- Monday, April 30, 2007 `x

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A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales.

The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a
human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was
very small.

The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale.

Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a
human; it was physically impossible.

The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah".

The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?"

The little girl replied, "Then you ask him".



A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while
they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's
work.

As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked
what the drawing was.

The girl replied, "I'm drawing God."

The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like."

Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl
replied, "They will in a minute."



A Sunday school teacher was discussing the Ten Commandments with her
five and six year olds.

After explaining the commandment to "honor" thy Father and thy Mother,
she asked, "Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our
brothers and sisters?"

Without missing a beat one little boy (the oldest of a family)
answered, "Thou shall not kill."



One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the
dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several

strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head.

She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your
hairs white, Mom?"

Her mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and
make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white."

The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then
said, "Then why are ALL of grandma's hairs white?"



The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to
persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture.

"Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown
up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a
doctor.'

A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the
teacher, she's dead."



A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying
to make the matter clearer, she said, "Now, class, if I stood on my head,
the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the
face."

"Yes," the class said.

"Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary
position the blood doesn't run into my feet?"

A little fellow shouted,
"Cause your feet ain't empty."



The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary
school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The
nun
made a note, and posted on the apple tray:

"Take only ONE. God is watching."

Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was
a large pile of chocolate chip cookies.

A child had written a note, "Take all you want. God is watching the
apples.
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- Sunday, April 22, 2007 `x



You are younger today than you ever will be again. Make use of it for the sake of tomorrow.
Anonymous

each day you grow older.
make use of each day as it is and be happy.
live it like it is ya last day on earth.
appreciate everything around you.
and may today be helpful for tomorrow's event.

i slept for a few hours and then headed to baby's house.
i wanted to sleep a while but the fatty came over.
i missed her so much.
i dreamt about her the other day.
so cute.
she became fatter.
soon i guess she will be my weight.

baby made bombay toast and i ate.
so yummy.
after eating i went to sleep.
could not tahan.
it was only awhile but better than nothing.
then woke up and got ready to leave for his work.
i traveled with him to jurong east and then walked around the exhibition a while.
i played with the gun baby was in charge of.
not really fun la.
but nice.
took pic of baby doing his work.
so cute.
now i know why girls look at him.
sigh.
but its all good.

i headed home.
i was on the verge of slping in the bus already but i controlled.
came home got changed and i went to sleep a while.
i woke up and ate like a pig.
such a glutton.
then i watched tv and blogged.
i chatted with some of my friends and then blogged some more.

encountered a giant flying cockroach at about 9.40pm.
disgusting.
flying everywhere.
me and my bro worked together and caught that thing.
yucks.
i am not scared but it was super huge and flying everywhere.

i watched csi and waited till baby got back home.
i spoke to baby for a while and then i went to sleep.
feeling so tired still.

you wanna walk out of my life like a coward go ahead.
cause it does not affect me.
just pay the bills and give me back my stuff.
i know how much its hurting for u but to do this??
i cannot say anything.
if this is how u handle ya situation i have nothing to say.
all the best in everything u do.
god bless u and ya family.

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- Wednesday, April 18, 2007 `x

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i was waiting for this day a very long time already.
meet up with my girls.
i miss them so much.
we were supposed to meet at about 7 plus but since sharon finished work early we met up earlier.
so they waited for me as they told me last min that we were meeting early.
i tried my best to rush there.
first thing i did was to hug them one by one when i reached city hall mrt station,
mok was there too n i missed him too.
then we headed over to esplanade.
we ate at the makansutra over there.
we ordered so much of food.
during dinner we had loads of fun.
mok just kept us laughing and all.
he wanted to say he wants to get CPR but instead he said i want CPU!!
so funny and sharon as blur as ever.
misha was quite quiet today cause she was sick.
after dinner we wanted to go wash hands and i was on the phone with xp,
and i nearly entered the guys toilet.
haha it was funny.

after that we went up to the roof top terrace.
very nice and loads of couples.
we were making so much noise and i bet the couples wished we just disappeared.
we had no intentions of disturbing em or what so ever,
but we were just having fun.
we took loads of pictures which was our routine.
and i was having a very good chat wid sharon.
i just missed both my angels so much.

following that misha and mok headed back home,
while sharon and i wanted to get some drinks from 7-11.
we walked to marina square and was walking on the wrong floor round and round.
haha then we passes swensens and decided to eat desserts instead.
sharon had some strawberry thingy and mine chocolate ice cream.
we talked some more.
like never ending.
with me what do you expect??
we shared stories and all.
it is just very nice talking to her.
i can tell her anything and feel comfortable.

after that we walked back to the bus stop and headed back home.
i really enjoyed my day so much.
had so much of fun with my girls.
they just made my day.
i just miss seeing them everyday in sch and sharing loads of things.
now we have gone our separate ways,
but i know they will still be in my heart no matter what.
they have been there for me a lot.
we have been through a lot together too.
and i am happy that i had them by my side.
thanks angels for everything.
i love u both so much and always will.
misha:
i am glad to see u very happy and all.
i will always pray for u and mok.
and everything that u are doing in life.
work and personal that is.
sharon:
be strong and make a proper decision.
and i want u to stay happy always.
remember that misha n myself we are always behind u and supporting u.
we will always be there for u no matter what.
thanks for everything babe.
i love u both so much!!!
muacks muacks muacks!!!
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- Saturday, April 14, 2007 `x



F A M I L Y

I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.


He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."


We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said goodbye.


But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.


Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.


When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.


He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.


While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,


"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.


Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.


Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.


He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."


By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.


I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
"Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.


"Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.


I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."


I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
I love you anyway."


I said, "Son, I love you too,
and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."


FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss
for the rest of their lives.


And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more
into work than into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed,
don't you think?
So what is behind the story?


Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU
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Do not wish to be anything but what you are, and try to be that perfectly.
St. Francis de Sales

i am happy the way i am.
i love the way i am.
but i worry too much.
i put others in front of me too much.
i think of everyone's prob more than i think of my own.
i just hate that of myself.
i know its good to a certain extend but its unhealthy if i keep doing that always.
cause in the end i suffer!!!

today was not a very bad day.
but a lot of emotions.
sigh i hate it when it happens.
i had to rush down to baby's house to wake him up.
his phone was in silent and charging.
arghh.
but at least i got to see him a little too though.
after that headed to bugis cause he wanted to change the jeans he bought yesterday.
then i headed back home while he went to work.
i went home and slept like a pig.
haha.
woke up feeling quite down and all cause of certain things that are affecting me,
so i headed over to Novena.
prayed and spoke to GOD.
feeling so much better now.
then met baby for dinner as i was near taka also.
he had dinner while i just sat there.
haha.
we spoke about stuff and i am feeling much better.
i have to stop thinking about a lot of stuff.
i cannot be like that forever.
i do empathize but i have to be strong that all of it does not affect me and my life.
cause it will just consume all of me.

anw my day was quite alright.
luckily i went over to baby's house to wake him up.
or else..
i am tired once again.
sleep so much but still so tired.
so good night.

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- Thursday, April 12, 2007 `x



We look forward to the time when the Power of Love will replace the Love of Power. Then will our world know the blessings of peace.
William Gladstone (submitted by amberphoenix)

why cant everyone just live in peace??
why is there war and fights and bombing and killings??
why all of these?
the love of power is definitely overpowering the power of love.
people feel the love of power to destroy and all.
but they do not see the power of love.
sigh i am very disappointed and wish i can do something to help.

i ask myself,
did i give someone up so easily cause of someone else?
or did i really make a decision out of my own clear mind?
and when i think again,
i should not even ask myself that damn question cause i know the answer.
i made the decision out of my own clear mind and i am happy now.
i do get reminded of the my past relationship but i hold on to the happy moments.
i am sad for certain things that happened but i have learnt from my mistake and i am glad for that.
when i start thinking,
i feel this lonely feeling inside of me and quite sad actually.
i just need to get everything out of me and feel better.
i cannot go on like that forever.
cause it hurts badly inside.
and i am trying my very best to get out of this shit that i am going through.

i went to do my eyebrows today,
then went over to meet the smelly.
i spotted him eating ice cream with his friend at taka.
but i did not go up to him.
i stood not far away and was msging him like i was stalking him.
its so funny.
we met and had dinner at cine.
after that we spent some quality time with each other.
cause the next few days he will be very busy with work and the exhibition.
we had so called supper and went shopping ard bugis street a while.
he bought a polo tee and jeans.
while i was just looking around to see what i can buy the next time.
anw i won toto.
so happy.

i had a great day.
everything with you is just great.
i am happy with you.
things have been really good and i am praying for the best.
i know i cannot depend on anyone else cause we are in a relationship and not anyone else,
so we have to make it work.
you make me laugh and smile and have so much of fun disturbing other people.
thanks a lot smelly.
looking forward to everything else.

good night sweet dreams.
muacks.
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- Wednesday, April 11, 2007 `x



There is in the worst of fortune the best of chances for a happy change.
Euripides

i am very happy i made a decision like such.
my life is happy.
to people it might just be the honeymoon period or whatsoever,
but to me its very different.
cause everything is so different now.
i am happy, we are happy.
and thats all that matters.

everything with you is just wonderful.
words cannot describe the feeling.
things are very different for me now.
although i still do get the feeling of loneliness and jealousy from the past,
it has got nothing to do with you.
i am happy for the things that are happening now.
we laugh and joke.
we disturb people around us and just have a great time together.
the way we handle things are so different.
i just can see a lot of things happening now.
and i am glad and blissful.

planned to meet my old man today.
so i did.
headed down to takashimaya at about 2pm.
but he was not done with work yet so i sat around and all.
The army is having some 40 years anniversary thing and having an exhibition.
so he is involved in the shooting part.
today was the setting up of the station and all.
i sat patiently waiting but after some time,
baby ask me to go home cause it will be finishing very late.
i was quite upset as i really wanted to spend time with him on this day.
but i really understand that it is not his fault and he wants to spend time with me as much too.

i headed home and had my sleep.
was quite tired though.
baby finished quite late and headed home.
we spoke and i watched tv.
i watched the exorcism of emily rose.
i already watched it before but felt like watching it again.
then i felt so tired and went to sleep.
good night =)

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- Tuesday, April 10, 2007 `x



Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.
Michael Jordan

like the problems that i am facing now,
i fall a little but somehow bring myself up to face it.
of course with the help of the people around me.
there are always obstacles that obstruct my path,
but that never stopped me from doing what i wanna do or getting where i wanna go.
so be strong and pick yaself up when you fall.
you will find yaself learning more than you expected.

i started work back today after being sick last week.
it was quite alright.
new teacher over at the center.
seems nice and all.
everything looks better now.
i got my pay today.
the cheque bounced the other day cause of the lack of another signature.
then today only i had the proper one.
and it was in cash cause the guy went to cash it out for me.
so nice of him.

having loads to think about these days.
about my personal life, my career and family and many more.
sometimes i wonder if i can run away from everything but this is life and you cant run away from anything.
and i am proud that i have the strength to carry on and go further in life.
im glad.
happy with everything that is happening now.
and i am praying that everything goes well.
so things seems pretty good and i am happy.
this week seems to be a pretty busy one.
and i am looking forward to it all.

good night sweet dreams to all.
muacks.

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This is beautiful! Try not to cry.

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said goodbye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom."
She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could."

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.
The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Laying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say "I Love You". I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you goodbye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. God asked me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place with me, He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. I will be having supper soon. I'm sure the food will be great.
Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't feel hurt anymore. The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when GOD sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God & Me.
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- Monday, April 09, 2007 `x



Don't cut your conscience to fit this year's fashions.
Lillian Hellman

do not avoid ya conscience just cause of some other people.
listen to your heart and follow it accordingly.
do not just follow trend and miss out on many things.
do not let it down just cause other people are not doing it.
thats not the way to do or go about it.

today is my company's function so i did not have work.
so i just stayed at home and caught up on my sleep.
my head started to be very painful.
arghh.
so after eating lunch and updating my blog n all,
i went to sleep.
cause my head was killing me.
anw i bought a new small pillow cause i left mine over at babe's place.
so now he is happy that he can have it.

after waking up i just slacked and watched some tamil movie that my family was watching.
i watched news and they spoke about the so called wheel in s'pore.
it is called the Singapore Flyer.
and the cabins will be air conditioned.
and its 165 meters high.
whoo hoo.
it looks so gigantic.

baby is going to have 3 hactic weekends cause of some saf exhibition.
but its alright.
i am looking forward to the 21st of this month cause i'll be going to watch jg with misha,mok and grj.
and i miss them so much.
so i am happy.

now i am going to watch my csi.
good night.
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oh ya i am contemplating if i should just join the childcare that i am in now for full time or wait for the center in pasir ris to get back to me.
i am just in a state of confusion.
do not know what to do now.
having loads of financial problems and all.
need to start saving money and many more stuff.
please give me ya suggestions.
good night.

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Holy Thursday

The secret of getting ahead is getting started.
Sally Berger

you have to get started first in order to even move forward.
and i am glad i have started something and its making me happy.
although i foresee probs coming arising and all.
but i know i will stand strong and face it all.
so just going through everything one step at a time.

today is holy thursday and we needed to go church and all.
i went to tekka to do my eyebrow first.
came back just in time to drive my parents to church.
attended mass and went for church visiting after that.
we went to blessed sacrament first and then headed to st ignatius.
but we got lost on the way to st ignatius.
haha.
at last we found the place.
after that sent my parents to have dinner and my bro to church to pick his bike.
and i headed home.
as soon as i reached home,
i headed to meet baby, sister and mike at st peter's.

while i was walking there,
i saw shina and elvis.
unexpected but at least i got to see shina.
though we didnt talk,
we smiled and waved.
i am glad we went church visiting.
then we went to good shepherd and headed for dinner.
sorry supper i mean.
we went to cineleisure to eat at pastamania and then went to watch shooter.
we had to eat vegetarian food.
the pizza was not filling at all.
and not really nice.
anw we missed a little of the start of the movie.
but still it was good.
hang around a while and then we headed our own directions.

first ever time we really had some emotion prob.
some sort of misunderstanding and emotions exchanged.
i know your past and that i have to be strong for you.
both was hurt and sad.
left it just like that cause you did not wanna talk.
you just wanted to be left alone.
and so i did.

Good Friday

Discovery consists of seeing what everybody has seen and thinking what nobody has thought.
Albert von Szent-Gyorgyi

you need to put yaself in other people's shoes.
you need to think of others and how they are feeling too.
only then you will find out many things you never really realised.
i keep doing that and tts why i can know wat people are feeling.
but you can never always give in to others.
cause you will be taken advantage of.
and you cannot put others always first cause then you would be depriving yaself of your own wants and needs.

slept so late due to the emotion dispute.
and i had to wake up so early for good friday mass.
i was just stoning during mass and even before that.
i was contemplating in going but i decided to cause i wanted to pray and all.
after mass i headed over to baby's place.
i helped to cut leaves for the church.

baby and i had a talk after that.
was able to share what we felt and it was all good.
things do happen and i am glad we spoke.
thanks a lot.
i promised you that i want to go through all of this with you and i will keep my word.
i am not like one of those girls you used to date last time.
you need to put the past behind you and be happy with the future and the present.
and i know you are trying and i will be there for you too ok.
just be strong.

after that we headed to st joseph's church.
we went there to see the procession.
i have never remembered going there.
it was very crowded.
the way the procession was made,
it was really nice but i could not see much.
after that we had dinner at fish and co.
i did not eat much as i was not having a good appetite.
then sister, mike, tracyann, baby and myself went to watch mr bean at suntec city.
we played arcade first though.
baby, sister and mike was so addicted to this game.
tracyann, baby and myself took pictures together.

the movie was alright.
quite lame though.
after that we headed home.
was so tired.
but i had a good day.

Holy Saturday

Keep the faculty of effort alive in you by a little gratuitous exercise every day.
William James

to my understanding,
you have to practice or exercise that particular talent cause if you do not you will loose it.
to be in touch with it at all times,
you have to practice.
keep working at it so that it will always live.

woke up a later in the morning.
then baby cooked fried rice,
while mike ordered pizza.
i ate like a pig.
after that rested a while and then got ready to go to baby's cousin rom ceremony.
it was nice to have met his family.
ok la not really but still did.
after that we headed to liquid kitchen.
AGAIN!!
haha.
i was very tired and wanted to go back home.
but since everyone was staying i did too.
i enjoyed my time over there.

kiran said how is the postmortem depression.
haha when he wanted to ask how is the post natal depression.
funny la this guy.
after that mike and kiran went out while sister, baby and myself went home.
i had a great time after that.
thanks smelly.

Easter Sunday

Give, and it will be given to you.
Jesus

when you give do not expect something in return.
when you expect something in return,
you are not doing it with a full heart.

Happy Easter Everyone!!

baby and i planned to go for easter mass,
but i woke up having terrible cramps.
so we did not go.
we did not go for the family reunion too.
we stayed at home and ate.
after that baby went to play soccer while i ate at the coffee shop.
when we went back to his house,
sister and mike spoke to us about certain stuff.

i just knew all these would happen some day.
but i am standing strong.
baby and i will do what it takes so that we can go through this relationship well.
we will take one step at a time and do things right so that no one can find some reason to make it break.
it is hard but we will make it through.
although this is just the start,
we will make it work by doing it right.

i know my family loves me a lot,
but sometimes it frustrates me when i am being treated worse than a small kid.
although i know that they are still my parents,
i just get annoyed when they twist their words or what so ever.
sigh.
all this is happening cause we are still in the initial stage of the relationship.
it will soon be alright.
i understand why all this is happening and i know that i will make it better.
i also know that baby will be by me and help me through it too.
thanks a million.

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Three babies are in their mother's womb. One of them says, "I want to be an artist,
so everyone will know what it looks like in here."
The next one says, "I want to be an olympic swimmer because I get so much practice
in here." Then the last baby says," I'm going to be a hunter, because if that
snake comes in here and pokes me again I'm gonna chop that damned thing in half!"
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- Thursday, April 05, 2007 `x




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- Wednesday, April 04, 2007 `x



Give thanks for a little and you will find a lot.
The Hausa of Nigeria

though i do not get much now,
i am still happy for what i have.
and i never fail to give thanks to GOD and ask him to bless and guide my family and my loved ones.
for the little i have,
i rejoice.
i want a simple and happy life.
i do not ask for much.

Happy Birthday Xp.
Mature Adult Already.
So Now That You Are 21 And We Are Graduated,
I Wish You All The Best In Everything That You Do.
God Bless And Guide U Always.
Muacks.

i didnt go to work today also.
not feeling too well.
so i stayed at home.
after baby visited the MO at his camp,
he got 2 days of mc.
so he decided to come over to my place and spend some time wid me.
i was happy.
smiles.

baby came over and we watched movies.
first we were watching saw 3 when the whole block blacked out.
they were doing some cable thing downstairs so it tripped the power.
it was so hot and all.
but after some time it came back on.
then we continued to watch movie.
but we watched some war movie instead.
which was not bad.
then my bro returned and we watched the covenant.
it was nice too.
babe was watching it half way when he slept.
so tired and he was still sick too.

old man stayed till about 8pm and then he headed home.
it was nice having him over to my hse.
spending time with him and all.
cause i normally get to spend weekends with him only,
but now i can spend some weekdays with him too.

i watched my csi and then headed to sleep.
head is killing me so much.
suddenly so painful and sharp the pain.
sigh.
whats happening to me,
i wonder???

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- Tuesday, April 03, 2007 `x



"Mile by mile it's a trial; yard by yard it's hard; but inch by inch it's a cinch."
Anonymous

every minute in life is a trial for me.
everything i do i have to think carefully and make a decision.
and sometimes things around me affect my feelings and stuff like that.
but somehow or another i try to pick myself up and carry on with life.
its not easy but i try my very best.
cause its no use crying over spilled milk and wondering how it would be like and all.
it is not mine anymore and i should not give a damn about it.

today was another day at home.
woke up with a fever so i decided to stay at home another day.
did not want to spread the sick to the kids.
so i slept and woke up late morning.
i went to collect my pay but the guy crossed my cheque so i have to wait till tomorrow to receive my cash.
sigh.
i need to pay my bills.
after that i went to meet my mum at chinatown.
SHOPPING!!
bought some dresses and blouses.
so long havent been shopping so had to buy some stuff.
and then i headed back home.

then went over to babe's house.
he cooked for me fried rice together for the rest of his family too.
nice and yummy.
then we headed to bedok to collect his new phone.
the chinese lady was flirting with him and all.
he so happy only.
we had our hot fudge sundae and took bus 30 to my house.
he came over my hse as he has not been here for quite some time.

old man was watching some tamil movie together with my brother and father.
he can laugh at the movie some more.
haha so cute.
i had to translate it to him also.
after that i drove him to the interchange so that he can take bus to camp.
its nice to spend some time with him.
the next time i see him is on friday when i go for mass with him and his family.
might be staying over after that.

i am getting frustrated with you.
i just want my stuff back,
why cant you understand??
when i msg u,
you do not msg back.
but when you want something i have to msg you back.
you are always expecting something from me,
but when i expect something from you im never able to get it at all.
why is that so??
have you ever thought that was one of the reason why i left???
go figure!!!
you wanna make friends get to know girls i seriously do not give a damn but please give me back my stuff as i have problems with my own phone now.
you can go around telling people a different story or what so ever but i do not care about it at all.
i know the truth and let it be.
cause you do not even know the whole truth.
i cannot even tell u anything cause you will never listen.
i am happy now and thats how its going to be.
you can try to do whatever you want to ok.
just be happy thats all i want for you now.
so just please give me back my stuff

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- Monday, April 02, 2007 `x

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God brings men into deep waters not to drown them, but to cleanse them.
Aughey

you always have to know that when you are faced with troubles,
GOD is putting you to the test and not to make you suffer.
he wants to test if you are ready for the next phase in life and getting you ready for it.
somehow or another he will be there with you to protect and guide you through the obstacles that you face.
so when you are faced with problems and obstacles,
be positive and take it one step at a time.

i did not go to work today.
woke up having fever and so i msged the guy and informed that i will not be coming to work.
i woke up,
had breakfast took my meds and went to sleep again.
i woke up for lunch and had it then followed by my meds.
i blogged a while then headed to bed again.

i feel much better now.
fever still on and off,
but flu is much better.
body a little weak though.
due to the meds.
i just turn to watching televison and using my computer.
i am bored staying at home and all.

i wanna go shopping.
i wanna buy clothes and all.
arghh.
annoying that my pay has not come in yet.
sigh.
why cant they just give me my pay.
sickening asses.

ok i am going to watch tv and head to bed.
hopefully i can go work tomorrow.
cause i want my pay so that i can go shopping!!!

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Hillary Clinton dies and goes to Heaven. She meets St. Peter at the Gates, and notices thousands of clocks. "What are all these clocks for?" she asks St. Peter. "Each person has one," he replied. "They start at midnight, and every time someone tells a lie, it moves ahead one minute. This one is Mother Teresa's. She never lied, so it never moved. This one is George Washington's. He told only two, so it is at two minutes past midnight."
Hillary looks around and asks, "So, where is Bill's clock?" "Oh ,"St. Peter chuckled, "Jesus has that one in his office. He's using it as a ceiling fan."
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- Sunday, April 01, 2007 `x



We shall never know all the good that a simple smile can do.
Mother Teresa

a simple smile can lit up a person's life.
a simple smile can change a decision of another.
i love to smile,
and i love the people who make me smile too.
have u heard of the saying that it takes lesser muscles to smile than to frown??
but i do frown too.
maybe even more than i smile.
haha.
but try smiling,
it works wonders!!!

i woke up being sick today.
but i still went to work cause i needed the money.
and i thought i would get my pay.
i worked half day cause i knew i will not be able to tahan whole day.
at work it was quite tiring and strained too.
i fought with this boy who is very rude and naughty.
he was testing my patience and annoying me.
so i pinned him down to the chair.
and he was struggling with me.
my principal and the other teachers did not even do anything or say anything to stop me.
after when it was his turn to shower,
he still struggled and made it even worse.
i help him till he said sorry to me and calmed down.

and for the first time i showered a girl,
since i ever started this line of work.
cause the girl is new to the center and she is attached to me.
and when the china teacher wanted to bath her,
she didnt want to.
so i had to shower her.
but it was a good experience.
after that i made her to sleep and had my lunch.
and then i headed back home.

i had a short nap and then woke up and got ready to go meet the husky.
upon reaching his house,
we got ready and left for marina to have steamboat.
kiran and gang were already there.
dinner was quite alright,
but i did not eat much cause i was not really feeling well.
then the guys played datona and gambled with it also.
after that we headed to labyrinth to play pool and slack.
i was super cold and i knew i was getting more sick.
it was super terrible.
after the long and painful experience in the place,
we had supper and headed back home.

took a shower and went to bed.
babe was still very sick.
so he took meds and went to sleep.

Do or do not. There is no try.
Yoda, 'The Empire Strikes Back'

you either wanna do it or you do not want to.
you cannot be in the middle.
its pointless if you are in the middle.
you cannot sit on the fence and just wish to somehow fall on the right side of the fence.
so make a decision.

woke up at about 11 plus and headed to east point.
babe bought some medicine for his ulcer and i bought food cause i was so hungry.
came back home and ate.
uncle made fish and chips today and i had a little cause my throat was hurting.
after that i took meds and went to sleep.
woke up later in the afternoon and i got ready to go to my uncle's hse.
but thinking of the distance i changed my mind about it.
from simei all the way to chua chu kang.
it is total madness.
moreover babe was not coming with me cause he had high fever.

instead we went for dinner wid mike and sister near the cc.
food was good.
i finished my plate of rice and was still hungry.
then we went to bedok cause husky wanted to search for phone.
after the long walks up and down,
we found a shop that offered a good deal and settled for it.
then we headed back home.
it was the first weekend we went back early.
i sponged babe with ice water but his fever was still high.
so he took meds and slept.
i took meds and slept too.

Experience is a hard teacher because she gives the test first, the lesson afterward.
Vernon Law

you have to go through the experience before the lesson is learnt.
sometimes its a bad experience but what to do,
this is life and you have to learn.
i have been through a lot of experiences and a lot i have learnt through it.
some are very painful experience but others are pleasant and nice.
there is a lesson learnt though every experience.
and hopefully you realise and learn from it.

woke up at about 9 plus.
old man wanted to go see a doc,
but since his fever was down he decided to wait some more.
so we headed back to sleep and woke up at about 11 plus.
i had milo and lunch.
we wanted to watch a movie but then the dvd could not be played.
sigh.
so we took meds and went to sleep again.
woke up cause my aunty was coming up to the house.
i went to shower and all.
missed maxi so much.
hugged and kissed him.
after my aunty all left,
babe and i left to cgh too.
he had two days mc.

while we were waiting to see the doc,
i saw this lady who was crying out so loud.
she just lost her husband or father.
and then i saw the body also.
till now i have the image in my head.
i cannot go though these sort of things.
i do not have the strength to see all this.
i am scared to face these sort of things.

after that we headed back to his house and aunty made porridge for me and husky.
i ate and was still so hungry.
sigh.
after some time babe sent me to take a cab home.
i am missing him already.
another week before i meet him again.
came home used computer a while then went to sleep.
i doubt that i am going to work tomorrow cause i am having fever and all now.

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