- Wednesday, January 31, 2007 `x

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The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.

Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes.

The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.

Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.

Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.

The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin.

The first owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.

Pearls melt in vinegar.

The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order.

It is possible to lead a cow upstairs....but not downstairs.

A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why.

Turtles can breathe through their butts.

On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year.

Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.

The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.

A snail can sleep for three years.

No word in the English language rhymes with "MONTH."

Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing.

All polar bears are left handed.

A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

Almost everyone who reads this email will try to lick their elbow.

Don't forget to pass these weird facts on to everyone you know. They will get a kick out of it!!

PS... So, did you try to lick your elbow???
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A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter.

"Don't forget your Sisters," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass.

"They'll be more important as you get older." No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them.

"Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. You'll need other women. Women always do.

What a funny piece of advice! The young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake! A grownup! Surely my husband and the family we may start will be all I need to make my life worthwhile! But she listened to her Mother. She kept contact with her Sisters and made more women friends each year. As the years tumbled by, one after another, she gradually came to understand that her Mom really knew what she was talking about. As time and nature work their changes and their mysteries upon a woman, Sisters are the mainstays of her life.

After more than 50 years of living in this world, here is what I've learned:

Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end.

BUT.........

Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach.

When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end.

Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out.

Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life!

The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would I.

When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys or sorrows that lay ahead. Nor did we know how much we would need each other.

Every day, we need each other still.

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- Tuesday, January 30, 2007 `x



What is beautiful is not always good, but what is good is always beautiful.
Unknown

beautiful things does not always mean that its good.
even beautiful or handsome people do not always mean that they are very good.
they can have motives and stuff like that
they can so easily use their looks to lure people or do bad stuff.

i just stayed at home the whole day except to go consult a doctor.
have been really sick for so long so i went to see a doc.
i had to go sch today for a quiz and all,
but i was too sick.
arghh hate being sick la.
restricted and all.
so annoying.
cant do many things.

but baby was so good and he followed me to go see a doc and all.
he put me to sleep.
took care of me.
stayed by my side and really look after me.
thanks my fatso for everything.
i love u so much.
3 more days to the last day of school.
i am tired.
so sick and tired of everything.

sometimes i just feel like giving up everything,
but some how or another i will pull myself back up.
i love the people ard me so much.
love u all so much.
muacks.


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Don’t let the fear of striking out hold you back.
Babe Ruth

i told the truth and thats what i know.
i dun care what u think or wat so ever.
i did what i have to do.
to me u are a past nightmare and im never going to be bothered about u ever.
u do not make me scared cause i have nothing to be scared of u.
so piss off.

today was IEP presentation day.
at last we presented it all.
it was fun though.
took a lot of pictures and had fun.
after that we had lunch and then misha, mok and myself went to hand in our cca letter.
then we decided to go watch a movie n all.
they came over to my place first then we watched csi.
i felt so weak and like going to die.
arghh whole body aching and all.
dun know why also la.

then we headed over to vivo city.
babe met us there.
we watched the gridlord gang.
its very nice based on a true story.
very touching actually.
after that went and ate dinner.
only baby ate la.
misha and mok took mrt back home while i went with baby.
baby n i took many pics wid the bike.
so cute la my fats.

i love u alot baby.
thanks so much.
muacks da.
u never fail to make me so happy.
and thank u so much for the jacket.
i love it so much.
my first ever fitting jacket i have.
love u so much baby.

i am burning with fever.
i am sick and very sick.
good night.


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- Monday, January 29, 2007 `x

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- Sunday, January 28, 2007 `x



Life is overflowing with the new. But it is necessary to empty out the old to make room for the new to enter.
Eileen Caddy

i am trying my best to throw out the old things and allowing the new to come in.
but its quite hard.
when it all comes back to me,
i just wonder why it all happened.
and i start to be sad again.
i am really trying my best.
and i know i will put it all behind me one day.
like i said i have no worries abt it cause i said what i have to say and my conscience is not killing me.
u just have to face wid the guilt and all forever.

im loosing my voice.
and i am getting worse.
fever on n off.
phlegm very bad and cough even worse.
just taking meds and sleeping.
but not really helping.

later in the day i went wid my bro and baby to fetch mummy n daddy.
i drove the car and went.
it was alright.
now the clutch is much better.
i am a little more confident in driving alone.
but just not familiar wid the road.
but its still good.
one day i will know it all.
hopefully.

i am tired i am going to sleep.
and i am sick!!!!!

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Your future depends on many things, but mostly on you.
Frank Tyger

what u want in life,
u have to work towards it.
no matter how many obstacles comes ya way,
u still have to fight and carry on.
thats how u win and achieve what u want.
and thats what i am trying to do.
i mould my own future.

today baby n i went to novena together.
this is our first time going there together.
i am very happy we started it.
and i hope and believe we will continue this.
after that we slacked at starbucks and waited for mike and sister.
at novena we saw some unwanted faces but i already had a feeling we will meet them.
anw i saw pufi and rebecca too.

then we met my bro, his friend, mike and sister.
we went over to velocity and sat.
we chatted and had fun.
haha.
but after that came the intense part.
arghh anw i told sister whatever i knew and what went on.
it was really hard for me,
but i tried my very best.
after all that we were supposed to meet steffie and see lil triston but she was heading out so we will catch her another day.
so we headed to B2Bz wid sister and mike.
and met the rest of the gang there.

there i had to go through another round of speaking.
arghh it is super hard on me.
i know tis is all my fault and i have made everyone angry and upset.
seeing what has been happening is not easy for me.
its really so hard on me.
friends are almost fighting cause of me.
and they are all close to me.
i dun even know how to approach them and say something cause the problem is cause of me.
i know they just want to settle stuff n all.
but nvm i'll take it as it is.
the sooner all this is over the better i guess.
but it will all still be with me forever.
as time goes by it will fade i hope.

i had a wonderful time wid u all though.
its just nice being wid all of u.
u just make me laugh and forget everything that i am going through.
seriously.
although i feel wierd cause of all these probs i still love u all.
u are like my another family i cant explain.
thanks for everything.
somehow or another i really feel the love and care that u shower on me.
thanks alot.



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- Friday, January 26, 2007 `x



If it frustrates you that they don't allow laptops on a Ferris wheel, you may be a workaholic.
Dr. Donald E. Wetmore

i feel like i am a workaholic.
seriously i feel like my brain is working so hard 24/7.
ok its going to end soon.
anyway i know i am doing my best.
its just that many unwanted problems will come my way when i have major projects or assignments.
but i know i can make it.

actually i wanted to make a trap and get u in it,
but then due to some problems i am letting that plan slip away.
u are lucky.
cause if i really carry that out,
u are dead meat!!
cause the truth will come out of ya own mouth.

anyway i am on my way to writing a resume.
its part of my assignment.
i know what to write and all but everything is quite scattered and i dun know where to start.
sigh.
to many things on my mind to think straight.
but i will do it.

some of the people ard me are disappointed, upset or angry with me.
i know the reasons for some,
but for the others i really dun know.
i am really so sorry if i have let u down in anyway or another.
i am not in a very good state of mind now so i really hope u understand.
cause i seriously dun know whats happening.
maybe its due to the lack of communication or something?
i seriously dun know.
it upsets me when i think about it.
i really hope each one of u understand what i am going through.
actually u dun know la but just give me time to sort everything out.

i am missing my babes alot.
i knwo its just one day tt i have not seen him but i still miss him so much.
hehe.
i love u babes so much.
thanks for being by my side and taking care of me.
listening to everything that i have to say and all.
i really appreciate it a lot.
thanks my fats so.
muacks my kutty mama.

you know when i think about what i have gone through,
i am happy for the lessons i have learnt but on the other hand i am traumatized by the events.
they will haunt me forever but i will never forget the lessons learnt.
its hard to move on but somehow,
the people ard me help me up and guide me through showing me with love and care.
i am thankful i have a wonderful family by my side,
my ever loving friends who never seem to disappear,
and not forgetting my super sweet baby who knows everything about me and still stands by me.
although the people ard me do not know what had exactly happened in my life,
they still stand by my side supporting me.
i know that if they know what have been happening in my life and what i have to face,
they will be very upset and disappointed and i know some will feel so angry with the other person.
thats the reason why i dun tell anything to anyone.
i keep it to myself and cry it out to GOD.
just wanna say thanks for everything that u have done in some way or another.
love u all so much.

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- Thursday, January 25, 2007 `x



Why not try and see positive things, to just touch those things and make them bloom?
Thich Nhat Hanh

some people cant accept the fact and the truth either.
i wonder why man??
i take things positively.
like what mu bro-in-law has been saying to me,
growing up is a learning process and u just have to go through it all to learn.
indeed u will make mistakes,
but it all depends on how much u learn from it and how u see the situation as.
like i said i know i have made mistakes but i bring myself down and i learn from it all.
my conscience is clear and i have nothing to worry about.
cause i see things positively.

today went over to sharon's hse to do our so called last project.
whew at last it will all be over.
thinking so hard in what i want to do after i graduate.
thinking about the situation at home i think i will start to work.
i know my first priority is to help and contribute to my family.
i know what i shld do and i am working towards it.
i know GOD will guide me through all of it.

baby told me some stuff and i cleared it with my dear bro-in-law.
i am glad i can talk to him about all of these.
he explained to me stuff and now i know alot of it.
like i said my conscience is clear and i have nothing to worry about.
so shoot me all you want and i will still stand up strong.
thanks for making me a stronger person.
at least u helped me in that way.

all the best in ya life and hope the one who loves u a lot realises it all one day.
god bless the both of u.
and to all those u have sweared upon,
hope nothing happens to them too.
i pray for them also.


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- Wednesday, January 24, 2007 `x



I like the dreams for the future better than the history of the past.
Thomas Jefferson

yeah all i can think abt is the future rather than the past.
whats the point thinking about everything that has happened and being flustered about it.
i know i have made my mistakes,
but i come clean and put it behind me.
my conscience is clear and i have nothing to fear.
you can say all u want and try all u can to threaten me,
but i am not going to fall for it all.
ya empty threats are going to come back to u one day just watch.
just cause i am small u wanna show me you are stronger!!
haha look at ya conscience boy!
its killing u deep down and u dun even know that.
you make the person who loves u so much believe whatever crap that u are saying.
cause now u are begging for her love and its cause of love that she is believing and still trusting u!!
anw i have said all i want and i am moving on.
like i've said my conscience is cleared even though i know i have done wrong in the process.
but u??
think abt it my dear boy.

Happy 2 Year 4 Months Anniversary Baby!
Muacks.
Thanks For Being There For Me & Guiding Me Through It All!!
I Love U So Much & Loving U Even More!!
Without U I Wont Know What I'll Be Doing! =)

had sch and nothing great happened today.
just feeling sick and all.
so tired and all.
arghh baby came over to my hse.
i spent my time wid him.
although its only for a little while i still enjoyed myself.
i am glad we can talk things out now.

i am looking forward to my future.
i am eager to know where GOD wants me to go.
i know i must do what i want to do but i know HE will always guide.
and i am confident of what and where i am going to go.
dun worry i will keep u guys updated ok.

thanks for being there and supporting me through it all.
for those who i am missing so much,
i will definately meet u all coming feb.
cause i will be free unless i get a job i will still make time ok.
love u all.
thanks babes and hunks!!
MUACKS!!


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- Tuesday, January 23, 2007 `x



Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap, but by the seeds you plant.
Robert Louis Stevenson

i have planted my seeds and now waiting for its time to harvest.
its just hard thinking abt the future.
i dun know what to do and where to start.
i have tried some places and hope i get it.

Happy 1 Year Anniversary Ammama.
Its been one year since u left us.
just to think abt it im feeling sad.
i know baby is too.
but i know u are in our presence guiding and taking care of us.
sometimes i can really feel u.
thanks ammama.

i have been thinking alot.
i am scared for certain things.
i dun know how to express it.
i know ppl judge so easily.
i am having mixed feelings about it too.
i am happy on the other hand scared and worried.
really dun know what to do.
feel like i cant talk to anyone about it.

anw baby fetched me from sch today.
headed back home and rested.
then went over to church to put for ammama candles and pray too.
after that went over to aunty rani's hse.
annah also came.
its really nice having conversations wid him.
anw i was quite sick so din stay long.

came home and watched tv a while.
did some work and then went to slp.
i was super tired.
i took medicine for my fever and throat and went to bed.

baby thanks for being there for me.
i love u alot babe.
pls be there when i really need u.
i am going through quite alot now even though i seem to be so ok.
i love u still ok babe.
muacks.

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- Monday, January 22, 2007 `x



Your most unhappy customers are your greatest source of learning.
Bill Gates

yes and even the most difficult ppl u face in life are the greatest source of learning.
and that's what i am going through.
but i believe in karma.
u will get it.
so wait for it ok.

anw today was a really fucked up day.
but thank god i had my family by my side and baby also.
im really happy that i have such ppl like that to be by my side.
to really think that u were so nice and all was just freaking wrong.
today i saw the other side of u.
u thought by lying n all u will win back ya love.
i am not being evil or wat by saying this but u really deserve what u are going through now.
you said alot of sweet things to me but i realised long time ago that u were talk shit.
its alright even if u used me,
cause i know that GOD is always watching and u will reap what u sow.
i am not solely blaming everything on u.
BUT i didnt wanted what had happened.
i tried my very best to stop u from doing it.
but u din.

i am really disgusted by the way u acted just now.
i may seem small and easy to bully but i have a heart and i know how to fight for myself.
u thought wrong boy.
think again before u spoil someone else's life.
i hope this really is a learning lesson for u.
now u have lost ya love,
i hope u realise what u did wrong.
i am not a saddist!!
im just trying to make u understand.
i hope u do.
just leave me alone now.
i really dun want anything to do with u.

babe and mike thanks for being there for me.
i really appreciate it so much.
thanks da for forgiving me and giving me another chance.
without u i think i wld have resulted in something bad.
thanks alot babe.
muacks.
im really happy things are ok between us alr.
whoever wanna come mess with us,
just come and we will take u on anytime.
if not just leave us alone.
bye!!


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- Sunday, January 21, 2007 `x



We forfeit three-fourths of ourselves in order to be like other people.
Arthur Schopenhauer

i always think of others before myself but now i know why it is super wrong.
some how or another it will bounce back to me.
its like im always at fault for everyone.
sigh sad when i think abt everything.

anw when u called today,
i was broken and taken a back about what u said.
i am shocked of how u are acting.
i really dun know whats ya problem.
i seriously dun know.
i was being used.
u dun know how fucked up i feel.
you are just driving me nuts.
whats wrong wid u??
are u human or wat??

i am really very disappointed wid myself for what had happened.
i just feel so fucked up.
what the hell man.
to think that i trusted u,
i should slap myself wid something hard.
arghh just fuck off man.
just leave me alone.

thanks baby for being there for me.
u never fail to be there for me.
thanks alot my love.
muacks my fatso.
u never fail to be by my side whenever i need u.
thanks alot.
i really appreciate everything.
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Etiquette means behaving yourself a little better than is absolutely essential.
Will Cuppy

i just came back after dinner from my aunts place and then to kiran's place.
oh my i had fun.
but although i had fun i was just thinking so much.
many things running through my head.
i feel like giving up everything.
feel like running away from everything.
why is all these happening?
i really cant take it anymore.
i may seem all happy outside but inside im dying!!!

i posted all my pics up at the yahoo pictures.
too tired too put it up here.
so if u want go n see ok.
yahoo photos

i am not in a very good state to write more.
just feel like being alone.
thanks.
love u all.
wish i can talk everything out soon.
i feel like im clogging it all up and its killing me.
arghh.
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- Friday, January 19, 2007 `x



It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
Oriah Mountain Dreamer

u know i have a goal.
which is to help the special kids.
somehow or another i will help them,
just to make a difference in their life.
but there are alot of obstacles that i have to face before i even reach there.
now i am having probs wid emotions and matters of the heart.
its super hard to deal wid all of it but i know i can do it.

today i decided not to go to sch so that i can do the stuff that i wanna do.
did my individual reflection for lec.
was comtemplating in doing the application for the special needs sch but i dun know wats a cv.
i slept a little while and then helped my mum in her house work.
got ready and headed to meet my cousin in simei.
had dinner (so called) at bk.

navin drove us to jason's grandma's place where the wake was held.
its really disheartening for me to see this.
alot of reasons why la.
sigh.

many complications in my life.
i really cant take it alr.
being in the same place was killing me.
i had to control my emotions.
had to be strong inside.
how is that i can be visible to u one moment and the next i am not?
how can it be so easy for u to treat me so differently?
is it all for convenience sake??
i cant understand u.
its super hard for me to think straight now.
i am sitting on the fence where i can go on both sides.
i just dun know.
maybe both of us just need the time.
i definately need it but i cant be hidden from whatever that u are facing cause it makes me wonder more.
arghh hate this feeling.

i am turning in.
too sick in my heart to even think anymore.
i just cant take the pain any longer.
i feel like i am going to burst soon.
its been really hard for me to act the way u do,
but boy i applaud u for ya acting.
sigh.
wonder why people are like that in the world.
its just so hard for me to fake things like many who do it so easily.
whats this world coming to.
arghh.
ok good night.
sweet dreams to u all.
muacks.

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hey peps i have uploaded all the rest of the wedding pics on my yahoo photos. so this is the website go n check it out ok.

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- Thursday, January 18, 2007 `x



The drops of rain make a hole in the stone not by violence, but by oft falling.
Lucretius

i trusted u so much and even kept u close to my heart,
but knowing what u did to me i can hate u forever.
u really disappoint me so much.
i know i have done many wrong things to u,
but by just one act of urs u made me HATE u so much.
how cld u do this to me??
i am really disgusted!!!
pls dun ever talk to me again.

today was not an easy day for me.
everything seems to be falling out of place.
i just kept crying my heart out.
very hard to believe alot of things and my loved ones are getting hurt.
and its all cause of me.
its really taking a toll on me.
i mean its really hard to believe.
and everything is happening cause of me.

i know my friends will just comfort me by saying its not cause of me but u dun know the whole thing n i cant tell u.
when everything is alright then i will tell all of u ok.
just do me one big favour and pray for me please.
pray for me, my family, shawn and his family too.
pls pls pray for us.
we really need it.

thank u mok and misha for being there for me in sch and listening to me.
arghh and not forgetting looking at me cry.
haha.
thanks aswad for msging and seeing how i am.
really meant alot to me.
nithya too.
thanks babe.
i cant wait for next week.

anw this january is not good at all.
this new year has been a sucky one.
so many ppl i know dying many bad things happening.
damn i cant take it anymore.
why cant i just die instead of having to face everything.
arghh so sickening.


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- Wednesday, January 17, 2007 `x



Being considerate of others will take your children further in life than any college degree.
Marian Wright Edelman

its all about how u treat others.
its all about the love and care u shower upon others.
i know i have done my part.
no i am not going to sit ard and wait for ppl to treat me the same but its up to them.

i had a fucking shit day today.
found out a lot of stuff today and its not making me very comfortable.
i have lost all my trust and everything that i felt.
i am really disappointed.
i totally am very sad.
i din expect anything from u till this bad.

arghh fuck it la.
i realised u can never trust anyone at all.
no matter how nice or loving they are to u its just full of crap.
i just dun know why all this is happening to me.
when i heard all of that,
i felt like shit.
words cld not express how i am feeling now.
till now i still cant believe it.

ok fine.
i am just going to leave it.
i have to face one after another.
i am keeping myself strong.
trying to hold myself together.
from now on new ppl are just strangers to me.
i am scared i am seriously scared who to trust and not to anymore.

to all those who have stood by me,
thanks alot.
thanks for everything.
but i am still so broken deep within my soul.
so if i dun answer u properly,
pls understand and give me time.
thanks for everything.
love u all.
muacks.



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- Tuesday, January 16, 2007 `x



The first and most important step toward success is the feeling that we can succeed.
Nelson Boswell

i know i can succeed but today was a total disappointment.
really very sad about what happened today.
sigh.

today sch was alright.
i am missing some ppl so much.
arghh.
i slept in sch a while.
then went for napfa test.
everything was good except the 2.4 run.
aiyah i was running the 5th round finishing alr when the rain came pouring down.
wah damn sian sia.
then now have to re do everything if i want an award.
but i am just going to give up.
so now it will be participated wid no award written on the certificate.
aiyah so sickening la.

anw i am going to sleep now.
i am very very tired la.
good night.
muacks.


u know i really feel like shit.
alot of things happening.
i mean am i being taken advantage of??
does my head hold a band and say that i am easy and can get fast??
arghh.
its all pissing me off.
i just want to be alone.
after everything that i have been through.
pls just leave me alone.
dun try so hard cause u will never get that chance.
stop trying to impress me or wat so ever cause it will not work.
i have many other things that i have to settle.
u have had ya chance so just leave me.
i am really so sick of guys and how they think.
no offence to all guys but u make me disgusted.
seriously.
anw if i date or like or go out wid anyone its non of ya prob.
just leave me alone will u.
pls i am really tired of everything.
pls pls pls!!!


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- Monday, January 15, 2007 `x



If a man is called to be a streetsweeper, he should sweep streets even as Michelangelo painted, or Beethoven composed music, or Shakespeare wrote poetry. He should sweep streets so well that all the hosts of heaven and earth will pause and say, here lived a great streetsweeper who did his job well.
Martin Luther King, Jr.

Happy Birthday Annah Christopher.
May God Bless You Always & Guide U Through Every Step Of Ya Life.
I Love U Alot.
Muacks.
(",)

just when i thought my life was going alright,
many things are coming now.
but its alright cause i know its just a temporary situation.
i am just a little confused and all.
aiyah so sian of life.
im tired of everything.
i heard that someone wants to talk to me and all.
i have one statement to make to u,
'Shove Ya SHIT Words Up Ya Ass Cause U R Never Going to Talk To Me'
i hope u get that right ok?

anw i am praying for everyone ard me.
dun pity or feel sorry for me.
i took this decision on my own.
i want to be happy and i am.
so pls be for me too.
thanks for being there for me n all.
thanks for everything.
i appreciate every single thing ok.

anw i am very tired la.
havent gotten back to my hyper self.
very drained and all now.
too many things to do.
im tired really tired.
wish i can go out and destress myself.
dun worry i will soon.
i might be meeting my babes next week.
cant wait.
at last we will go out.

now i am free and holding my head up high.
doing all that i wanna do.
i am looking forward to my trip to cambodia.
cant wait for it man.
i want to see what i can do there.
i also need to get started on my resume n all for the job and application for the wheelock degree program.
so stressed now la.
so many things to thing abt.

i heard some ass are doing some stuff to shawn's family n me.
u know what i cant be bothered.
do all u want cause it will come back to u.
i wait patiently and u cannot harm me in any way.
i tell u that firmly.
so go shove it up ya asses as well.
u can do all u want for all i care.

ok im going to do my work and head to slp.
damn tired la.
tml have napfa test.
so scary.
i will sure fail sia.
arghhh


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- Sunday, January 14, 2007 `x



Wednesday, 10th January 2007

A rock pile ceases to be a rock pile the moment a single man contemplates it, bearing within him the image of a cathedral.
Antoine de Saint-Exupery

today i had a super hectic day.
actually been having days like tt for the past few weeks already.
dying of the lack of sleep.
but no regrets about today.

had class till 5pm.
supposed to go for gurpreet's dad funeral but it was not today.
so after sch i headed for the wheelock degree talk.
it was quite long but made me more aware of what i can do and need to do.
anw after that i rushed home to get ready for tonight.
today was a super long day.
after i got back i quickly got ready and left for boat quay.

the gals and i met at harry's bar.
we got everything ready and surprised mary.
haha this was her proper party before her wedding day.
and she loved it alot.
although she was sick,
she still enjoyed alot.
anw i am happy i can be a part of that happiness.

after that i headed home.
super tired.
tml a long day too.
arghh dun know what to do man.
anw got home and crashed on my bed.

Thursday, 11th January 2007


today after sch i headed to changi for the fitting.
it was a total disappointment.
arghh.
the aunty havent sewn the dress.
and its 1 more day to the wedding.
arghh.
then amelyn and myself were late for the rehersal in church cause of the super long jam and teh heavy heavy rain!!!
but it was good.
went well.

after that amelyn, vila and myself went over to changi to the aunty's hse again.
arghh i am getting really upset and all.
sigh.
ok anw after that headed home and rested.

Friday, 12th January 2007

Every oak tree started out as a couple of nuts who stood their ground.
Anonymous

Happy Birthday Sean & Mike!!
May God Bless The Both Of U.
Muacks.
You Make Me So Happy By Just Being In My Life!!

its the eve of the wedding and i am getting so nervous.
oh sch went ok.
quite stressed wid sch n all.
but doing well.
after sch went to meet sister in her hse.
then we headed to tekka.
then went over to shaw towers to do over mani and pedi.
after that we bought dinner and headed over to her place.

sean and jason came over to drop the dresses and some of the other things.
it was nice.
then last min we had to go to mustaffa to buy last min stuff.
jason drove me home first to get my stuff to stay over at sis's place and for the wedding.
then we headed to tekka.
it took so long to get all the stuff.
but i enjoyed it.
jason, jerome bro, sean and myself went.
we were like stoning la.
cause super tired and all.

then jason dropped me and jerome bro off.
and the went home.
i went to sis place and crashed.
but cld not slp properly!!
sigh sigh.

Saturday, 13th January 2007

If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything.
Steve Bartkowski

Happy Married Life M&M.
May God Bless U Through The Many Years That U Will Spend Together.
I Love U So Much And Am So Happy For u Both!!
=)

today is THE day.
it went super super well.
all our hard work were paid off.
and to see mary and mike so happy it made me feel so happy.
took many pics.
it was so happening.
the pics will show u everything.
not all but most.
will update more pics when i get them.
after the dinner at expo,
we headed back to the hotel and went for supper.
i was just stoning alr la.
too tired and all.
anw i had a wonderful day today.
sis and mike may god bless u always.
i am super happy for u both.
may we still keep in touch and go out many many.
together wid ya bridal party.
i love u.
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- Monday, January 08, 2007 `x



there is so many things happening now.
arghh feeling so shity.
many things to do for the wedding.
alot of problems to face.
things not going right.
feelings being thrown here and there.
arghh i feel so sad.
i dun know how to show it or what so ever.
i feel like a mad person.
like alot of things man.
anw i just heard abt this boy who passed away not long ago.
its really sad cause i know him personally.
and when i found out the news i was so shocked and very depressed.
felt like crying.
and now just thinking abt him i feel so sad also.
i can really just break down now.
i cant talk anymore.
i hope the pics have said every thing that happened in my weekend.
too tired and sad to write it all out.
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- Sunday, January 07, 2007 `x



Wonderful Night!!

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- Thursday, January 04, 2007 `x



Treat people as if they were what they ought to be, and you'll help them to become what they are capable of becoming.
Goethe

treat people wid respect and showing them some dignity.
i always try to help people in any way i can.
whether its to prompt or encourage them in any way possible.

today i had a long and tiring but fun day.
first day of sch for term 2.
this is my last term.
feeling so scared and all also.
sigh.
dun know what to do la.
anw i am glad i started the week off on a wed.
cause karuna's lesson is always a funny one.
she made me thinking of what i am going to do after i graduate too.
haha.

anw after school misha, mok and myself headed to yishun.
we wanted to eat teppan-yaki.
while we were at the bus stop mok got hit by a handphone puch by a stranger.
apparantly the guy was swinging n playing ard wid it then it flew and hit mok.
poor boy.
anw in the bus we played game and all.
it was super funny la.
mok said something tt made me and misha laugh super loud that hurt my tummy and all.
but i am not going to write it here to save mok.
see mok i very gd rite??

ok baby joined us in yishun.
saw many familiar faces there.
arghh.
anw i enjoyed dinner.
and it was raining super heavily.
got wet in the rain wid baby.
so naughty ah we both.
baby came over to my hse and it started to pour so much so he had to stay and wait.
he went back at abt 1 plus.
oh my poor baby.
sorry it was cause of me.
but i still enjoyed my day.
muacks my fat boy.



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- Tuesday, January 02, 2007 `x



The whole worth of a kind deed is in the love that inspires it.
The Talmud

you know i've done alot for the people i love and also my enemies.
but i find that people do not see the good in it cause they dun want to or they just fail to.
despite all that i still carry on doing it,
cause i know that one day that person will realise.
so just continue to do good,
it will come back to u one day or be recognised.

today baby and i planned to go jogging and exercise.
but i realised that my friends are doing it tml,
so i'll just join them.
cause i know baby will be so tired and all.
so i slacked at home.
waited for baby to come over then went to borrow some vcds.
we came back and watched the tamil movie on tv.
then baby and i had our dinner and watched you, me and dupree.
so funny.

after that baby left.
i am missing him alr.
but i am very thankful that baby came over and spent time wid me.
thanks dada.
i just love u so much.
muacks.

anw i want to share wid u something that i have been feeling.
please treasure your loved ones and spend as much time with them.
cause u would not know when the world might end or u loosing ya loved ones.
u know for the past month,
it has been raining very badly and it made me worried.
seriously!!
i thought of many things.
how suddenly everyone may be wipped out.
how alot of things can just happen.
its really scary.
and then s'pore had a small flood but that really freaked me out.
i mean since i was born i never heard of a flood in s'pore.
i am scared.
so anw just pls be grateful for whatever u have and going to have.
enjoy it to the fullest and be glad.
god bless all of u.
muacks.




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- Monday, January 01, 2007 `x



The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to overlook.
William James

Happy 21st Birthday Retna!!
God bless u dear.

Chance is always powerful. Let your hook be always cast; in the pool where you least expect it, there will be a fish.
Ovid

Happy New Year To Everyone.
May This Year Bring Joy & Gd Fortune To U & Ya Family.
God Bless U Always.

ok i had a wonderful new year eve and new year itself.
eve i went over my aunt's place and baby came there.
played some games and all.
after a while we left cause we needed to go baby's aunt's place too.
since there was no one there,
we came over to my place.
we watched dhool and cheered and all.
haha so funny la.
then we headed over to his aunts place again.

we stayed there till count down.
had a good time.
but quite boring though.
baby's granny is not here thus i dun feel the love and all.
anw after count down we took pics and all,
then headed home.
baby stayed a while over at my place then headed home.
both of us were so tired.

i woke up at abt 12 plus.
i got ready and went over to baby's hse.
havent been there in a very long time.
i had a good time over there.
annah was talking to me also.
it was good.
then i gave him his present.
hope he liked it.

baby sent me home.
i love u so much fats.
muacks.
this is our new year together.
i promise u everything will be ok.
i love u so much.
first two months alr we have so many appointments.
haha ok ok cant wait.
i love u babe.
muacks.

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