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Thursday, October 29, 2009 i fucked up!!everything seemed so clear and awesome, then one day the wind just changed directions and turned everything around. now everything is so hazy and cloudy. nothing seems to make any sense anymore. everything is so complicated and difficult. i know i will never make sense of anything cause its all my fault. now i just have to go through the consequences.o i feel so numb. i dont feel anything at all. am i supposed to feel like that? am i supposed to be crying and pouring my hearts out? i dun feel like i wanna do that. i just feel numb. i just want to run away from all the things in life now. i just want to go somewhere to be alone! i just dun know what to do already. i dun know if what im feeling is right or wrong. gd or bad. i just dun wanna feel anything!!! |
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