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Saturday, January 05, 2008 I Hate How Much I Love U Babe!!Have you ever been in love so much that it hurts so much at times. I have been there so many times. Sometimes its so hurting, but i cant seem to leave no matter what. It feels like you are being understood one minute and the next is the total opposite. I am so confused by the way it is all happening. I am not sure if I know what I am doing. I do not even know if I am able to keep strong and go on. I keed you so much more than you can ever imagine. Its all the obstacles that I face that strains me to the very last bit. On top of that, I have to face it all by myself. I need the support and strength from you. Please do not leave me stranded all by myself in this Lonely World!! I have learnt so much in this past couple of months and I am very happy that I have learnt all of it. But it comes to a point where it keeps triggering me and I have no idea hwo to deal with the situation. Sometimes, I wonder if I have made the right choice or should I just leave. But it comes to a point where I realise that things will never be the same without you. And that I want you by my side no matter what happens, be it happy or sad or angry moments. I love you and thats all that matters. Now I need the support from you and for you to stand up for this relationship. Cause I believe that if you really want something, you have to stick by it and trust it with everything that you have. And you need to do that more, cause recently you have been slipping away. Thanks so much for everything that you have done. The love I have for you will never ever change. Muacks!! |
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