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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 The Emptiness I Feel Inside.Some days the feeling is overwhelming and I cannot do anything to overcome it. Some days its just the opposite. I have never felt so happy in my life before, but at times I cannot understand why the feeling of emptiness stays in me. Is it because I am working too hard or thinking too much? Am I pushing myself so much that I forget how to enjoy? Are we just so used to being together that we forget how to make each other excited? For certain things I guess its true, but others I just think that we are not planning our time right. I am excited to be with you. I know we are just tired after work and need our personal time. But i guess I am thinking too much about all the other things that I just affect my ownself. I am looking forward to many things with you. I know the feelings you have for me and I know its for real. Just trust and believe in me that everything will be fine. I love you with all my heart and I will never let that go. The excitement that I attain with you is beyond words. Thanks for always being there for me. |
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