~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

Have you ever thought for some reason or another, you will somehow lose the person you love the most or your family members? I have somehow always thought about it. I have also dreamt about all of it as well. I guess I am very afraid of losing the people I love the most, thus all these nightmares and all.

It is quite scary for me to be going through all of these thoughts. I will tend to feel upset and will be scared if something is going to happen to that person. I will also start to think of all the good times we have had, the love and memories that we share together.

I am most afraid of losing my mum and my boyfriend. They mean the most to me in my life. I cannot imagine a life without them. For my mum I do not have to explain why I feel like such. As for my boyfriend, I have been staying with him for quite some time and it feels more than just a BGR. Its a feeling I cannot describe.

I was just going through the book I made for him, and it made me think so much about how I have grown so much because of him. And I was looking at all the pictures where we were so happy and enjoying ourselves so much. I have never felt this happy in my life. I have never felt this kind of feeling in my life ever.

I am a person who is just so afraid of losing the persons dear to me. And I have no idea how I am going to cope thereafter. I just have to somehow seek the strength to get by all of the things that will come ahead.

Anyway, this is just a random post. I was watching something and it made me think about all of it. And watch P.S I love you on star movies on Sunday 12.07.09 at 9pm if you have. Its a wonderful movie!!

Have you ever felt that you were going to lose someone so important?