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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 The Things That Runs Through My Head!!That they may have a little peace, even the best dogs are compelled to snarl occasionally. William Feather Having peace, is it earned or is it for free?? Sometimes i really wonder what peace really is. I hardly get any and i wonder what privacy is these days. Sigh!! There are many things i think about in the past few days. Politics at work, how to do better and handle my kids, how to gain the parent's trust in me handling their kids, dealing with tough parents who are in a state of denial of their child's condition, personal life, baby leaving for competition and my family!! There are more but i cannot think anymore than this. Work is geting on my nerves, having to deal with tough parents and kids wo do not cooperate and polictics which just throws me off my seat. I started to have my headaches back again. I mean work is fun and all, but its just those other things which gets to me. Having my own kids to teach and all is the best thng, especially why you see them improve and get along. I just have to deal with the rest and be strong. This coming Monday, I will be having my appointment with the Neurologist and i hope oy is good news. Sigh and hopefully they can tell me whats wrong. Baby is supposed to follow me but he has range so i understand. Anyway i am starting to miss him so much now already. He will be leaving next friday in the morning where i cant send him off too!! And that upsets me so much. I do not know what i will do when he is not around. This is the first time he will be leaving me since we got together. But i know it is a very good opportunity for the both of us. I just pray that i can receive him when he gets back. I really feel a lot of things have changed since i got out of school. Its a real new world i face. Decisions i have to make on my own, for the good of my future. Many things that i have to face and learn. Its a whole new experience for me and i am not really complaining, but its just the start of it thats all. Growing up is seriously not easy at all!! Good Night All =) Sunday, October 28, 2007 Pretty Ocassion Pictures.at work. top L-R: Aaron, Mona, Sheryl & Miss Regina (My Boss) Bottom L-R: Me, Doreen & Nadia. Both Agatha's in the pic. My B'day Celebration. 6th Oct 2007 Joel's 21st B'day Celebration Labels: Pictures RIP Lil Feet!!RIP Lil Feet 22nd October 2006 You will be remembered forever. Buried at the back yard. I was so shocked when i came back on sunday after my nephew's baptism, i saw one the smallest hamster at the end of the tunnel, all legs up. I was so freaked and called for my bf. I was on the verge of tears. I really did not know what had happened. We thought that all of them were dehydrated, cause the water tank was leaking and there was no more water. I was realy so scared. Baby tried to help get lil feet back to his feet, but she did not seem to get any better. I hydrated the other two hamsters. I could not sleep well the whole night!! When i woke up to go to work, lil feet was still in the same condition. At last i did not go to work and brought her to the Pet Safari n Simei. On the way, i realised that she will not suvive already. I bought some stuff from the place. Now i have 2 hamsters, one male and one female. We thought of buying one more but we decided to just let them be and wait for the girl to reproduce. The guy at the shop told us that the hamsters might have fought and since Lil feet was the smallest, she could not have survived. Sigh. She reminded me of myself, as she is small and very hyper. But its God's will. Now i am giving the best to the other two. I will take a picture of their new home soon and upload. I know i am not blogging as much as i used to, cause of the job i am in. Although i finish at 5pm and will reach baby's hse by 5.30 i still have other things to do. At the end of the day i am very exhasted and need to rest for the next day. When u become an adult and enter the working life, great responsibility and commitment comes along with it. And i am just trying to adapt to this new lifestyle. Its quite hectic but i am planning my time well so my life is whole. I will post all the pics of what i have for my b'day, cousin's 21st b'day, caian's baptism and my mum's b'day. So stay tuned!! Wednesday, October 17, 2007 Updates For My Busy Life!!He who thinks most of heaven will do most for earth. Anonymous Hey all!! I know i am not updating my blog as often as i should, but please understand that i am super busy and very tired at the end of the day. OK first of all, my work is going quite smoothly. Getting more kids and all. Secondly, my lil hamsters have a ne home now. I figured that cage that was given to me was quite small so i decided to buy a double storey one. I checked the gender of the hamsters and i have 1 male and 2 female. I thought if i got another male it would be nice. So i did buy one pearl white on saturday, and it was a great mistake. This one kept fighting with my poor lil male. So i decided to give it back to the shop. Now my hamsters are much more happier. I actually look forward to go home and play with them. I will post a video of how crazy they are when i have uploaded it and have time!! So thats about it for now. Hope to write soon. Take care!
Sunday, October 07, 2007 The Big Day Celebration.Even God doesn't plan to judge a man till the end of his days, why should you and I? Unknown Who are we to judge people? We should accept them for who they are. I know sometimes its just so hard to do it, i tend to judge people at times. I mean after all, we are just human beings. But at times, people judge and hold that for a very long time. I did not have a very good sleep. Woke up and got ready to go to the chalet. Have quite a few more things to be done. I was so tensed and anxious. I had a feeling that i forgot something and while i was decorating the place, i found out what i forgot already!! I forgot my DRESS!! Arghh then my cousin and bro went to collect it for me. Thanks a million. Then i went to get ready before Sarah came to do my make-up. Sarah did a very good job. I liked the make-up so much. Thanks babe!! Soon the DJ came along and set up the stuff. Then followed by my guests and all. I had a very good time. I was taking so many photographs. Instead of taking many pictures with my family, i was taking more with my darling bf. I felt like we were getting married but it was a nice feeling. I cant wait for the pictures to get ready. The whole party ended but some of the people still stayed on. The last few people left at 5 plus in the morning. I was so exhausted!! Oh thanks for all the gifts. I really love all of them. And the one and only living one is my 3 hamsters. Thanks to my STC friends. Oh i named the 3 of them, Lil feet, Pepper and Hyper!! Suits their physical and how they are. I will post the video of them up when i get back home ok. Thanks so much for everyone who turned up. I really enjoyed ya company and i am so sorry if i did not have a good chat with you. I was just so super busy!! Thanks once again for the gifts and presence there!! If you wish to travel far and fast, travel light. Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness and fear. Glenn Clark I used to be a jealous and unforgiving person. But as i grew older, i realised that feeling such a way is not going to help me. Although, i still do feel jealous now, i know how to control it. I do not allow my emotions to take control of my better half. We cleared the chalet and left for home. Had so many things to pack and bring back home. I had to decide which one to bring back home and which to bring back to baby's house. We came back home, ate and then we to sleep. We were still so tired. After getting up, we went down to buy stuff for the house and other things too. I am still so tired. Luckily, i did not drink so much yesterday, or else i will feel even worse!! That's it for my day!! Saturday, October 06, 2007 Start Of My 21st Day.It is vain to expect our prayers to be heard, if we do not strive as well as pray. Aesop How can your prayers be heard when you do not really pray?? Or how can GOD even help you when you do not help yourself?? Aiyah but its just all human nature. Happy 21st Birthday To Myself!! Yes!! Finally I've Turned 21. I Know That This Year Is Going To Be An Exciting One, Where I Discover Many Things As An Adult. I Am A Little Afraid But I Know That I Will Survive. I Am Looking At It In A Positive Way =) Baby wished me at the stroke of midnight, followed by Aswad's call and many msges from my loved ones. I woke up later that morning to head to work. Yes i know i am working on my birthday but its not that bad though. First b'day experience at my work place. I came to work and my colleagues wished me and during lunch we ordered pizza and they sang me a b'day song. After work, I headed back to pasir ris so that we can go to the chalet and do some decorations but we had to go to the Airport first instead cause one of baby's aunt was flying off to Australia. And the ironic part is that we share the same first name!! And her birthday is in october too!!! After the airport, we headed to the chalet to do stuff. My aunt bought a cake for me so i cut it and celebrated with my family and loved ones too. I was just so tired and exhausted. I feel like i can drop any moment. We only ended doing work at about 2 am in the morning. Then came back to pasir ris and slept like a pig!! Thank you all for the wishes!! Monday, October 01, 2007 Start Of The MonthPatience is also a form of action. Auguste Rodin I have realised that being patient is a good thing. So many moments have taught me to be patient and hold my tongue. I have a habit of speaking without thinking and many times it does hurt people. So i am more patient now or i am still learning. Ok this is a very good start of October, as i just received my pay and its one relieve for me. I pray that this month goes smoothly in all aspects. I also taught my first kid today and i was very glad actually. He is a very nice boy and i am looking forward in working with him. The rapport with the working colleagues is going well too. I am just so excited for this coming sat. And many of you are wondering what to get me and asking me for a wish list. Ok i will write out one now, so if u can get it for me ok!! hehe
Ok i know that you cant buy me any of these, so just buy me whatever u can or want to get me. I will be so happy that u guys come tts all. So do not worry about presents ok. And the wish list above is just full of crap which i just made up. So do not go buying anything!! See u all on sat =) |
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