~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

I sit and I think so much about my life, my work and everything else. Sometimes it makes my head hurt so much, and at times I wanna run away and fade into the background where I can lead a simpple and quiet life. *Hopefully*

I think and think and think, and I wonder what am I going to get out of it. I know its not going to help me one damn bit, but I cant help it. Arghh..Just recently my dept has been going through some little problems. And it has got me thinking that how can such a person with such a thinking & heart, work at a place where you need to be patient, big hearted and loving? I guess some just want to do this just for the fun and sake of it. How dare you say such stuff of the kids and their family, when you do not even know them personally and how much they have improved from the time they started the programme?

I also wonder, why are you so bothered about someone else's life when its already the past? Just get a life and move on. I do not know why things do need to come up now, but I am over it. Its not hurting me or making me upset in any way possible. How much would you go to do what you wanna do? I guess some people never give up eh? I have passed that stage where I do not bother what others are doing onto me, and just focus on my ever so complex life.

Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone and do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. Live in the present and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

**Hey peeps, do not worry that I am going mad or what so ever. This is just the normal rantings of my life. I guess people just go through all of these stuff, but when I write it out I feel much better. So do not be puzzled or worried ok. CHILL! I know you are thinking that I should tell myself that =) and the things that I write here might not be refering to anyone of you, its just my emotions and how I feel about the things around.

Live in the present.