~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

You have said things to me to make me believe in you. You have wept and said all of it. You poured out everything to me and helped me understand what you are going through. At times, I cannot help but feel the fear back again. I guess it will never go away.

I do not know if I should just hang on and believe things will get better or just keep fearing and falling apart. I know for sure that I cannot express what I have inside of me. So many things going on inside of this small head and heart of mine, that it hurts so badly.

I am scared, I remember everything, every little thing from the begining till now and I am very scared. I know you may not remember most of the bad things that has happened. But I do, cause I am like that. And you can justify yourself, by saying that I am mixed up. Its alright, no matter what I know what happened and its scares the shit out of me.

I guess after the last straw, you are just too afraid to fall back to the same position. And I am in that state now. I am super duper scared. I really hope I can overcome it and get on with life.

I guess each of us has our own ghosts.

the feeling that still lingers..