Sometimes how much you try and do, things just remain the way they are. You cannot fix back a broken mug. The cracks will still remain even after glueing it back together!
It sucks but sometimes it's just like that. It does not matter how hard u try, it just keeps coming back. I really don't know what to do anymore. Like I said I know I was the one who hurt you, BUT how far must I go?? How hard must I try?? If you can't even change how you are thinking..
Sigh!! It's really difficult to go through all of this. You cannot see across what you have right infront of you and you just wait also. I cannot be doing things every single time.