~beautifulangel~ People who are meant to be together, ALWAYS find their way in the end!!

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endless love.

A pleasure is not full grown until it is remembered.
C.S. Lewis (submitted by cjcoxcpal)

today i felt so darn tired.
i woke up ate macs breakfast.
i played my com a while and then headed to bed again.
haha.
such a big pig!!
i was planning to go causeway point to check out fashion lab.
so i woke up and made my way there.
baby was so tired after his ippt.
i din force him to go also cause i know he is very tired.
we stayed in his hse and chatted instead.
i just feel so nice bein in his hse and chatting wid his family members.
i just love it so much!!
baby sent me home.
i love him so much.
baby thanks for everything dada.
u really make me feel so much better.
my endless love for u will never stop growing.

i am happy yet still lost.
dun know why.
i shld just stop thinking!!
arghh.
really hate this feeling.
i shld STOP!!
anw thanks for everything.
i am loving every moment of it.
although i still feel out of place but i enjoy myself.
muacks!!

*UPDATED!!
i totally forgot abt this but baby reminded me so i am going to write.
i helped baby fix his motorbike.
it was so dirty.
haha.
but it was fun doing stuff wid him.
after that we came back to the hse.
baby massaged my leg for me.
so shiok!!
he use some oil and rubbed my leg.
felt so gd.
thanks dada.
i love u so much!!

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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Misha's Crib!

mok trying to bless me!!

haha.

sitting in the big swinging chair.

rice n me.

zhihan and me.

excited to take photographs.

shamus.

fruit time!

for the first time he smiled for the cam.

so happy.

kindergarten 1.

so happy wid the chocos.

nursery part 1.

nursery part 2.

miss fair lady and myself!!

naomi is getting smarter.

reunited wid the K2 class.

our very own anniyan!!

misha's place.

wat is so shocking dear?

after mok tried smelling the dog's choco and wanted to eat it!!

mokkie wid the dot!!

so cute!!

On no account brood over your wrongdoing. Rolling in the muck is not the best way of getting clean.
Aldous Huxley

i think i keep holding on to what had happened.

and i always keep thinking abt it and how i cld have actually changed it.

but when i think,

it just makes me in a worse state of mind.

i realised i have to stop thinking and just move on.

cause brooding over the past is not going to make anything better.

i just have to accept the way things are and carry on wid the wonderful life i have now.

i have to make the changes and not wait for anyone to change my life for me!!

i woke up in the early morning.

its quite early to me.

haha.

anw i planned to go to the childcare centre as chn's day is this weekend.

i actually bought sweets for the kids yesterday near baby's place.

when i went there,

i realised that mandy was still not there.

her mum said she over slept!!

pig u gal!!

i played wid the kids and all.

so nice to see them all again.

they were so happy to see me too.

took many pics wid them all.

then i went to meet my mummy near the childcare.

there is a tailor so we wanted to go do our punjabi suits.

we went there wid 2 of my aunty.

on the way there,

misha called and asked if i wanted to come over to her place.

so i said ok.

after the tailor,

i headed to tiong bahru plaza.

i went to collect my cam which was wid mandy.

then i went to meet mok at the mrt station.

we took train all the way to serangoon.

then we walked to misha's hse.

it was really nice spending time wid mokkie.

missed him so much!!

when we reached misha's hse,

we cld hear shasha barking!!

haha.

misha put her in one of the rooms.

misha cooked for us to eat.

so nice.

yummy.

mok was so scared of the dog.

anw he wanted to eat the dog's chocolates.

aiyo that pandi ah.

then can smell it all some more.

shasha was having a thing for mok.

whenever he moves or makes a noise,

she will bark.

haha.

FUNNY!!

mok was so scared of the dog.

when the dog was let out he started to pespire and all.

u shld have seen his face la.

shasha was running towards him!!

i say alr la mok she attracted to u!!

luckily misha was there to hold shasha.

misha thanks for the food.

after misha's hse,

i headed to baby's place.

actually i wanted to go home cause my tummy was so painful.

but mummy asked me to come if i can la.

so i headed there.

i had a good time at baby's hse.

i felt so happy after going to his hse.

what the tata said really made me so so happy!!

i love u boy so much.

i went home myself,

as baby was so tired and he has his ippt tml.

mok and misha,

dun think so much ok.

i am always here for u both no matter what.

i love and care for the both of u so MUCH!!

muacks.

thanks for being in my life the both of u.

and helping me through my probs.

+yesterday when baby was sending me home,

we were singing and shouting in the bike.

haha singing so many songs and all.

was so fun!!

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Saree Blouse!

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.
Aristotle

try and try again.
dun give up.
if u really want something u have to try over n over again.
cause when u try there is a chance in acheiving it one day or another.
BUT when u give up,
u will not even have a slight chance in it.
so do not ever give up in anything that u want in ya life.

feeling so tired.
so i slept till 12pm.
baby was scolding me.
but he was making me a bigger pig by asking me to get up eat n all then head to bed again.
madness.
actually tts what i do if i have no where to go.
but i cld not head to bed back as i am supposed to go tekka wid mummy.
i helped my bro do his work and then got ready to go tekka.
met mummy and headed to collect out sarees.
i was ok wid the design except that the back is so high up.
but its ok.
not as if i wanna strip and show ppl.
but i like the colour so much.
tml we will be heading to another shop in kampong bahru.
wanna sew punjabi suit and also saree.
haha.
so traditional out of a sudden.
but i have yet to get my dream punjabi suit yet.
must go buy the materials.
short of cash now.
hopefully soon.
anw after collecting out sarees,
i headed to baby's hse.
cause mummy cooked bee hoon.
i love her bee hoon.
and baby called me to his hse for tt.
since i was so free and all i went there to eat.
the 960 from tekka was such a freaking long journey to woodlands.
then my head started to be painful.
arghh.
anw i got to spend time wid baby.
i love him so much.
baby followed me to buy sweets for the kids for tml.
after that,
baby sent me home just in time for my csi.
yay.
muacks dada.

pls dun do things out of pity.
i dun wanna be pitied!!
i want it to come from ya heart.
dun feel bad or anything.
i will be so happy just to see u happy.
i dun need fancy gifts or concern or attention.
all i need is ya love n care.
n i know its always there.
maybe i am a person who needs all those to be shown,
but i somehow or another will understand.
just want u to be happy.
when i see what is happening,
i get reminded of what it used to be.
sigh.
i dun know if what i am feeling is gd or bad but i am just feeling the way i do now!!
i am just praying.
thats all i can do.

shinaa dun worry.
if i think its the same person u are talking abt,
he will realise it one day.
and i will pray for u always ok.
jsut leave it to GOD!!

~heading to childcare tml.
i cant wait.
missing all those small ones.

lilBeautifulangel11:23 PM

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How to be a better couple.

How To Be A Better Couple

10 steps to enjoying each other better...

1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do t hings together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy... There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finall y killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other.
If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing <>ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? æ Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

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Complicated Relationships.

A friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails
Pioneer Girls Leaders’ Handbook

i've been through this situation so many times.
my friends always knows what i am going thru and they intervene.
i am so grateful that i have friends like them.
they always say the right things to me when i really need them.
thanks alot for everything.

i woke up and supposed to head to NDC to pay my outstanding bill.
but my bro's friend was so sweet to pay for me.
she works there btw.
i was talking to misha and mok on conference.
mok kept making a fool of himself.
he said i din smallen the size.
then he said something which made me laugh like MAD!!
one of his dance grp members took basic tamil in sec sch and even failed it.
OH MY!!
and that guy was supposed to be my love!
how can he be like that.
~LOL~

so i got ready and met misha near my place.
we are going to mok's hse.
actually mok din know that misha was coming.
haha.
its was a surprise.
anw i msged grj to ask for mok's add and all.
after some time we showed up at his hse.
he was cleaning the hse and all.
so cute la he.
his hse is nice.
i like!!
we slacked in mok's hse all the way.
his mother is so nice.
i felt so at home.
she cooked for us and all.
so sweet la.
mok was supposed to plan the whole day for us but we ended up just staying in his hse.
but it was ok.
nice also.
anw aunty rani invited shawn to the hse and all.
she said he looks handsome and looks like a person who will take care of me n all.
which is so true.
he really takes care ok me.
anw grj came to his hse also.
then baby came.
it was so nice.
we took pics and all.
then i showed them the cd that baby did for me for our anniversary.

after that we headed home.
baby sent me home.
spent some time wid me in my hse then headed home.
i loved my day alot.
thanks darlings for making it a pleasant one.
muacks.

i am feeling all wierd.
dun know why also.
feel so left out in alot of stuff.
i mean i dun wanna be KPO and stuff but its just how i feel.
i feel i have been replaced.
but like what i told baby yesterday,
ppl come and go in my life.
i mean maybe not literally but move away.
sigh.
i get upset and all but i do not show it cause i dun wanna make the other party feel bad and all.
i mean its life.
so just live wid it.
i am happy for those who are ard me alr.

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Video

this is what baby did for me for our 2 year anniversary.
watch and enjoy.
just wanna share my happiness wid u guys.
anw there is a song wid the video.
dun think u will be able to hear it wid my blog song also.

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Mokan's Hse!!

waiting for misha to come.

in the bus to surprise mok.

snappy snappy!!

looks like a wig eh??

my angel.
so long then i get to meet u!!

laughing always!!

funny face!!

baby so shy to take a pic in front of the rest!!

the whole gang at mok's hse.
yummy!!

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Monday, September 25, 2006

In Pain!

If you don't know where you are going, you might wind up someplace else.
Yogi Berra

plan what u wanna do and where u wanna go.
cause u dun wanna be lost.
even if u wanna confront someone,
plan and watch what u say.
cause if u say the wrong things,
u will be in the wrong.

i am so tired.
my whole body is aching.
its that time of the month.
i least i din have low blood pressure signs again.
it so much better this month.
maybe lesser stress after pushing alot of asses out of my life.
anw i tried to hybernate.
i just love doing it.
i woke up after that and started to do my bro's work.
i am being paid for doing his stuff.
yay.
it was quick.
anw nod called and said that he was on his way here.
so when he came i went and met him.
it was alright.
just spending time out of the hse instead of being a bum.
so thats it for the day.

baby i am missing u.
cant wait to see u.
and also get the cd.
love u so much da.
i keep smiling just to think abt the weekend.
thanks.

mok it was so nice to talk to u for so long.
its been long since we had talks like that.
i will be happy for u if u are happy.
i know u know wat i mean.
i love u alot n will stand by u no matter what ok.
muacks.
i cant wait for tml.
so excited.
u better be a gd host ok.

mega i am here for u gal.
dun be confused.
its not ya choice.
sometimes ppl are just selfish in thinking abt emselves.
GOD will take care of that ok.
pls be strong.
i'll be praying for u da.
i love u alot ok.
hang in there.

=( feeling kinda jealous these days.
is it right or is it wrong??
shld't i be happy??
i dun know.
maybe its just a normal feeling.
i mean since i am a jealous person esp for those who are so close to me.
sigh.
i dun wanna have this feeling,
i wanna be happy for the ones i love.
i want them all to be happy too.
and i know they will.
so i will stop feeling like tat.
i love u guys so much.
muacks.

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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Wonderful Weekend!!

Saturday

Dreams are but thoughts until their effects be tried.
William Shakespeare (submitted by BRADBEST)

my dream came through wid baby today.
i spent one whole day wid him.
although we din have much monye to spend but it was wonderful and all worth while.
thanks baby for making my dream come true.

in the morning i woke up and got ready to go to the bank and all.
i had a cheque to cash in.
i realised i cant put in the cheque.
as i din have acc wid ocbc.
anw i headed to tekka after that.
i pushed myself to go as i was alr out.
when i came back baby and i were planning where and how to go.
i was kinda irritated.
i dun know why suddenly n all.
but after some time i was ok.

i got ready while baby headed to TB to fetch me.
i was so excited.
it was all so nice.
it was still like a dream.
anw baby fetched me and we went to balestier.
we booked in to the hotel.
it was so nice.
last min my dad say he cld not transfer me the money,
so baby went all the way to my hse and collected it.
when he got back,
we got ready for our dinner.
we took pics before and after we got ready.
we decided not to take the bike,
as we wanted to sip drinks and all.
so we took a cab and headed to kensinton park.
we were supposed to eat at ice3 but the place looks so down and all.
so we settled for country mana instead.
we took the window seat.
hehe.
then started to take pics and all.
i took pics of the food too.
anw the food was average.
quality really dying off.
the last pic we asked the waitress to take for us.
and it was nice too.

after that we walked out and took a cab to town.
we wanted to meet vinod and uma there.
that ass made us wait quite long as he went to eat.
dumb ass.
then we walked all the way near orchard towers to meet matthew.
i never fail to laugh whenever he is ard.
when we met him,
he wanted to hold baby's hands.
haha.
i was laughing so loud la.
that guy ah.
then we bought some drinks and sat down.
matthew went to fetch his gf and came back.
we chatted a while.
took some pics and then the both of us left alr.
baby and i headed back to the hotel.
when we came back,
i asked him to sit in the toilet as i wanted to do his surprise in the room.
so he sat there waiting,
while i was placing candles ard the room and all.
i did it as fast as possible.
when it was done,
i called him out wid his eyes closed.
when he opened his eyes,
he was shocked and so happy.
i think u can see in the pic.
baby said that he wanted to do something like that for me also.
anw we both keep thinking of the same things to do.
we wanted to surprise each other for dinner,
do the candle stuff and so many other things.
haha guess we think alike.

~~Lights Out~~

Sunday

I like nonsense; it wakes up the brain cells.
Dr. Seuss

i am a nonsense person.
haha.
so it always wakes me up!!

Happy 2 Year Anniversary Baby!!
Thanks For Standing By Me & Making Me Happy Always!!
Muacks =)
Happy Birthday Joavan!!
Loving U Always!!

today we woke up at abt 10am.
caused we had to check out at 12pm.
but we did earlier anw.
we got ready and all.
after that we went to eat at a prata shop near the hotel.
i called mok and was acting all bad.
hah.
but he din know that we were going to surprise him.
we pre planned everything alr.
after breakfast,
we headed to TB.
baby went to stephen's hse to rest while i had my shower and watched my csi.
yeah at last i got to watch it properly.
after all the csi and all,
i got ready and left wid baby.
we went to baby's hse.
he showered and all.
baby gave me a surprise!!
i was so touched!
he left me sit in front of the come wid my eyes closed.
then he asked me to click something and let it run.
and asked me to open my eyes.
it was so sweet.
he did like a video clip of our pictures and also msges for me.
my tears were on their way up to my eyes.
i felt so loved and fortunate to have him as my bf.
i kept smiling and smiling.
i just cld not stop.

after some time,
we left and headed to yishun.
misha was late.
as usual!!
baby and i were hanging ard the cc.
but we were outside as we din wanna see mok.
but when we were sitting outside the macs there,
he came out was so close to us but din recoginse us.
then he went back in.
he so blur!!
so we ran away and hid behind the bushes.
but he found out and came running.
haha.
i cld see the happiness in his face.
he must be thinking,
'at last agatha came!'
cause he always ask me but i will not go for indian shows.
anw misha came and he saw her too.
haha.
he said now the stage will be on fire!!
mok also saw his melons.
=)
after talking and all,
we headed to go in.
we sat and was waiting for the show.
quite draggy actually.
but i was just waiting so anxiously for mok's dance.
when he danced,
i cld not take my eyes off him!!
hair all bouncy!!
i was so excited.
mok danced like a gal also.
i mean tts what the grp supposed to do.
damn cute la.
i think mok u shld go n change ya sex alr.
yayness.
i also knew i was going to see unwanted ppl.
arghh.
but its ok.
i cld not be bothered at all wid their presence!!
mok u better be happy i come ok.
see i come and have to face alot of annoying faces!!
u ah.
but i am still happy to come.
cause i got to meet ya mummy!!
so nice.
i got so many hugs from many ppl.
so loved!
and it was the first time watching u dance.
and i am not regretting it at all.
haha.
anw i am sorry for biting u!
hehe.
u deserve it for hugging me so tightly.
pandi.
oh mok got 4th place.
its ok.
i think its politics.
but at least got top 5 what.
better than nothing.
anw after the competition,
we walked all the way to the interchange.
mok and his family went home,
while misha, baby and i had dinner.
after that misha went home and baby and i too.

i enjoyed my whole weekend.
no words can describe the feeling.
i am feeling so gd.
when baby gives me the cd,
i will try to upload the video for u guys to watch ok.
so swt.
just wanna share it wid ppl close to my heart.
dun worry its not a porn video or watso ever.
its clean and sweet!!
ok now i am heading to bed.
so tired and whole body aching!!

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