~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

u know my days are so damn long.
i mean its only 2 weeks since hols have started and i wish for it to end.
sch re-opens on 24th april.
my 19months anni.
its been like that since last year.
and for this sem,
my results are on my 18month anni.
hope that will give me gd luck.
if i pass all my modules,
i'll just be so happy.
cause i dun have the slightest bit of hope for my SF module.
Singapore Families Policies & Practices.
arghh..
anw recently i have been watching loads of programmes which are about special needs.
it wierd yet good at the same time.
i mean i feel its a sign for me.
but i am not sure if that is a calling.
i know i love to advance in special needs,
but i dun know if God is showing me signs.
it all seems to fall in place right.
i shall pray.
anw i am missing my baby lots.
whenever he goes to camp,
its the start of a boring week and an empty one too.
i dun have anyone to go out wid and also i dun have $$.
so whats the point.
oh ya u din know,
im the new security guard for my house.
i am not being paid much but at least i have gd food.
my own bed, pillows, bloster, personal fan.
gd hospitality i would say.
so why get a better job.
~smiles~
but it gets kinda boring at times,
doing this job.
but i have nothing else to do.
my baby's calls and msges are the ones that brighten up my dark, long days.
i love u dada so much.
i cant wait for this friday.
for 2 things actually.
one is my results.
and another is my anni.
i am planning on doing something for my baby.
but havent really thought of anything.
must go n seek advice from the bum tml.
he is our personal friend, adviser and many more roles he play.
the best is being a bum!
but i still love him.
(",)

my boring days.