~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

there are so many things to think about.
things that are affecting you.
things that will affect you indirectly.
many many things actually.
now i am being affected by quite a number of things and it got me thinking.
family, my baby, friends and unwanted people.
sighs.
i dun really have the strength to face many things now.
as i said in my previous entry,
my chest pain has started again.
it has caused me to feel even worse.
as it is i am pooped.
arghh.
i just heard from baby that his whole bunk is being quarantined.
cause one of his friend has chicken pox.
so they might not be able to book out for 2 weeks.
that is very very bad news.
i dun know how to go by these 2 weeks.
its not confirmed yet.
but hearing this is bad enuff.

missing him so much alr.
why do people have to serve the Nation?
ok there are the good points but has the bad ones too.
i guess i cant do anything abt that.
just have to tahan n go by it.
days are long now.
since he has gone back to camp.

today vinod got p'hunked by mummy.
was so so funny.
he sounded so humble and soft when he was talking to my mum.
aiyo shld have recorded it la.
damn cute.
blah blah.
but i am still loving u.
hehe.
he is my very good friend.
i will never wanna trade anything for this relationship.
he has been there for me when i was down.
he always wished for the best between me n baby.
thanks alot bum.
you are the best.
although i have so many friends,
i can say that you are the closest.
(",)

i thank God for everything i have now in my life.
i am loving every single moment of my life.
although its kinda dreary.
but i love everyone who are close to me.
thanks for being there for me.
love u all.
missing sch so much!!

thinking state.