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nel`chee

- Friday, August 31, 2007 `x



Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.
Theodore Roosevelt

You do not have to be at some fancy place or very good materials. With what you have, you can do wonders and make a difference. Be what you are and you do not have to change it for anyone at all. Just follow your heart.
Today we had so much of food to eat cause of teacher's day. This is my first celebration as a teacher, and it felt so great. I had quite a few gifts from the children and teachers too. It is very nice of them for giving me presents too. I had loads of fun in the day. After work, we headed to Marina Square to have the Teacher's Day Dinner. It was at Yuki Yaki, some place which is almost smiliar to Seoul Garden but u can make your own ice cream. But i did not fancy the ice cream, cause it tasted funny to me!! Anyway i had a good day on the whole, although i was so tired. Came home and knocked out!!

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nel`chee

- Wednesday, August 29, 2007 `x



I got great news today!!
I got the job at the Cerebral Palsy Center.
I am starting in mid sept and will update soon.
Thanks for all your prayers!!


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To live only for some future goal is shallow. It's the sides of the mountain that sustain life, not the top.
Robert M. Pirsig

Why don't you try climbing one step at a time, instead of wanting to just reach the top at once. Each and every step will mold and make you a better person for that goal that you want. It gives you a whole new pespective and help you to see things differently.

I was so excited and anxious for the interview, that i was having butterflies in my tummy. I took half day off cause of my interview. After work, i headed down to the Cerebral Palsy Center. I was quite early so i went to fill up my application form and had small chats with my in-charge. Then i headed to meet the one that i was supposed to get interviewed by. She was quite proud and was not very friendly.

But i still managed it well and i thought that i did a very good job during the interview. Now i just have to wait for the call to tell me whether i am in or not. After the interview, i headed to meet baby and mike near their place. They ate and we waited for sister to come and meet us. While waiting, baby and i choose the colour for our room. Actually i chose the colour for out room. And both of us are in love with it.

Then we headed back to the house and did some work. We finished late. Went back to Bedok house to take baby's stuff and then he came over to my place to sleep. I am so excited and cant wait for us to start painting our room together. I know that it will be great fun and baby cant wait too. We are going to design and paint our room differently from the rest of the house and it will be nice, i know it!!

Came home and slept in baby's arms. That feeling can never be replaced!!


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nel`chee

- Sunday, August 26, 2007 `x



It may be that those who do most, dream most.
Stephen Leacock

I woke up early in the day and went over to pasir ris to help baby and mike to do work. I helped to paint and do some cleaning, but mainly painting. I was so glad that i can help.We did work practically the whole day and then went back to Bedok later in the night. I had late dinner and then headed home. I was so tired plus sick cause of the dust in the house.

All in all i had a very good time helping around and doing my part. I feel like i belong and am closer!! I love you baby. Its just so nice to do things with you. Muacks.


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nel`chee

- Thursday, August 23, 2007 `x



I am beginning to learn that it is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all.
Laura Ingalls Wilder

Every single and small thing, i get happy and am glad i have what i have. It is all the small things that gives me great joy. I am a person who do not need fancy and expensive to make my life good. It is the joy and happiness i get with my friends, family and loved ones that makes my life a better one.

I was waiting the whole week for the Cerebral Palsy people to call me for the second interview, but they did not. So i decided to call them. And that was a very good decision. The person did not take down my contact number so she could not call me and she was so happy to hear when i called. Anyway my second interview in on next tuesday so pray for me ok.

I came home after work and was caught up with loads of work. Preparing worksheets and everything. After all of it i just knocked out on my bed.


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nel`chee

- Wednesday, August 22, 2007 `x



The little reed, bending to the force of the wind, soon stood upright again when the storm had passed over.
Aesop

I worked from 9.30 to 5.30 today. I was feeling more energized today compared to yesterday. I had an ok day at work. I was looking forward to spend the evening with baby but then he forgot about it and also we had a misunderstanding of the place to meet. But baby surprised me at home. So sweet the lala came all the way to spend the night with me.

I love you so much baby. You mean so much to me. All the small things that you do are very much appreciated and i love it all. You just give me great joy and its all unexplainable. Thank you. Thank you so much.

i watched my csi with baby and it was good. I am just so addicted to CSI!! And then we headed to bed. It was so nice being in his arms and having a good sleep.


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the caption says it all.


this one i like.


my aunt and uncle.


god-siblings.


jerome.


first time wearing saree.


my bro and his god-sis.


my elder brother.


the love i have for him!!


cousins!!


my mum and her nephew.


mother and son.


aunt and my bro.


godbrothers.


ooo i like.


my eldest brother.


father of the bride.


cousins whom i love so much.


according to age.
youngest to the oldest.


my fav cousin.


evil looks.


all females.




my lovely family.


these two i love so much.


siblings.



happily married.


cheers to my uncles' birthday.


cutting cake.


the one whom i share everything with.


getting drunk.


at New Asia Bar.


drunkards.


brother and sis-in-law.


madness.


my bro drunk??


last pic for the day with my bro.

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nel`chee

- Tuesday, August 21, 2007 `x



Good people are good because they've come to wisdom through failure. We get very little wisdom from success, you know.
William Saroyan

When you fail and fall, you learn more than when you succeed. Those are the lessons which you will bring with you through life. Instead of those very little ones you get from success. I have fallen so many times, and each time i pick myself up i learn a lesson. I make an effort not to do the same mistakes again.

Back to work it is for me. I was quite tired and weak cause of the medicines but i went through the day fine.I am rushing through a lot of things at work. Have to finish teaching the kids for term three and also do their portfolios. Sigh and its only a week away. I guess after the term break i will not be teaching but just helping around. I am awaiting for the call from the special school and i am getting quite anxious.

After work, i headed home and rested. I was too tired and also had a long day. Needed to hibernate for the next day of work.


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nel`chee

- Monday, August 20, 2007 `x



Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself.
Suzanne Somers

If you allow yourself to forgive, you are just doing good to yourself. I have been forgiving but to me its hard to forget the things that has happened. It just makes me a better person cause of all the lessons i learn from it.

I took a day off today to go and consult a doc for the rash i am having at my belly and also to pamper myself. U woke up early to make baby breakfast and send him off to work. I just love doing all of these stuff for him. I headed back to sleep after he left for work.

I woke up later to go see the doc. He gave me some antiseptic wash and cream too. Then i headed to Tiong Bahru Plaza to send my sunglasses back, as there was a scratch on the lens. It was my fault for not check before i bought it. Anyway, i have to wait about a week for them to send it back to the supplier and get it changed.

After that i headed to Vivo city to check out the manicure place. And i thought it was nice so i decided to pamper myself. It was really nice, they had some heat pad for the shoulder and neck and it felt good. The service there was good too. So i might go there for all my nail treatments.

I headed home and rested for the next day. Took my medicines and went to sleep.

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nel`chee

- Sunday, August 19, 2007 `x



Wednesday, 15th August

When you rise in the morning, form a resolution to make the day a happy one for a fellow creature.
Sydney Smith

I try as much as i can to make others happy or at least something that will help them. Its a pleasure and satisfaction i get from doing such stuff. But i do not do it just for the sake of it. Instead i do it without even knowing what i am doing. And i am proud of myself, cause at the end of the day i am happy too.

I had to work late today and tomorrow cause the last two days i was on leave. Work was alright for me actually. I was just a little tired and thats all. Nothing much about work that i can say. I came home after work and prepared some worksheets for the kids. I am supposed to teach them 6-10 and do some portfolio too. Its quite alright actually, except those children who choose to loose attention so fast and annoy me. They do not even try to listen and learn. Arghhh..Other than that i am doing good. I stayed up for my CSI and then headed to bed.

Thursday, 16th August

Show class, have pride, and display character. If you do, winning takes care of itself.
Coach Paul "Bear" Bryant

I just keep thinking about the job at Pasir Ris and feeling quite nervous about it. I know i am being myself and i have confidence that i will get the job. I am just praying and showing what i can do best. So hope the good results just comes. =)

I had to go work a little earlier today cause they were having photo taking today. It was fun and exciting to take the photos as a teacher. I remember my kindergarten photo taking and now i am taking pictures with the kids as a teacher. How cool is that?? After work, i headed home and rested. I was just so damn tired that i just need sleep.

Friday, 17th August

I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure—try to please everybody.
Herbert Bayard Swope

You do not need to please everyone just to succeed. If you do that, you are just pulling yourself down and allowing others to go up. If you know what you doing is right, follow your heart and do it. Sometimes in the course of achieving something, you will hurt some people but that is also how others take and see it.

I just am so exhausted. I am thinking of so many things, and i do not even know what i need to do first. Today i worked half a day and then headed to Pasir Ris Cerebral Palsy Center. I was so keen and eager to work with the people once again. I was very glad with what i saw and had more confidence in myself to do well. I am also positive that i will get the job. So now all i have to do is wait for the call from the person.

After that, i headed to meet baby at his pasir ris house. I was supposed to help him paint and all but plans changed. And while i was there, i was so pissed at someone. Arghh people do not know whats the meaning of respect or what so ever. Just ticking me off so bad. But i am trying my best to hold back and keep my cool.

Saturday, 18th August

Enthusiasm is a kind of faith that has been set on fire.
George Matthew Adams

I find myself being more enthusiastic these days. I look forward to everyday more and i find myself so happy. And i know that everything is happening for a reason, and i am just glad and praying that everything happens good.

I went to help baby paint the balcony of the new house. Oh my it was seriously a BIG chore!! After that we went to eat and i headed back home to get ready for my cousin's engagement. It has been quite some time since i got dressed up and went out for a long night. At last i get to do it today!!

The engagement was alright. The after party was good, and also cause i got to enjoy with the love of my life. It was so good. It has been so long since we went out and stayed out late. And its been long since we drank!! All i know was we had a very very good time. Things seem very good and i know it will be good.

I love the old man so much and i know he does too. We have planned so much for the future and i know that it will all go fine. We are just saving and doing everything else. We are accommodating to each other's needs and giving each other so much joy. I know i am very happy and i cannot ask for more.

Baby headed back with me to sleep at my house. We just knocked out as soon as we lay down on the bed. But it was nice cause i was in his arms. I love you baby and thanks for everything. Muacks.

Sunday, 19th August

What a lovely surprise to finally discover how unlonely being alone can be.
Ellen Burstyn

We slept till late afternoon, then woke up to go do some stuff. Baby and i went to Tiong bahru to buy me a sunglasses. Its a Ted Baker sunglasses and i am loving it. We also bought some other stuff. I bought some vitamins for myself as i think i desperately need it. And since i bought it, i know that i will eat it regularly.

After that, we headed to his parents place. Ate dinner and watched the Man U game. I was not so interested cause my fav player was not playing. After that we headed back to my place to sleep. Oh before that baby watched the other game. Mad Boy!!

Thank you so much for a wonderful weekend. I enjoyed it so much. Actually i enjoy every single day with you. Thank you so much. And i love you so much my love. Muacks =)


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nel`chee

- Tuesday, August 14, 2007 `x



Be loyal to what you love, be true to the earth, fight your enemies with passion and laughter.

That is how you win the battle in life. Its not hard. Just be truthful and do what you do best. I am being very happy and leading my own life. Trying to meet up with my friends as much as i can and keep the bond going strong.

I took another day off to attend the interview today. I woke up early and got ready to go to the Cerebral Palsy Center. I was very excited and nervous but i tried to keep my calm. When i reached the place, i went to the EPIC center and met the person in charge. She was very interested and looking forward to having me on her team. Then she asked me to come another day, just to see how i am getting along with her team and vice versa. She just want me to clear the formalities.

She will then call me after this friday and make another appointment with me for another interview and also an interview with the superior. I am so looking forward to it. I really pray that everything will go well. I really pray that i will get this job too, near baby's place and all. I am really very excited and glad.

Please pray for me ok. The rest of the day i just rested and slept.

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As I arrive home from college for the first time, I realize many things have changed—in my family and in myself. By Lia Gay
I find myself packing again. Well, let's be completely honest, this isn't really packingit's shoving three weeks' worth of dirty clothes into a suitcase and having my roommate sit on it so I can get it to close.

This time is different; this isn't the same nostalgic trip down memory lane as when I packed before college. This is the "night before my first trip home frantic pack." So you get the ideamy plane leaves in two hours, and no, college didn't teach me to procrastinate. I was experienced in that art long before I stepped onto my college campus.

So now that I'm packed, I have a minute to examine my emotions about my first trip home. I'm excited. My best friend, Matt, picks me up, groggy, for our 4:00 a.m. drive. My expectations are that I am going home to what I left: my parents, home-cooked meals, friends with whom I shared distinctive bonds and my long-distance boyfriend, whom I have been dying to see. I am happy at college, but a trip home, to my family and friends, sounds like just the thing I need to prepare me for the pre-finals crunch.

I think I will catch up on the missed hours of sleep on the plane. Instead, I look around and realize that most of the exhausted passengers are students just like me. Below us, in the cargo bin, sits a year's worth of dirty laundry at least.


I miss my connecting flight, so I am later than expected. I step off the plane to find my mom frantic, thinking I had been "abducted" on the trip home. I look at her puzzled. I guess in a mother's eyes there is no logical explanation for being late, such as the obvious flight trouble. I assure her that I am fine and that I don't need to fly as an "unaccompanied minor" on the way back.


A few hours later, I'm back at the airport, waiting for my boyfriend's arrival home. He steps off the plane with the same groggy but excited look I wore hours before. We drive over to see my dad, who seems calmer than my mother had been. I ask to see my room, expecting to find my shrine, my old pompoms, prom pictures, candid photos of friends and dolls scattered about. To my surprise, everything is gone; there's not even a trace I had ever lived in the room. I'm starting to wonder if I really had been abducted on the way home. It's as if the second I became a "college" student, I had ceased to exist.

I start to wonder what else had changed since I'd been gone. My parents are in an awkward transition, wondering how to treat me now. They wrestle with whether to treat me—still their daughter—as one of them, an adult, or as the child they feel they sent away months earlier.

I run into two of my best friends from high school; we stare blankly at each other. We ask the simple questions and give simple, abrupt answers. It's as if we have nothing to say to each other. I wonder how things have changed so much in such a small amount of time. We used to laugh and promise that no matter how far away we were, our love for each other would never change. Their interests don't interest me anymore, and I find myself unable to relate my life to theirs.

I had been so excited to come home, but now I just look at it all and wonder: Is it me?

Why hadn't the world stood still here while I was gone? My room isn't the same, my friends and I don't share the same bond, and my parents don't know how to treat me—or who I am, for that matter.

I get back to school feeling half-fulfilled, but not disappointed. I sit up in my bed in my dorm room, surrounded by my pictures, dolls and mementos. As I wonder what has happened, I realize that I can't expect the world to stand still and move forward at the same time. I can't change and expect that things at home will stay the same. I have to find comfort in what has changed and what is new; keep the memories, but live in the present.


A few weeks later, I'm packing again, this time for winter break. My mom meets me at the curb. I have come home accepting the changes, not only in my surroundings, but most of all in me.

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Don’t wait ‘til you’re sick to give your body and mind a break. Here’s how I learned to drop the guilt and recharge myself. By Ferida Wolff
I woke up feeling cranky. I didn't want to do housework, though the laundry was piling up. I didn't want to read the work I brought home from the office. I didn't want to do anything that resembled responsible behavior. It was that kind of day.

As I drank my morning tea, I thought I felt a headache coming on. Yes, there it was, a dull throb just behind my eyes. Maybe I should go back to bed until it subsided. As I put the dishes in the sink, it seemed that my muscles were beginning to ache. Or was the ache in my joints? That could mean I was coming down with the flu. Everyone I knew had the flu this year. Why should I be the one to escape it? I absolutely should be in bed.

I shuffled back to bed, wiggled under the covers and shut my eyes. Another couple of hours of sleep would be so nice, only I was now completely awake. I ought to get up. But no, there was that headache and the beginning of a sniffle. Better get the tissues.

On my way back from the bathroom with a family-sized tissue box, I stopped to grab that big new novel I had bought but had no time to read. I opened the book and settled against the pillows.

The morning was moving along and so was my reading. Another twenty pages and I was stretching. I should try to crack the report I was working on. I should at least get up and do the wash. What if I was contagious? I certainly didn't want to spread any germs. The wash could wait. My family was resourceful enough to scrounge clothing for the next day.

Maybe I wasn't actually getting the flu. I didn't really want to be sick. To be truthful, all I wanted was a little time off. I needed to nurture myself away from people, chores, career and the outside world. Did I have to wait to be sick to do that? As a child, the only respite from school or family chores was illness. But I wasn't a child any more. Did I have to manufacture symptoms to provide myself with an excuse? No, I decided, I didn't.

I talked to myself. Okay, I said, you need a day off. Admit it. Accept it. Toss out the guilt and enjoy a mini-vacation. What would you like to do? Read? You're already doing that. Pamper yourself? Take a bubble bath. Be a hermit? Let the machine answer the phone.

I poured half the bottle of bath gel into the streaming water and added a hearty handful of chamomile bath salts. Then I lit a vanilla-scented candle and gingerly stepped into the bathtub. With a grateful sigh, I immersed myself in my homemade spa. I heard the phone ring somewhere off in the distance and smiled.

Funny how the aches subsided in the heat of the tub. They just slipped away with the last of the bubbles down the drain. My head felt just fine, the throb replaced by a sense of well-being.

By late afternoon, I was back at it, refreshed physically, mentally and emotionally. And rather than feeling helpless, I felt empowered. I had given myself permission to listen and respond to my needs, to care for myself the way I tended to my family. I didn't need the crutch of illness to justify a rest. It was such a simple awareness, but then isn't it the simple things that set us free?

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sick still can post.


i like his new shirt.


ooo ever so hot!!


My nursery class.


K2 singing some chinese song.


K1 singing Count On Me.



Nursery singing Singapore Cheer.

Playgroup singing Happy Birthday S'pore.


Over at his place after work.

so romantic red and red, celebrating s'pore b'day.





looking so like his daddy.
so cute!!

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Mike wanted to
have sex with a girl in his office but she belonged to someone else.



One day Mike got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'll give
you $100 if you let me have you!"



But the girl said "NO!"



Mike said, "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down
and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up."



She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend,
so she called her boyfriend and told him the story.



Her boyfriend said, "Ask him for $200, then pick up the money very fast. He
won't even be able to get his pants down."



So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend
is waiting for his girlfriend to call.



Finally after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened.



She replied, "The bastard used coins!"



Management
lesson: Always consider a business proposal in its entirety before agreeing to
it.

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nel`chee

- Monday, August 13, 2007 `x



Man's mind, once stretched by a new idea, never regains its original dimensions.
Oliver Wendell Holmes, Jr.

It just keeps growing, when you find out something new about yourself, you will be curious and want to know more. That's how human nature is. And its hard to come back to the same self you used to be. Its not a bad thing, its good. But if the things that you wanna find out is bad then yes thats a bad thing.

I woke up early in the morning to a call, receiving the news that my grandma has passed away. I was shocked and was still i a sleepy mood, but i went to tell my parents. I went back to sleep a while more. I got up and then went to meet baby at bedok. He bought bed sheets and pillows for his new room. I am so excited to help him out with his new room. After all the shopping, we went back to his place rested a while and then headed to my place.

Baby decided to stay over my place and then go to work the next morning with his friend. So in the evening, my family went over to my aunt's place to see my grandma. It was best that she lest also cause she was in pain too. Now i know that she is in a better place and resting well, with no pain.

A ship in harbor is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.
William Shedd

You can hide all you want to be safe, but if that is not what you are made for then why are you doing it? I feel that i am made for something and i pursue in that. I try my best at least to do the best.

I woke up early in the morning to wake the pig up for work, and also prepared breakfast for him. I was so tired but in all in the game of love. ~Smiles~ Its just a great pleasure for me to do all of this for him. I will do more when i stay over at his place in the near future, which is not far away. After he left, i went back to sleep a while.

I woke up later in the morning and ordered Macs for the whole family. It was nice, it has been a very long time since the whole family was at home and ate breakfast together. It was really so nice. Then i made a few calls to some of the centers near baby's place and to the special school i went for the interview last time. All the other centers said they do not have vacancy but the special school principal made an appointment with me and was keen in meeting me. I was praying and hoping for the best.

Then we got ready and went to my aunt's place. It was all going well. Later at 5pm we headed to the crematorium. We were a little late but it was alright. I am glad she is resting in peace now. Thank you lord.


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nel`chee

- Sunday, August 12, 2007 `x



Oh i have been so busy this whole week to write a proper entry. I would like to just sum up everything and write one entry instead of the daily ones that i usually do. It would be a little long though, so it means more information.

Wednesday, i headed to baby's house after work. It was very nice in school to see all the children in red and white and singing the Nation songs. Although the small ones do not know much of the songs. Oh i took videos and pictures of the kids, i will upload them when i really get the time. Have been so busy and just not enough rest at all. Other than that, it was normal and i find myself a little patient and more open today to the kids. At baby's house, we ate and then went to Bedok to shop around. I bought one pair shoes, a bag and stickers!!! It was all good. Then headed back to baby's house and he came over to my place to stay. We had a good time, although i was just damn tired!!

Thursday, Happy Birthday Singapore!! We woke up a little early, then i drove to fetch my cousin and then we headed to baby's parents house. We spent the day there, but we ran some errands in between. We went to buy paint for the pasir ris house, went to put the paint in the house and then headed back to his parents house. Then we slept a while before the parade. I wanted to watch the parade as its quite different this year. Then ate dinner and drove home. Sent my cousin back home first then i headed back home. I took a shower and immediately went to bed!!

Friday is back to work, same old things. After work, i headed back home and rested. I was just really very tired. I watched television and then went to sleep. It was just a simple day for me. I was just stoning during work as i did not have enough sleep and sick too.

Saturday - Happy 5 Months Anniversary Baby!
I went to work today, as my teacher exchanged her shift with me. I was supposed to meet baby at Novena after my work but he came to surprise me at my work place, the sad thing is that i finished work earlier so it did not go as planed for him. He came with flowers for me, 5 roses to represent the 5 strong months that we have had. It was so sweet of him, 4 red ones and one pink one. I did not take a pic of it though. We dropped by my house first to put some stuff and then went to Novena. We went for the 4pm one and then went to change some stuff for his house. Then we went to bugis and we shopped like mad!! ok i was the mad one. I bought 3 jeans, and two belts. I was satisfied alright. After that we went to eat. Wanted to eat at Billy Bombers but it was closed. So we settled for Fish&Co our fav food place. After that we just headed home. And i am just exhausted!!!

Oh and today i found out that my grandma passed away. So please pray for her. They are carrying her body tomorrow. I am going to go now, need to run some errands before i head to see her.

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nel`chee

- Friday, August 10, 2007 `x



The Good Husband...

Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party.

Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all.


He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong.


Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table.

And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed.


He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house.


He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror.


Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick:


'Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favourite dinner tonight. I love you, darling! Love, Jillian'


He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast, steaming hot coffee and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the

table, eating.


Jack asks, 'Son...what happened last night?'


'Well, you came home after 3 A.M., drunk and out of your mind. You fell over the coffee table and broke it, and then you puked in the hallway,

and got that black eye when you ran into the door.


Confused, he asked his son, 'So, why is everything in such perfect order and so clean? I have a rose, and breakfast is on the table waiting for

me??'


His son replies, 'Oh THAT!... Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your pants off, you screamed,

'Leave me alone, I'm married!!'



Broken Coffee Table $239.99

Hot Breakfast $4.20

Two Aspirins $1.38

Saying the right thing, at the right time . . PRICELESS!!!

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nel`chee

- Tuesday, August 07, 2007 `x



Angels fly because they take themselves lightly.
Jean Cocteau

So do you want to fly? Make sure you are as light as a feather, do not harm people or think of any harm to others. Cause angels do good and no harm.

Headed to work the same usual thing, except that i am busy preparing things for the children. Today worked until 7pm and i was just so stone!! I am such a HUGE PIG!! eat and eat and eat at work!! Oh my, i hope i am putting on some weight. Kinda need it actually.

I headed home after work today cause i was very tired and did not go visit baby as tomorrow i have to work early. So here it ends and i am heading to bed!!




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nel`chee

- Monday, August 06, 2007 `x



The fly cannot be driven away by getting angry at it.
African proverb

Even if you get angry at a situation or what, it is not going to disappear or solve by itself. You have to calmly handle the situation and deal with the consequences later, if there is any. So take one step at a time and do not wait for miracles to happen.

I dragged myself to work today, as i was feeling a little weak and also the head was throbbing so much. But i still went to work today. It was alright at work, just the same old things. During work i was so worried about the sick boyfriend, that i decided to go and visit him after work. Although i finished late, i made my way to his parents house.

I was so happy to see him. It was so nice to be in his arms after 2 days. I feel so sad that i cannot be by his side and take care of him. I was so happy. We were reading the reader's digest and laughing about it. It was so nice and good having a good time with him. I hope that i have enlightened him by my presence. And i know that he was happy, cause he was smiling so much and having a good time.

Although baby was sick, he cooked chicken for me and we have a good dinner. And i was glad that things seem to be better. I am very happy. I just pray that things will get much better and we can solve and go through many other problems together.

Good Night!! Have a great week ahead!!


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nel`chee

- Sunday, August 05, 2007 `x



A man wrapped up in himself makes a very small bundle.
Benjamin Franklin

I am not sad or in trouble. I am just missing the sick boy so much. He got a week mc and i do not really have the time to go see him. Arghhh.. I decided to stay home and rest. I started to watch 7th Heaven Season 2. It kept me going on through the day. I did jumping jacks today. I watched a little bit of the tamil movie and all.

I was just feeling so lonely and also very tired. Eyes are closing and quite straining it now. I know today is a very short post but i am just missing my baby so much. So i am heading to bed. Good night!!

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Talk happiness; talk faith; talk health. Say you are well, and all is well with you, and God shall hear your words and make them true.
Ella Wheeler-Wilcox

I am happy, and i have a good faith. I pray for those around me and sometimes for myself. I am glad i can feel God's presence when i am down and low, and even when i am so happy. I know that he has sent his angels to guard and guide me, together with all those whom i love so much too. And i thank him each day, for the people i have around me and the life that i am living.

I took another day off, cause the smelly stayed over and he was quite sick still. Had to stay home and look after him. I find great pleasure in doing it, and satisfaction too. Cause i know that he is well taken cared of. We practically slept most of the day, then woke up later in the afternoon and got ready for Novena. We took a cab there, so that we can make it for the 5pm one.

After Novena, we headed opp Novena to have late lunch and early dinner. I was craving for steak and potatoes at the Vines Restaurant but baby wanted to eat chicken rice, so we did. We were satisfied with the food.

Then we took a walk to TTSH for baby to consult the doc, cause he has not been feeling better even after consulting 2 doctors. We waited a while before consulting the doctor. While waiting, baby and i played golf on my hp. It was so fun, and i was just keeping him entertained and not feeling so sick. The doctor took blood samples from him and an x-ray too. We went to have desserts, as the blood test results might take some time. When we came back, the doc said that baby had bacteria in his blood and must take real good care and rest or else it will affect his lungs and cause lung infections (forgot how to spell it already). I was so worried when i heard that, i just wanted to be by his side and take care of him. To baby's disappointment, baby was not admitted as there were not enough beds and his case were not so serious. We walked around the new mall a while and then headed home. Both of us took cabs back home.

I am so sad that i will not be able to look after the fat ass. He will be at home and i will not have the time to head over there. If he was in the hospital, i know that he will be taken cared of and i will be able to cook and bring for him. But now i am going to miss him for a week. And i will not be able to talk to him much too. Sigh. Sorry sayang that i cant be there to look after you. But no matter what i will love you so much.

*I bought reader's digest and actually i wanted to buy it so long ago. Cause i have been reading this in secondary and it is good. Has recipes, jokes and nice articles to read about. And now i realised that the price is $9.90 for one small book!! So i am deciding to order the book. At least it is cheaper by $18.90 which is worth two months. I will post up some jokes and other things if i find it nice.

Good Night =)


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nel`chee

- Friday, August 03, 2007 `x



Understand that the right to choose your own path is a sacred privilege. Use it. Dwell in possiblity.
Oprah Winfrey

Its your life, and you have all the rights to choose what you want to do or what you want to be. Just make wise decisions and make your way up. Being independent and having the freedom to do that, opens up many opportunities for learning.

I took the day off, desperately in need of the sleep and pampering. In the end, i got the sleep but not the pampering. I met the smelly at City Hall and we headed to buy his sunglasses that i promised him quite some time ago. We got a good deal at his friends shop for a Oakley Monster Dog. After that, we walked around looking for carpets and bedsheets, but did not buy any. When baby gets his room then we will go shopping for his room stuff. Then we ate at a coffee shop near by. Baby decided to stay over at my place. But before that i shopped at THIS Fashion, and bought loads of clothes. Good deal. Some mid year sale or something and we just kept buying and buying. I am so happy. Good Good buy!!

We headed back to my place and watched television a while. Then baby took his meds and went to bed. Whole night i was looking after him and making sure that he was alright. I am so worried for him as he has been sick for quite some time already. And his fever has been stagnant too. So we decided that if he was still sick tomorrow, we would go see a doc.

So good night everyone. I am tired once again. Its just that time of the month and i am just really drained!!! Arghhh...

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nel`chee

- Thursday, August 02, 2007 `x



All receive advice. Only the wise profit from it.
Syrus

Everyone sees advice in different ways. Some take it in the right and positive way, others just simply ignore it and do it their way. Taking advice and other people's opinion can benefit you at times. But its how you make use of it. So be wise when you take advice and do think for your own self too.

Happy Birthday My Godbro Clifton.
You Are A Year Older.
I Hope & Pray You Make Wise Decisions.
All The Best & Hope To See You Soon Too.
God Bless.

I am tired. Just too tired thinking and doing things. I seriously need pampering RIGHT NOW!! Not the love or concern kind of pampering, i meant massages or mani and pedi. Arghh need one so desperately. The boyfriend has been pampering me with loads of love and care, and i feel so appreciated and i appreciate everything tat he has done for me.

Watched television a while then i headed to bed after taking to the smelly a while. I am seriously very tired. And the bf is feeling so sick and in need of his rest. He was on two days mc and went back to camp tonight. So good night. Sweet dreams!!

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nel`chee

- Wednesday, August 01, 2007 `x



Life is a compromise of what your ego wants to do, what experience tells you to do, and what your nerves let you do.
Bruce Crampton

As i have said before in my posts, you need to trust yourself and do what you want to do. At times, your heart tells you to do something but your mind does not allow you to do it. Its a conflict with your conscience and feelings. This happens in many occasion in life. You just have to make better judgment and think for yourself.

I woke up early to wake the smelly up for work, but he was having a fever and decided to see the doc and not go work. So we slept a little bit more and then woke up just nice for my work. Baby took the same bus with me and then took another bus to the mrt station to go home. I started to miss the smelly once i got to work. Sigh.

Work was just the same, tiring and all. Nothing new, i just thinking of the lessons that i have to teach. Baby messaged me and told me that his temperature was 39.8 degrees. Oh my i was so worried for him and sad that i could not be there for him. This boy ah!! But he went home and slept like a pig after taking all the meds.

I headed home after work. I was just very tired and felt like my body was aching so much. Arghh its nearing that time of the month and i am having all those symptoms again. Hate this feeling. But i managed to tahan so that i can watch the new episode of CSI Miami. It was a good start. Quite different though. But i am liking it still.

Ok now i am heading to bed and desperately in need of my rest. So good night. Smiles.

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