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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Trip To Little India

Prayer is not asking for what you think you want, but asking to be changed in ways you can't imagine.
Kathleen Norris

i do pray.
i pray for things to be better.
i pray that my family and loved ones will be safe and lead a better life.
i pray that i can change my ways and be a better person.
i pray for the strength to carry on each day fruitfully and dutifully.
i do not pray for what i really want or what i think i should get.
cause i know if i get something its for a reason and i will be happy with it.

work today was alright.
not really tired these days working there.
i am getting used to it.
the china teacher always tells me that she is very happy to see me and all.
but i know whats the real reason.
stupid ass.

anyway after work i headed to little india to do my eyebrows.
it took quite fast and i headed home after that.
was tired at the end of the day.
i watched tv and all and headed to bed some what early i would say.
so that was quite a short day short day for me.

good night everyone.




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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

CSI

One cannot help being old, but one can resist being aged.
Lord Samuel

another day at work and i am just sick of the chinese teacher.
she just pisses me off.
i mean she is just such a hypocrite.
so annoying.
but i just carry on with my own work and do not give a damn about her.
nothing much happened today.
watched my csi in the night.
its getting more exciting every week.
and i am waiting for my heroes to resume.
sigh.
today's entry is a very short one.
nothing much to blog about.
so good night and i will be back soon.

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Another Work Season In Cherie Hearts!!

The only difference between stumbling blocks and steppingstones is the way in which we use them.
Unknown (submitted by Bambi 870)

work today was good.
cause my wonderful lil akaash who disrupts my class was not in my class.
he was taken cared of by another teacher.
haha.
i sound so evil.
but it really helps actually.
i took the whole class by myself,
except bath time.
i really learnt a few more things today.
my lil love came today which my day better.
he was with me the whole day.
gave me kisses before he sleep and after he woke up and all.
and i just love him so much.

i am not really tired although i took the whole class and all.
anw there was this incident when i brought the children to the toilet.
one of the boys was peeing when another was playing with that particular boys pee.
arghh when i saw that i just screamed my head off.
oh my.
it was so disgusting.
luckily i saw if not what will happen if he just puts his hands in his mouth??
mad people.
i was glad to have gone home.
hope tomorrow will be good too.

i am sad for what has been happening at home.
my brother cannot accept the truth.
arghh so annoying when this happens over and over again.
i am so sick of it all.
sigh.

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Monday, March 26, 2007

Thinking Of What I Should Do With My Life!!

If you spend your whole life waiting for the storm, you'll never enjoy the sunshine.
Morris West

even though bad things happen in ya life,
you cannot just wait for it to happen and be sad all the way.
you still need to be happy and enjoy everyday as it comes.
and when the bad times come,
you just face it with strength and carry on with life.
you cannot just sit around and wait for the bad times to come around.

i had a lot of things to think about today.
after long thoughts about it,
i decided that i will not go for my cambodia trip.
for some reasons.
one of it is that shortage of cash and another is that i know my dad will make noise when i come back.
saying that i wasted his money and all.
and the last reason is that my mum is still very sick and i know if i go my heart will not be at peace.
and i would not really fulfill the purpose of my trip.
i am very sad that i have to make this decision,
but after much though this is the best decision.
and i decided to join back cherie hearts for the time being for extra cash.
i feel like a beggar.
hate this feeling.
cant keep letting him pay and also i got no cash for my own stuff too.
so better to work and earn my own money than to live off my parents.

so this will i will be working full day in cherie hearts while next week i think it will be half day.
at least i still get cash while i get to do my own stuff.
i am just pushing myself cause i know i need the cash to settle my stuff and buy stuff.
so just hanging in there.
i am just thinking a lot about my life.
how is it going to be and all.
but i am glad that i am happy now.
doing what i wanna do and being cheerful which i love to be and its my nature.
cant wait for the arrival of my nephew.
thinking of how is he going to look like and all.

babe told me certain stuff and all.
i am amused but kinda figured that out already.
sigh.
but its alright,
im not loving the person any lesser.
i cant wait for the weekend again.
weekends are always exciting.
if we are going to meet kiran again i just will not stop laughing cause he just cracks me up.

i better head to bed now to prepare for work tomorrow.
good night.
will update tomorrow.

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A Glimse For You!!


the picture i like best =)


kisses for u for the wonderful weekend.


oo he is so tall.


wid the newly engaged.
and kiran so happy with 2 ladies by his side.


my personal favourite!!!

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My Super Sonic Weekend!!

Always be nice to people on the way up; because you'll meet the same people on the way down.
Wilson Mizner

whatever you do to people it will come back to you.
if you are nice to people on ya way up the ladder,
when you are retired and just sitting around nice people will be around you to help.
and vice versa.
so just try to be nice.
or just think what you want when you are just sitting around.

i slept like a log cause i was super tired after the super long night i had before.
after that i got ready and went over to babe's house.
i had a short nap over at his place while he watch rocky.
woke up and got ready for kiran's engagement.
old man looked good.
oooo.
like some sch boy.
but nice.

we went to the temple first for the short ceremony and then over to liquid kitchen.
it was nice over there.
played pool and all.
had a good time over there,
cause we kept fooling people about us.
especially kiran.
he was super confused.
kiran's dad was very nice and he kept saying i have very beautiful eyes and all.
haha.
cute.
we were disturbing kiran's cousin and friends too.
they are a very nice bunch of people.
and i am glad that they are very happy for us.
kiran was very happy and he just glad that he cleared his doubt at last.

after that we headed to MOS.
it was alright but i was super tired.
very very tired.
mike went missing.
mad fellow.
so baby and i headed back home.
i stayed over at his place cause it was so late already and y stuff was at his place.
took a shower and just knocked out on the bed.

Learn as if you were going to live forever. Live as if you were going to die tomorrow.
Mahatma Gandhi

i am definitely very happy now.
i am living one day at a time and enjoying everything that is coming my way.
i am glad.
very glad indeed.
and i am learning a lot about the people around me and also about life.

slept practically the whole day over at his place.
both super tired.
we woke up and ate his dad's chicken rice.
ooo that was so yummy.
i ate 2 rounds of rice.
then we did what we do best.
SLEEP!!!
after waking up we ate again.
real pigs we are.
then got ready to go to the new house again.


headed there wid dad and babe.
and met sister,mike and mum there.
they took measurements and decided what they wanna do for the house and all.
i can really imagine how the house is going to look like and its going to be good.
very nice i can see.
waiting for it to be complete.
after that went to have dinner.
headed back to babe's house and then he sent me back home.
mum asked when i was going to come back to their house.
haha.
so cute.

babe thanks for a very wonderful weekend.
everything looks like a dream but i am glad i am with you.
its all very fun and good.
disturbing people and all.
so nice.
i enjoy every moment.
thanks babe.
looking forward for more to come.
thanks once again.
=)

anw i have uploaded the pics to my yahoo pictures so check them out.
i will post some of the pics up so u can have a glimse.
but go to my yahoo pictures in my links and check out kiran's engagement.


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Saturday, March 24, 2007

First Stay Over!!

Fight for your opinions, but do not believe that they contain the whole truth, or the only truth.
Charles A. Dana

yes i do have a say in things.
not all though but still i do have.
every human being is entitled to their own opinions and views.
it can be right or wrong but its just an opinion or a view.
anyway if you are listening to someone else's view or opinion,
it does not mean that you have to take it.
it does not mean its right too.
cause everyone sees things differently.

i just slacked at home the whole day.
i watched my csi which i missed yesterday.
but i did not watch it properly too though.
i was rushing to bring my mum to the doctor.
my mum is still not feeling well.
i am so worried for her.
sigh.
wanted to bring her to the hospital but she was reluctant to go.
so settled for the private clinic instead.

later in the night i headed to husky's house.
stayed over there cause tomorrow i will be following to go check out the new house.
but when i reached there,
we headed to serangoon gardens.
we went over to liquid kitchen where we ate and played pool and cards.
with wong, mike, sister, husky n myself.
i had a wonderful time over at his place.
very tiring though cause i did not sleep well.
but it was all good.
happy happy.

Some people think it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go.
Sylvia Robinson

both ways it makes a person strong.
it depends on the situation for myself.
yes i do think of the past and remember everything that has happened.
but i can never compare it to my present cause it different and very unfair for all parties.
and at times i have to hold on to what i have cause it makes me a stronger person.
so in both ways i am stronger.

woke up in the morning at about 9 plus and got ready to go to the new house.
my old man made bombay toast for me.
yummy.
it was delicious.
then we made our way over to the house.
it is nice but to me its small.
but i know it will look really good once its done up.
after that we headed to town.
i had to go check my piercing.
but the guy was not there so we decided to go eat instead.
saw his sis-in-law.
no comments about that.
after that we did window shopping and i saw many things that i wanna buy.
but sadly i have no $$$.

after that we sat at lido's MCcafe.
drank the hot chocolate there and its nice.
yummy.
then i saw my wonderful friend shalini.
so happy that i saw her,
cause i havent seen her in a very long time.
after that we went to have some quiet time before we met mike and sister.
we went to meet wong at peace center and then headed to have dinner.
i am such a pig la.

after that we went to sim lim and then to mustafa.
aiyo headache la.
anw at mustafa old man bought a camera.
yay!!
then we went over to wong's place and played mahjong( i think u spell it like such)
i lost babe's money.
sigh felt so bad.
i didnt know they were playing money till like tt.
oh man if i knew i would not even play.
but i had a wonderful time on the whole.
so its good.

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

Over To My Place!!

A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.
Arnold Glasgow

i know that my true friends are happy for me now.
although they are still wondering what actually happened but they will know one day.
but i know that when they feel that something is wrong and not going right,
they will definitely tell me.
so now i am happy and doing well.
and i know my friends will not get in my way (in a bad way of course)

i stayed at home and took care of my mum.
she is having very high fever and very bad health.
sponged her with cold water and did my own stuff without asking her.
then i even helped to clean the house and all.
was super dirty and i could not stand it anymore.
the old man came over to my place.
after that we headed for dinner at the cheese prata shop,
but sadly the shop closed down.
so we just settled for what they offered now.
sigh.

i am happy that this is my first time driving all on my own.
and i am very very happy.
now i have the confidence to drive alone but its just that i do not know my way around.
its really irritating though.
i mean cause of the constant constructions and all.
the place never seem to look the same.
so it annoys me when i drive when i cannot see or recognize the place.

i feel that you are doing stuff just to make me jealous or what so ever.
i seriously do not know.
i still do care for you.
i want you to achieve what ever you wanted to.
i want you to go far in life.
and i know you will cause i have that confidence in you.
but you do not seem to want that.
i know you are just adding girls to ya friendster and all just for show or maybe otherwise.
but think whatever you want first before you do it ok.
i am not saying you cannot go into a relationship,
but think thats all i am saying.
i still do care for you and you know i am here if u wanna talk.
please do take care.

malini just shared with me this quote and i feel that it really is a message that i wanna send to someone.
or u can just go check out tis website and read other quotes. LOVE QUOTES
"You may thnk you love someone when you feel that you need them to bring happiness to you for the rest of your life. But you never truly love someone unless you feel you'll do whatever you have to to give them eternal happiness - even if it means letting. them go."
Submitted by Christin Zalewski

anyway to that one person,
if you really did care for me and loved me so much,
you would really want me to be happy.
i know its hard and all but this is life.
and you need to let go.
i never hated you and i still do not.
i care for you and always will.
please do take care.
god bless you always my dear.
i know it hurts deep down.
i hope you understand and move on.


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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Stomp The Yard!


by the fountain of fortune!! =)


while he smokes..


stupid faces!!


caught by the pic!!

he is just so in love with her!!!


Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.
Howard Thurman

like i said i cant keep doing things people want to make others happy.
i have to think what makes me happy and lift my spirits up.
now i am happy that i am doing what i want.
being very happy and carefree.
so hopefully you will too.

had a very good sleep today.
woke up a little later in the day.
updated my blog and then watched tv.
after that chatted with the feidak for a very long time.
then got ready and went to meet mike,sister and the old man.
we went to watch stomp the yard.
nice movie.
i like the moves and all.
and the guy has super body.
yummy.
sister and mike headed home while old man and i went for dinner.
we walked and walked and then settled for kenny rogers.
we finished the food and was full.
we just kept disturbing the people around us and having a very good time.
my husky loves disturbing the people around and making me laugh like mad.
thanks for the dinner babe.

after that we just sat near the fountain of fortune and watched the water,
but soon it started to drizzle so we headed somewhere else.
i spoke to johnny a while.
long time since i chatted with him.
nice chat.

there may be a lot of things i never said to you,
but i know and i have the confidence that this will all work out.
that things will turn out right.
i know somehow or another it will.
it is very different with you.
being happy, making fun and going out.
its all good.
and i am glad.
i know both of us are really happy and we will somehow find ways to deal with everything that comes our way.
i am just glad you are here.
i am glad it is you.
thanks my old husky.
muacks.

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Monday, March 19, 2007

My Happy Life =)

A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle.
Erin Majors

you never loose anything by making someone happy,
but u loose a lot when u make someone sad.
yes i have made people sad but somehow or another i will get it back.
i do make people happy too.
i make people happy more than i make myself happy.
but in the end seeing people happy makes me happy and satisfied.

i slacked at home.
catching up on my sleep which i missed during the weekend.
after that i woke up and headed to the gym with my brother.
i had a proper work out today.
more efficient than last week.
headed home and ate my fish soup.
was so hungry.
yummy.
after that i just watched tv and slacked more.

today is a day where i think and think and think.
i am very happy.
getting to know you even more and i am glad.
you just make me smile and laugh and i am happy.
thanks.

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Updated Pictures Of The Weekend!!


first pic of the day.


full dress!!




this pic i like so much!!!




do i look like her??


yummy.


haha.


bro and dad.


seee!!!!


naked brother.


i like.


in the car.


i love u mum.


my precious family i love so much =)


pose pose pose!!!


exchanging rings.


my dj annah and me.


so cute this lil one.


pretty girls.


thanks for being there.


gays!!


his no.1


it was nice but my mummy spoiled it!!


with the flower!!


this one i personally like!!


my brother is dancing!!


i like the kisses.


i miss him so much!


ooo i like his kisses.


reserved from sean.


so happy =)


him cutting cake.


superman!


ooo i like.


us at aldon's party.


mad person on the loose!!!


one candid.


his best friend!!


he's sad that i kissed him!!


kisses for his b'day.


with vila.


he like.


candid.


with malini.


with priya.


had to do it la.


bro with the girls.


priya and malini.


james and chelsea.


this one makes me smile.


just fooling around.


group at o'bar.

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