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Tuesday, August 04, 2009 Stressed!!Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths, or the turning inwards in prayer for five short minutes. ~~Etty Hillesum~~ I've been really stressed out lately. Have been over loaded with work and personal stuff. Heahache has come back again and at times i really do not know what to do. Sometimes I just need a break alone, but during that time, I am still thinking about all the work that I have to do. I just need a really good break, in order for me to continue with what I have to do. Maybe I demand so much from my own self as well. Its really tiring and my body really needs energy boost. I just want everything to go smoothly. At times I really do not know what is expected from me. I feel like I have to give so much but nothing is coming back to me. I know you should not expect things in return, but I cant help it when it comes to certain people. Why cant it be a mutual understanding? Why cant people give and take? I give so much and try so hard, but nothing is ever noticed!! Nothing is appreciated, actually it is for a little only. But no words of thank you, or its nice!! Sigh!! Ok I think I've let out enough!! When I feel more of it I will rant again!! |
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