~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

Thankfully i go home and i can be sane cause i have wonderful people around me who keeps me sane. When i am at work, its a complete chaotic situation. Handling kids, dealing with their anger and frustrations. Its a whole great deal to deal with. Then the most annoying part comes, where i have to face two most irritating people and i cant stand them for nuts. But i dont have a choice do i??

The holiday that i said i wanted to go with my boyfriend is called off. We do not really have the time as we need to doso many other things around the house and shopping. We are also sort of cash if we go on this trip, so presents will be cut down cause of that. In the end, we plan not to go at all. I was actually looking forward to it but i know it was part of my fault also, so i am not complaining. But i would love a vacation cause i desperately need one.

I havent really helped my mummy clean the house for christmas this year. But i so wanna be there when she puts up the christmas tree, cause my darling boyfriend already put it up without me. So i will go home and help my mummy with it.Every year i will at least help with it, then i will feel a part of it. Otherwise, its just a tree to me. And this year, i think i need this destressing cause i have been through a lot of stressful situation and i feel very uneasy.

My head is another problem for me. I have to wait till Monday for the results of my scan. I think there might be something wrong with me. I am having massive headaches and it really hurts so badly. I cant even explain the pain to my boyfriend. Yesterday, after i got back from work i experienced another attack. I really do not know whats the matter. Please pray for me.

Tomorrow i will be heading to Wild Wild Wet as i have free tickets. It will be a good 'get-away' for my boyfriend and myself. Hopefully the weather is good and not raining. It has been raining for the past few days. The day before yesterday, it was flooding at the void deck of my parents house. It was so cold and pouring cats and dogs. Anyway, its the rainy season. We get rain instead of snow!!

I am not really having the spirit of Christmas at all. Maybe i am just to caught up with all the other stuff that i am not feeling the mood. I only feel a little of it when i go to shopping centers and hear the christmas songs. Otherwise, i feel like its all dead!!

I miss Sharon and Misha so freaking much!! I feel like giving them a huge and long hug!! I havent gotten it since Sharon's b'day party. I miss u girls so much. I miss all the things that we did. I miss having so much fun with you both. I miss the laughters and the fun. Most of all, i miss you!! Let's meet real soon please!!!!!

The things that clutter my thoughts these days...