~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Vapid Life!!

No matter what accomplishments you make, somebody helped you.
Althea Gibson

somehow or another you will need at least someone's help.
thats all interdependency!!
and this is life.
you reply on ppl to a certain extend.
and thats the way it is.
i have too.
but maybe i depend a little too much.

vapid \VAP-id; VAY-pid\,
adjective:
1. Lacking liveliness and spirit; unanimated; spiritless; dull; as, "a vapid speech."
2. Flavorless; lacking taste or zest; flat; as, "vapid beer."

Happy Belated Anniversary to Nithya & Her Bf.
11 months alr.
all the best ok.
God bless u always.

Oh ya i forgot to say that yeserday i got back my results for the project of the roller coaster.
my grp got an A.
whoohoo.
then my individual grade was an A too.
combined wid the quiz we did.
haha very happy la.

ok anw today was an alright day la.
i am just leading a vapid life.
so dull and boring.
projects projects and thats what i just do.
sigh.
headed to bukit batoh for some project stuff.
arghh.

i am getting annoyed wid someone very frequently these days.
i am not putting so much on her but sometimes its really too much.
arghh.
i will try to just keep quiet to the max tt i can.

after school i met mok.
then we headed to the stadium.
aswady came to play against NP soccer team.
first ever time meeting him in real life.
at last!!
haha.
he very cute la.
anw aswady's team lost to NP.
AND ASWAD U WERE NOT SUPPOSED TO PLAY CAUSE OF YA TOE!!
thick skin ah u??
aiyo nothing to say alr.
but it was really so nice to have met u dear.
better get well soon ok.

baby came to fetch me.
i missed him so much.
these days i dun get to spend much time wid him.
so tiring all the days.
aiyah so sian la.
see like i said my life is so vapid now.
hope it comes back to life soon.

mok i am so sorry da.
i am really so sad for what i actually did.
i am so angry wid myself.
when i saw u lying there in pain i was so scared.
i am so sorry.
really i will make it up to u somehow ok.
i am so sorry!!
will never play like that ever again.
i feel so hurt to see u in that situation.
i really never meant to hurt u.
i think tis is the first time I made u cry and i am very upset!!
so sorry.
i cld not tahan that i cried to shawn.
it really hurts me so much.
sorry da.

i am tired and also very sad.
will go and rest now.
take care.
muacks.
good night =)

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Simplify Your Life

Simplify Your Life

#1: Give Yourself An Extra 10 Minutes

Instead of always rushing, start 10 minutes early instead of waiting until the last possible moment. You will find youself with plenty of time to spare and less stressed out in the process.

#2: Create A "Selffish" Ritual

When you haev what you need in an emotional sense, you have plenty left over for others. Rituals can be as simple as squeezing exercise into you daily routine, browsing bookstores or having a quiet cup of coffee before work. The point is, it's your time-a special part of the day reserved just for you.

#3: Speak Softly

When you speak too quickly and with a loud voice, the energy you send our into the world is frantic and nervous. People around you will feel pressured and slightly agitated. Speak softly and you may discover that you begin to feel calmer and less stressed. Next, you'll discover that everyone around you will quickly start to quiet down, too.

#4: Embrace Change

Truth is, everything is in a constant state of change- our bodies, homes, children. We can fight and resist change or surrender and embrace it. The problem with resistance is it's a losing batter- 100% of the time. When we try to resist the inevitable, we cause ourselves great pain and sorrow adn miss out on the great deal of potential joy. When we embrace change, we open the door to a far more peaceful existance. Then life becomes more of an adventure and each step seems more special and important.

#5: Don't Dramatise Deadlines

A lot of deadlines stress comes not from the deadlines themselves, but instead from the energy wasted thinking about them, wondering whether we'll meet them, feeling sorry for ourselves and, perhaps most of all, commiserating with others about them.

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Steven Covey's 7 Habits

Steven Covey's 7 Habits

Rational: These 7 habits help us to move from dependence to independence to interdependence.

Habit #1: Be Proactive

Behaviour is a product of decisions based on values rather than a product of conditions based on feelings.
Proactive person choose not to be controlled by others/external factors. "Act,Not Be Acted On"
Proactive person knows he/she is responsible for his/her own effectiveness and happiness.

Habit #2: Begin With The End In Mind

"Begin life with the end of life in mind.."

Habit 2 is a leadership habit; deals with directors.
Can begin by writing personal mission statement, philosophy or creed. It deals with direction. What you value in life can be valuable tool for groups or individuals. The key i sto have it written in people's minds and into their hearts..take time over it.
Goal is to get centered around a set of principles, values and purposes that transcend.

"Tie Yourself Not To Your History, But To Your Potential."

Habit #3: Put First Things First

Management habit deals with speel, co-ordination, logistics and going in that direction, time management.
Put first things first focuses on priority; goal is to manage self an dnot time.
Difference between important and urgent.

Time Management Matrix

Urgent & Important	Not Urgent & Important
Urgent & Not Important	Not Urgent & Not Important

Habit #4: Think Win/Win

Communications is a mutual exchange of infomation and understanding by any effective means.

Habit #5: Seek First To Understand Then To Be Understood

"The Heart Has Its Reasons Which Reasons Knows Not Of."

The single most important principle in the field of interpersonal relations.

Habit #6: Synergize; Co-operation

All parties work creatively to arrive at a solution. (win/win)
Synergize, 1+1=2,3,4 or 5
Compromise, 1+1=1 1/2

Habit #7: Sharpen The Saw; Self Renewal

Habit 7 is a seld-maintenance habit.
Continual self-renewal involves 4 dimensions of our nature.

spiritual self

mental self

physical self

social/emotional self

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First Degree Tie-up Under The Foreign Specialised Institutions Initiative Announced By MOE

When there is an original sound in the world, it makes a hundred echoes.
John A. Shedd

i dun know what this means but i definately learnt alot today.
thanks for showing me alot of ways.

redact \rih-DAKT\,
transitive verb:
1. To draw up or frame (a statement, proclamation, etc.); to put in writing.
2. To make ready and put in shape for publication; to edit.

we had only 2 classes today.
the last class was cancelled due to some red camp thingy in sch.
anw first class we had to hand up our PED project which i stayed up and pushed myself to finish off.
then the next class was interesting and i learnt alot from it.
we were reinforced abt the 7 habits from Steven Covey.
very nice actually.

after that 2 ladies came and spoke to us abt the Degree program that will be held in NP.
it was really very attractive.
very heavy weightage but i am still very keen in that.
and i am going to work towards that.
i am going to have a positive mind and be more proactive.

after sch stayed back a while to do project wid peishi grp.
was very very tired.
tummy was aching too.
i took a cab back cause i needed medication desperately.
i came home and slept like for 2 to 3 hours i guess.
was too tired that i din even know my mum and bro came back.
haha.

anw baby came to my hse cause my mummy cooked fish curry and she knows he likes it.
hehe.
then we had a talk.
about how we can actually help our relationship more.
some how or another we learn about something where we can help and make it a better relationship.
i told him that we will have a book each,
where we will write our feelings for the day/ probs or things we wanna change.
and at the end of the week we will exchange and read each others book.
we will be starting soon once i get the materials.
we are also going to to write what we want to achieve and all for one year.
and we will work towards that goal.
i know it sounds so ambitious and all,
but we will work towards what we want.
and i know GOD will help us through it if we prove to do our part.

at 8.30 pm i watched the "Wish Upon A Star" and i am very glad.
i dun know why but when i saw the kids in teh video i just felt like crying.
i dun expect anyone to understand but its ok.
its always been a dream of mine to such stuff like that.
and i din know i can volunteer.
i am comtemplating in volunteering in kkh but i am enquiring abt the programmes first.
so that it does not clash wid my sch.
hope they get back to me.

anw i am glad i cld rest a while today.
it really made me feel much better.
i feel so much fresher.
haha even though i am not all perked up but its better.
i am also glad that i have learnt alot today.
i dun know how to share everything wid u all,
but i know i am happier inside.
i feel so ambitious but i wanna do it slowly.
i wanna make a difference and i know i can do that if i put my heart and soul in it.

Oh ya my outgoing got cut today.

haha.

havent pay bill la.

so i will take some time to reply.

bare wid it ppl.

if its really urgent pls call me.

this is the link about the degree program.
go and have a look if u want.
First Degree Tie-up Under The Foreign Specialised Institutions Initiative Announced By MOE

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Monday, November 27, 2006

Oreintation At Tampine Childcare.

You must do the thing you think you cannot do.
Eleanor Roosevelt

i think i cannot do alot of things.
hehe actually i know i am looking down on myself but i am scared that i cannot do it.
i fear of failing,
although i know failure leads to success.
but it makes me so scared to think that i will fail.
i know i cant blame but it is really how i was brought up.
but i was being looked down since young.

equivocate \ih-KWIV-uh-kayt\,
intransitive verb:To be deliberately ambiguous or unclear in order to mislead or to avoid committing oneself to anything definite.

woke up so early cause we need to go to the childcare in tampines.
so tiring.
had fun in the centre.
after that we headed to eat then went to sj's hse.
did as much of the materials as we cld.
while we did the stuff,
we had alot of fun laughing and making jokes too.
it was funny.
towards the end,
it was too tiring alr.

i came home feeling so exhuasted.
arghhh..
pushing myself so much.
i pushed to do my PED assignment too cause tml is the dead line.
arghh i need to start doing working earlier and not the last min.
its one of my very bad habits.

i am off to slp now.
very very tired.

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Long, Tiring & Satisfied Weekend!

Nov 24, 2006

When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the morning light, for your life and strength. Give thanks for your food, and the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies with yourself.
Tecumseh, Shawnee Chief

i am thankful that i am alive.
i am thankful that i have the people ard me.
i am thankful that God has given me good health, although i am weak at times.
be thankful for even the slightest thing u have now,
cause u may not have it the next minute.

avoirdupois \av-uhr-duh-POIZ; AV-uhr-duh-poiz\,
noun:
1. Avoirdupois weight, a system of weights based on a pound containing 16 ounces or 7,000 grains (453.59 grams).
2. Weight; heaviness; as, a person of much avoirdupois.

Happy 26 Month Anniversary Baby Blackie!!
its been so nice all these months.
we are building on our relationship and i am glad for everything.
thanks for being by my side.

Today we had AST test.
i was all prepared i shld say.
i am so exhuasted.
tired like hell.
the test was good.
quite a long day but i am still surving.
after sch baby came and fetch me home.
we had dinner at TB wid steph and damien.
then met my bro and went ard collecting stuff.
after that headed to the chalet.
super small for the party but we have to make do.

helped in the decoration and designing the board and all.
then the sound system ppl came and set up the system.
aiyah so sian la.

anw we went home at about 2 am in the morning.
so tiring.
we went to changi village a while cause selvin wanted to pick his friend up.
on the way we saw some 'gals' who really wore so 'sexy'.
haha i cant tahan la.
will tell u more.
bye off to slp.

Nov 25, 2006

Too many people spend money they haven't earned to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like.
Will Rogers

haha this is so true is s'pore.
someone wants a branded bag or accessory cause another person has the same.
i mean why cant u live for ya own??
aiyah ppl shld start living for emselves and not just cause of others.
i am proud to say that i live for my own desires.
i do not like to follow others in fashion or stuff like that.
although i rely on my friends alot,
but still i live for my own reasons.

inclement \in-KLEM-uhnt\,
adjective:
1. Rough, harsh; extreme, severe -- generally restricted to the elements or weather.
2. Severe, unrelenting; cruel.

the day has come.
all our hard work.
ok give the major credit to my eldest brother.
anw i cld not slp i dun know why.
i was so tired but jsut cld not slp.
i headed down to the chalet at abt 3 plus.
i started to wash up some stuff and get ready the place.
after some time baby came along.

it was a super long wait for my bro to come.
i was kinda bored.
after my bro came,
it was so stressful and time seemed to pass by so fast.
so many things to do but so little time.
but somehow or another we got everything ready.

at first it was little ppl,
but then ppl just kept coming.
my parents loved the cake.
i think they din expect their pic to be on the cake.
it was really nice to see the smile on their face.
i am very happy.
i think that my bro feels very satisfied.
i mean its all his hard work which i helped here n there.
hehe.

i am glad my friends, misha & sharon, sharin & shaheena came.
i am really touched.
i know my parents enjoyed alot.
its really so nice to see.
i am thankful for all those who came to support my parents.
thanks alot.

Nov 26, 2006

If you want to lift yourself up, lift up someone else.
Booker T. Washington

i try to share my experiences wid ppl who really need it,
hoping that it will help them somehow.
i feel that i have aspired some of my friends,
with what i actually want to do.
i know i have touched some hearts cause they have told me so.
i really try to help who ever i can in whatever way i can.

travail \truh-VAYL; TRAV-ayl\,
noun:
1. Painful or arduous work; severe toil or exertion.
2. Agony; anguish.
3. The labor of childbirth
intransitive verb:
1. To work very hard; to toil.
2. To suffer the pangs of childbirth; to be in labor.

i am super tired.
feel so exhuasted.
i cant even have proper slp.
have so many things to think about.
arghhh.
i need REST!!
but no time for all of it now.
too many things to do and too little time.

baby was wid me till in the evening.
he is always there for me.
and i am so thankful.
yay.

ok i am too tired.
heading to bed alr ok.
muacks to all.
hope u enjoy all the pics.
love u all.

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Parents' 25th Anniversary Pictures.

all the pics from the chalet.
feast ya eyes.
too lazy to write caption for all.
anw i am glad everyone enjoyed themselves.
thanks to all those who helped and came.
muacks!!