~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

Are you strong enough to hear the truth? Even if you are strong, are you willing enough to accept it? I guess somehow or another, it will affect you. For myself, I keep finding out certain truths and it hurts and shocks me here and there.

At times when I know certain truths, I am shocked that I never knew all of it and why must things come suddenly.I try my very best to keep calm and acknowledge the issue, but it never stops me from worrying or feeling upset. Certain things I cannot really digest it in and I think about it alot and mostly all the time. I do not know how to overcome it at times.

I keep re-playing it over and over in my head and it hurts so much. How can I ever overlooked that in my whole life? It always crossed my mind but never did I know the truth till recently. I am so at lost and do not know what to do about it. Sometimes when I think too much, I feel its overwhelming and that I need to see a Shrink. But, then again, I guess this is all small matters compared to those who really are in need of that kind of help.

It truely hurts from deep withing and its really killing me so much. I need to get it out of me. Everything is just building up inside of me and I am so scared that I will burst out soon, and there will be no turning back. And I seriously do not want that to happen ever.

Please help me! I am in need to talk. In need to open up my heart and show what's buried in there for many years now. On the other hand, I need to be left alone and away from all the hurt, lies and fakeness!!

Truth Hurts, That's The Sad Part.