~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

Wednesday, 15th August

When you rise in the morning, form a resolution to make the day a happy one for a fellow creature.
Sydney Smith

I try as much as i can to make others happy or at least something that will help them. Its a pleasure and satisfaction i get from doing such stuff. But i do not do it just for the sake of it. Instead i do it without even knowing what i am doing. And i am proud of myself, cause at the end of the day i am happy too.

I had to work late today and tomorrow cause the last two days i was on leave. Work was alright for me actually. I was just a little tired and thats all. Nothing much about work that i can say. I came home after work and prepared some worksheets for the kids. I am supposed to teach them 6-10 and do some portfolio too. Its quite alright actually, except those children who choose to loose attention so fast and annoy me. They do not even try to listen and learn. Arghhh..Other than that i am doing good. I stayed up for my CSI and then headed to bed.

Thursday, 16th August

Show class, have pride, and display character. If you do, winning takes care of itself.
Coach Paul "Bear" Bryant

I just keep thinking about the job at Pasir Ris and feeling quite nervous about it. I know i am being myself and i have confidence that i will get the job. I am just praying and showing what i can do best. So hope the good results just comes. =)

I had to go work a little earlier today cause they were having photo taking today. It was fun and exciting to take the photos as a teacher. I remember my kindergarten photo taking and now i am taking pictures with the kids as a teacher. How cool is that?? After work, i headed home and rested. I was just so damn tired that i just need sleep.

Friday, 17th August

I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure—try to please everybody.
Herbert Bayard Swope

You do not need to please everyone just to succeed. If you do that, you are just pulling yourself down and allowing others to go up. If you know what you doing is right, follow your heart and do it. Sometimes in the course of achieving something, you will hurt some people but that is also how others take and see it.

I just am so exhausted. I am thinking of so many things, and i do not even know what i need to do first. Today i worked half a day and then headed to Pasir Ris Cerebral Palsy Center. I was so keen and eager to work with the people once again. I was very glad with what i saw and had more confidence in myself to do well. I am also positive that i will get the job. So now all i have to do is wait for the call from the person.

After that, i headed to meet baby at his pasir ris house. I was supposed to help him paint and all but plans changed. And while i was there, i was so pissed at someone. Arghh people do not know whats the meaning of respect or what so ever. Just ticking me off so bad. But i am trying my best to hold back and keep my cool.

Saturday, 18th August

Enthusiasm is a kind of faith that has been set on fire.
George Matthew Adams

I find myself being more enthusiastic these days. I look forward to everyday more and i find myself so happy. And i know that everything is happening for a reason, and i am just glad and praying that everything happens good.

I went to help baby paint the balcony of the new house. Oh my it was seriously a BIG chore!! After that we went to eat and i headed back home to get ready for my cousin's engagement. It has been quite some time since i got dressed up and went out for a long night. At last i get to do it today!!

The engagement was alright. The after party was good, and also cause i got to enjoy with the love of my life. It was so good. It has been so long since we went out and stayed out late. And its been long since we drank!! All i know was we had a very very good time. Things seem very good and i know it will be good.

I love the old man so much and i know he does too. We have planned so much for the future and i know that it will all go fine. We are just saving and doing everything else. We are accommodating to each other's needs and giving each other so much joy. I know i am very happy and i cannot ask for more.

Baby headed back with me to sleep at my house. We just knocked out as soon as we lay down on the bed. But it was nice cause i was in his arms. I love you baby and thanks for everything. Muacks.

Sunday, 19th August

What a lovely surprise to finally discover how unlonely being alone can be.
Ellen Burstyn

We slept till late afternoon, then woke up to go do some stuff. Baby and i went to Tiong bahru to buy me a sunglasses. Its a Ted Baker sunglasses and i am loving it. We also bought some other stuff. I bought some vitamins for myself as i think i desperately need it. And since i bought it, i know that i will eat it regularly.

After that, we headed to his parents place. Ate dinner and watched the Man U game. I was not so interested cause my fav player was not playing. After that we headed back to my place to sleep. Oh before that baby watched the other game. Mad Boy!!

Thank you so much for a wonderful weekend. I enjoyed it so much. Actually i enjoy every single day with you. Thank you so much. And i love you so much my love. Muacks =)

The Long & Tiring Week