~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

That they may have a little peace, even the best dogs are compelled to snarl occasionally. William Feather

Having peace, is it earned or is it for free?? Sometimes i really wonder what peace really is. I hardly get any and i wonder what privacy is these days. Sigh!!

There are many things i think about in the past few days. Politics at work, how to do better and handle my kids, how to gain the parent's trust in me handling their kids, dealing with tough parents who are in a state of denial of their child's condition, personal life, baby leaving for competition and my family!! There are more but i cannot think anymore than this.

Work is geting on my nerves, having to deal with tough parents and kids wo do not cooperate and polictics which just throws me off my seat. I started to have my headaches back again. I mean work is fun and all, but its just those other things which gets to me. Having my own kids to teach and all is the best thng, especially why you see them improve and get along. I just have to deal with the rest and be strong.

This coming Monday, I will be having my appointment with the Neurologist and i hope oy is good news. Sigh and hopefully they can tell me whats wrong. Baby is supposed to follow me but he has range so i understand. Anyway i am starting to miss him so much now already. He will be leaving next friday in the morning where i cant send him off too!! And that upsets me so much. I do not know what i will do when he is not around. This is the first time he will be leaving me since we got together. But i know it is a very good opportunity for the both of us. I just pray that i can receive him when he gets back.

I really feel a lot of things have changed since i got out of school. Its a real new world i face. Decisions i have to make on my own, for the good of my future. Many things that i have to face and learn. Its a whole new experience for me and i am not really complaining, but its just the start of it thats all. Growing up is seriously not easy at all!!

Good Night All =)

The Things That Runs Through My Head!!