Don't cross the stream to look for water.
Swedish Proverb (submitted by Superyooper)

Why cant you just wait for the steam to condense and form water? It is another state of water, and thats about it. Why do you need to go across it to find water?? Likewise, why do you need to look past moments to find happiness?? You can just create those moments as happy ones. Its how you want it to be and how you see everything. I chose to see things in a more positive and happy point of view, and i see that my life has been better.

Today i did not go to work as i was still quite weak and not in the position to teach the kids. Anyway i took this day to rest and get some stuff done. I did my hair and i do not really like the colour. Arghh..but the hair looks better. I watched television and waited for the fat ass. He is helping his family move and has been busy for quite some time already. Sigh shifting house is a major headache!! Thank God I dun remember doing it.

Everything seems to be going fine and i am loving everything about it. My dear friend, Vinod today had a good chat with me after a very long time. He wanted to know what had actually happened and all. I have lost u long ago and its too late to ask u back for help or a shoulder to lean on. You drifted apart long ago even when there was still hope, but everything is over now and there is no point looking back. I know what i did and i did it for my own happiness. I just want to thank you for always being there for me and lending me ya shoulder.

In the night, i went to a blog that Aswad asked me to read some time ago and now i had the time to read it. I was on the verge of tearing while i was reading that enteries in that blog. It really deeply touched me and the love that the person had. And now she is not in this world anymore. Thats why i said, treasure every moment and every loved one, cause u will never know when u might just loose them. Then it will be too late to regret and no use of doing that either. I just wish there was no such thing as death, but too bad i cant change that fact!! I havent lost someone so dear in that way, and i am terribly scared just by the thought of it. I dun know how i will find the strength to move on. Things do happen for a reason. Learn from it and do not make the same mistake again. I am here for u dear.

Baby i love u so much. I am missing you and being in ya arms. I cant wait for the weekend, where i can spend time with you and just go out. Thanks for always being there for me and supporting me in the things that i want to do. You mean so much to me and i really pray that everything goes well. I know we are standing strong and that you are my strength. I love u my lala boy. Muacks.