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Saturday, January 23, 2010 Is this how its supposed to be??Have you ever felt that you tried so hard and done so much, but it never got you anywhere or you never moved up the ladder?? Its really hard to be in such a situation. There is no motivation at all, to move further or try some more. But you know that you have to carry on and try even harder, to win the hearts of others or just to get by your normal day. Some people may never get that feeling! And sometimes, they are the ones who push you even further down the steps that you have tried so hard to climb. You take one step forward and they push you down two steps. I know many people will say try harder next time or this is life. I know that too!! But how much can one person take?? There are so many things to think about! No one knows what is going through someone else's mind! They may be having good intentions or even bad ones, but no one can read another's mind. For all you know, the person sitting next to you might be thinking of killing him/herself! You may be staring right into space and your mind just goes blank, blank from thinking of everything that has been happening and how that person can make things better. Thinking of work, life, everything that is happening in and around!! Its is really very difficult!! How does a person not breakdown and stay strong among all of this? Staying sane is just a mere thought!! What if it goes from sane to insane??? |
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