- Monday, May 18, 2009 `x
I had a weird dream yesterday. I dreamt that I was pregnant, and I could feel the baby inside of me and had very bad backache. It felt so REAL!! I was in the hospital and I was lying on the bed in the observation room. When the doctor arrived, I asked if I was going to give birth anytime soon. BUT he said I will give birth next year March. Then I was moving to my side, and I was moving as though I had a baby in my tummy. It was so weird. I do not know if its a blessing. But when I counted it will be 10 months from now till March. And its super scary. Hahah... I am just laughing for having to dream such a dream.[b e a u t i f u l a n g e l]
- Wednesday, May 13, 2009 `x
There are things that I would wanna say, but there are also things that I would not wanna say.
I look at this wierd world and I wonder loads of things.
Then again, what do I have to say right?
I can only speak for myself and for my loved ones but not for anyone else.
On the outside, it seems all good and happy.
But deep inside I have loads of stuff that I am thinking of and I do not know what to do with all of it.
I sit in this train and watch all these ppl doing their own suff.
I wonder what is going on in their minds.
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- Sunday, May 10, 2009 `x
I guess my blog is getting a few visitors who are just too free. But I just wanna let u know that I give two cents about your comments and 'words of encouragement'. If you didnt realise I do not reply to your tag msges, cause I find them a waste of my time. And if you have the guts, write your own name. You are just hiding and then calling me names and such. Sigh I just feel sorry for yoy and not myself.With that said,I would like to thank all those who kept my student Sage in your prayers and thoughts. He is discharged the day before yesterday and resting at home. He will not be able to have visitors as his immune is still not good. His system is not so complicated now and I am very thankful for that. Thank you all for the prayers. Its been 1 week since my dada went to Auatralia for AASAM. It is a shooting competition held in Australia every year. I have another 2 more weeks to spend without him. I am already missing him so much. I hope that he does well and wins something back for himself.I have a lot of things going on in my life right now. Things to settle, things and situatiosn to overcome. Sigh but I am strong and I know I can make it. I know my dada would want me to do it right, so I am holding on to everything and keep it good. That's it for now. Happy Mother's Day to all Mothers. =)[b e a u t i f u l a n g e l]
- Friday, May 01, 2009 `x
''Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways.''
Sometimes people just do things without even thinking so much about all the details. When you think so much about the details, you tend to question yourself if its right or wrong or how you can do it better or many other things.
I, on the other hand, thinks too much for my own good. I read too much in all the details, and its not too good. I start to think so much and it just makes it all worse. But I have my better days. I learn how to be easy on things, but at times I am so paranoid.
I do regret many things that I did in the past. But whats the point of regreting when its all over and you will not be able to change what have been done or said. So now I just live on and learn from my mistakes. I do not look back on the wrong things and cry. I am stronger and all of it just makes me even stronger than before.
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