~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

Now, its another 2 weeks I have to go without having you beside me. Having no one to hold me in the night and comfort me when I am feeling down or in pain. Its 2 freaking long weeks and I have no idea how I am going to go through it quite fast and normal. I will try my best though.

I am missing you a whole lot already. I do not know how to express it now, but I feel it so badly inside of me. The heart is beating so fast and I do not knwo how to control it. You have and are a big part of my life and having you to leave for trips like that scares a great deal in me. And not to mention being all alone.

At times I wonder how people live with their spouses travelling around and going on trips for work. I will never be able to adapt to that kind of lifestyle as I would love for my husband to be there with me through thick or thin. I cannot bare to live away from them, but a few days once in a while is exceptional.

Anyway, I guess I will be blogging a little bit more as I have no where to share what I am feeling. At leat when my oldman gets back I can let him read my bloggie.

And my sweet dear friend Sharon is not here too!! She left for Boston last sat and I am missing her a whole lot. She will be away for 5 weeks. Sigh!!! And I am left all here!! Bleahs I also wanna run away and hopefully not come back..

Awaiting for your arrival.