~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

you said u dun want me,
but i know tats just coming from ya mouth.
i know u want me so much.
i hope tts all true.
i dun wanna have false hope.
i dun wanna live on something which is not there at all.
i have lost so much in life.
if only u knew everything.
i am so sorry i had been hard on u.
i know its all my fault.
things have gone this way bcoz of me.
i shld have just listened,
but i spoke too much.
i know saying sorry is not going to help.
hope u just realised how i feel.
i know u will.
u have always been the one there for me.
now i have no one at all.

im just sitting in this dark room,
wondering how i am going to carry on wid life.
i cant move on,
the fact is that no one can ever replace u.
n i do not love anyone as much as i love u.
i have said this so many times,
you are my life n my everything.
when ya life has left ya body,
what's left?
just the body of course.
and thats no use at all.
widout life the body cant work.
im feeling so weak and devastated.
i know u feel the same way too.
i wish i can tell u now.
i wish u can hold me in ya arms and tell me,
its alright i am here for u.
STOP THINKING!!
its never going to happen ever again!!
just move on.
this is just what my mind is telling me,
but my heart acts otherwise.

just tell me once again u love me,
so that i can carry on for the rest of my life.
its hurts so much.
to take a breath of air seems to be so hard.
i wonder how its going to be to carry on.
its amazing im still holding on.
there is no one else to blame except me.
im wrong n have always been.
its not right to give me another chance.
u will be happy like this.
i know u can achieve more.
if u think i am happy think again.
maybe u will just think i am going in the bad way like how i did before.
but its ok.
although im nothing to you,
you will always be my everything.

i said tat if my everything left me,
i will never be ard.
i mean what i say.
i've been a disappointment.
i've always been one.
i know God will never forsake my loved ones.
he will guide and protect them no matter what.
i will leave everything in his hands now.
let me rest in peace.

just to let everyone know,
never ever take anything for granted.
bcoz u may never know when its going to leave.
no matter what the situation is,
just treasure it.
it will never be able to come back.
u cant turn back time.

my life has gone far away.