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Wednesday, August 20, 2008 When you are the picture placed in the background.Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you. There are so many times when you feel that you are out of place somehow or another. When you think of what you have done, there is nothing that comes to your mind as you know you didnt do anything. Cause the situation and tension just change all of a sudden. So what should you do about it? Just leave it and carry on with you life? Talk to the people who are making you feel such a way? Or just suck it up and ignore it all? I guess it comes down to each single individual. To a certain extend it will affect you, and after some time of being like that I guess you will just ignore it. What is the point of thinking so much about it when it is going to be of no use? And if you talk to the people involve in it, how sure are you that you will be able to accept what they will say? So it comes down to my previous post, about accepting the truth. So many things keep popping up in my world. People keep coming to me and telling me stuff about their problems. I am not saying I do not wanna hear any of it, but the more I hear the more I think about it. And when I know I cannot do anything to make things better, I go bonkers and think even more!! I know I drive MYSELF nuts, and no one else is doing that to me! This is who I am! I think so much of others that I tend to forget about myself and my health. I wanna help as much as I can and at times I feel I am being taken advantage of. How sure are you that the person is telling the truth? Or just saying things to gain sympathy? I guess I will never know and it is down to that person. I will just take everything in. That's me! The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. 'There are things that I heard and what is past is past and it will not affect me. People do make mistakes and I do not want to brood over it. Even I have made mistakes, so who am I to judge you? Thank you for everything no matter what happened in the past.' -Oreo- |
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