~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

Creativity is God's gift to you. What you do with it is your gift to God.
Bob Moawad

I guess i am doing very well with my gift from God. I am not praising myself but i am definitely very happy having that gift. Although i question myself why i have that gift at times. Overall, i am very very happy.

Today i realised that when you think everything is going well, but it just turns out the opposite. My plans that i have made have changed quite a bit. I am quite depressed actually!! It really hurts me to think of what has been happening. But i guess that i am not family and thus the treatment. I am so down!! Have i done anything wrong to have hurt you?? Why are you treating me like that? What did i do? You do not talk to me but you take action. I feel that you have changed so much, ok i am not saying that i have not. But i try to make conversations with you, i feel that you want to take control and be higher than me. I have always looked up to you but now i do not even know at all. I am sad that we have become like that. I am really so down!! I am facing one after another and i do not know why. Its all making me stronger thats all i know. Things are so different. I try whenever i can to make conversations and small talks, but i guess that its still the same. I doubt things will ever be the same. Maybe i should not have even made the decision that i have made. It makes me so sad that i feel everything was just a mistake!! I just do not know what to do anymore. I am sorry if i came in ya life and ruined it somehow. So sorry!! I will not interfere in your matters anymore. Sorry I thought i was welcomed, but i guess i am not at all welcomed. So sorry once again.

Things Changed So Drastically!!