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Teaching The Younger Ones.

Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by an encounter with another human being. Each of us owes the deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this inner light.
Albert Schweitzer

yes i agree there will be someone who will rekindle the fire in you or even the tiny spark.
but at times,
that same person ignites it.
it varies from cases to case.
some times i feel that my flame is going to be blown off,
but some how or another it comes back again.
i hope it does one more time or i will give it all up.
tired of trying to make the flame grow.

childcare was alright today.
changed my schedule today.
they asked me to take the younger ones a while then swop.
it helped a little.
teaching them about body parts now.
quite cute la.
i only 2 kids in the P1 class.
but the negative thing is that they cant talk.
so i do not get much response unless they point of do physical response.
but i prefer them.
although their attention span was very short.
but i still like it.
i already know what i am going to do with the kids tomorrow.

after work i met mok at harbourfront.
walked a little then headed to have lunch.
he ate while i just talked.
haha.
then we walked around in order for me to find picture cards for the children on body parts.
but i did not so no choice.
after that headed home.
watched the next season of HEROES and then went to sleep a while.

woke up used computer and started to prepare for the children.
luckily i was done before my csi started.
i love csi.
and not heroes is added to my list.
yummy.

oh ya i forgot to mention i received a call from another special needs sch.
but its all the way at pasir ris.
wah thinking a million times now but i guess i might just go n see la.
what they offering n all.
better than just giving it a total no rite??

i wonder why i am alive,
i wonder why things happen the way they do.
i wonder if anyone can read my mind.
i wonder if whatever i am doing is right.
i wonder if everything will last as long as i want it to.
i wonder if i should give it a try.
i wonder if all these is worth it.
i wonder i wonder and i wonder.
that will never change.
i feel im going through a burnout.
and i do not know how to face it.
its hard to talk about it.
i know u wld wanna talk but let me be please.
i hope u will understand.

now i am heading to bed.
super tired.
and need energy for tml.
so good night n enjoy yaself.
muacks.

edited picture by shawn s/o somo.
whoohoo we are wanted at bus stops too.

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