~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into flame by an encounter with another human being. Each of us owes the deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this inner light.
Albert Schweitzer

yes i agree there will be someone who will rekindle the fire in you or even the tiny spark.
but at times,
that same person ignites it.
it varies from cases to case.
some times i feel that my flame is going to be blown off,
but some how or another it comes back again.
i hope it does one more time or i will give it all up.
tired of trying to make the flame grow.

childcare was alright today.
changed my schedule today.
they asked me to take the younger ones a while then swop.
it helped a little.
teaching them about body parts now.
quite cute la.
i only 2 kids in the P1 class.
but the negative thing is that they cant talk.
so i do not get much response unless they point of do physical response.
but i prefer them.
although their attention span was very short.
but i still like it.
i already know what i am going to do with the kids tomorrow.

after work i met mok at harbourfront.
walked a little then headed to have lunch.
he ate while i just talked.
haha.
then we walked around in order for me to find picture cards for the children on body parts.
but i did not so no choice.
after that headed home.
watched the next season of HEROES and then went to sleep a while.

woke up used computer and started to prepare for the children.
luckily i was done before my csi started.
i love csi.
and not heroes is added to my list.
yummy.

oh ya i forgot to mention i received a call from another special needs sch.
but its all the way at pasir ris.
wah thinking a million times now but i guess i might just go n see la.
what they offering n all.
better than just giving it a total no rite??

i wonder why i am alive,
i wonder why things happen the way they do.
i wonder if anyone can read my mind.
i wonder if whatever i am doing is right.
i wonder if everything will last as long as i want it to.
i wonder if i should give it a try.
i wonder if all these is worth it.
i wonder i wonder and i wonder.
that will never change.
i feel im going through a burnout.
and i do not know how to face it.
its hard to talk about it.
i know u wld wanna talk but let me be please.
i hope u will understand.

now i am heading to bed.
super tired.
and need energy for tml.
so good night n enjoy yaself.
muacks.

edited picture by shawn s/o somo.
whoohoo we are wanted at bus stops too.

Labels: Pictures

lilBeautifulangel11:17 PM

(0) comments

Funny Pictures =)

Labels: Pictures

lilBeautifulangel6:39 PM

(0) comments

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

First Half Day At Work!!

i started work back again today.
it was half a day like i mentioned.
the director of my center spoke to me after work.
it was quite intense but it went quite ok.
she was somewhat asking me to continue with them and all,
but i do not want that at all.
she even increased my pay.
see how it is over there??
arghh just cause they have shortage of staff.

after that headed to meet sister at city hall.
then went for her interview at esplanade.
happy that her interview went well.
from there we had late lunch at bk and spoke about a lot of stuff.
it was like good old times.
really havent gone out wid her in a long time n spoke all these.
i am happy.
after that went to meet my mum, attai and uncle at tekka.
went to do the saree.
i gave something for tailor and i can imagine how nice its going to look.
when i get it i will take pics and post ok.

anyway i am glad i could talk to baby today.
thanks dada for a wonderful talk.
muacks i love i so much.
you make me so happy.
been thinking a lot about so many stuff.
really hope god grants me everything to go through all of it.

lilBeautifulangel10:54 PM

(0) comments

What Love Means

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of
4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have
imagined. See what you think:
--------
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her
toenails anymore.
So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands
got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8
--------
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4
--------
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne
and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
--------
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French
fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
--------
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4
--------
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she
takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7
--------
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of
kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8
--------
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening
presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)
--------
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend
who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6
(We need a few million more Nikka's on this planet.)
--------
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday."
Noelle - age 7
--------
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still
friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6
--------
"My mommy loves me more than anybody .
You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6
--------
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5
--------
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is
handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7
--------
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone
all day."
Mary Ann - age 4
--------
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4
--------
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars
come out of you." (what an image)
Karen - age 7
--------
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't
think it's gross."
Mark - age 6
--------
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it.
But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8
--------
And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked
about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.
The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor
was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.
Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's
yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy
said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"

lilBeautifulangel7:57 PM

(0) comments

Monday, February 26, 2007