- Saturday, December 30, 2006 `x

There are years that ask questions, and years that answer.
Zora Neale Hurston

i slacked at home the first part of the day.
baby and i were supposed to go catch a movie but the weather was bad so we decided to stay indoors instead.
my cousin jerome came over to my place at abt 2 plus.
we chatted a while and all then headed to suntec.

as usual the rest of them were all late.
so me and jerome caught up on a lot of stuff.
at last all of them came.
we talked and had coffee.
it was really intense but we made it funny too.
anw i just loved it.
just cant explain the feeling.
i am so excited and all.
yippie.

so many things to do.
feel so stressed.
now alr im feeling like that can u imagine on tt day itself?
haha.
ok but im so excited.
we've never had a proper church wedding in my family before.
its really so cool.
i wish i can have my wedding in a church too.

after the long talk and all,
we went to eat at subway.
talked and talked there too.
it was really fun.
then took a cab back home wid sister and jerome.

thank u all for a wonderful day.
muacks.
cant wait for the many more outings.
love u all.

i am missing baby.
he is on duty today.
sigh my poor smelly boy.
anw i'll see u tml then i'll give u a very big big hug ok.
=)

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- Friday, December 29, 2006 `x



It is the still, small voice that the soul heeds, not the deafening blasts of doom.
William Dean Howells

i feel like i can hear GOD or an angel talking softly in my ears.
guiding me to do what i need to do and giving me the strength to do it all.
esp to face all the problems that come my way.
i am grateful that i can hear it and not to be ignorant abt it.
thanks for giving me that gift.

i woke up in great pain today.
arghh i was struggling just to move my body.
was super duper pain!!
i cried in pain.
i forced myself out of bed and down the double decker bed.
i walked to my mum's room groaning in pain!!
i immediately cried to my mum.
my top right hand side of my body was tremendously painful.
my mum massaged for me.
and i went back to slp.
tried to sleep actually.

i was supposed to meet misha and sharon in sch but i woke up feeling the same sharp and intense pain.
so i called and asked if they cld come to my hse instead.
im thankful i have wonderful friends.
i love u both.
anw they came over and we did projects.
did as much as we cld though.

baby stayed wid me.
we tried to sleep but managed to for a while only.
after that we headed to aunt rani's hse.
i was in pain but i still went.
i din wanted to be cooped up at home.
baby really takes gd care of me.
i love u sweetie.

ok i am going to rest now.
need some rest.
tml i am meeting my cousin and the rest of the wedding crew to talk abt the wedding and stuff.
2 more weeks.
and i am frightened i cant imagine how my cousin and cousin-in-law feels.
so excited for the both of them.

anw i have 2 invitations to my friends 21st b'day next year alr.
hehe i only turn 21 in oct.
so u all better keep yaself free!!

ok good night.
hope u all have a great weekend!!
muacks.


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- Thursday, December 28, 2006 `x



Everything works out in the end. If it hasn't worked out, it's not the end.
Unknown

i am happy that everything will go smoothly in the end.
i am grateful that i wait patiently.
i am glad that i have ppl ard me to stay by my side and keep me strong.
thanks to every single one of u.
anw i've learnt to be more positive towards life and its bringing me loads of happiness.

Happy 21st Birthday Elvis.
May God Bless U In All The Decisions That U Make.
Although We Have Had Our Rough Times,
I Still Pray For U.
Good Luck!

Happy 1 Year Anniversary Nithya & Vanan
May God Bless U On This Day & Every Other Day In Ya Relationship.
All The Best!!
=)

i spent my day being at home.
i am feeling tired and lazy too if u wanna put it in that way.
i was supposed to have a project meeting but due to last min events i was not able to make it.
i was upset cause we made plans n all alr and i had to cancel it.
we have a very tight schedule actually.
so we need to push ourselves.

my mum's friends came over.
i helped her in the work and all.
after that i just watched tv.
haha.
then my godma and dominic came over.
so cute la he.
smile for no reason.
scold him also he smile.

at 9pm i watched against all odds.
it was abt this guy who met into an accident which happened to be a hit and run.
after that he was in coma and all.
then he suffered servere head injuries.
it was sad.
but he managed to cross that hurdle.
he seems normal but his speech is a little distorted and slow.
i just love watching these types of programmes as it gives me motivation to carry on wid life.

ok my breast pain is starting again.
argggh i really dun know if its caused of my period or its just very bad pain.
and its killing me.
when the pain comes i really feel liek fainting.
its this sharp pain.
and i really cant bare it.
i am suffering!!
HELP!
haha.
no la still alive.
if i am going to die i will tell u all ok.

anw i am off to read my book.
missing my baby.
cld not meet him today.
but its ok.
i still love him so much.
muacks my fatty dada.

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Never mistake knowledge for wisdom. One helps you make a living, the other helps you make a life.
Sandra Carey

i spent my early day at home.
slacking and all.
helped my mum run some errands.
then borrowed a few vcds and came home to watch.
i watched pirates of the caribean.
i watched it alr before but i just love to see the hot johnny depp.
hehe.

got ready and left for my aunts hse.
maxi's parents came and fetch us there.
i had a wonderful time there.
gambled and gambled only.
but won quite alot.
baby came after his work.
i missed him so much.
we stayed till abt 1 plus.
i had a wonderful time as baby came over also.
very nice la.
mike is so funny la.
arghh but i am happy he is coming in to the family.

ok i am super tired.
wanna go rest.
muacks.

*ps we went over to aldon's place.
so nice.
he was talking wid me and baby so much.
so cute la.
the both baby and him look like father and son.
naughty naughty.
cant wait to have our own eh sayang?
anw i posted the pics so go have a look.


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- Tuesday, December 26, 2006 `x



Self-trust is the first secret of success.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

i trust myself alot,
but sometimes i just doubt myself.
i guess everyone does that sometime or another.
but overall i still trust myself.

today marks the 2 years since tsunami hit.
i watched the so called movie abt it on HBO.
it really made me feel all sad.
feeling so helpless and all.
it was really sad.
not knowing when its going to strike and loosing ya family and loved ones.
and also ya food and shelter.
everything that u owned.
sigh.
but this is life.
this just happens.
thats why they call it natural disaster.
i really hope i can do something to help.
i will try to see what i can do after i graduate from NP.

anw i just stayed at home whole day.
went down a while to give my uncle some stuff.
helped mum in some hse work and posted all the christmas pics.
after all that,
i watched liar liar.
it was super funny.
i've watched it before but watching it again after so long just tickles me.
i am tired.
think that my period is going to come.
arghh feeling so weak and all.

the non stop rain is here again.
been raining since early in the morning if i remember correctly.
if this continues places cld be flodded soon.
s'pore is not big enuff to carry all this water.
haha.
quite scary to think of all these stuff.

i am missing my baby.
weather is so cold wish he was here to hold me in his arms and i know that will make me feel better.
but its raining and he is super tired too.
so i understand.
but i think tml i'll be meeting him cause we will be heading to my aunt's place and also aldon's hse which is just a few blocks away.
i cant wait.

ok now i am going to get some rest.
gd night and hope u all have a wonderful day.
good bless and be safe.
muacks.



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What can you do to promote world peace? Go home and love your family.
Mother Teresa

world peace is hard to achieve but i really hope that one day it will be achieved!!

HAPPY 2 YEAR 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

ok christmas eve was alot of last min work.
arghh too tiring.
anw mummy and myself had our nails done.
after so long sia.
then came home and watched dhool.
after that we headed to bukit merah to buy fish for the fish curry.

came back and i just rested a while.
after that got ready and waited for baby to come fetch me.
we look so nice.
yummy.
i just love being wid him and dressing up so nicely!
then we went for midnight mass.
after mass headed to his granny's place.
it din really seem so nice to be in the hse esp when his grandma isnt ard alr.
sigh but i still went.

after a while i came home.
super tired.
baby bought me this heart shaped thing wid flowers and a teddy bear in the middle.
so cute!!
i am loving it.
then we took pics and all.
yay!!
i loved my day.
thanks baby.

now i am super tired going to knock out.
BYE!!

Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful.
Norman Vincent Peale

christmas is really a universal festival.
even if the person does not celebrate,
they exchange gifts and all.
its really nice to see all these happening.

Merry Christmas Everyone!!
May This Season Bring U Loads Of Joy And Happiness!!

i woke up at abt 10 am then got ready and went over to my godma's hse.
every year i do the same.
i took many pics wid dominic.
but he was sick.
having fever and all.
after that i took a cab and came home.

some of my family members were alr here.
anw ppl continued to come to my hse.
overall i only had 3 friends over and of cause baby.
baby's family also came.
yay.
i feel that things are going good wid both our family.

anw my hse had a special guest!!
aldon and his family came over.
i was super happy to see him.
then he kept talking non-stop.
he kissed me too.
yummy.
baby took video of him,
when he send me alr then i'll upload ok.

anw it was a super long day and i was super super tired.
there was this guy who tried to flirt wid me and all.
stupid ass.
anw i had a wonderful time cause my baby was wid me.
took a lot of pics.
i love the pics we took wid misha and mok.
so funny!!
go check it all out ok.

special thanks to all those who came and made my day.
and those who cld not make it,
its ok i understand.
esp those who have special emergencies!!
take care and i'll pray for u.
muacks.

good night i am off to bed!!


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- Monday, December 25, 2006 `x

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- Sunday, December 24, 2006 `x




i know this is quite late but its abt the dhool competition which was broadcasted last sunday.
i really think that agni shld not have been out.
they deserve better.
they danced better than the other 4 grps.
really whats their prob man??
for all u know the gd grps will be kicked out too.
than all those which cannot make it then will get in.
pls get ya minds straightened out.
u are demoralising ppl.
they are gd and u din accept that!!
arghh lets see how this sunday goes!!

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- Thursday, December 21, 2006 `x



You don't just luck into things...You build step by step, whether it's friendships or opportunities.
Barbara Bush

i am sick!!!
arghh.
damn man.
anw helped my mum in housework and then headed over to geylang in the evening.
forced myself to go.
bought stuff/clothes n all.
i am super tired.
came back and then met baby a while.
he loved the shirt my mummy bought for him.
i dun wanna post the pic now.
when he take pics on christmas then i will show.
haha.
ok good night.

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- Tuesday, December 19, 2006 `x



18th December 2006, Monday

I am not afraid of storms, for I am learning how to sail my ship.
Louisa May Alcott

Had shopping again.
hehe.
now all the money gone alr.
i just have to survive.
anw i might be going to dye my hair this weekend.
haha new look.

19th December 2006, Tuesday

Life's most urgent question is: what are you doing for others?
Martin Luther King, Jr.

stayed at home.
had to do alot of work.
feeling sick already.
arghh hate this feeling.
going to be christmas and i am feeling like that.
sigh.
ok my updates will be quite short these days.
hehe too tired and also sick..
gd nite.


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- Sunday, December 17, 2006 `x



Muthu's Rom.








On The Way To Asuraz~~
And Pics At The CC.






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The way you overcome shyness is to become so wrapped up in something that you forget to be afraid.
Lady Bird Johnson

pule \PYOOL\, intransitive verb:
To whimper; to whine.

i had a wonderful day at my baby's place today.
all alone and all.
so nice being wid my baby all alone.
so shiok.
i love my baby so much.
muacks.

we watched Dhool on tv.
mok's grp dance very well but they din get in.
i am so sad.
sigh.
so sickening la.
dun know what these ppl looking for also.

aiyah anw i am super tired.
this week is going to be very hectic so i'll try my very best to update ok.
muacks.

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You can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf.
Unknown (submitted by prcincyta)

you cant try to stop nature and whats to happen,
but u can and need to learn how to deal wid everything that comes ya way.
that is life.
and i am learning to do that pretty well.
haha.

neologism \nee-OLL-uh-jiz-um\, noun:
1. A new word or expression.
2. A new use of a word or expression.
3. The use or creation of new words or expressions.
4. (Psychiatry) An invented, meaningless word used by a person with a psychiatric disorder.
5. (Theology) A new view or interpretation of a scripture.

today i just slept at home.
haha too tired after yesterday.
anw woke up and headed to vivo city to meet misha.
we went to esprit to buy my pants.
then we went to buy hotdogs and made our way to boon lay.
quite a long journey but it was gd that i have her to talk to.

mok's grp agni reloaded was the host for asuraz thillai.
hmph went there to see his dance actually.
guest performance and he is my brother so i must support him.
he ah dance until he forgot his steps.
u see misha tts why rite??
dun come n lie saying that u were looking at me also.
3/4 of the time u were looking at her ok.

anw i had a very gd time.
very nice to see u darling.
baby and i were heading to eat at the cheese prata shop,
when this taxi together wid 3 indian passengers chased us.
it was super scary for me.
i dun know what they wanted.
anw this all started cause the taxi did not see us coming and he moved off from his lane.
so he was at fault at first.
so baby only horned at him.
tts all full stop.
BUT this taxi driver went to the extend of tailgating us and i bet he was going at the speed of abt 120-130 km/h.
luckily we exited just in time and got away from them.

we had dinner and baby sent me home.
my baby boy slept wid me.
he was super tired and just wanted to spend time wid me too.
hehe.
so sweet.
i love u baby.
muacks my fatty.

ok i will post the pics up soon.
gd night.



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- Thursday, December 14, 2006 `x



Every gift, though it be small, is in reality great if given with affection.
Pindar

this year i do not think i have enough money to buy gifts.
sigh.
so i am doing something else.
yay!!
i have it all planned alr.
i mean presents wid a personal touch is better than money can buy.

olla podrida \ol-uh-puh-DREE-duh; oy-uh-\,
noun;plural olla podridas /-DREE-duhz/ or ollas podridas:
1. A stew of highly seasoned meat and vegetables.
2. A mixture; a hodgepodge.

today was a total dread for me.
i am super tired.
dragged myself out of bed.
wanted to slp in the bus but i was talking to vinod.
hehe.
anw so nice to talk to him after so long.
i was super sleepy.
arghhh.

anw the childcare was ok la.
hated the lesson.
was boring for me.
but i took pics wid the kids.
tml will be the last lesson.

after childcare,
misha, sharon and myself headed to toa payoh.
i wanted to get a blouse i saw last fri.
anw i might be headed out of town tis weekend wid baby n his family.
not sure yet.

ok i bought the blouse and an additional one too.
hehe.
and the boxers there so cheap.
once i get my x'mas money i'll go shopping again.
hehe.
came home and cleaned up my cupboard.
now looks so much nicer.
so many clothes i am giving away.
too long alr.

i had a short nap after watching my csi.
haha so super tired.
so needed some slp.
missing my babe so much.
hmph.
ok i am going to practice my IPA then head to bed.
so tired.

PS i watched the first season of against all odds.
and its really nice.
today was abt the torettes syndrome.
never heard of it but really made me aware.
i have seen ppl behaving like tt before.
ok hope u catch the next one ok.
its abt muscular dystrophy.
i've learnt this during child development module.
and its really sad.
anw go watch ok.



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naughty one and me.

sharon and me.

xp and me.

we were just bored.

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- Wednesday, December 13, 2006 `x

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You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. Christopher Robin to Pooh

yup i am braver and stronger that u think i am.
i may be small but i definately can do more than u are doing.
try me and u will break.
cause u dun have have i have.
god bless u!!

inkhorn \INK-horn\,
adjective:1. Affectedly or ostentatiously learned; pedantic.
noun:1. A small bottle of horn or other material formerly used for holding ink.

i am leading a gd life.
just quite annoyed wid some ppl in sch.
just pissing me off so often.
anw i am learning more new chinese words each day.
and i am loving it.

xp, sj and myself wanted to go jogging.
wanting to train for our 2.4km next month.
they actually planned it while i just wanted to tag along.
anw last min plans made me change the schedule.
my friend esther (mega) called me and kept asking where was i and wat will i be doing after sch.
i din feel that it was normal for her to keep asking me that question.
so at last she told me that my second bro was planning to give me a surprise.
he made plans wid her so that she will come to our hse.
but luckily she called me to check my schedule.
cause i havent seen her in a very long time and it hard to make a date wid her,
i decided to cancel my jogging session.
was sad actually but its ok.

anw i was so happy to see her.
it realy made me feel so good.
its been soooo long since i last saw her.
and she looks gd.
and her son is super cute.
i guess u have all seen the pics that i posted earlier.
we cld not really talk much but i was still happy she came.

after some time,
baby came wid my web cam.
hehe.
thanks da for helping me to go collect the cam.
muacks.
baby helped me to edit the lesson videos and install the web cam.
later, i tried it out wid xp.
she was over at sj's hse.
so cute la.
then i had a video call wid sharon.
so cool.
my own web cam.

ok i wanna share wid u something which i found super funny.
i was super tired so slept in the bus when i was on my way home.
then something in me asked me to wake up.
when i woke up,
it was the bus stop that i was supposed to alight.
anw i was so thankful that i had the voice waking me up.
luckily the bus havent move off yet.
haha.

baby i love u so much.
cant wait to celebrate a 3rd year of x'mas wid u.
yummy.
hehe.
love u dada.
thanks for everything my sexy love.
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- Tuesday, December 12, 2006 `x

my baby boy.

alvin (sharin's youngest bro)

b'day gal!!

daddy singing to his daughter!!

happy family =)

so sweet her bro.

wiping the cream off her face!!

caroline & me.

alvin, me, shaheena & kevin (sharin's eldest bro)

sibling love.

sweet family.

carol & b'day gal.

me & my sexy b'day gal.

boys & me.

feel like my own brothers.

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Without the rich heart, wealth is an ugly beggar.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

u have to have a wonderful heart.
even if u are not rich in wealth,
u need to be rich in love and care.
u need to shower ppl wid love.
i just love doing tt.
although my methods might be a little rough and all at times,
but i still shower and love all those ard me.

approbation \ap-ruh-BAY-shuhn\,
noun:1. The act of approving; formal or official approval.
2. Praise; commendation.

Happy Birthday Sharin.
Like I keep telling everyone who turns 20 tis year,
U are no more a teen.
hope u have enjoyed ya teenage and become and adult now.
anw hope u enjoyed ya day today.
muacks.

sch was quite ok.
me and my friends kept writing stuff in IPA,
and asking everyone to read.
haha.
we were like practicing our IPA in ways we find it fun.
quite cool actually.
but i still feel stressed.

after sch met mok a while.
then headed home.
wanted to borrow books for some project but then i forgot to bring my student card.
so that option was pushed away.
headed home and got ready to go sharin's hse.
geets called me when i was on the way home and told me tt the webcam has already arrived.
whoohoo.
i cant wait.
my very own webcam.
baby will be collecting for me tml.

baby came and fetch me to sharin's hse.
we waited for shaheena at the void deck.
and that gal lost her way.
many times going to sharin's hse but still got lost.
anw i had fun chit chatting.
its just really nice to have reunions like that.
sharin kept calling baby 'jay sean'.
haha so cute la.
i know he very happy.

anw we had fun there.
her hse is nice.
her family is so loving and all.
i felt so welcomed there.
very nice.
her brothers are cute but they are like my younger brothers la.
hehe.
i'll post the pics up so that u can see.

baby i am so sorry i cld not spend so much time wid u.
but i am happy that u were there wid me.
thanks alot my love.
muacks.
i love u so much.
tml i'll spend time wid u ok.
my fatty smelly boy.
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- Monday, December 11, 2006 `x



To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance.
Oscar Wilde

you need to love yaself first before u can love another being.
when u cant even love yaself how are u going to love the other person.
it may be ya significant other or friends or even family.
learn to love yaself first.
last time i used to think so lowly of myself,
but now i am loving myself so much!!!

ossify \AH-suh-fy\,
intransitive verb:
1. To change into bone; to become bony.
2. To become hardened or set in a rigidly conventional pattern.
transitive verb:
1. To change into bone; to convert from a soft tissue to a hard bony tissue.
2. To harden; to mold into a rigidly conventional pattern.

woke up early in the morning to go to tampines.
arghh.
so tiring but i still look forward to go i have no idea why.
maybe it just keeps me from being lazy and all.
anw today in the childcare very funny la.
we gave this boy one spot to paste on the giraffe,
but the boy bargained and asked for 2 spots.
so cute la.
maybe when u read this u wun find it funny but the way his asked for it and his actions were super cute and funny la.

not really happy wid what i heard today.
this particular friend of ours,
which we actually thought was our friend din really share alot of stuff wid us.
i mean to think that she hid something so impt and suddenly just cause my lecturer asked then she said.
feel like she is so secretive for no reason.
aiyah so sickening la.
anw she cant even do her own activity herself.
keep asking everyone else for ideas and to help her wid it.
arghhhhhhhh!!!

ok nvm all that.
i had a wonderful trip home wid xp.
so nice chatting wid her.
talking abt bf's and all.
gal next time if i make an outing wid my bf i'll call u and norman ok??
hehe maybe u guys can have fun also.
i know how it feels to be so long wid someone then feeling so sian.
tts why me n my bf trying different ways to make it better.

i am missing baby.
i love u babes.
come give me a big big hug ok.
muacks.

anw tis weekend will be very tiring and busy one.
have an ROM to attend tis fri and sat is mok's dance grps competition thingy.
wanna see my lil brother dancer dancing.
hehe.

ok i wanna go practice my transciption alr.
bye bye..
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- Sunday, December 10, 2006 `x



Life was a lot simpler when what we honored was father and mother rather than all major credit cards.
Robert Orben (submitted by Jillin2001)

although money is an impt factor to live in this demanding world,
it i snot the most impt factor for me.
i prefer to have love and care.
and esp the ppl who mean alot ard me.
i just love that feeling,
compared to anything money can ever buy!!!

syncretic \sin-KRET-ik; sing-\,
adjective:Uniting and blending together different systems, as of philosophy, morals, or religion.

Happy Birthday Shalini Devi & Deborah.
May God Bless U Both On This Wonderful Day.
May He Guide U Through Everything That Comes Ahead Of U.

Grandpa I Hope U Are Looking Down On Everyone Of Us & Blessing Us.
Even Though I've Never Met U In My Life,
I Love U Alot & Always.

today is my stay home sunday.
baby stayed over at my place yesterday.
slping wid me.
it was so super nice.
first ever time he slpt wid me on the same bed for the whole night.
it just felt so nice being wid him.
i feel so safe and full of comfort.

anw i just took this day to catch up wid my lost hours of slp.
ok tts what i do every weekend.
next few weeks will be quite tiring also.
cause of the endless projects and christmas preparations.
my mum is not feeling so well so really have to help her out.

baby helped wid some of the hse work today.
and i hurt my hand while place the bedsheets for my bed.
was partially baby's fault but he didnt actually know what to do so cant really blame him.
but he helped to massage my hand.
so tts alright.
but still pain.

anw i took my free time to clean my so dirty com table,
and now it looks so much better.
feel at ease too.
baething is getting worse at times.
feel that my chest is compressed and all.
sickening body i have.
oh ya i weighed myself today and i found out that i lost abt 1 kg.
i am disappearing into thin air.
i went down to 33 kg.
i know at this point ya jaws will be dropping but yeah tts my weight.

i just love spending my days wid baby.
it just makes me feel so loved and wanted.
i am so happy for the ppl ard me too.
when i see em so happy,
it makes me happy.
and no matter what i will pray for everything to be ok for em.

baby thanks for a wonderful day.
i love u alot wid all my heart.
u never fail to make me happy.
no matter how ugly u look (tts what u say),
i'll still love u.
cause i do not love ya looks only!!
its everything abt u that makes me go weak in my knees.
u have been a very naughty boy for a very long time alr.
hope u know what i mean eh??
hehe.
just wanna say thanks da.
muacks.

hope u all had a wonderful weekend.
now enjoy the week ahead!!
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- Saturday, December 09, 2006 `x



Hard work has made it easy. That is my secret. That is why I win.
Nadia Comaneci

you work for ur own victory.
never let anyone win it for u.
win for urself and u will find to success in it.

Argus-eyed \AR-guhs-ide\,
adjective:Extremely observant; watchful; sharp-sighted.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISHALANI!
NO MORE A TEEN.
JUST REMEMBER OK.
MUACKS I LOVE U SO MUCH.
HOPE WE MADE YA DAY A BEASUTIFUL ONE!!

today i slept till about 11 plus.
wow.
i din know that i was so tired tt the time passed so fast.
anw today i had a great day.

baby came and fetch me,
then we headed to suntec city.
i got the M1 student plan alr.
yay!!
and a new phone.
K618i.
yummy yummy!!

after that we headed to marina to eat.
misha and mok was alr there.
hehe.
then we had fun.
play datona.
after some time,
matthew and his gf came there too.

then baby brought me home.
he slept in my hse.
so nice.
hehe.
i love him so much.
muacks my sweet fatty!!!
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We may not be able to give much but we can always give the joy that springs in a heart that is in love with God.
Mother Teresa

yes i do give love to those ard me and also who ever i can.
i help whoever i can too.
i know i am not very capable of doing a very high end job of it,
but i contribute what i really can.
this really satisfies me.
and i am just happy for that.

interstice \in-TUR-stuhs\,
noun;plural interstices \in-TUR-stuh-seez; -suhz\:
1. A space between things or parts, especially a space between things closely set; a narrow chink; a crack; a crevice; an interval.
2. An interval of time.

today is a super duper long day for me.
headed to sch in the morning.
was really looking forward to it.
cause next fri having transcription test.
kinda scared for it.
anw saw sharon before coming to class,
and we decided on what to do for misha's birthday.
had to do everything discretly!!

after that had a one hour break.
ate breakfast and then headed to class.
arghh this class also need to pay attention cause next wed having a quiz.
so sickening.
and tis is the module tat i have no idea of whats happening.
but still have to study!!!

then we had a two hour break.
mok came and meet me during that time.
was discussing abt what to do for misha.
haha.
very funny la.
i had to act angry wid him n all.
then he knows i was joking so he was laughing on the other side of the phone.

after sch i just had a feeling that baby will be coming.
and he did!!
haha.
stayed in sch a while then headed to tekka.
went to do my eyebrows.
luckily baby came.
on the way there,
i saw my mum wid the person i am starting to detest alot.
arghh.
was so pissed.
aiyah really cant be bothered alr la.

i came home took my shower and all then headed to sharon's place.
we met at the interchange first to bu misha's present.
mok met us there due to some last min changes.
we went to buy misha's present then ate at LJS.
went back to sharon's hse and mok went to meet misha.
ECH students are very efficient!!
haha we finished the card and all within half an hour.
actually lesser than that.

we took 153 and went to misha's hse.
we went and prepared the stuff and all.
then baby came.
sharon and i went ard pasting the notes for her.
haha.
it was really fun la..
we heard alot of stuff in the whole process.
i will not want to write it all here.
like sharon said only the 5 of us will know.
hehe.

anw she came to her hse at last and she was really happy.
she was still in shock and din know what to do.
really so happy that our last min careful planning went really well.
after opening her presents and all,
we took some pics and then headed home.

ok i will post up the pics soon.
i am so tired after the super long day.
anw misha happy birthday ok.
love u alot.
muacks my darling!!!
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- Friday, December 08, 2006 `x

jerry' tattoo.

baby blew the balloon and decorated it for me.

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- Thursday, December 07, 2006 `x



The U.S. Constitution doesn't guarantee happiness, only the pursuit of it. You have to catch up with it yourself.
Benjamin Franklin

risible \RIZ-uh-buhl\,
adjective:1. Capable of laughing; disposed to laugh.
2. Exciting or provoking laughter; worthy of laughter; laughable; amusing.
3. Relating to, connected with, or used in laughter; as, "risible muscles."

today class was interesting.
we had our grp presentation and also learnt more abt IPA.
i actually wanted to write the whole entry in it but cant really find the symbols.
nvm.

after sch i headed to meet sister at simei.
irenaeus and amelin were alr there.
then we took a cab to drop something of at mike's place and headed to the person who was going to sew our dress.
her hse was huge.
hehe.
but nice.
i really cant wait for the dress to be sewn.
hehe.
so anxious alr.

after that headed to tampines mall.
walked ard a while wid irenaeus and then walked by myself.
saw some stuff which i really wanna buy.
hmph but i guess by the time i get money for it,
it will be gone alr.
anw baby came and fetch me from there.
and we headed home.

my whole body is so painful.
arghh.
cant tahan man.
i hope that i will do well for the transcription test next friday.
need to work alot for it.
ok i am heading to bed.
muacks gd night.

baby u will always be mine no matter what.
i am so sorry for watever i did.
but i love u so much.
sorry my love.
muacks.
i promise to make it up to u ok.
hehe.
=)
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- Wednesday, December 06, 2006 `x



If I won't be myself, who will?
Alfred Hitchcock

i am happy to be Agatha Doreen!!
i am so happy that i feel like flying!!
haha.
but i am seriously happy.
u cant guess how happy i am.
but all thanks to the ppl ard me too.
muacks.

sartorial \sar-TOR-ee-uhl\,
adjective:1. Of or relating to a tailor or to tailoring.
2. Of or relating to clothing, or style or manner of dress.
3. [Anatomy] Of or relating to the sartorius muscle.

sch was alright.
quite tiring actually.
but i still managed to head to baby's place.
i have not been there for quite some time.
and i gave baby a surprise.
anw its really my happy day.
annah so called spoke to me.
and i felt so gd.
oh my its been months that i have been waiting for this day to come.
like i said it may be still slow but it will take time.
i really hope and pray that everything will be fine.

baby sent me home and put me to bed.
yummy.
just so in love wid him.
thanks dada.
one more week of sch and i will be so happy yeah!!!
2 weeks term break but still no rest from work!!
ok i am going to slp.
gd night.
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- Tuesday, December 05, 2006 `x



Tell me whom you love, and I will tell you who you are.
Houssaye

it just shows u who are,
just by looking at who u actually love.
i know so many ppl who do not deserve the person they are with.
cause the cheat and do alot of stuff behind they bf/gf.
and by that i dun think they deserve to be together.
sigh anw its my view!!!

dictum \DIK-tuhm\,
noun:1. An authoritative statement; a formal pronouncement.
2. Law) A judicial opinion expressed by judges on points that do not necessarily arise in the case, and are not involved in it.

i am sick.
feeling so terrible!!
arghh.
forced myself to sch cause i cannot miss tues class anymore alr.
so after the second class,
i took a cab home.
was feeling very hot and going to faint soon.

i came home,
took meds and slept.
cld not really slp well cause the neighbour was upgrading their flat.
was super noisy.
but i think the meds kicked in n i slept.
woke up feeling super weak.
but i tried to use the com a while and then watched csi.
waited for baby to come.

i headed to the npp near my place first.
cause my bro was there wid his friend and they both wanted dinner.
so i sat there wid em a while and then went to see the doc.
baby was so nice to come all the way to my place to bring me to the docs.
hehe.

anw i told the doc watever i was feeling n all.
even the pain in my breast and all.
sigh.
now not so pain la.
but i told him.
the way i said,
he told me that its nothing serious.
but these days i cant breathe well.
esp when i am slping.
dun know why also but i din tell the doc that.

baby came home wid me and put me to slp.
hehe.
so nice la.
i just love it when he does that.

today i chatted wid someone who i haven spoke or even looked in the eye wid for so many months.
and when i came home from the docs looking at my com.
i nearly cried cause i received a msg from him.
he was nice enuff to tell me what was happening and all.
and he even asked me to forgive him.
i am really happy.
dun know why suddenly but i am just happy.
see i never gave up hope.
i know one day everything will be alright.
i just wish i can give him a big hug n all.
its been so long man since that happened.
but lets take it slow.

anw good night.
heading off to bed.
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- Monday, December 04, 2006 `x



Anger or hatred is like a fisherman's hook. It is very important for us to ensure that we are not caught by it.
Dalai Lama

hehe i am so easily angered.
but these days i try to calm down faster.
whats the use of getting angry and hurting the ones ard u??
but i am more emotional.
dun ask me why but just am.

skulk \SKUHLK\,
intransitive verb:1. To hide, or get out of the way, in a sneaking manner; to lurk.
2. To move about in a stealthy way.
3. To avoid responsibilities and duties.

had the 4th lesson today.
it was sharon's turn.
went quite alright.
i woke up feeling sick alr so din start off on the right note.
when i reached tampines,
xp was alr there so we were talking abt some stuff.
and i was not very happy actually.
aiyah why cant ppl see eh??

i was too tired but still had to go n meet up wid my cousins.
i headed to simei,
even though i was getting sick even worse.
sister came along and told me that the aunty who was helping us sew the dress was not back in s'pore.
so we just sticked ard n chatted instead.
after some time,
irenaues came along.
it was so nice to have gd conversations wid them.
its been really long.
and i enjoyed myself.
we then headed to starbucks and continued our talk.
mike came along after some time.
it was really nice getting to know him more.
funny la.
his front tooth chipped off and he was talking very funnily.
heehee.
i cld not stop laughing.

after a long time i got my ass up and headed for home.
i am so damn shagged.
feeling sick also.
i was too lazy and sick to get my ass up and go home tts why i continued to stay there.
i am getting worse.
arghh.

anw i enjoyed my day.
cant wait for my cousins wedding.
it will be on the 13th of January.
yummy!!
hehe ok i am going to slp.
gd night.
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- Sunday, December 03, 2006 `x



Most of us spend our lives as if we have another one in the bank.
Ben Irwin

oh my i will give anything just to have more time for me to spend for my personal life.
my life is so terrible right now.
with all the projects and grp works.
i mean there are pros n cons for working in grps.
arghh.
but no choice u still have to do it.
anw another 2 months and all this will be over.
but i will start missing all my wonderful friends.

unguent \UNG-gwuhnt\,
noun:A salve for sores, burns, or the like; an ointment.

Happy Birthday Tim.
god bless u always.
although i hardly see u,
u are still in my prayers and i will always remember to wish u.

its the time to stay at home and hybernate.
and i did that.
i fulfilled what i wanted to do.
i got back my slp i guess.
slpt like abt 3 hour plus in the late afternoon.

i used time to wrap baby and my book.
we havent started on our personal feelings book yet.
i am still working on it.
now we have to decorate the cover and i just haev to put the plastic sheet and we are ready to go.
i am so excited to start.
we are always thinking of new things to help our relationship.
i am just glad that i have him in my life.

anw i also used my free time to watch my csi.
hehe.
i took so long just to start watching the vcd that i bought.
it was nice though.
but one of the episode really got me so sick.
it was abt a child molester.
he raped/molested little girls and then kills em.
he is really so sick.
if u really watch it,
u will curse and swear at him too.
i am disgusted that ppl like tt live in this world.
they are worst than murders or rapist.
i dun wanna talk alr or else my head will blow.

baby is sick and i am getting sick too.
i feel that i am not spending enuff time wid him.
due to all my over time work wid projects n all.
i get so tired after all those long days and so tired to spend time wid him.
i try though but i just have no mood in the end.
i know he understands and he is also tired after camp and all.
i9 do not force or expect him to come see me everyday.
i wish i can spend more time wid him.
but fo rnow i have to sacrifice.
thats all.
but i know my baby understands.
cause he understands me the most.
thanks dada.

ok now i think i need to head to bed cause i need my precious rest.
i am getting the cold and i cant afford to get sick.
cause i have missed many lessons and cant miss anymore.
and projects will not be waiting for me either.
so off to bed.
good night.
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this is the video i took of vivo city fire works.
not clear but hope u will like it.

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- Saturday, December 02, 2006 `x

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UPDATED POST!! read on to find out.

The mind is like a parachute. It doesn't work unless it's open.
Unknown

yeah my mind needs to be opened very big,
cause need to use alot of it these days.
haha.
pushing my whole body to the limits.
arghh hate being like that.

machination \mack-uh-NAY-shuhn; mash-\,
noun:1. The act of plotting.
2. A crafty scheme; a cunning design or plot intended to accomplish some usually evil end.

today i just stayed at home the whole day and went out only in the evening.
baby, mok n i headed to misha's aunt ROM at kalsa club.
was alright.
for the first time i saw some geshy.
haha.
but din really have a gd impression of him.
but his bro was nice.
started a conversation wid baby n all.
looks exactly like geshy though.
haha.
but a more classy version.
anw they had the dance floor,
where mok,misha n myself were booging away.
hehe.
first ever time i danced wid mok.
so nice.
yummy.
haha we were imitating one of the guy who was dancing.
super funny la his dance moves.
so we were just immitating and having fun.
then had some bootylicious dance wid misha also.
grinding her n all.
hehe my other other half.
wish sharon was there too but she will never do this sort of stuff.
anw baby saw the brides hand bouquet (sorry if wrong spelling) and so called proposed to misha.
so funny la.
then mok also did.
hehe.
no one loves me to do that!!
so sad!!!
overall i had a wonderful time there.
the bride and groom looks wonderful together.
so sweet.
wish them all the best and a happy married life.

i am tired.
quite a few things to do this weekend,
but i am comtemplating in staying at home and having a good rest cause next week its hectic once again.
and it just repeats itself for the next few weeks.

i will upload the pics soon.
i tried to upload but its showing errors.
so later ok.
good nights.
muacks.
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- Friday, December 01, 2006 `x

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The thing about creativity is, people are going to laugh at it. Get over it.
Twyla Tharp (submitted by eric motlinski)

haha yeah i agree to this.
personally i kinda exprienced it today.
when i was in the bus,
i was cutting the fishes (paper) when everyone was just looking at me wid an odd expression.
i cld not be bothered at all.
haha.
maybe they are just thinking so differently.
its ok.

debouch \dih-BOWCH; -BOOSH\,
intransitive verb:1. To march out (as from a wood, defile, or other narrow or confined spot) into the open.
2. To emerge; to issue.
transitive verb:1. To cause to emerge or issue; to discharge.

first of all i got full marks for my decoding test for AST!!
i am so proud of myself.
yay!!
the next test for AST will be transcription n will be super hard.
sigh.
but i will work to it.
anw after class we went to eat at macs (clementi).
had a gd time there.
played a game where we were supposed to guess the number,
and the looser must eat the food.
haha.
and misha kept loosing.
so funny la.
but the interesting part was that the sausage was marinated wid coke, milo, ice lemon tea and tarta sauce!!
haha.

after that we headed to sj's hse.
did some work.
then went to the childcare.
2nd implementation.
was quite ok la.
the children were quite messy and all.
maybe cause its after their nap time.
sigh.

went home after that.
so many things on my mind.
arghhh.
hate thinking so much.
have to do so many things and i hate that too.
my life is so predictable.
and so filled up that i have time to breathe!!

i hate to see this happen day in n day out.
its so frustrating.
i know i cant do anything abt it,
but i am sick of it all.
can u pls stop it.
its getting to me so hard!!
i cant take the pain that i am going through inside anymore.
pls stop!!
STOOOOOP!!
i really cant take it alr.
pls pls leave me alone.

PS.
my bro wanted to send me for CSI course that will be held in SAFRA.
but too bad it is on next fri and i have class.
wah the course sounds so gd.
and my bro offered to pay for me.
sigh.

UPDATED!!
my baby came and be wid me a while in my hse.
he missed me so much tt he insisted that he come n see me.
he helped me cutting some of the fishes and then made me slp.
while making me slp he fell asleep.
so cute la this boy.
muacks sayang.
hehe thanks alot baby.
i just love u more n more.
=)

off to do my work.
enjoy the pics.

funny sj.
amidst our work.
phobia of pics.hehe. so yummy.
i love her work!!
looking so 'good' in my hairband.
maid!!haha..
so pretty.but she disagrees.

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