- Sunday, November 30, 2008 `x
Baby is out of town once again. I am just missing him so badly. I hit my head on a nail yesteday while painting the house. Ouchhhh!!! My smart brother put up his exercise equipment using the nails, and now the equipment is not there but the damn nail is still there. So I was climbing the chair to reach the ceiling and i just hit my head hard. I though i hit at the edge of the door but then I realised it was a nail. Arghhh...thanks so much bro!!I do not have the mood to do anything. All I think about is you, all I smell is you!! Everywhere I go that's the smell, the thought is there. The heart is empty and yearning. Its as if a part of my heart is missing. Have you taken it with you?? I feel so empty without your presence. Now, its just meaningless without you around. And I am missing you so badly. I say that I can do my own stuff and its a good time away from you, but thats not the heart speaking. The heart hurts, when that is being said. Now I hold on to the wonderful memories and the fact that you will do well in the competition. I know and I believe in you. You are the best and you should believe in that too. Just do your best fatty and bring back the championship trophy. I love you and I will be waiting.[b e a u t i f u l a n g e l]
- Sunday, November 16, 2008 `x
For those who have read my blog, I wanted to change my job and now I have decided. I think I am going to stay where i am not. I do not have the heart to leave and I do not think I will be happy else where. I am very happy where I am and I am not going to change that.
Thanks for those who spoke to me.
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- Friday, November 07, 2008 `x
Today I was on half day leave, and I went to the Airport to fetch dada. I was all excited, it was like my first ever meeting with him. I was all tensed and having butterflies in my stomach. I brought my nephew with me to the Airport. He was running all over and I was snapping away.
Then baby came and I was so happy. After he came, I felt everything was back to normal. I missed him so much when he was away. Its alright I am so proud of him, won as Champs in the falling plates event. I love you loads fatty.
Anyway, after coming back my cousin was talking to me about her job interview and I was really so convinced to change my job. I am contemplating now!! Its a job in the Airport as a Passenger Relations Officer, the pay and working hours are quite good. I mean I have been talking so much about the pay that I am getting now, and this is my 'some-what' opportunity. BUT I love what I am doing now and I will sure miss the kids whom I am teaching. What should I do?
Please those of you who are reading, please please help me!! Give me suggestions and share with me on what you think. Please Please.
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