~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

today i had loads of fun.
slept till about 11 plus.
then woke up and went to baby's hse.
stephen was also in the hse.
god knows for what.
but its nice to see him.
hardly get to see him these days.
spent lots of time wid baby.

then headed to telok blangah to ammama's hse.
i found out some things today at the hse.
aunty rani showed me all the pics that they have taken since long ago.
and to my surprise,
i saw many of my baby's pic.
he looks so cute.
when u see the pics,
u wld just wanna pinch those chubby cheeks.
so yummy.
at that time when i was looking at the pics,
i felt like taking the pics widout telling.
it was so tempting.
maybe one day i will ask for the pics then i can scan.
i love u baby.
u still look cute n gd to me now.
muacks.

after some time,
we went for dinner at Newton.
i went wid baby and his whole family.
it was really wonderful as i never had a meal wid them like that.
moreover going out together.
it felt so gd except that i felt kinda wierd cause of all tat has happened.
i used to be so close to annah but now.
sighs.
its just not right.
i dun know how he feels,
but i definately feel sad.
its ok.
i know God is watching.
he will do something soon i guess.
even if he doesnt,
i just want annah to be happy.
love him still no matter what.

thanks dada for a wonderful time.
despite my body aches and terrible chest pain,
i enjoyed my day.
my chest pains are getting worse.
not sure why though.
am not having probs but the pain worsens.
sigh.
whats happening to me.
but i know u care for me so much.
u take care for me like i am ur lil baby.
i feel so warm da.
thanks ma.
you have always been there for me.
no matter what the situation is.
(",)
cant wait for this weekend.
so that i can spend time with u.
muacks.
loving u always.

my lil baby is so cute.