~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

I was not feeling so good today. Kept feeling a very heavy feeling in my heart and I could not breathe for a few seconds. I didnt really pay any attention to that feeling, but after hearing the news of the death of one of our kid's father, I realised why I had that feeling. I am very close to that girl and I can feel things like that happening. Then a while later I find out that another one of kid just passed away.

It is so hard to accept all of this. Its too much to deal with it all at one time. I have loads of things that has been happening today and this is really a sucky day for all of this to happen as dada is working late. I really feel so lost. My mind is actually wondering all around the place and I cant seem to stop it.

I know its not really very healthy but I cant seem to fight it. I know time will heal it somehow. Sometimes I wonder, if I cant take this then how am I going to handle it if its a person who is so close to me? I do not think I can handle this kinds of stress. Moreover, I am so worried about my own student who went through with Liver transplant. He is my fav student and I love him so so much. I think I will just break down if anything happens to him.

I've learnt one lesson from today, ''Live your life to the fullest!!''

I really dun understand the whole ''Life'' thing!!