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Saturday, January 23, 2010
Is this how its supposed to be??
Have you ever felt that you tried so hard and done so much, but it never got you anywhere or you never moved up the ladder?? Its really hard to be in such a situation. There is no motivation at all, to move further or try some more. But you know that you have to carry on and try even harder, to win the hearts of others or just to get by your normal day.
Some people may never get that feeling! And sometimes, they are the ones who push you even further down the steps that you have tried so hard to climb. You take one step forward and they push you down two steps. I know many people will say try harder next time or this is life. I know that too!! But how much can one person take??
There are so many things to think about! No one knows what is going through someone else's mind! They may be having good intentions or even bad ones, but no one can read another's mind. For all you know, the person sitting next to you might be thinking of killing him/herself!
You may be staring right into space and your mind just goes blank, blank from thinking of everything that has been happening and how that person can make things better. Thinking of work, life, everything that is happening in and around!! Its is really very difficult!! How does a person not breakdown and stay strong among all of this?
Staying sane is just a mere thought!! What if it goes from sane to insane???
Some people may never get that feeling! And sometimes, they are the ones who push you even further down the steps that you have tried so hard to climb. You take one step forward and they push you down two steps. I know many people will say try harder next time or this is life. I know that too!! But how much can one person take??
There are so many things to think about! No one knows what is going through someone else's mind! They may be having good intentions or even bad ones, but no one can read another's mind. For all you know, the person sitting next to you might be thinking of killing him/herself!
You may be staring right into space and your mind just goes blank, blank from thinking of everything that has been happening and how that person can make things better. Thinking of work, life, everything that is happening in and around!! Its is really very difficult!! How does a person not breakdown and stay strong among all of this?
Staying sane is just a mere thought!! What if it goes from sane to insane???
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Its how you learn from your mistakes!!
my mistakes make me a stronger person. and give me more reasons to fight for something i truly want in my life. and now i really will fight all the way!!
Sunday, December 06, 2009
How do i live without you??
The love we have inside of us, is so strong that its so difficult to break. People do stray away from the path, but it takes loads of strength and courage to come back and make it a better way. I know we can be that and even better actually. People can read this in many different ways that they want to, but its all comes down to us and how we make the best of everything.
I have that faith that we can get pass this, and we will fall even more in love with each other. We just have to take time to let things heal and for the true feelings to surface once again. I know its very difficult but we can do it together! I know I am yours forever! I will be here waiting and loving you still.
I only wanna be with you and I really hope that you know that. No one can ever replace your spot in my heart and life. That place will always be for you to return to. It will always be waiting for your return. I cant live without you dada. I will work harder for this and I promise that we will get through this together.
Baby, I love you. Please say you love me too..
I have that faith that we can get pass this, and we will fall even more in love with each other. We just have to take time to let things heal and for the true feelings to surface once again. I know its very difficult but we can do it together! I know I am yours forever! I will be here waiting and loving you still.
I only wanna be with you and I really hope that you know that. No one can ever replace your spot in my heart and life. That place will always be for you to return to. It will always be waiting for your return. I cant live without you dada. I will work harder for this and I promise that we will get through this together.
Baby, I love you. Please say you love me too..
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
heavy heart
i am happy, but my heart is quite heavy. its just that some things are bothering me and i hate having this feeling. arghhh...i wish the feeling can just go away and not come back..i really do not know what the hell it is.
maybe its a feeling that i know i am not coming home to the person i have been coming home to for the last 2 years. and i will be missing that so much. maybe its the lonely feeling that burns inside of me. trying to adapt to a new situation and all.
but its alright, more reasons for us to get out asses out of the house and meet each other to spend time. rather that sitting and home and 'spending' time with each other. so much for all of that. i guess i just need to try to adapt to all of this quickly so that i can get pass all of this.
maybe its a feeling that i know i am not coming home to the person i have been coming home to for the last 2 years. and i will be missing that so much. maybe its the lonely feeling that burns inside of me. trying to adapt to a new situation and all.
but its alright, more reasons for us to get out asses out of the house and meet each other to spend time. rather that sitting and home and 'spending' time with each other. so much for all of that. i guess i just need to try to adapt to all of this quickly so that i can get pass all of this.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Things just gets worse
Sometimes how much you try and do, things just remain the way they are. You cannot fix back a broken mug. The cracks will still remain even after glueing it back together!
It sucks but sometimes it's just like that. It does not matter how hard u try, it just keeps coming back. I really don't know what to do anymore. Like I said I know I was the one who hurt you, BUT how far must I go?? How hard must I try?? If you can't even change how you are thinking..
Sigh!! It's really difficult to go through all of this. You cannot see across what you have right infront of you and you just wait also. I cannot be doing things every single time.
It sucks but sometimes it's just like that. It does not matter how hard u try, it just keeps coming back. I really don't know what to do anymore. Like I said I know I was the one who hurt you, BUT how far must I go?? How hard must I try?? If you can't even change how you are thinking..
Sigh!! It's really difficult to go through all of this. You cannot see across what you have right infront of you and you just wait also. I cannot be doing things every single time.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Better to let go.
Its so much better to let the heartache and bad feelings go, rather than keeping them in and making yourself feel worse than you already are. I learnt that a hard way though. BUT I am glad I did learn that now than never!!
I am pushing away all the bad feelings and thoughts and looking forward. I am very happy that I can let go now.
Thnak you for helping me move on. Thank you for helping me let go!! =)
I am pushing away all the bad feelings and thoughts and looking forward. I am very happy that I can let go now.
Thnak you for helping me move on. Thank you for helping me let go!! =)