~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

i just realised some facts.
i have been really sad and thinking about it.
today was the day that i managed to find out.
i plucked up my courage and sent a msg to annah in msn.
guess it was for the better.
then we cleared things,
and i found out alot of stuff.
sighs.
anw just be happy k.
wish that everything will be normal.
i miss those times when i could just talk to u so carefree.
i really treated u like my own brother.
ya happiness is all that matters.

anw all my brothers in my life.
even those who were not my real ones,
always treated their gf better than me.
my own brothers too.
they will always protect their gf.
but to me their happiness is all that matters.
even if it means to sacrifice talking or wat so ever.

i am feeling so down.
chest is so heavy.
it hurts so bad.
i feel its all my fault.
i shld not have even said anything.
u know sometimes i really feel that caring for the people close to me is very wrong.
it hurts me deep inside.
i feel i am to be blamed for everything that has happened.
i wish i was not even in those ppl's lives.
i ruined everything.
i just realised how much damaged i have caused.
to me i din do anything wrong,
but others thinks otherwise.
i am just so sorry to those whom i have hurt so much.
i am so sorry.
i will stay as far as i can,
so that i wun hurt u further.
the words are still in my head.

no matter what i still love u alot.
no one is ever going to take that feeling away from my heart.
i will pray for u always.
missing u so darn much.
muacks.
u know one happy moment i can think of clearly is when we went cheekys,
and u carried me in the club and took a pic.
after that we went ragaawoods.
those were wonderful memories i will treasure forever.
i just wanna thank God for allowing me to have at least one happy and unforgettable memory with u.
and to have known u in my life,
i must be so lucky.
love u always.
muacks.

Hurtful Truth.