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Sunday, April 06, 2008 Does It All Matter?I have always wondered why is it that it's so much easier to forgive a stranger than someone you love? Is it cause a stranger is a person we care less about and his/her actions do not hurt us. On the other hand, the ones we loved most cuts us deep with his/her actions and its hard to forgive and forget. I can say that I will forgive but forgetting is a whole different thing altogether. I guess I have grown so much to think of things in a different angle, but at times what the other person does still hurts the same. We talk and come to a solution but how long will that last? Will ego take over and change the relationship again or will both parties learn from it and make it better? Each individual is entirely different and can never be compared. I personally hate to be compared to others as I know no one can be like me and vice versa. Anyway there was another question on my mind, which I have shared in my previous post about love. You can drive at 16, go to war at 18, drink at 21, and retire at 65. So who can say what age you have to be to find your true love? Can anyone answer me?? I guess someday, when we are ready you will meet that person and somehow you will know that person is the right one for u and you go with the flow. When you go searching for something, you might not find it cause your heart is not in the right place to feel the right feeling. It may just be a seeking or a lonely heart but it will not be a pure and true one. So there is no right age for true love and there never will be. Like I said, everyone single one of us is different and unique. Have you ever wondered what marks our time here? If one life can really make an impact on the world? Or if the choices we make matter? I believe they do. And I believe that one man can change many lives... for better or worse! After working at the Cerebral Palsy Center for 6 months plus, I am seeing everything in a whole new way and I know that a small gesture can go a very long way. I had to be tapped on my back to get me back on track to the real reason why I was working at that school by someone. Every single moment there is a blessing and I can never explain the feeling when I see the kids smile, acknowledge (although they do not know u) and improve even a little tiny bit. You have to be there to understand it. So its no harm going a little bit further for someone in need. Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be. I am glad I have found my happiness and I can strongly say that this relationship has a very great impact on my life that I seriously forgot how I was living one year ago. And I am happy to stand beside the one I love and my family, to see them achieve what they wanna do and support them in every way possible. I am glad I have a family who cares for me so much and a dotting boyfriend who has taught me so many things in this one year. I love all of you and thanks for all the happiness you have brought to my life!! |
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