~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

The day had arrived where, you have to take that boat and sailed to another island. A place where you will be without me and me without you. The days where I have to try to go through with it without your presence and touch. I was all good until I had to wave goodbye to you at the departure gate. I felt an aching feeling in my chest and could not distinguish it. I pulled through and headed back home.

Then comes the first night where I have to sleep without you, I felt I could not breathe, I felt so scared. It brought tears to my eyes and I did not know what to do so I turned to you, over the phone. Soon after I felt much better, and it put me to sleep.

I struggled for another 2 more days anticipating your arrival back into my arms. I was already sick before you left, and now I am even worse. Maybe its due to the lack of presence that I've become worse but no worries. The days were long and I could not do anything except to wait for time to pass by and sat to come.

At LAST, its sat and my baby will be returning!! I was so anxious since morning and tried to sleep the morning and early afternoon off, in order to get time to pass faster. And it did!! I headed to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal and was waiting for baby quite long. (time diference) When he came out of the Arrival hall, I was super super happy!!

Now, I have him in my arms and I can hold and smell him for another 2 weeks before he leaves me and heads to Taiwan! Sigh this time it will be longer, 2 weeks. Don't know how I will get through that!! Anyway, I will make the best of the time I have now!

I love my baby so much!!!

If I'm gonna live in the moment, I wanna live in it with you!!

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I am missing you far beyond imagination.