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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

The Follow Up For The Eye!

The great pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.
Walter Bagehot

Have you ever tried doing things that people thought you cannot do?? And when you succeed, did their face change? I feel its thrilling to do things that people look down on you, and to prove them so wrong. I mean who are they to tell that you are not capable of doing certain stuff?? Just follow your heart and do it.

I had to work the early shift today cause they were short on teachers, and i was glad to do it also. Later in the evening i have to go check my eyes so i agreed. I felt quite tired during work, maybe its due to the insufficient sleep i had in the night. But that will be my fault, as i was talking to the bf and having a good time. I had a short nap during the children's sleep time.

I found out that i will be teaching the nursery kids the whole of term three, do the children's individual check list and have to collaborate with the other teacher and do the term portfolio. Quite alright actually but its just that i will be even more busy now. Sigh. Need to put on the thinking cap and prepare lesson plans and materials for teaching and the children.

*Attention*

People!! Trees or grass patches are not for you to go and pee on!!! I encountered two incidents today where they were doing such things. And i seriously got disgusted!!! One was opp the bus stop where i take a bus back home and it was at a bus stop too!! There was a tree beside the bus stop about 1 meter away, and there was this middle aged (a little more than that) uncle, unzipped and pants a little lowered, peeing at the tree!!! Oh and he was on the look out for people coming and all, BUT he forgot that there are people on the opp road looking!!!! He can even flick his little thingy when he is done and take his own time to pull his pants and zip up!! Even had the time to tuck in shirt!!

OK!! The next one was three school boys (still in uni) at the park near my place, and one of them just unzipped and started peeing at the 'stream' (which people use the water to wash cars and some people faces!!) Another disgusted face i gave, although i was in the bus. I mean how can people be so inconsiderate?? Moreover, are they not shy?? Peeing in public like that. I have even seen a few of my school kids (with their parents around) peeing at the grass patch in front of so many people. If the child do not know that is wrong, why cant the parents tell them??

I was really disgusted but also very sad that people are like such. Arghh are we not supposed to be a clean and green city?? Yeah right!! So much for it right?? But i cannot do anything about it. As long i do not do such things, so allow whoever i know to do such things than i am alright.

Sorry for the side track just before this. Just needed to write it out and share!!! Anyway after work, i headed home and rested a while. Helped my mum feed the lil baby and played with him a while. Then got ready and meet baby at tbp to see the optician. He wanted to follow me and know whats happening too. I took Angel along with me. We had to wait a while before the optician attended to me. She said that my eyes are better now and the swell went down. And she checked my degree and said that it went up a little so she asked me to try another lens. And i need to come back a week later to see how it is and to monitor the scratches in my eyes.

Baby came back with me to have dinner in my house. We bought KFC chicken also for side dish. ~Laughs~ We are just pigs. *i admit* While we were having dinner, baby decided to stay over and i was overjoyed!!! Baby called his friends and made plans to meet them before heading to camp tomorrow. I was just glad that i can spend a night with him, smelling him and in his arms. It has been quite some time since i have those kind of nights and i am missing it so much.

I am snuggling up in bed with the smelly now and i know i will not get it again for some time after this, so i need to enjoy every single minute as much as i can. Good Night!!


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Twenty Advice.

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX.. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "God bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson .

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.


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Fast personality test

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Best chat-up line ever!!‎

A Kiwi is sitting at a bar in New York City
and looks at his watch
several times in the space of a few minutes.
The woman sitting nearby notices this and
asks, "Is your date running late?"
""No," he replies, "I have this
state-of-the-art watch. I was just testing it."
The intrigued woman says, "A state-of-the-art
watch? What's so special about it?"
The Kiwi explains, "It uses alpha waves to talk to me telepathically."
The lady says, "What's it telling you now?"
"Well, it says you're not wearing any panties."
The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken because I am wearing panties!''
The Kiwi taps his watch and says, "Bloody
thing's running about an
hour fast, can I buy you a drink?"

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Monday, July 30, 2007

Matters Of The Heart!!

Be yourself. No one can ever tell you you're doing it wrong.
James Leo Herlihy

If you know that you are doing it right, do not let anyone tell you that you are doing it otherwise.
Cause you know yourself best, although there are times when we need the help of others.
But if you are yourself, do not let anyone tell you to be something else.
Cause that is who you are, and its not easy as it seems to change for others.
So be yourself and do what you so best.
=)

FYI: I DID MY SKIPPING YESTERDAY!! 5 MINUTES!! and then headed for shower and bed!!


Woke up earlier so that i can do a little bit of the exercise, before heading to work. My muscles were aching so i just decided to do jumping jacks and skipping. I did the whole set of jumping jacks, but when it came to the skipping i only did 2 1/2 minutes of it. My legs were giving in already, cause it has been long since i really exercised. I took my shower and headed for work.

Another day of arguments, raising voice, complaints, crying, struggles and many more. Despite all of that, i looked forward in teaching and marking those activity sheets. Sometimes when i teach, the kids get it and a while later they just simply forget. Or are they just testing my patience?? Arghhh?!?! But i try my best to get everyone to understand before i move on.

After work i headed home. When i reached home, i washed my eye and washed up before i started teaching Angel. Since she does not go to school, i decided to teach her like how the school will teach. It is quite tiring, but i will try my very very best to give her as much as i can. She was quite alright in learning, as she is young, her colouring is a little out of hand but still good. Her attention span in very short and she is a very active child. I must think of many ways to keep her keen and enjoy learning.

I had dinner and soon baby called me. Chatted with him for quite some time. Had loads of things to talk about and we found some time for it. I am very tired and need to go and rest. Tomorrow i am on the 8.15am shift and needs some rest. Tomorrow i will also be going to see the optician again for my eyes, so pls pray for me. I really hope nothing is wrong with it, or else my parents have to fork out money for my eyes once again!! Arghh.

Ok good night people. And i hope today was a good start for your week ahead. Have a wonderful Tuesday tomorrow. Loads of love. =)

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Problems With The Eyes.

My advice to you is not to inquire why or whither, but just to enjoy your ice cream while it's on your plate.
Thornton Wilder

Today i learned not to question too much, but just be humble and stay in your track. The over questioning and knowing too much, can lead to heartaches and unwanted problems. So i have been taught a lesson where i speak only when i am needed and to be humble. Why must i know so many things about other people and stuff which i should not know? So i decided to just let things go and mind my own business.

I woke up around 9 plus in the morning cause my bro came back from his night shift and annoyed me. Such a loving brother i have eh? I watched television a while and then did some of my stuff. Then i did my arm workout and it felt so good. I wanted to do skipping but it was too cold outside and i decided not to. I wanted to have a short nap before i headed to Tiong Bahru to get my eyes checked. But i changed my mind and got ready and went to the plaza instead.

I waited a while before the optician attended to me, then she checked my eyes and gave me bad news. My right eye is a little swollen, thus, she could not check my degree at that point of time. She suggested that i wash my eyes with saline solution and come back in a few days time. Sigh i am actually worried, cause i fall under the category of people aged 10-15 years old who have these problems. And it might get worse so she need to follow up and have a good look. I pray that nothing is serious.

I headed back home and watched Vasantham Star, just before dinner arrived. Then i watched High School Musical again!! But i am cool with it, better than being bored and not doing anything. In this movie, i learnt that people find it very hard to see you in a different light. Therefore, it obstructs you from really doing what you really like to do and to shine in that.

I am missing the boyfriend much now. Sigh wish i could have met him today, but he had to go back camp on some activation for the NDP. Arghhh.. but its all for a good cost. Anyway i was tired too and its late too meet also. I want to be fresh for work tomorrow and i am looking forward to teach the kids.

I think i am going to do some skipping before i have my milo and then i am going to bed. I will update you tomorrow if i actually did my skipping. ~Smiles~ My head is hurting quite a bit too and i need to get my eyes off the computer and let it rest too.

I just saw the ad on tv for Rush Hour 3 and Chris Tucker said, "You are Asian, stop humiliating yourself!!". He is just so funny and i feel both Jackie and Chris have a very good chemistry together. Baby and i were talking about the funny parts and the bloopers of their previous movies.

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When I Think Of Love I Think Of You!!

You're my past, my future,
My all, my everything,
My six in the morning when the clock rings
and i open up my eyes to a new day
My Laughs, my frowns
My ups, My downs
Its a feeling that you get when you know that somethings true,
When i think of love i think of you

Im looking at you while your sleeping here beside me,
Oh, mere words cant explain the love i have inside
Its more than just a physical thing, i know
Its something like a spiritual connection
I feel it in my soul heart and mind

The sweetest thing is what you are
From you, I'll never be to far,
Please say forever you will stay beside me

Your beautiful like the colours of the rainbow
Warm heated like the rays of the sun on summer days
All i got to do is look into your eyes to lose myself
Your the substance of my dreams, epitomy of women
The only one i truly call mine

Oohh when i think of love i think of you
Baby i love you, baby i need you.

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

4th Week Of Novena.

The door of opportunity won't open unless you do some pushing.
Anonymous

If you do not work at what you want, nothing will ever happen. You need to put in some effort for things to happen. For example, a simple job like opening a door, you need to use your hands and turn the nob in order for the door to be opened. If you are just going to stand there, it will never be opened for you. So if you want something in life, do a little work and who knows you might just get what you want for the little effort you put in, or maybe even more than what you expected.

Today is the fourth week of Novena, and the theme for it is God is POWER. Met baby at the food stall opp church and had early dinner first, cause we could not make it for the 6pm service. When we entered the church i saw someone, and the feeling was very mutual. Despite all the things that happened in the past, i felt nothing of it ever happened. Cause to me i never had a problem with anyone and i just like to forget things so that i do not contain any bad feelings.

After Novena, i decided to go to Suntec City cause i needed to pay up for my laptop. Baby followed me and we ended up buying some stuff from there too. I bought a skipping rope and 2 dumbbells (2kg). I wanted to start exercising back since i have no time to head to the gym. I know i can do it and i will put in effort. We walked around a little but and had ice cream, despite the cold weather and us being sick. ~Laughs~ Soon i gave up on the ice cream as i felt it was making my throat worse.

We headed home in different directions. I am missing baby so much already. Sighs. We used to spend most of the weekends together but now due to the shifting and all, we cant spend much time together. Its alright, its for a good cost anyway. I will just wait till he gets his own room and then i will stay over as much as i like. =)

Thanks for accompanying me today lala. And attending the Novena with you is just great. I feel so happy and enlightened every Saturday after attending it. I love the laughters and fun we have together. It just makes me smile so much. Apart from all of these, i dread the moment when you will be leaving for your competition and leave me all alone here. I am going to miss you so much. But when you get back i know will be so proud and happy for you. Love you loads baby.

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Night out with the Boys‎

A married man left work early one Friday afternoon.
Instead of going home, however, he spent the weekend (and his money) partying with the boys.
When he finally returned home on Sunday night, his wife really got on his case and stayed on it.
After a couple of hours of swearing and screaming, his wife paused and pointed at him and made him an offer.
"How would you like it if you didn't see me for a couple of days? ?!?".....
The husband couldn't believe his luck, so he looked up, smiled and said,
"That would suit me just fine!!"
Monday went by, and the man didn't see his wife.
Tuesday and Wednesday went by and he still didn't see her.
Come Thursday, the swelling went down a bit and he could see her a little just out of the corner of his left eye.

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Friday, July 27, 2007

The Sick Feeling Once Again!! ~Sigh~

Meditate. Live purely. Be quiet. Do your work with mastery. Like the moon, come out from behind the clouds! Shine.
Buddha

Live a clean and healthy life, do not do or think of harming others. When you think of doing bad things to others, your heart becomes dark and cannot see the light. Those thoughts will darken your soul and its a trap that you cannot come out from, or maybe you can try very hard for it. Just live your life happily and do good for others if possible, and you will be able to shine. I am trying to live that life now, and i am truly happy and contented.

I was feeling very tired and weak but i got up and headed to work. I did not want to miss work already, so i just tried to tahan the day. Work was alright, had some kids who i had to struggle with but other than that it was good. I managed to get the kids to do the worksheet i prepared for them and also did the boarders for the portfolio work. I am glad i did the job and finished it before school ended, otherwise i have to take it back home and do.

After work, i headed home. Ate a little bit and then took my medicines. Feeling a little groggy and head very heavy. Its all just the feeling of being sick!! Sigh hate having the flu cause it just makes me so annoyed and weak. I watched television a while and then decided to head to bed.

Both baby and i are sick. This is what happens when you are in love. We have been getting sick together ever since we started dating. Quite funny and cute when i think about it now.

Ok you all have a good weekend ahead and keep smiling despite the weather!! =)

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

The Feeling Of Being Loved.

Some people, no matter how old they get, never lose their beauty. It merely moves from their faces to their hearts.
Martin Buxbaum

Do not only care about your physical beauty, not only yours but others too. Look beyond the physical beauty and search for the inner beauty, which is more worth it. I used to be so cautious about my looks that i forget who i really am. But now i realised and i am more humble and who i really am.

In the morning, i took the antibiotics and fell uncomfortable and sick after that. So i called in sick and went to consult the same doc again. He gave me some other meds and gave me 2 days mc just in case. I came home took meds and rested a while.

I woke up feeling the urge to meet the fat ass, so i decided to meet him at yishun. We had dinner and then sat at Starbucks and chatted. It was so nice to be in his arms once again, and it felt so good. Just want to be held and not wanting him to let go. Thank you for meeting up with me.

I made it back just in time for my csi finale. It was good and i just cant wait for the new season to come out. I am missing my one tree hill actually. Just love the way it is all shown and how much i have learnt from it all. After my csi, i headed to bed as i was so tired and needed to go work tomorrow.

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

It Never Ends..

When eating a fruit, think of the person who planted the tree.
Vietnamese saying

You will just be enjoying the outcome but you have no idea what the process and hard work for yje outcome to happen. So make it a habit to know the story behind things, it can be for general knowledge and also knowing the hard work people had to put in.

Work was tiring today, i felt very exhausted and all. Moreover i was feeling sick and getting worse. Although i was feeling sick, i did not fail to do my duties as a teacher. Sometimes the children are very trying and just test ya patience. But i stand firm and hold my grounds. After work i was on the way home, but i saw my mum at the clinic so i went to see her there. I decided to consult the doctor about the lumps which were forming on my neck and behind my ear. The doctor said it was due to my infection behind my ear. He gave me some medicines and asked me to apply some cream too.

I prepared some worksheets for the kids to do the next day. I took the meds and wanted to go to bed. Sometimes you need to go through things to learn about some other things. Quite sad about what had happened, but whatever it is it all happens for a reason.


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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Surprise By The Lovely Boyfriend!!

Every time I think I'm getting old, something else happens.
Lillian Carter

I was happy when i headed to work today, cause i know that at the end of the day i will be going to meet baby for dinner and maybe a movie. So i did not complain about work and anyway it was quite alright. After work, i took a bus and went to meet the smelly at town. I alighted at the Orchard Mrt and took the underpass to meet baby at the control station. On the way there, i slipped and fell while walking down the steps. My ankle hurt like HELL!! There were a few people who helped me with my things and also asked if i was alright. From then on, i was such a clumsy person!! I kept tripping and hitting myself. Really do not know what happened to me today.

Baby surprised me with the adidas bag i wanted some time ago. It was really so sweet of him. We wanted to watch movie but there were no available timings for us, so we had dinner at
fish&co instead. We had a very nice dinner and had fun during dinner. Just when we were about to leave the restaurant, i spotted grj and pradheep. I went out to talk to the both of them and intro my bf to them. Walked with them a a while then i spotted bodyshop and wanted to get some stuff from there.

Then we went to McCafe and had hot chocolate and baby had cafe mocha. We had another epsiode of entertainment over there. We just cracked jokes and was laughing so much. Baby sharing his day and i sharing mine. It is just blissful with the old man. And i am glad we met up today. Made my day a happy one.
Thanks for the bag baby, although i cant use it everyday. I will use it when i am running away from home ok. I love you so much and everytime you spend with me is just happy moments. Thanks once again.


the bag baby bought for me.

me and my bag.

blissful =)

my big broad smile!!
my hot chocolate with a smiley face.

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Monday, July 23, 2007

Meeting The MG Team =)

The most difficult thing I have ever had to do is follow the guidance I prayed for.
Albert Schweitzer (submitted by judithkay41)

Sometimes when i am being guided, i feel i contradict that feeling and go in another path. I mean the whole idea of praying and asking for guidance is cause i did not know how to continue, but then i chose my own path. Cause i wonder if that guidance is my own thinking or if it was GOD's hand guiding me. But i have learnt to follow the signs and my heart.

Woke up quite early in the morning and met baby at east coast. We were there super early!! The team was supposed to meet at about 10am, but instead they came at 12 or some even later. Baby and i went near the waters and took pictures together. It was a very cool and nice breeze. We just sat over there and enjoyed the scenery and in each others company.

After some time, we saw that his 'Sir' and family came along so we went to join them. We had small talks and enjoyed the time over there. Each of them brought food and some snacks. It was a good gathering. Then the guys played soccer and all. It was funny. Took group pictures and then the guys headed to swim. I just stood there watching the guys and snapping away with one of the guy's gf. We just made fun of the guys and imitating them. It was fun.

Then his friend gave us a ride back to Bedok. Baby had to take his shower and his things for camp. After that, we headed to Shaw Towers and wanting to watch Harry potter, but sadly we missed the last time slot for it. So we decided to watch Vacancy which was a bad choice. It was not worth watching and i did not like it. I guess my heart is weaker and i cannot take such movies anymore. But i still like to watch.

We then walked to bugis after the movie and baby sent me off in the bus and he headed back to camp. I had a very good day with my baby and his friends. Thank you my love for being there for me always. Helping me and supporting me through my wonderful times and not forgetting the hard ones too. I love you so much.

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

3rd Week Of Novena.

Love truth, but pardon error.
Voltaire

When the person you love tells you the truth, accept it and forget the mistake that the person has made. Cause the truth means more than the mistake that the person has done. It sure means that the person wants you to know the truth and did not want to hide it from you. So appreciate that the person is telling you the truth instead of hiding and lying. Although the mistake might hurt you, just remember that the person told you the truth.

Headed to work today at 8 plus in the morning. Work was tiring as we had very little teachers today. The children were not much but the kids who came were naughty. Argghh.. we could not really do our work as there is always a bully and a victim!! Sigh.

After work, i wanted to go to do my eyebrows and then to Novena. But i was not feeling too good with my mood so i headed home. After some thought when i was home, i got ready and headed to Novena. Met baby at the church and i saw my aunt there too. Saw some unwanted faces too. I just knew that i was going to see those people. Anyway God's house is always a place for forgiveness.

After Novena, we headed to little india and i did my eyebrows. Then went over to bedok and met baby's friend to give chicken wings for tomorrow's bbq. Then we headed over to baby's new house to do some shifting of the furniture. The house was very dusty cause of the cement and all. But i was so glad i could help a little. Later i took a cab back with Mike to my cousin's place. I ate dinner over there and played with my lil nephew a while.

Headed home after some time. I watched a tamil movie on central. Now i am very tired and need some rest as i have baby's team gathering to attend tomorrow. So good night and see you later in the day. Hope you have a wonderful Sunday.

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Friday, July 20, 2007

The Days Seem Endless.

Life isn't a matter of milestones, but moments.
Rose Kennedy

Life is about the moments you treasure and keep in your heart. The moment you create with your loved ones, be it bad or good. Keep it all close to your hearts but remember to let the hurt go from the bad memories and just keep the lessons learnt. I am glad that i have wonderful memories which keeps me smiling and looking forward for more to come.

I am back to work after the 2 days of MC. It was tiring and i was dragging myself out of bed, but i know i had to go to work. So i did, my shift was changed with the teacher who had to do the late shift yesterday and i took it today. It was quite alright today, although i was tired and all. The lil devil did make probs but it was alright. I somehow managed it.

After work, i went to the bookshop to photocopy the whole Alphabet Book and some other worksheets. I want to keep my own resources. At the bookshop, the person knew i was a teacher and gave me a discount for the things i bought and the photocopying. It was really nice. Headed home after that and ate whole heartedly. My mummy cooked crab sambal. Yummy Yum Yum!!

Had a little with the bf!! Sigh. Its all the learning process. It takes time and much needed effort. I mean which relationship does not have conflicts and all right?? I am learning and its alright with me cause i am not perfect and it makes me a better person.

A little bit of this and a little bit of that. Sometimes i wonder what am i doing in my life, and i realised i am doing all of this for my own happiness. But i wonder why i chose this path! Sometimes i am scared and afraid that i might have chosen this path, but i hope that it will make me a stronger person and look forward to the future. I know certain things are done for my own good, but i do think back and compare at times. I know that it is not good but it is life, and people do that.

I love you with all my heart and i am learning through this relationship. Thank you for being there for me despite all the problems that we face. I look forward to many more moments we spend together and create wonderful memories together. You make me want to live another day and look forward to our meetings. Muacks my angel =)


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Thursday, July 19, 2007

The Inevitable Feelings!!


There may be more to learn from climbing the same mountain a hundred times than by climbing a hundred different mountains. Richard Nelson

You may have climbed the same mountain a hundred times, but the lessons you learn each time is different. Just like how you climb the same mountain a hundred times, but the route you take will never exactly be the same every time. When a situation arises and you have faced that many times before or something similar to it, just be sure to see it from different angels that you have never seen before. Through this, you may just learn a few more things which you can use in life.

I woke up feeling sick still. So i used the second day of MC to rest at home. I woke up about 10.40am and realised that i could not order Macs for breakfast. Suddenly i had the craving to eat that. Its alright tomorrow before i head to work i will eat it. ~smiles~ I had a late breakfast and watched the other 2 movies that i borrowed. My brother wanted me to drive him to the bike workshop but i was too tired and drowsy from the meds, so i stayed at home.

I printed some worksheets which i can use in future for the kids who i will teach or even for my own kids. I am just making my own compilation of resources. I have yet to buy a clear file to file all the papers. And soon i will borrow another file from my colleague and make copies of those worksheets. Then i will have more resources.


I sit here wondering why do i have to face these kinds of problems. But i know that you will stand up for me, when you see something going wrong and i am not at fault. I am very thankful that i have someone to protect me when i cannot speak up. I have not done anything that will hurt both our families, but i wonder why it is so easy to point fingers at me. I am just taking it in and giving in too. I know it is not my fault, but i rather stay away than to make problems worse. Thank you so much for being there for me dada. I love you loads. I am glad i can count on you, adn we can talk things out so easily. Muacks my smelly pig.


Good night to one and all. I am heading to bed and have my beauty sleep. Tomorrow i have work and the headache will start all over when i see that lil devil.

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Libra & Capricorn

Romantic Compatibility

Provided by: Astrology.com

Libra & Capricorn

When Libra and Capricorn come together in a love match, they can be a good couple -- if they can uncover their sometimes difficult to find similarities. On the surface, these two couldn't be more different: While Capricorn is quiet and unassuming, Libra tends to be a social butterfly, delighting in visiting with other people. Capricorn is concerned with hard work as a means toward career advancement and recognition; Libra is concerned with beauty, art and balance in life and relationships. This is not to say, however, that there is no meeting point for these two; if they are coming from a base of mutual love and respect, they can work to find their common ground.

When these two Signs work together on a project or a problem, it works best if they have pre-set roles to fulfill, as they both like to take charge. Once their expectations are defined, their approaches are once again quite different: Libra is pondering and intellectual, but Capricorn sees the value of doing things the hard way if it leads to certain success. Once the partners understand each other's style, their methods help them to achieve together what they could not achieve alone.

Libra is ruled by the Planet Venus (Love) and Capricorn is ruled by Planet, while Saturn is cold, hard and masculine. These Planets don't have much in common so it's important for Libra and Capricorn to work through their differences. Venus encourages Libra to slow down to take in the beauty and romance life offers; this can come across as laziness to Capricorn, whose Saturn influence lends them that dogged determination to push forward against all odds and succeed at the goals they set for themselves. These two Planets can work at cross-purposes, creating antagonism, strife and repressed emotions unless Libra and Capricorn make a concerted effort to understand and accept one another's focus in life. Capricorn must take care not to discourage Libra from their natural enthusiasm and optimism, and Libra must put their natural diplomacy to use in order to maintain balance with Capricorn.

Libra is an Air Sign and Capricorn is an Earth Sign. Libra relies on their intellect in life; their sensibilities are attuned to aesthetics, a subject on which a true Libra always has lots of opinions. Capricorns rely on brain power as well, but of a different sort; they search for the pragmatic method in all they do, and may not feel they have time to dabble in aesthetics. If these two can learn to work as a team, they could form two sides of a coin, so to speak.

Libra and Capricorn are both Cardinal Signs. Both Signs are initiators, but they have such widely varying work ethics that they work better when they each have a particular, well-defined role. When it comes to conflict, Libra will be the first to back down, which will appease Capricorn (who likes to be right!). It's important for both partners to understand that compromise is they key to their success.

What's the best aspect of the Libra-Capricorn relationship? They each bring their own qualities to the relationship. Once they allow one another to be themselves -- rather than getting in one another's way -- they can blend well to make a whole. Theirs is a challenging relationship, but they can learn from each other if they maintain the effort.


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Photos Taken From My Hp!!


my sweet angel joey and myself.
going to miss her when she leaves for china.


raymond, the sweet lil boy.


a boy who knows how to appreciate beauty and a sweet boy.


jansen, a boy who speaks to me in chinese.


the twins in the nursery class.
flora and megan.


joseph moreno, a boy who i love loads.


shamus, one of the smallest.


rise peh, the brother of the brat i was speaking about!!


lee ming, the boy who always says 'dont want' in chinese whenever he sees me.


baby took this picture of me.


he is a joy to me.


litian, one of the youngest in the center.


i had to bribe him to take picture wid me.


jiaen, a boy in the BASC who i will send out to take the bus everyday.

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

2 Day MC!!

A loyal friend laughs at your jokes when they're not so good, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not so bad.
Arnold Glasgow

A friend is a person who will stick by ya side no matter what happens. A friend who will lend you a shoulder to cry on when you are down and in need of someone. A friend is a person who will share not only ya joy but ya sadness too. I have friends who have been there for me but now we have drifted apart and that hurts a lot. Meeting them is quite hard, its understandable cause of our hectic schedules. But i still love them despite all of these.

I was already not feeling too good yesterday night. Had slight fever and all, and today morning it was not any better. I called the work place and told them. Later in the day, i went to see the doc and he gave me 2 days mc, just in case i am not well still. I borrowed 4 VCDs so that i can watch and keep myself occupied. I watched 2 today.

Later in the day, i watched this tamil debate on Central. The topic was 'Who gets hurt most in a relationship? Guys or Girls? It was quite interesting to hear their point of views, but if you ask me i will say that both party will get hurt. It is how you want to handle the situation or show ya sadness to other people. For me, not everyone will show that he/she is hurt, but keep it inside and weep. That is how i am at times too. Why should we show that we are sad and gain sympathy from others?? I mean what help does it do? At times, people will say things that will just hurt you more only.

I played some games on my computer and i just love Wheel Of Fortune! Its just nice and stimulates ya brain activity. I might buy that game, but i really want to buy SIMS!! I have been waiting to play that game for a very very long time. Sigh. So i watched television a while and then headed to bed as the meds started to kick in.

Oh ya my CSI is coming to an end next wed. I cant wait for the finale. It is going to be interesting as the miniature killer strikes once more. Will he be caught and revealed?? Stay tuned and watch next week's episode. I am thinking of watching my One Tree Hill all over again. I just love it so much. Or maybe i should just start watching another series and get addicted to it. ~Laughters~ Or i just shall sit here, rot and type away on my blog. That might just do the trick!!

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Sick Once Again!!

To see things in the seed, that is genius.
Lao-Tzu

Forced myself to work as i was feeling quite sick and all. Did not get better but was getting worse. It was alright at work but i had a wrestle with that brat and then injured myself in the process. Oh my that one is real pain. I really can get heart attack or high blood pressure. And now he is flirting with this new girl in class. Aiyo this one ah, got a lot of nonsense.

The kids i was teaching was also testing my patience today. Arghh, do not know why but when i am not in the mood then they test me. But i tried to be strong and carried on my day. When i came back home, i had a fever and all. I headed to bed early as i was feeling not well.

So that is it for today. I am done and heading to bed. Good night =)

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Monday, July 16, 2007

It All Starts Again!!

Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart don't know how to laugh either.
Golda Meir

It is alright when you cry. Everyone will have to cry some day or another in your lifetime. It is good to cry also, whats the point of keeping all of it inside and then one day just burst out?? When you do not know how to be sad, that means that you do not know how to really be very happy. You need to have a good balance in life.

Happy Birthday Mummy.
All The Best & May God Bless You.
Love You Loads.

Headed to work at 9.30am and ended at 5.30pm. I was already sick but i still went to work. Baby stayed over at my place last night after our late night movie. And i was very happy cause i get to smell him once again. I woke up early in the morning and woke him up for work. I made breakfast for him and was trying to stay wide awake to have a short conversation with him. Then i sent him off to work and went back to bed. I woke up later and headed to work.

Work was alright, except for that lil brat. But since i was sick today, i could not care about him much. I was very tired by the end of the day. Headed back home and waited for baby to confirm with me about going to his parent's house. After a long time, we decided to head to his parent's house to celebrate his mum's birthday.

I drove and picked baby up, then headed over to bedok and celebrated mum's birthday. It was alright, felt a little uncomfortable though. Sigh it is always the case when someone new comes over to the house. But i am doing alright, standing tall and walking good. After that, drove baby over to my place and then he headed to camp from my place. I had dinner at home, waited a while and then took meds before i sleep. Too tired for anything else.


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Weekend Spent With The Bf Sleeping Over!!!

Worrying about something that may never happen is like paying interest on money you may never borrow.
Unknown

I agree totally!! There is no point if you just keep thinking about what can never happen. Just carry on with your life and that is the best for you and everyone else.

Happy Birthday To You.
Now You Are Officially An Adult,
Think Wisely And Do Right.
I Know You Will Read My Blog So Here I Am Wishing You.
I Have My Reasons For Not Wishing You.
But I Know You Are Doing Quite Alright.
God Bless!!

I waited for baby to finish range and then i met him at Novena for the 6pm service. Then we had late lunch at Bk and then headed over to Vivo City. We planned to watch 2 movies but there were no seatings for both the movies. So we bought some stuff for Caian and then headed to my cousin's place. We had dinner over there and played with lil Caian. So happy to see him after so long. After that, we headed back home and had a good sleep. We were exhausted after the long long day.

It is vital that people "count their blessings" to appreciate what they possess without having to undergo its actual loss.
Abraham Maslow

Its better to appreciative of what you have now, than to regret when the person or thing is lost/gone. Cause i know how it feels like and it is not a very nice feeling. It leaves you empty and lonely.

We woke up quite early comparing the time that we went to sleep. Then we went to the market for my mum and had our breakfast there too. Waited for my mum to cook, we had our lunch and headed out to meet Mike and my cousins at Holland V. We had coffee and chatted for some time. As it was too late, we did not go to Baby's parents house. Instead, we went to Shaw Towers and watched movie. We watched Transformers, which was a super good movie i never regretted watching. And Shaw Towers will be our next hang out place to watch movies. You will not have the problem of sufficient seats or not. Its practically empty but i like the couple seats. So cute la.

After that, we had dinner and baby headed back to my place. Cause its too late to head back to camp and we did not want to waste money for him to head back to his house. I had another day of my baby's smell. So nice and good.

I love you smelly. You make me so happy. Muacks.

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Friday, July 13, 2007

Last Day Of The Week For Work!!

Hope arouses, as nothing else can arouse, a passion for the possible.
William Sloane Coffin, Jr.

Its always about the hopes and dreams, but sometimes or most of the times, things do not happen the way you hoped or wished for it to be. Sometimes you wish for something that you know you can never get back, but you still pray and wish for it to be. This is life, but after a while you will just forget that thought and move on.

Head has been really painful, but i tahan and carry on with my day. Did some collage thing with the children, still doing the same concept of patterning. At this point most of the kids can get the concept and i am proud of myself. Although there are a few kids who are slower but they are still catching up quite alright. Work was alright but half way through the day, my back hurt so much and i did not know why. But what the hell, i still went through my day. When i reached home, i was just so exhausted and just wanted to crash on my bed so badly.

Had a good talk with baby in the late evening and after a long time, i could not take it so i headed to bed. I am feeling very uncomfortable when i was lying down and all. Sigh dun know what's happening to me. Just have to tahan and live on right??

I have been thinking and wonder if i should wish you or not. But i decided not to! I have my reasons, i am giving you your space of moving on and not wanting you to be reminded of the past. So all the best in everything that you do and god bless you always.

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

A New Haircut & Hair Colour.

Don't cross the stream to look for water.
Swedish Proverb (submitted by Superyooper)

Why cant you just wait for the steam to condense and form water? It is another state of water, and thats about it. Why do you need to go across it to find water?? Likewise, why do you need to look past moments to find happiness?? You can just create those moments as happy ones. Its how you want it to be and how you see everything. I chose to see things in a more positive and happy point of view, and i see that my life has been better.

Today i did not go to work as i was still quite weak and not in the position to teach the kids. Anyway i took this day to rest and get some stuff done. I did my hair and i do not really like the colour. Arghh..but the hair looks better. I watched television and waited for the fat ass. He is helping his family move and has been busy for quite some time already. Sigh shifting house is a major headache!! Thank God I dun remember doing it.

Everything seems to be going fine and i am loving everything about it. My dear friend, Vinod today had a good chat with me after a very long time. He wanted to know what had actually happened and all. I have lost u long ago and its too late to ask u back for help or a shoulder to lean on. You drifted apart long ago even when there was still hope, but everything is over now and there is no point looking back. I know what i did and i did it for my own happiness. I just want to thank you for always being there for me and lending me ya shoulder.

In the night, i went to a blog that Aswad asked me to read some time ago and now i had the time to read it. I was on the verge of tearing while i was reading that enteries in that blog. It really deeply touched me and the love that the person had. And now she is not in this world anymore. Thats why i said, treasure every moment and every loved one, cause u will never know when u might just loose them. Then it will be too late to regret and no use of doing that either. I just wish there was no such thing as death, but too bad i cant change that fact!! I havent lost someone so dear in that way, and i am terribly scared just by the thought of it. I dun know how i will find the strength to move on. Things do happen for a reason. Learn from it and do not make the same mistake again. I am here for u dear.

Baby i love u so much. I am missing you and being in ya arms. I cant wait for the weekend, where i can spend time with you and just go out. Thanks for always being there for me and supporting me in the things that i want to do. You mean so much to me and i really pray that everything goes well. I know we are standing strong and that you are my strength. I love u my lala boy. Muacks.




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