July 24, 2009 To propose or not to??To propose or not to propose? You have known your girlfriend for a while now. Somewhere in your heart you know you want to share the rest of your life with her. You know many of your guy friends took the easy way out by saying to their girlfriend,"I think we should go apply for a HDB flat." No, that is not the way you want to propose. Your gal deserves better. You know you are asking your girlfriend to change her lifestyle and spend the rest of her life together with you. You want the proposal to be special, but how? Some suggestions Well, for starters, you can be inspired by the Singtel advertisement or you can buy a page in the newspaper and proclaim your love for her to the whole of Singapore! Or, you can propose to her in your own quiet way. Remember, location, ambience and timing are important when you propose. Choose a place that holds special meaning to both of you. It can be a place where you first met, held her hand or kissed. Alternatively, you can propose to her at holiday resorts, like Banyan Tree or Phuket. These locations are beautiful for proposal. There are a few days in a calendar year which are great for proposing i.e. Valentine's Day, Christmas Eve or her birthday. If you propose on one of these days, you don't even have to hide the proposal ring. You are expected to bring her a gift anyway and what a gift it is going to be! Prepare the setting. It can be the great outdoor and under the moonlight. It can be in the privacy of your home with love songs crooning in the background. Propose to her when she is in a relax and blissful mood! Oh yeah, one last thing, be prepared for rejection too! She may reject you not because she doesn't love you but because she doesn't feel prepared yet. Don't take it too personally and wait for her patiently. Wednesday, July 22, 2009 I hate myself for loving you.I am not forcing anyone to do anything. If you are not ready or dont want to do it, just say it! Dont keep it inside of you and then throw a fit. Dont make me feel as though i ask too much, cause I really dont ask much!! And I dont expect much either!! If you say such things about me, means that you know very little of me as well!! I would prefer if you talk to me about things rather than assuming and acussing me of things which I do not mean at all. I do not want things to happen just cause of a misunderstanding. Things should not be in such a way. Thinsg should be better than this. I do not want the new plans to spoil the way we are. I want and hope that it will be better!! I'm Your AngelNo mountains too high for you to climb All you have to do, is have some climbing faith No river is too wide for you to make it across All you have to do, is believe it when you pray And then you will see the morning will come, and everyday will be bright as the sun All of your fears, cast them on me I just want you to see I'll be your cloud up in the sky I'll be your shoulder when you cry I hear your voices when you call me I am your Angel,And when all hope is gone I'm here No matter how far you are, I'm near It makes no difference who you are I am your Angel, I'm your Angel I saw your tear drops and I heard you cry All you need is time, seek me and you shall find You have everything and your still lonely It don't have to be this way Let me show you a better day Then you will see, the morning will come And all of your days will be bright as the sun So all of your fears just cast them on me How can I make you see? And when it's time to face the storm I'll be right by your side Grace will keep us safe and warm and I know we will survive And when it seems as if your end is drawing near Don't you dare give up the fight Just put your trust beyond the sky Tuesday, July 21, 2009 thank u deepaThank you so much Deepa Darling for the wonderful blog template!! I am LOVING it so much =) Sunday, July 19, 2009 Wonderful Weekend.I had a wonderful weekend with baby and sister. We went to church and dinner. Then we decided to head to town since its been ages since we went there. We bought some stuff, or rather I bought some stuff and I am contented!! I was just very happy to spend time with the people I love and I had fun actually. I feel that this has not been happening for quite some time and I really did enjoy myself. Then on Sunday, we went for baby's soccer game, which was just total madness. After that we ate and visited Jason's dad in the hospital. We came home and ate Pizza. It may be just simple but to me it was more than that. Anyway hope all of you had a wonderful weekend too. =) Sunday, July 12, 2009 Love you till the end <3I am feeling loads of mixed emotions now. I do not know how do people carry on with their lives after losing someone they love so much or worse still their other half!! I am watching P.S I love you and I am crying. I am putting myself in her shoes and it feels so sad and lonely. I really cannot imagine myself in that situation living without my dada. Its so sad. I cannot live one day without him and how am I supposed to live without him for the rest of my live. I am just so grateful that I have so many wonderful memories with him. I will miss his smell, miss the way he kisses me before he leaves from work, miss the food that he cooks for me with love, miss all the things that he does for me no matter what happen. Its all the good memories that we have to take with us, yes I know!!! Its just that you are my life and I cannot think of you not in it anymore. Its not complete without you. You may be grumpy, annoying, scolding me and what so ever, but you are who you are and I love you for all those reason too. Sometimes I wonder, what if you fight so much or you are not happy for many reason and 1 day your other half wont be able to be there anymore?? And you may never have another chance of telling that person how much you love him/her or what ever so. Then what will that be like? Just be grateful and happy for all the things that you have now. Be contented with everything in life on a day to day basis. Do not regret anything in life. Cause its no point at all. Live one day at a time and be happy no matter what. Baby I would like to say that I love you so much. Thank you for all the things that you have done for me. I will always remember everything that we share in all the time we knew each other. And it will always be with me no matter what happens. I will always love you till the end. P.S I Love You <3 Saturday, July 11, 2009 Smile By Charlie ChaplinSmile tho' your heart is aching, Smile even tho' it's breaking, When there are clouds in the sky You'll get by, If you smile thro' your fear and sorrow, Smile and maybe tomorrow, You'll see the sun come shin-ing thro' for you Light up your face with gladness, Hide ev-'ry trace of sadness, Al -'tho a tear may be ever so near, That's the time, You must keep on trying, Smile, what's the use of crying, You'll find that life is still worth-while, If you just smile, Written By Michael JacksonSpoken by child: 'Think about the generations, and say we wanna make it a better Place for our children and our children's children, so that they... They, they... They know it's a better world for them. And think if they can make it a better place... 'There's a place in your heart And I know that it is loveAnd this place could be much Brighter than tomorrow And if you really try You'll find there's no need to cryIn this place you'll feel There's no hurt or sorrow There are ways to get there If you care enough for the living Make a little space Make a better place Heal the world Make it a better place For you and for me And the entire human race There are people dying If you care enough for the living Make a better place For you and for me If you want to know why There's a love that cannot lie Love is strong It only cares of joyful giving If we try we shall see In this bliss we cannot feel, fear or dread We stop existing and start living Then it feels that always Love's enough for us growing Make a better world Make a better world Heal the world Make it a better place For you and for me And the entire human race There are people dying If you care enough for the living Make a better place For you and for me And the dream we were conceived in Will reveal a joyful face And the world we once believed in Will shine again in grace Then why do we keep strangling life Wound this earth, crucify its soul Though it's plain to see This world is heavenly Be God's glow We could fly so high Let our spirits never die In my heart I feel you are all my brothers Create a world with no fear Together we'll cry happy tears See the nations Turn their swords into plowshares We could really get there If you cared enough for the living Make a little space To make a better place Heal the world Make it a better place For you and for me And the entire human race There are people dying If you care enough for the living Make a better place For you and for me Heal the world Make it a better place(Oh, my friends) For you and for me And the entire human race There are people dying If you care enough for the living Make a better place For you and for me You and for me You and for me Heal the world we live in Save it for our children Friday, July 10, 2009 Have you ever felt that you were going to lose someone so important?Have you ever thought for some reason or another, you will somehow lose the person you love the most or your family members? I have somehow always thought about it. I have also dreamt about all of it as well. I guess I am very afraid of losing the people I love the most, thus all these nightmares and all. It is quite scary for me to be going through all of these thoughts. I will tend to feel upset and will be scared if something is going to happen to that person. I will also start to think of all the good times we have had, the love and memories that we share together. I am most afraid of losing my mum and my boyfriend. They mean the most to me in my life. I cannot imagine a life without them. For my mum I do not have to explain why I feel like such. As for my boyfriend, I have been staying with him for quite some time and it feels more than just a BGR. Its a feeling I cannot describe. I was just going through the book I made for him, and it made me think so much about how I have grown so much because of him. And I was looking at all the pictures where we were so happy and enjoying ourselves so much. I have never felt this happy in my life. I have never felt this kind of feeling in my life ever. I am a person who is just so afraid of losing the persons dear to me. And I have no idea how I am going to cope thereafter. I just have to somehow seek the strength to get by all of the things that will come ahead. Anyway, this is just a random post. I was watching something and it made me think about all of it. And watch P.S I love you on star movies on Sunday 12.07.09 at 9pm if you have. Its a wonderful movie!! Wednesday, July 08, 2009 Relationships!Relationships are not always easy to handle. Both parties have different personalities and also different ways of handling things. You do not have to change yourself for the other person, you just have to accommodate how they work, cause you would want the same too. Its not always very flowery and blissful. There will be obstacles and barriers that you will have to face in time to come. And if you know how to overcome all of this, the relationship will be stronger and it will be more happier for the both parties. Relationships cant be based on lies or cheating. That is the wrong way of starting a relationship or even to sustain one. There should also be a mutual understanding between the two parties. I know this is not easy at times or even certain situations. But if one is truthful and shares stuff with the other, theer will not be any misunderstandings. Another important thing is also not to be bothered by another external party. If that person is just a friend or even if you know that the person has some kind of feeling for your partner, you just have to be aware but not to take action. You need to trust and belive your partner no matter what happens. I know another problem is when that partner is really cheating. BUT like I said it all comes down to being honest and sincere to the other person. I used to be a very protective and suspective girlfriend, but in this relationship that I have, I am not like that at all. I do not suspect or what so ever. I know that we have a mutual understanding and that we share a lot of things together. I love him for everything that he has done for me and I am very grateful. I am very happy with my relationship cause there are no secrets!! To me thats the most important thing. When you suspect and all, you just strain your relationship and make things even worse. So just be happy and enjoy things that comes your way. Tuesday, July 07, 2009 My Darlings =)Monday, July 06, 2009 Angel & Devil!!It was a very good party!! Red, Blue & White, in accordance to America's Independence Day. Since my darling of a nephew was born on that day, my cousin and bro-in-law decided to use that as a theme. It was really nice to see loads of people coming in the colour theme, some even tried to wear all three colour which was very sporting. I had a blast, although I was freaking tired and all from the cooking and standing. I just missed dada cause he was at work, but I guess there was not really much time for missing as I was super busy taking pictures and entertaining people. There was a clown who entertained the kids with jokes and games, but it was kinda scary actually!! Maybe its her voice and her costume. There was just something scary about her. There was also popcorn machine and candy floss. Yummy!! The kids really did have a wonderful time. My nephew sure was happy, getting all the presents and also a chance to bully all the kids who was at the party and bigger than him. What a devil he is. But I still love him. He just knows how to hit you in the soft spot where you will give in. He is one charmer for sure. When he grows up, he will sure have loads of girlfriends, but he will be very protective of his sister!! That's for sure!! Anyway my darling, I know you are not able to read this yet, but I just want to say that you are a very special person in my life and will always be ok. I love you so much little devil. Muacks!! Try to be good pleassssssssssseeee!!! God Bless You Always =) Labels: Pictures Wednesday, July 01, 2009 You're Simply The Best.You know in life, you will meet many people and there will come and go. BUT there will be that one person who will stick with you through many heartaches, ups and downs and every thing else in life. No matter what you can count on that person to cheer you up. And that person might even be the one who hurts you also. But the whole idea is that, without this person your whole world is a different place to be in. It makes no sense and meaning to your life at all. Or maybe just a little. I have always thought I would find a person who would really take care of me in ways I never expected, showering me with gifts and surprises, pampering me and over pouring with love. But I never realised I would end up with someone so grumpy, óld and handsome who gets annoyed for the SMALLEST reasons ever!! BUT that's what makes this person really special in my life. Its not that he never showers me with gifts, love or pamper me. He just does it in all his own special ways. He may be grumpy and annoyed for many reasons, but that's his character. And its ok, cause I know that he will not be who he is without all of that. I cannot ask for more, cause I have gotten so much more instead!! He is a person I can not imagine without in my everyday life. A person who I miss so much. A person who I think of in everything that I do. A person's feelings I consider before I decide what I want to do or say. A person who really mean the world to me. A person who has taught me many things, that I doubt I will ever learn. A person who inspires me in many ways which I will never be able to express in words. You are the total opposite of me. You are so quiet and soft while I am noisy, loud and annoying. You are tall while I am short. You prefer to stay at home while I prefer to just get out of the house more often. You do so many things which I have never done in my life, but now am doing. These are the things that makes us special. These are the reasons why I love you and there are many more still. I know I will never find a perfect guy who will do everything!! BUT to me, you ARE the perfect one. And I will never trade that for anything. I Love You Dada!! Labels: Pictures |
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