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Monday, July 31, 2006
Mok Owes Me A HUG!!
my lil bro and me.at last a pic wid him.
a person who is always there to cheer me up.
today i woke up normally.
missing baby alot.
he went to doc cause he is still sick.
having fever and all.
i pray that he will get well.
i got ready and went to sch.
had a small talk wid my mum before i went to sch.
aiyah ppl are just so free.
anw school was boring today.
i was so restless.
i kept taking pics and annoying misha.
haahaa.
the lesson was too long and the lecturer was also not very interesting.
after that we went to canteen 2 to have our late lunch.
sharon was not feeling so well too.
we went for our next class.
sharon cld not take it so misha sent her home.
i had a talk wid angeline also.
hmph after so long i was talking to her.
after lessons,
i went to meet mok and angel.
missed them so much.
mok owed me a hug but then i think he forgot abt it.
anw i am very grateful to have someone like both of them in my life.
mok thanks for listening to me always.
and u make me love u more n more.
u make me feel so good.
u lifted my spirits.
thanks dear.
i am glad i got to know u.
dun forget u still owe me a hug.
and it was so fun laughing n joking wid u ok.
funniness will become lameness,
which will lead to madness n craziness.
haha.
u ah.
i always enjoy myself.
thanks piggie.
angie just came to my hse a while.
she is so cute.
so long never see her.
she seems a little reserve but i guess its casue of the long time.
now i am so darn tired.
i am going to turn in.
tml have a long day also,
cause i need to go teach tuition.
so now i am turining in.
*praying for baby, vinod and angel.
all of them are sick.
baby has alr seen a doc but not vinod n angel.
i think angel's going to see a doc tml.
i am also praying for my parents and baby's parents.
my parents r going on a cruise this month.
hope they enjoy themselves and have a safe trip.
baby's parents are tired and all cause they painted the hse.
no one helped them some more.
anw i pray for all those in need of it.
on the way to sch. all fierce and no smile.
misha and me.
trying to go through the class.
this was how bored i was.
i was just fooling ard.
misha and sharon.
acting CRAZY n CUTE!!
they put this as my hp wallpaper.
Love when u get old.
An older couple was lying in bed one night.
The husband was falling asleep but the wife felt romantic and wanted to talk.
She said, "You used to hold my hand when we were courting."
Wearily, he reached across, held her hand for a second and tried
to go back to sleep, a few moments later she said, "Then, you used to kiss me."
Mildly irritated, he reached across, gave her a peck on the
cheek and settled down to sleep.
Thirty seconds later she said, "Then, you used to bite my neck."
Angrily, he threw back the bed covers and got out of bed.
"Where are you going?" she asked.
"To get my teeth!"
The husband was falling asleep but the wife felt romantic and wanted to talk.
She said, "You used to hold my hand when we were courting."
Wearily, he reached across, held her hand for a second and tried
to go back to sleep, a few moments later she said, "Then, you used to kiss me."
Mildly irritated, he reached across, gave her a peck on the
cheek and settled down to sleep.
Thirty seconds later she said, "Then, you used to bite my neck."
Angrily, he threw back the bed covers and got out of bed.
"Where are you going?" she asked.
"To get my teeth!"
Stress Management
Short read, and for some this will work believe me !!
Stress Management
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological tests.
The funny thing is that it works.
1. Picture yourself near a stream.
2. Birds are softly chirping in the cool mountain air.
3. No one knows your secret place.
4. You are in total seclusion from the hectic place called the world.
5. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity.
6. The water is crystal clear.
7. You can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater.
See. You're smiling already
Stress Management
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological tests.
The funny thing is that it works.
1. Picture yourself near a stream.
2. Birds are softly chirping in the cool mountain air.
3. No one knows your secret place.
4. You are in total seclusion from the hectic place called the world.
5. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity.
6. The water is crystal clear.
7. You can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater.
See. You're smiling already
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Surprising Baby!!
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my baby sleeping.actually he was just acting.
poor poor babyboy.
today i woke up quite early.
i cld not slp well as i din talk to baby before i slp.
cause he was sick and slept way earlier.
anw i woke up n ordered macs for my whole family.
everyone was at home on this sunday morning.
its really been such a long time since everyone was at home on a sunday.
we had breakfast together.
then i got ready and left for baby's hse.
wanted to give baby a surprise.
since he is sick n cant go out wid me,
i wanted to go n look after him.
baby always did these stuff to me so i wanted to give it back to him.
its been long since i took that long 963 bus ride to his place.
mummy n daddy were painting the hse.
was kinda messy.
but i helped in what i can.
anw baby was happy and kidna shocked to see me too.
i love u da.
anw i put him back to slp.
i patted and played wid his hair.
i watched him slp.
he looks so peaceful and cute when he is asleep.
had talk wid nessa and mummy.
been long since i really spoke to them.
had a fun time at his place.
long since i went there too.
i had been busy wid stuff in sch n childcare.
anw i will be starting to teach nessa back again.
baby sent me down to take a cab.
it was kinda late.
cause i wanted to stay and take care of baby.
i am happy i went to their place.
i love them all so much.
maucks.
anw baby i am praying for u to get better ok.
and vinod also.
heard u are sick.
i had a great time talking to mok.
stupid boy coming up wid words ending wid 'ness'.
so cute la.
nonsense.
now i am so tired.
i wanna go n slp.
baby i love u so much.
tahnks for everything.
u make me smile always.
just remember that i am always here ok ma.
i feel so much better da.
after having all those mixed feelings.
now i feel so clear.
cause i was wid u.
baby dun worry ya course will finish very soon ok.
and we will celebrate our 2 year anniversary after that.
u r my angel sent from heaven.
loving u always.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Uncle's Wedding!
today i woke up late.
had to catch up on all the slp i had lost during the week.
i also have to keep my energy for the night.
i woke up and watched vcd.
the movie was inside man.
kinda nice actually.
the other day i watched eight below.
i felt so sad and nearly cried.
it was really so touching.
anw i had my afternoon nap.
i got up to go church but mummy said she wasnt going.
i got ready and waited for geets to come fetch us.
after some time she came.
my bro drove the car and sent my parents n i to the cc.
it was held in radin mas cc.
when i reached there,
i just wanted to leave.
some ppl really dun know how to respect.
for goodness sake my father is ya eldest brother.
he had to work,
whats ya prob?
u are not going to give him money or provide him a job u know.
at least we were there for the reception.
that was very rude of u.
anw u can talk abt that matter on another but u choose to spoil a happy occasion.
arghh.
but my aunty came all the way from woodlands so we decided to stay a while.
we had dinner and after that we took a few pics and left.
i realised that my cousin's friend isabelle is also doing her dip in ECH.
anw wish her all the best in finding a better place to work.
after that we headed home.
i din know that the movie chandramuki.
its nice to watch.
this is the movie i went to watch wid my couins esther and barney.
many years since i watched a tamil movie in cinema.
baby is sick.
he is still having fever.
i am sorry i cant be there dada.
i will try to come tml ok.
i love u so much ma.
i wanna go watch the movie the lake house.
it seems to be so nice.
baby i feel as though i am missing something.
some kind of feeling in my chest.
not really sure what the feeling is.
mok got 5th in the explosion night competition.
its ok dear,
u guys did ya best.
i believe u went all out.
i am still here no matter what.
muacks.
cheer up ok sweets.
mok got 5th in the explosion night competition.
its ok dear,
u guys did ya best.
i believe u went all out.
i am still here no matter what.
muacks.
cheer up ok sweets.
a snap before wedding dinner.
thanks mummy for helping me take this pic.
my lovey parents and i.
always by my side.
lovely couple.
always loving and supporting me.
my eldest brother patrick and me.
both in white.
mommy dearest and me.
in geets car.
on the way to the wedding.
my second brother steve and me.
stupid bum dun wanna smile properly.
pretty cousin esther and me.
she is getting married soon.
isabelle, esther and myself.
just had to snap that moment.
barney and me.
he's looking fine.
yummy.
Friday, July 28, 2006
My Enjoyable Day!!!
i had alot of fun today.
today was sharon lim's supervisor assessment and mandy's mentor assessment.
mandy's lesson din really go well but i am glad she passed.
it was not her fault.
the kids were really so active.
this bunch of nursery can really be on the peak.
anw the lesson was also fruit printing so they got so excited.
during the children's nap time,
teacher cecilia, mandy and myself were taking so many pics.
it was so fun.
then was talking abt clubbing n all sorts of things.
tts why i said i really like this centre cause they really make u feel welcome.
anw i have posted the pics and also some of my assessment pics.
after childcare,
i was supposed to meet misha and her friend in tekka.
BUT my darling misha was not done wid her work so i headed there myself.
its ok.
just thought i cld meet her.
anw there was this guy who was annoying.
sat behind me on the bus n kept looking.
arghh.
i reached home and a while later baby called me.
he wanted to meet me.
yay!
at last i am meeting him.
baby came and fetch me.
then we headed to be alone.
i love to be alone wid baby.
i looked at him while he was engrossed wid his tv.
he looked really cute.
he suddenly smiled when he was watching tv.
dun know whats got into him,
but he really looked so cute.
after talking n being alone wid him,
i went to meet mandy.
cause i cld not upload her pics from the memory card.
so i had to go get the cam n usb cable.
i went to meet her at her void deck.
my dear friend ah,
bring the cable down but never bring the cam.
aiyo.
what u thinking la woman??
anw i know where u live alr.
i am going to stalk u from now on!!
hahaha.
after that baby sent me home.
he had fever.
poor babyboy.
i wish i cld stay longer wid him to take care.
but nvm,
if can i will go see him tml.
my lil brother's dance competition is tml.
so sorry i wun be able to come dear.
u know i dun like these kind of stuff.
so u do ya best n i know u will win.
chatted wid mandy abt alot of stuff.
gal u need to pick yaself up ok.
BE STRONG.
remember the person who loves u alot and know that they are there for u no matter what.
i am also here if u need a listening ear.
smile always.
n dun be BIAS wid the kids la.
aiyo so bad u know.
n i will try all my best to make beatrice say ya name correctly,
as teacher Mandy and not teacher Many!!
haha.
(",)
oh ya my angel's having bad headaches.
i'll pray for u.
i am missing my friend mega.
and at last my gals n i can go eat our seafood we have been planning for so long!!
i am turning in now.
gd nite.
my mentor assessment. 
today was sharon lim's supervisor assessment and mandy's mentor assessment.
mandy's lesson din really go well but i am glad she passed.
it was not her fault.
the kids were really so active.
this bunch of nursery can really be on the peak.
anw the lesson was also fruit printing so they got so excited.
during the children's nap time,
teacher cecilia, mandy and myself were taking so many pics.
it was so fun.
then was talking abt clubbing n all sorts of things.
tts why i said i really like this centre cause they really make u feel welcome.
anw i have posted the pics and also some of my assessment pics.
after childcare,
i was supposed to meet misha and her friend in tekka.
BUT my darling misha was not done wid her work so i headed there myself.
its ok.
just thought i cld meet her.
anw there was this guy who was annoying.
sat behind me on the bus n kept looking.
arghh.
i reached home and a while later baby called me.
he wanted to meet me.
yay!
at last i am meeting him.
baby came and fetch me.
then we headed to be alone.
i love to be alone wid baby.
i looked at him while he was engrossed wid his tv.
he looked really cute.
he suddenly smiled when he was watching tv.
dun know whats got into him,
but he really looked so cute.
after talking n being alone wid him,
i went to meet mandy.
cause i cld not upload her pics from the memory card.
so i had to go get the cam n usb cable.
i went to meet her at her void deck.
my dear friend ah,
bring the cable down but never bring the cam.
aiyo.
what u thinking la woman??
anw i know where u live alr.
i am going to stalk u from now on!!
hahaha.
after that baby sent me home.
he had fever.
poor babyboy.
i wish i cld stay longer wid him to take care.
but nvm,
if can i will go see him tml.
my lil brother's dance competition is tml.
so sorry i wun be able to come dear.
u know i dun like these kind of stuff.
so u do ya best n i know u will win.
chatted wid mandy abt alot of stuff.
gal u need to pick yaself up ok.
BE STRONG.
remember the person who loves u alot and know that they are there for u no matter what.
i am also here if u need a listening ear.
smile always.
n dun be BIAS wid the kids la.
aiyo so bad u know.
n i will try all my best to make beatrice say ya name correctly,
as teacher Mandy and not teacher Many!!
haha.
(",)
oh ya my angel's having bad headaches.
i'll pray for u.
i am missing my friend mega.
and at last my gals n i can go eat our seafood we have been planning for so long!!
i am turning in now.
gd nite.
my mentor assessment.went well.
teaching my kids the fruits and its names.
grouping them before sending them to the learning corners.
hehe.
mandy took a pic of me while my mentor was not ard.
hehe.
aloy and me.
hehe.
at last he took a pic wid me.
so cute this boy.
kenneth and me.
this boy ah.
hmph very cute too.
kinda disrupted my year 2 lesson.
my favourite.
joey.
she lights up my day.
she never fails to give me a hug when she comes to sch n leaves.
Teacher Mandy & Teacher Doreen.
before her assessment,
we took a pic.
nice.
teacher cecilia, mandy and myself.
taking pics while the kids sleep soundly.
mandy, myself, vimal raj and roy peh.
poor vimal' s face got blocked.
these 2 will never slp during nap time!!
mandy, myself and jinghan.
roy peh, naomi tan, qi en.
student teachers.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Happiness Will Come To U!
roy&me.he was so happy to take a pic.
tarquim&me.just after nap time.
the pretty naomi & myself.this cute angel just makes me smile always.
teacher many dared me to put this up.
its nothing to me my dear.
i am enjoying every single moment at the childcare.
teacher many always helps me.
i had a great conversation wid her today.
another 2 more weeks in the centre.
then i will have one written paper.
i am enjoying myself.
despite all the stupidness i see ard me and esp in my blog.
teacher germaine is also there to listen to all my nonsense.
it is really nice being attached in my current centre.
i feel so comfortable and at ease.
the teachers r always there to help.
they share their experience and some difficulties wid me.
my mentor is also very gd.
she is always there to promt me and make me feel gd abt my teaching.
and when i have done good,
she praises and reinforces.
yayness.
i have been getting good comments and also some ways in making myself better.
i am missing baby so much.
last time i saw him was on monday.
sigh both of us busy.
anw i will see him either tml or saturday.
but no matter what he is always there to listen to me and make me feel better.
muacks my baby.
i miss my sweeties in sch too.
cause i only see them 2 times a week.
sigh.
tml is sharon's assessment.
gd luck swtheart.
just keep ya calm ok.
oh i forgot..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINDY!
GOD bless u always so much.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
totally in love.
today was gd.
i had a great time in my childcare.
the playgrp n toddlers made my day.
assessment by my mentor was gd.
she really helped me build on my confidence and also my strategies.
she is really a very nice mentor.
anw i have another 2 more weeks for my FP.
i am kinda sad for that.
when i came back home,
i read my tag board i found so many ppl who tagged it.
i mean 3 ppl who tagged.
one of them is my dear friend vinod who acted like my student and wants chocolate.
stupid ass.
anw tat was funny.
stupid monkey.
i will treat u like how i treat my kids ok.
u know i learn that ppl say one thing n do another.
for example in my tag board the person said i am never the solution is that person wants entertainment,
but look at what he/she did.
tagged my blog.
so free to do that rite.
i mean u must be so entertained that u had to do that.
and u must be so interested in my life rite??
haha.
aiyah nothing to say alr.
if u not interested pls dun read my blog.
i dun want u to read either.
and some of other ppl say something but do another.
aiyah.
at least i keep my work.
anw things are going fine for me.
i have kicked out a couple of ppl from my life n i am feeling so gd.
i used to love n care for those ppl before,
but now they are not worth of anything.
to me they are gd as dead!!!
u can think that its abt u.
BUT DUN THINK EVEYTHING I WRITE IN MY BLOG IS ABT U!!
U R DEAD TO ME!!
NOTHING TO WRITE ABT U!
MY MSN NICKS ARE NOT FOR PPL EITHER!
ITS MY FEELINGS AND HOW MY DAY WENT!
DUN MAKE YASELF SO FAMOUS.
i had a great time in my childcare.
the playgrp n toddlers made my day.
assessment by my mentor was gd.
she really helped me build on my confidence and also my strategies.
she is really a very nice mentor.
anw i have another 2 more weeks for my FP.
i am kinda sad for that.
when i came back home,
i read my tag board i found so many ppl who tagged it.
i mean 3 ppl who tagged.
one of them is my dear friend vinod who acted like my student and wants chocolate.
stupid ass.
anw tat was funny.
stupid monkey.
i will treat u like how i treat my kids ok.
u know i learn that ppl say one thing n do another.
for example in my tag board the person said i am never the solution is that person wants entertainment,
but look at what he/she did.
tagged my blog.
so free to do that rite.
i mean u must be so entertained that u had to do that.
and u must be so interested in my life rite??
haha.
aiyah nothing to say alr.
if u not interested pls dun read my blog.
i dun want u to read either.
and some of other ppl say something but do another.
aiyah.
at least i keep my work.
anw things are going fine for me.
i have kicked out a couple of ppl from my life n i am feeling so gd.
i used to love n care for those ppl before,
but now they are not worth of anything.
to me they are gd as dead!!!
u can think that its abt u.
BUT DUN THINK EVEYTHING I WRITE IN MY BLOG IS ABT U!!
U R DEAD TO ME!!
NOTHING TO WRITE ABT U!
MY MSN NICKS ARE NOT FOR PPL EITHER!
ITS MY FEELINGS AND HOW MY DAY WENT!
DUN MAKE YASELF SO FAMOUS.
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
picking myself up.
sch was gd today.
eyes, head and chest were killing me.
BUT i had a gd day.
misha and sharon were there to listen to me.
thanks my sweet angels.
its always gd to talk to u both.
anw i finished up all my activities during class.
after class,
the 3 of us went to eat.
misha forced me to eat actually.
they may not really show it so much,
but i know that they love n care for me so much.
i feel so gd.
after eating,
i took a cab and came back home.
head was too painful.
when i came home,
my mum told me that my eldest bro had not come back home from his night shitf.
i was so worried so was my mum.
then i took another cab and went to the childcare.
i had to make up my hrs plus i needed to put my materials in the centre.
i had fun in the centre.
i was talking to the teachers and all.
it was fun.
i learnt alot from them.
i headed home after childcare.
i feel so gd.
baby went to m'sia wid his parents.
he wanted to repair his bike also.
life is going well.
i have learnt alot from the past few days.
and i know who are the ones that have been there for me through out.
i thank u all.
god has showed me a way.
and that way is a brighter.
i know i will still have obstacles,
but i know how to face it.
i am stronger.
like i said problems make me stronger and never break me.
try all u want but nothing will bring me down.
as long as i know i have not done anything wrong,
why shld i feel guilty or down?
i dun need to take revenge or wat so ever.
i believe in karma.
it will come back to the person one day.
GOD always has his ways.
anw i just saw this programme on sun tv.
it is super 10 or something.
then the actress was acting like anjali.
so cute.
i love that movie alot.
it will just make me cry.
sigh.
wish baby was here wid me now.
yesterday when he was in his uniform.
he was so hot!!
yum yum.
hehe.
baby i am missing u.
now u r so far away from me.
in m'sia.
wish i cld have followed u.
but maybe u just needed time wid ya family alone.
i pray that everything will go proper from now on.
things seem to be on the rocky side for a couple of ppl.
so hope that everyone will be happy soon.
n i am so happy xp passed her TP.
yay.
i am really so happy for u dear.
see i said everything will be ok.
i have to wait till sept 4th for mine.
its ok.
at least i will be having hols then.
i am happy.
mokkie u make me laugh.
thanks.
seeing u today for a while just brought a smile to my face.
muacks.
my angel i am missing u alr.
hehe next monday ok.
i love u so much.
eyes, head and chest were killing me.
BUT i had a gd day.
misha and sharon were there to listen to me.
thanks my sweet angels.
its always gd to talk to u both.
anw i finished up all my activities during class.
after class,
the 3 of us went to eat.
misha forced me to eat actually.
they may not really show it so much,
but i know that they love n care for me so much.
i feel so gd.
after eating,
i took a cab and came back home.
head was too painful.
when i came home,
my mum told me that my eldest bro had not come back home from his night shitf.
i was so worried so was my mum.
then i took another cab and went to the childcare.
i had to make up my hrs plus i needed to put my materials in the centre.
i had fun in the centre.
i was talking to the teachers and all.
it was fun.
i learnt alot from them.
i headed home after childcare.
i feel so gd.
baby went to m'sia wid his parents.
he wanted to repair his bike also.
life is going well.
i have learnt alot from the past few days.
and i know who are the ones that have been there for me through out.
i thank u all.
god has showed me a way.
and that way is a brighter.
i know i will still have obstacles,
but i know how to face it.
i am stronger.
like i said problems make me stronger and never break me.
try all u want but nothing will bring me down.
as long as i know i have not done anything wrong,
why shld i feel guilty or down?
i dun need to take revenge or wat so ever.
i believe in karma.
it will come back to the person one day.
GOD always has his ways.
anw i just saw this programme on sun tv.
it is super 10 or something.
then the actress was acting like anjali.
so cute.
i love that movie alot.
it will just make me cry.
sigh.
wish baby was here wid me now.
yesterday when he was in his uniform.
he was so hot!!
yum yum.
hehe.
baby i am missing u.
now u r so far away from me.
in m'sia.
wish i cld have followed u.
but maybe u just needed time wid ya family alone.
i pray that everything will go proper from now on.
things seem to be on the rocky side for a couple of ppl.
so hope that everyone will be happy soon.
n i am so happy xp passed her TP.
yay.
i am really so happy for u dear.
see i said everything will be ok.
i have to wait till sept 4th for mine.
its ok.
at least i will be having hols then.
i am happy.
mokkie u make me laugh.
thanks.
seeing u today for a while just brought a smile to my face.
muacks.
my angel i am missing u alr.
hehe next monday ok.
i love u so much.
Head so painful
my head was very painful the whole day.
it stopped a while,
but then the pain came back again.
aiyah.
the doc din really help last week.
might be going to see again.
darn man.
the pain is really intense.
oh my.
i wish baby was wid me now.
he will know what to do.
the head pain is causing my chest to hurt too.
i really hope all this will be ok.
my mentor will be assessing me on wed.
anw xp's TP is today.
which means tues.
dun worry gal u will do fine.
i'll pray for u ok.
just be confident.
i know u can do it.
i am going to rest now.
my head is too painful alr.
it stopped a while,
but then the pain came back again.
aiyah.
the doc din really help last week.
might be going to see again.
darn man.
the pain is really intense.
oh my.
i wish baby was wid me now.
he will know what to do.
the head pain is causing my chest to hurt too.
i really hope all this will be ok.
my mentor will be assessing me on wed.
anw xp's TP is today.
which means tues.
dun worry gal u will do fine.
i'll pray for u ok.
just be confident.
i know u can do it.
i am going to rest now.
my head is too painful alr.
Monday, July 24, 2006
Happy 20th Anniversary!!
during class,misha's glasses and me.
haha.
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kirsty holding up our creation.tts how we wrapped our egg.
but it still cracked.
Happy 20th Anniversary Baby
i went to sch today feeling kinda tired.
i slept late as i was preparing my materials for my lesson and activities.
i feel so much better.
thanks vinod for entertaining my night.
haha.
u and ya lame jokes.
sch was so much fun.
sharon, misha and myself were laughing and having so much fun.
we did an activity where we are suppose to protect an egg.
too bad ours cracked too.
anw after first class,
i headed to can 2.
met mok a while.
seeing him just makes me laugh out.
thanks monkey for making me smile always.
during lecture,
i continued to do my materials.
then misha, sharon n i played a game.
it was funny.
cause misha cant bring up her 4th finger.
actually mine too.
after class,
i headed to can 1 to meet mok n angel.
argghh missed her so much.
one week since i met her.
baby called and said that he wanted to meet me so i headed home.
i met baby and kavi at 24hrs.
we ate and talked abt so many things.
i had a nice time wid baby.
he never fails to keep my spirits up.
thanks sweetie.
it was so much of fun talking to kavi.
he can really go be a stand-up comedian.
i enjoyed myself.
thanks.
i am happy things are cleared.
sorry for the misunderstanding.
anw that person who caused all this,
may GOD deal wid u.
cause it no use at all.
u cld not get thru to me so u used my love for someone and hit me.
but u din do anything to me.
i am still standing.
so try harder.
like i said GOD is always there to pick me up so is my baby.
i love u all so much.
thanks alot.
you cant break me even if u try so hard.
i will really pray that GOD shows u a way.
in my eyes,
you are dead!!
i slept late as i was preparing my materials for my lesson and activities.
i feel so much better.
thanks vinod for entertaining my night.
haha.
u and ya lame jokes.
sch was so much fun.
sharon, misha and myself were laughing and having so much fun.
we did an activity where we are suppose to protect an egg.
too bad ours cracked too.
anw after first class,
i headed to can 2.
met mok a while.
seeing him just makes me laugh out.
thanks monkey for making me smile always.
during lecture,
i continued to do my materials.
then misha, sharon n i played a game.
it was funny.
cause misha cant bring up her 4th finger.
actually mine too.
after class,
i headed to can 1 to meet mok n angel.
argghh missed her so much.
one week since i met her.
baby called and said that he wanted to meet me so i headed home.
i met baby and kavi at 24hrs.
we ate and talked abt so many things.
i had a nice time wid baby.
he never fails to keep my spirits up.
thanks sweetie.
it was so much of fun talking to kavi.
he can really go be a stand-up comedian.
i enjoyed myself.
thanks.
i am happy things are cleared.
sorry for the misunderstanding.
anw that person who caused all this,
may GOD deal wid u.
cause it no use at all.
u cld not get thru to me so u used my love for someone and hit me.
but u din do anything to me.
i am still standing.
so try harder.
like i said GOD is always there to pick me up so is my baby.
i love u all so much.
thanks alot.
you cant break me even if u try so hard.
i will really pray that GOD shows u a way.
in my eyes,
you are dead!!
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Fucking Bitch.
i had a very good day today.
i spent my time wid my baby.
din really spent time wid him the whole week,
as he was busy wid camp n i was also busy wid sch.
i followed baby to go wash his bike wid kavinesh n damien.
after that we headed to the shelter at stephen's block.
damien followed me to go buy fruits n food for baby.
i spent my time wid my baby.
din really spent time wid him the whole week,
as he was busy wid camp n i was also busy wid sch.
i followed baby to go wash his bike wid kavinesh n damien.
after that we headed to the shelter at stephen's block.
damien followed me to go buy fruits n food for baby.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
stay home saturday.
i stayed home the whole day.
in fact i think i dint even step out of my hse today.
hehe.
feels so gd to be at home at times.
today i watched this movie.
follow the stars home in hallmark channel.
it abt a couple who has a child.
then child was born wid congenital condition.
the father then left them as he din want the child due to this.
it was sad.
anw the mother took care of the gal for 6 years.
she only have little time to live.
and the small gal found a friend to play with.
it was really touching.
i feel angry wid the father cause no matter what she was his own flesh and blood.
sigh.
i will never ever do that to my child.
i spoke to baby last time abt this kind of situation.
he said he will still love the child no matter what cause its his child.
and he say he will stick by us no matter what.
he said he will never want me to abort if we knew that the child will be born with abnomalities.
no matter what that gift is GOD given.
HE wants me to have that child cause he knows that i can love that child.
i love my baby so much.
i know he will never give up on me.
i know he will take care of me so much.
my love for him will never cease.
in fact i think i dint even step out of my hse today.
hehe.
feels so gd to be at home at times.
today i watched this movie.
follow the stars home in hallmark channel.
it abt a couple who has a child.
then child was born wid congenital condition.
the father then left them as he din want the child due to this.
it was sad.
anw the mother took care of the gal for 6 years.
she only have little time to live.
and the small gal found a friend to play with.
it was really touching.
i feel angry wid the father cause no matter what she was his own flesh and blood.
sigh.
i will never ever do that to my child.
i spoke to baby last time abt this kind of situation.
he said he will still love the child no matter what cause its his child.
and he say he will stick by us no matter what.
he said he will never want me to abort if we knew that the child will be born with abnomalities.
no matter what that gift is GOD given.
HE wants me to have that child cause he knows that i can love that child.
i love my baby so much.
i know he will never give up on me.
i know he will take care of me so much.
my love for him will never cease.
Friday, July 21, 2006
sweet.
today xp and misha's assessment.
i am happy that they did well.
but misha said that she is personally not very happy.
the thing is she PASSSED!!
and i am happy both of them passed.
gd.
i feel so tired today.
cause it the time of the month.
n i feel so drained.
arghh.
anw i am happy that i hav e 3/4 of my stuff done.
yayness.
not much to say abt childcare.
when i was on my way back home,
i saw this couple.
i realised that the both of them were deaf and dumb.
and they were arguing.
it was really touching but sad also.
anw thi shows everyone has their own probs.
he was asking the gf if she loved him,
in sign language.
oh my.
i'll pray that both of them are ok.
even though i do not know them.
i watched this programme on tv.
it was abt bomoh and all that stuff.
sad how ppl think that they can have ppl in their control wid all these stuff.
i mean didnt they ever think that it will ever backfire??
aiyah.
saddist!!
anw i know of ppl who did it though.
but not ppl who are close to me.
i mean how can u ever think of stuff like that.
aiyah so sad that ppl are like that.
anw i just found out that my friend jonathan got 67th in a traithalon.
so happy for him.
he looks so much slimmer.
chatted wid him for quite some time.
we were just talking abt so many things.
so happy.
my nick name for him is j.boy and i still hvae his name in my hp as that.
he is a really nice friend.
i knew him since i was young.
actually since kindergarten.
he was kinda like my childhood swtheart.
all those mushy stuff when we were young.
but now he is a great friend.
i am happy after all these years we are still friends.
i shld thank my bro for inviting me to his rugby game years back.
cause if i had not been there,
i wld not have met j.boy again.
he shifted when he was in pri sch.
n i never met or spoke to him ever.
until that day.
and i am happy for that occasion.
he is my longest guy friend i have ever!!
i mean i still can remember all those stuff that happened during kindergarten.
and also times during sunday sch.
we had loads of memories.
this is what u call a great childhood.
and he is the bestest friend i had loads of memories wid.
i am happy wid my life.
i love every single moment of it.
i know things might get bad but i always look on eh bright side of it.
missing baby now cause he is doing guard duty,
which means i cant talk to him.
sigh
i am happy that they did well.
but misha said that she is personally not very happy.
the thing is she PASSSED!!
and i am happy both of them passed.
gd.
i feel so tired today.
cause it the time of the month.
n i feel so drained.
arghh.
anw i am happy that i hav e 3/4 of my stuff done.
yayness.
not much to say abt childcare.
when i was on my way back home,
i saw this couple.
i realised that the both of them were deaf and dumb.
and they were arguing.
it was really touching but sad also.
anw thi shows everyone has their own probs.
he was asking the gf if she loved him,
in sign language.
oh my.
i'll pray that both of them are ok.
even though i do not know them.
i watched this programme on tv.
it was abt bomoh and all that stuff.
sad how ppl think that they can have ppl in their control wid all these stuff.
i mean didnt they ever think that it will ever backfire??
aiyah.
saddist!!
anw i know of ppl who did it though.
but not ppl who are close to me.
i mean how can u ever think of stuff like that.
aiyah so sad that ppl are like that.
anw i just found out that my friend jonathan got 67th in a traithalon.
so happy for him.
he looks so much slimmer.
chatted wid him for quite some time.
we were just talking abt so many things.
so happy.
my nick name for him is j.boy and i still hvae his name in my hp as that.
he is a really nice friend.
i knew him since i was young.
actually since kindergarten.
he was kinda like my childhood swtheart.
all those mushy stuff when we were young.
but now he is a great friend.
i am happy after all these years we are still friends.
i shld thank my bro for inviting me to his rugby game years back.
cause if i had not been there,
i wld not have met j.boy again.
he shifted when he was in pri sch.
n i never met or spoke to him ever.
until that day.
and i am happy for that occasion.
he is my longest guy friend i have ever!!
i mean i still can remember all those stuff that happened during kindergarten.
and also times during sunday sch.
we had loads of memories.
this is what u call a great childhood.
and he is the bestest friend i had loads of memories wid.
i am happy wid my life.
i love every single moment of it.
i know things might get bad but i always look on eh bright side of it.
missing baby now cause he is doing guard duty,
which means i cant talk to him.
sigh
Thursday, July 20, 2006
tiring day.
i was in the childcare from 9am to 7pm.
actually not very tiring.
i was busy doing work so was not that bad.
anw i followed my K2 class to the market to a fruit stall.
they had fun.
i took quite a number of pics.
and i tired now to upload.
will do it tml.
when they got back,
they had a cooking class.
they fried eggs.
they were so happy.
i am happy too.
during their slp time,
i had time to myself and i did my work.
i really had something to do so i was not really so tired.
i am glad mok liked the card i got him.
he msged me after reading it n all.
so sweet of him.
love u lil bro.
remember i am always here for u ok.
anw i wanna tell all those ppl to try harder to break me cause u are not doing a gd job.
and i am moving away from alot of ppl for my own gd.
no matter what u will never break me!!
i was happy being wid u all but u disappointed me too much.
so i have to make a choice and i did.
so if u dun hear from me so often u will know.
and cause u guys have moved on wid ya lives too.
so why shld i bother.
too busy n all.
have new ppl too.
so go be happy.
i am happy for those who are really by my side.
thanks a million.
i will never forget my cousin who was and is always there for me.
so sorry that i am busy wid childcare still.
and my baby who never fails to be there for me.
i love him so much.
and my wonderful angel, mok, misha, sharon and many more friends.
i love u all so much.
thanks for being a part of my life.
i will never regret it ever.
actually not very tiring.
i was busy doing work so was not that bad.
anw i followed my K2 class to the market to a fruit stall.
they had fun.
i took quite a number of pics.
and i tired now to upload.
will do it tml.
when they got back,
they had a cooking class.
they fried eggs.
they were so happy.
i am happy too.
during their slp time,
i had time to myself and i did my work.
i really had something to do so i was not really so tired.
i am glad mok liked the card i got him.
he msged me after reading it n all.
so sweet of him.
love u lil bro.
remember i am always here for u ok.
anw i wanna tell all those ppl to try harder to break me cause u are not doing a gd job.
and i am moving away from alot of ppl for my own gd.
no matter what u will never break me!!
i was happy being wid u all but u disappointed me too much.
so i have to make a choice and i did.
so if u dun hear from me so often u will know.
and cause u guys have moved on wid ya lives too.
so why shld i bother.
too busy n all.
have new ppl too.
so go be happy.
i am happy for those who are really by my side.
thanks a million.
i will never forget my cousin who was and is always there for me.
so sorry that i am busy wid childcare still.
and my baby who never fails to be there for me.
i love him so much.
and my wonderful angel, mok, misha, sharon and many more friends.
i love u all so much.
thanks for being a part of my life.
i will never regret it ever.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Feeling Happy.
Today i just got reminded of something.
i forgot to write abt this in my blog yesterday.
when i was in sch,
i saw this couple who had no public manners at all.
they were smooching and all in the canteen.
i mean where was their manners??
all the more they were in school.
oh man small kids these days need to be taught a lesson.
sigh.
anw i had a wonderful day today.
when i was in my childcare today,
i felt loved and also happy.
the children really do make my day.
when my K2 class was having their chinese lesson,
i went to the playgrp/toddler class.
i helped out and was also playing with them.
one of the toddlers came to me.
she was ok wid me carrying her.
actually she only goes to certain teachers as she was new.
but today she came to me and did not cry at all.
alot of the toddlers and playgrp chn came to me too.
i was carrying and playing with them.
it was so fun.
i had a great time.
i also helped to make the nursery kids slp.
i made about 5 kids sleep.
i am so so happy.
i love them so much.
i miss them so much alr.
i am also happy cause i helped someone go on a diet.
gd for that person.
so come see me more often ok.
i cannot believe i helped u to control ya hunger.
haha.
anw all the best on loosing more weight.
cheers to ya diet.
i miss my angel and mok also.
angel said she will give mok the card today.
hope he likes it.
its something small only.
i cant wait to see my cousin mary too.
missing her alot.
erm but i will be seeing her on the 5th of August cause there is a lunch date.
yayness!!
baby just came and meet me.
yay.
i missed him so much.
last i saw him was his b'day.
then now only i am meeting him.
he was busy wid camp stuff.
now he is in another camp so kinda busy.
i hugged him so tightly.
so nice.
yummy.
i love u so much dada.
cant wait to see u again.
(",)
i forgot to write abt this in my blog yesterday.
when i was in sch,
i saw this couple who had no public manners at all.
they were smooching and all in the canteen.
i mean where was their manners??
all the more they were in school.
oh man small kids these days need to be taught a lesson.
sigh.
anw i had a wonderful day today.
when i was in my childcare today,
i felt loved and also happy.
the children really do make my day.
when my K2 class was having their chinese lesson,
i went to the playgrp/toddler class.
i helped out and was also playing with them.
one of the toddlers came to me.
she was ok wid me carrying her.
actually she only goes to certain teachers as she was new.
but today she came to me and did not cry at all.
alot of the toddlers and playgrp chn came to me too.
i was carrying and playing with them.
it was so fun.
i had a great time.
i also helped to make the nursery kids slp.
i made about 5 kids sleep.
i am so so happy.
i love them so much.
i miss them so much alr.
i am also happy cause i helped someone go on a diet.
gd for that person.
so come see me more often ok.
i cannot believe i helped u to control ya hunger.
haha.
anw all the best on loosing more weight.
cheers to ya diet.
i miss my angel and mok also.
angel said she will give mok the card today.
hope he likes it.
its something small only.
i cant wait to see my cousin mary too.
missing her alot.
erm but i will be seeing her on the 5th of August cause there is a lunch date.
yayness!!
baby just came and meet me.
yay.
i missed him so much.
last i saw him was his b'day.
then now only i am meeting him.
he was busy wid camp stuff.
now he is in another camp so kinda busy.
i hugged him so tightly.
so nice.
yummy.
i love u so much dada.
cant wait to see u again.
(",)
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
My Annoying Day!
i am just using misha's new glasses.haha.
looks so funky!!
i slept for more than 12 hours.
wow the medicine just made me sleep.
woohoo.
its ok i caught up on the sleep that i have lost for so long.
anw i went to school.
had fun actually.
we got our $30 from our lecturer.
it is for us to buy stuff for our lessons.
during class something so funny happened.
my classmate,
Sharon Foo went toilet during class.
then after that,
she walked in to class with her slippers.
we are not suppose to wear footwear in class.
then she totally was unaware and wore it in.
she only realised it when she was reaching her place.
it was so funny!!
after class,
misha and i headed to canteen 2.
she had to do some stuff for her lesson.
supervisor assessment is on fri.
all the best to u sweets.
anw after that we had lunch/dinner.
mok came and meet me a while.
he ah never fails to make me smile and laugh.
he sent me a sweet msg at abt 12am.
so nice and long.
after all that,
i headed home.
my head is very pain.
not as worse as yesterday but still painful.
i did some of my work and now going to go and sleep.
darn tired.
need rest cause i need to go childcare tml.
so see u ppl.
muacks.
i'll pray for all those having their assessments tml.
all the best.
keep ya calm and do well.
i'll pray for my angel also cause she will be having her exams soon.
u will do well gal.
i am missing my baby so so much!!
missing mega and baby ash also.
sigh.
i wanna hug n kiss u 3 so much!!
muacks!!
love u all.
How To Make A Woman Happy!
TO MAKE A WOMEN HAPPY....A MAN ONLY NEEDS TO BE :
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
WITHOUT FORGETTING TO :
44. give her compliments regularly
45. love shopping
46. be honest
47. be very rich
48. not stress her out
49. not look at other girls
AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO :
50. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
51. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
52. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT :
53. Never to forget:
* birthdays
* anniversaries
* arrangements she makes
HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY :
1. Leave him alone
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
WITHOUT FORGETTING TO :
44. give her compliments regularly
45. love shopping
46. be honest
47. be very rich
48. not stress her out
49. not look at other girls
AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO :
50. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
51. give her lots of time, especially time for herself
52. give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT :
53. Never to forget:
* birthdays
* anniversaries
* arrangements she makes
HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY :
1. Leave him alone
Monday, July 17, 2006
Head Killing Me!!
i woke up at abt 1.30am plus feeling as if i was going to die.
my head was so darn painful.
i could not even lie down.
when i lie down no matter what position,
my head is so painful.
i went to my mummy's room and i cried to her.
she was so sweet.
she asked me to lie down wid her.
she was patting my back and trying to soothe me.
nothing worked.
i was in so much of pain.
after some time i went back to my own bed.
somehow i just fell asleep.
i woke up at 5 am again and just fell asleep.
i was supposed to go poly clinic in the morning,
but i thought that i will be late for school so i din.
i tried to take the pain as much as i could,
BUT it was too much for me to take.
in sch it was no better.
i think the aircon made me feel worse.
arghh.
i struggled and made my way home.
daddy was suppose to bring to me go to A&E but he said go private clinic first.
before heading to the doc,
i went to buy misha the laminating pouches.
on the way to the bookshop,
i saw this guy who seem to be playing wid needles.
he is abt my dad's age.
then when he saw me looking at him,
he stared at me.
i suspected that he was doing drugs,
i kept looking to see where he will insert the needle.
when i made my way back home,
i saw him doing the same thing still.
i mean if it was normal medicine he wld have been done alr.
BUT that was not.
i wanted to go tell a policeman,
but i cld not see anyone ard.
and i was so in pain.
then when i was making my way to the clinic i saw him again,
but this time he was walking towards me and passed me.
he could not even walk properly.
when i saw him,
he was not consuming alcohol.
so i dun think he was drunk.
but i really think that he was doing drugs.
anw he will get caught one day or another.
after that i went to meet daddy.
the doctor din not even check me properly.
he just hit my head which caused more pain.
arghh.
so annoying.
he said it was nothing!!
but that is not how i feel.
darn doctor.
i just ate and took medicine.
going to slp soon.
i wanna add some stuff abt my yesterday.
after so long i got in contact wid my wonderful friend mega again.
her son is 1 1/2 years old alr.
so cute.
arghh.
missing both of them so much.
then i forgot to tell u all that johnny depp is so hot!!
oh my.
haha.
anw i will enclose a pic of the small boy ok.
meet baby ash.
he is so darn cute now!!
yummy.
my head was so darn painful.
i could not even lie down.
when i lie down no matter what position,
my head is so painful.
i went to my mummy's room and i cried to her.
she was so sweet.
she asked me to lie down wid her.
she was patting my back and trying to soothe me.
nothing worked.
i was in so much of pain.
after some time i went back to my own bed.
somehow i just fell asleep.
i woke up at 5 am again and just fell asleep.
i was supposed to go poly clinic in the morning,
but i thought that i will be late for school so i din.
i tried to take the pain as much as i could,
BUT it was too much for me to take.
in sch it was no better.
i think the aircon made me feel worse.
arghh.
i struggled and made my way home.
daddy was suppose to bring to me go to A&E but he said go private clinic first.
before heading to the doc,
i went to buy misha the laminating pouches.
on the way to the bookshop,
i saw this guy who seem to be playing wid needles.
he is abt my dad's age.
then when he saw me looking at him,
he stared at me.
i suspected that he was doing drugs,
i kept looking to see where he will insert the needle.
when i made my way back home,
i saw him doing the same thing still.
i mean if it was normal medicine he wld have been done alr.
BUT that was not.
i wanted to go tell a policeman,
but i cld not see anyone ard.
and i was so in pain.
then when i was making my way to the clinic i saw him again,
but this time he was walking towards me and passed me.
he could not even walk properly.
when i saw him,
he was not consuming alcohol.
so i dun think he was drunk.
but i really think that he was doing drugs.
anw he will get caught one day or another.
after that i went to meet daddy.
the doctor din not even check me properly.
he just hit my head which caused more pain.
arghh.
so annoying.
he said it was nothing!!
but that is not how i feel.
darn doctor.
i just ate and took medicine.
going to slp soon.
i wanna add some stuff abt my yesterday.
after so long i got in contact wid my wonderful friend mega again.
her son is 1 1/2 years old alr.
so cute.
arghh.
missing both of them so much.
then i forgot to tell u all that johnny depp is so hot!!
oh my.
haha.
anw i will enclose a pic of the small boy ok.
meet baby ash.he is so darn cute now!!
yummy.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
pictures we took after the movie.yay.
our second neoprint together!!
Pirates Of The Caribbean: Dean Man's Chest.
that movie was wonderful.
it was also very funny.
its a must watch movie.
i actually din wanna go but my mummy and cousin maxi pestered me to come.
i am glad i went to watch the movie.
anw 8 of us went altogether.
my parents, maxi, naeus, iggy, his gf and joshua.
mummy n i went shopping first.
we walked ard and bought some stuff.
i went to montip and then i saw a hair band which has my name on it.
erm its a brand in some country.
i have even seen perfume and bracelet with my name on it also.
haha maybe there shld give me some of the money they make eh?
anw i bought one of the band as a gift for myself.
then i bought 2 cards.
one for my baby and the other for mok.
hehe.
din give them anything so this is it.
anw after everyone came,
we went to watch the movie.
after the movie we went to play arcade and take neoprint.
iggy and his gf left alr.
then we went to buy some food and came back home.
i am still happy abt the movie.
i am going to borrow and watch the first pirates of the caribbean.
cause i din not watch it.
i enjoyed my day so much.
happy that things went well.
i am missing my baby so much.
i am missing my children in the childcare alot too.
miss those hugs and smiles.
hehe.
cant wait for wed.
tml i hope i will be meeting mok and grj.
missing them so much too.
that movie was wonderful.
it was also very funny.
its a must watch movie.
i actually din wanna go but my mummy and cousin maxi pestered me to come.
i am glad i went to watch the movie.
anw 8 of us went altogether.
my parents, maxi, naeus, iggy, his gf and joshua.
mummy n i went shopping first.
we walked ard and bought some stuff.
i went to montip and then i saw a hair band which has my name on it.
erm its a brand in some country.
i have even seen perfume and bracelet with my name on it also.
haha maybe there shld give me some of the money they make eh?
anw i bought one of the band as a gift for myself.
then i bought 2 cards.
one for my baby and the other for mok.
hehe.
din give them anything so this is it.
anw after everyone came,
we went to watch the movie.
after the movie we went to play arcade and take neoprint.
iggy and his gf left alr.
then we went to buy some food and came back home.
i am still happy abt the movie.
i am going to borrow and watch the first pirates of the caribbean.
cause i din not watch it.
i enjoyed my day so much.
happy that things went well.
i am missing my baby so much.
i am missing my children in the childcare alot too.
miss those hugs and smiles.
hehe.
cant wait for wed.
tml i hope i will be meeting mok and grj.
missing them so much too.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Realising My Life!!
you know i am always living for someone else.
i always think of others happiness and just forget abt mine.
i love to make everyone ard me so happy.
even if it is to give up something which i really love.
i have done that so many times.
sometimes it will go unappreciated but i dun mind cause as long as i know that the person is happy.
they are ppl i really love and i will do as much as i can to make them happy.
but now i wanna live for my ownself.
i wanna do my own stuff.
i wanna be happy for myself.
i am not being selfish,
i am just tired.
sigh.
but i doubt i can ever do that.
i am happt the way i am.
i am just tired at times.
aiyah nvm.
i am tired now.
i wanna go and rest.
gd nite.
i always think of others happiness and just forget abt mine.
i love to make everyone ard me so happy.
even if it is to give up something which i really love.
i have done that so many times.
sometimes it will go unappreciated but i dun mind cause as long as i know that the person is happy.
they are ppl i really love and i will do as much as i can to make them happy.
but now i wanna live for my ownself.
i wanna do my own stuff.
i wanna be happy for myself.
i am not being selfish,
i am just tired.
sigh.
but i doubt i can ever do that.
i am happt the way i am.
i am just tired at times.
aiyah nvm.
i am tired now.
i wanna go and rest.
gd nite.
Friendship.
today i watched this tamil movie in sun tv.
it is actually a movie which was released quite long ago,
but i din really watched it before.
since i was so bored and nothing to do,
i watched it.
anw the movie is about a friendship between a guy and a gal.
they grew up together.
then the gal's father passed away.
this guy had an ambition to be a cricket player.
everyone looked down on him as he was being a useless person and bumming ard.
everyone ard them mistook their friendship and looked down on them.
even his own family.
then the guy got married.
his wife understood their friendship and never suspected the both of them.
the wife was supportive of everything he did.
one day he got selected in the india cricket team.
but he gave it up cause his best friend liked a guy who did not get into the team and fall in the second place.
that boy's father asked the friend to give up the place to his son if they want the marriage to go on.
so the friend did it cause he knew his best friend loves that guy.
anw in the end everything went well.
it was really a very touching movie.
i mean where do u find friends like that anymore??
its so hard to even find someone u really trust these days.
i mean if they were ya very long friend then thats ok.
but u cant trust anyone u get to know a while.
cause one day they will turn ard and backstab u!!
or do anything u may never think of!
i have gone through this stupid shit many times.
and just recently wid a major bitch.
arghh.
but on the other hand i have had many wonderful friends.
they have been by me through thick and thin.
i've never regretted knowing them.
some of them i am still in contact wid,
but some have moved away cause they migrated or leading their own lives.
nontheless all of them are still in my heart.
actually i have to thank all those low and no life ppl,
cause they try to make me but instead they make me a stronger person.
and i love that!!
so THANKS!!
anw the past few days i have been watching love and friendship movies.
i guess GOD is telling me something.
maybe to look back in my life.
i dun know.
i will find that out soon.
he never fails to bring me through everything.
i love him so much!!
it is actually a movie which was released quite long ago,
but i din really watched it before.
since i was so bored and nothing to do,
i watched it.
anw the movie is about a friendship between a guy and a gal.
they grew up together.
then the gal's father passed away.
this guy had an ambition to be a cricket player.
everyone looked down on him as he was being a useless person and bumming ard.
everyone ard them mistook their friendship and looked down on them.
even his own family.
then the guy got married.
his wife understood their friendship and never suspected the both of them.
the wife was supportive of everything he did.
one day he got selected in the india cricket team.
but he gave it up cause his best friend liked a guy who did not get into the team and fall in the second place.
that boy's father asked the friend to give up the place to his son if they want the marriage to go on.
so the friend did it cause he knew his best friend loves that guy.
anw in the end everything went well.
it was really a very touching movie.
i mean where do u find friends like that anymore??
its so hard to even find someone u really trust these days.
i mean if they were ya very long friend then thats ok.
but u cant trust anyone u get to know a while.
cause one day they will turn ard and backstab u!!
or do anything u may never think of!
i have gone through this stupid shit many times.
and just recently wid a major bitch.
arghh.
but on the other hand i have had many wonderful friends.
they have been by me through thick and thin.
i've never regretted knowing them.
some of them i am still in contact wid,
but some have moved away cause they migrated or leading their own lives.
nontheless all of them are still in my heart.
actually i have to thank all those low and no life ppl,
cause they try to make me but instead they make me a stronger person.
and i love that!!
so THANKS!!
anw the past few days i have been watching love and friendship movies.
i guess GOD is telling me something.
maybe to look back in my life.
i dun know.
i will find that out soon.
he never fails to bring me through everything.
i love him so much!!
Love goes a long way.
i just watched Rumour Has It.
i know it came out long time ago but i am only watching it now.
anw i feel that part of the movie really makes sense.
when u love a person so deep,
that love will be there always.
even if u have a fight and run to another hands,
you will not feel the same comformt that ya loved one will give.
its just not the same.
and no matter how much u wanna get to know another person and maybe move on or try to make things work,
it will never cause of the love in your heart.
and i really agree with that.
for me i really love baby so much.
whenever i am sad or angry,
i will want to be in his arms.
i cant think of anyone else i wanna be with.
he just kisses everything away,
even when he says the same thing as my another friend.
i love him so much.
i cannot think of a day without him.
i can live widout him but i dun want that.
so treasure ya loved ones.
i know it came out long time ago but i am only watching it now.
anw i feel that part of the movie really makes sense.
when u love a person so deep,
that love will be there always.
even if u have a fight and run to another hands,
you will not feel the same comformt that ya loved one will give.
its just not the same.
and no matter how much u wanna get to know another person and maybe move on or try to make things work,
it will never cause of the love in your heart.
and i really agree with that.
for me i really love baby so much.
whenever i am sad or angry,
i will want to be in his arms.
i cant think of anyone else i wanna be with.
he just kisses everything away,
even when he says the same thing as my another friend.
i love him so much.
i cannot think of a day without him.
i can live widout him but i dun want that.
so treasure ya loved ones.
Friday, July 14, 2006
Baby's Birthday!!
Happy Birthday Baby!!
Hope You Enjoyed Ya Day!!
(",)
Hope You Enjoyed Ya Day!!
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i just got ready to leave the hse.going for dinner wid baby.
say cheese!!baby's idea!
my b'day gift to sayang.a kiss from me to him!
after dinner at fish and co.yummy food.
baby's cake.just a small gesture.
muacks.
baby and his cake.i was singing him a b'day song.
today is my baby's birthday.
he is no longer a teen!!
hehe.
i wished my baby at 12am.
i sang him a b'day song over the phone too.
anw i got up early cause today i needed to do the opening shift in the childcare.
i am so tired.
din really slp the whole night.
childcare was alright.
except that there is one boy in my K2 class who cannot stop complaining!!
arghh.
i get so sick and tired.
he really tests ya patience.
i get really annoyed wid him.
once he starts to open his mouth,
i get so irritated.
he is like some complain king in my class.
i had a nice time in the childcare too cause i helped to take care of the playgrp a while.
they could come to me and also include me in their play.
i was really happy.
they really brought a smile to my face.
anw i left at 4pm.
came home and slept while i wait for baby to book out.
i woke up at abt 6.30pm.
went to have my shower and get ready.
baby was alr back home.
i cannot wait to see him.
so i met him at park mall.
cause he did not wanna waste time coming to fetch me as he have to go for guard duty in the night.
so i went there myself.
we reached almost the same time.
it was kinda crowded so we sat at the LOVE and took pics.
it was nice.
i missed baby so much.
after some time,
we got a place in fish and co.
i brought baby there as he has never eaten there before.
it was really noisy inside cause there was this 1 or 2 JC celebrating some thing.
dun know whats it all abt but they were freaking noisy.
baby and i took pics again.
after that we left and baby sent me home.
he had to rush back home as he forgot his camp pass.
when i arrived at TB,
i went to buy him ciggs and also a slice of cake and candle.
i lit the candle and sang him a b'day song.
yay!
he was smiling.
i hope he liked everything that happened.
its all small but i really hope he liked it all.
after being wid him a while,
i went home and he headed home too.
baby i had a wonderful time wid u.
i know its not ya fault that u have guard duty but its ok.
tmr i will spend time wid u ok.
love u alot my love.
may god bless u and grant u all ya wishes.
may he guide and protect u through everything that you do.
just remember that i am always here for u no matter what.
muacks my sexy.
once again happy birthday!!
he is no longer a teen!!
hehe.
i wished my baby at 12am.
i sang him a b'day song over the phone too.
anw i got up early cause today i needed to do the opening shift in the childcare.
i am so tired.
din really slp the whole night.
childcare was alright.
except that there is one boy in my K2 class who cannot stop complaining!!
arghh.
i get so sick and tired.
he really tests ya patience.
i get really annoyed wid him.
once he starts to open his mouth,
i get so irritated.
he is like some complain king in my class.
i had a nice time in the childcare too cause i helped to take care of the playgrp a while.
they could come to me and also include me in their play.
i was really happy.
they really brought a smile to my face.
anw i left at 4pm.
came home and slept while i wait for baby to book out.
i woke up at abt 6.30pm.
went to have my shower and get ready.
baby was alr back home.
i cannot wait to see him.
so i met him at park mall.
cause he did not wanna waste time coming to fetch me as he have to go for guard duty in the night.
so i went there myself.
we reached almost the same time.
it was kinda crowded so we sat at the LOVE and took pics.
it was nice.
i missed baby so much.
after some time,
we got a place in fish and co.
i brought baby there as he has never eaten there before.
it was really noisy inside cause there was this 1 or 2 JC celebrating some thing.
dun know whats it all abt but they were freaking noisy.
baby and i took pics again.
after that we left and baby sent me home.
he had to rush back home as he forgot his camp pass.
when i arrived at TB,
i went to buy him ciggs and also a slice of cake and candle.
i lit the candle and sang him a b'day song.
yay!
he was smiling.
i hope he liked everything that happened.
its all small but i really hope he liked it all.
after being wid him a while,
i went home and he headed home too.
baby i had a wonderful time wid u.
i know its not ya fault that u have guard duty but its ok.
tmr i will spend time wid u ok.
love u alot my love.
may god bless u and grant u all ya wishes.
may he guide and protect u through everything that you do.
just remember that i am always here for u no matter what.
muacks my sexy.
once again happy birthday!!