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Wednesday, March 29, 2006 confusion.my life is in a mega confusion state now. there is so many things happening. arghh.. i am deceiving myself n the way i feel. i am cheating myself. why am i doing all this?? i am totally disappointed in myself. things are not going too well. emotions thrown all over the place. its like an emotion roller-coaster. damn its a very fast one. i am not sure how things are going, but it does not seem too well. wish baby was here to hold me in his arms. he always makes things better. feelings and relationships are a very hard thing to get a hold of. u can never know when its going to change. it can just come n go. esp for feelings. sometimes its so strong that it over powers ya state of mind. arghh i dun even know what i am writing now. sighs. i am so damn confused. people cant be wid the ones they like. i mean it does happen positively always. you shld be happy. move on dear. i want u to me happy. i cant see u being like that. i know i am doing something. i have the guilty conscience. its killing me inside. no one knows. pls understand. nothing is ya fault. i promise. you will understand one day. take care. i will always be here still. |
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