~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

I am feeling loads of mixed emotions now. I do not know how do people carry on with their lives after losing someone they love so much or worse still their other half!! I am watching P.S I love you and I am crying. I am putting myself in her shoes and it feels so sad and lonely.

I really cannot imagine myself in that situation living without my dada. Its so sad. I cannot live one day without him and how am I supposed to live without him for the rest of my live. I am just so grateful that I have so many wonderful memories with him.

I will miss his smell, miss the way he kisses me before he leaves from work, miss the food that he cooks for me with love, miss all the things that he does for me no matter what happen. Its all the good memories that we have to take with us, yes I know!!!

Its just that you are my life and I cannot think of you not in it anymore. Its not complete without you. You may be grumpy, annoying, scolding me and what so ever, but you are who you are and I love you for all those reason too.

Sometimes I wonder, what if you fight so much or you are not happy for many reason and 1 day your other half wont be able to be there anymore?? And you may never have another chance of telling that person how much you love him/her or what ever so. Then what will that be like?

Just be grateful and happy for all the things that you have now. Be contented with everything in life on a day to day basis. Do not regret anything in life. Cause its no point at all. Live one day at a time and be happy no matter what.

Baby I would like to say that I love you so much. Thank you for all the things that you have done for me. I will always remember everything that we share in all the time we knew each other. And it will always be with me no matter what happens. I will always love you till the end.

P.S I Love You <3

Love you till the end <3